It's been a while since I gave any news/updates.

So, yeah, as of today, I am 46... imagine that.
I don't see any reason for a parade of whatever about it; besides, I am glad to keep on fighting forward the best I can.


I am also going through a lot of different appointments for a prosthetic ankle, which will happen in 2 parts surgeries, but also teeth surgeries.
'yay' right? lol

Additionally, the other news is that SCYSF III is complete, and I am going through a final check while I try to gather enough funds to get it in the correct format for publication.
30 THRILLING CHAPTERS, plus a bonus, intro, and outro lol.
Of course, I am still working on the others, just '1 book adaptation at a time please' LOL.

That's about it. I wish all those appointments would slow down so I have more time to relax. To me, writing is relaxing.

Please stay safe, everyone.

Karma Out.

Well, yeah, it will be short.
I just wanted to say I am sorry for being a 'bit more edgy' than usual with all the times I have been spending in clinic checks, appointments, and 3 surgeries coming soon—one for sure in September for my ankle.


Having less appointments now, I hope to manage to stay calmer and more my usual self alongside being able to work on my stuff.

So yeah, just sorry. hehe

IF SOMEONE could tell that unfollowing me to then following me AGAIN and BLOCKING ME IN THE MIDDLE WITH NO WARNING OR ANYTHING IS CLOSER TO STALKING!


SORRY BUT NOPE, he isn't the first one to do that to me for no reason while I HAVE BEEN RESPECTFUL WITH THEM, I am sorry but in the situation I am, the pain and all the doctors appointments and trouble at sleeping, I am SORRY BUT I AM NOT AGREEING FOR THIS TO GO ON!

So, you can tell him to MAN UP, OR GO!


And guess what...HE UNFOLLOWED ME RIGHT AWAY INSTEAD OF FACING THE TRUTH!
STALKER BEHAVIOR!

I am sorry to bring this up, especially after so long. I haven’t posted a journal entry in a while.

But there is something that I admit I find NOT NORMAL to stay polite.
A few months ago, contacted me to work on one or several stories for an anthology named “Work Fur Hire”.

Since the subject was helping people find work, I admit I was tempted, even though one of our dogs was very sick. We talked, and he showed interest in my situation with being a person with a disability and job interviews. It could have helped some people, and I started to think about some ideas.

So I asked him about my payment, which made him nervous, and he told me that he couldn’t pay me as he didn’t have the means. I just said okay and apologized, but I only work for free for friends on short projects or for charities, like I had done for the Blacksad Fan news to raise money. And we just left, wishing him good luck on his idea.

I will fully admit that what I am about to say is based on my investigation into the matter. Similarly, I must acknowledge that I still don’t know which Charity received the money from the Blacksad work, despite all the work I did assisting the other writers during that time. But honestly, I enjoyed doing it and liked the stories I had done for a Book that I have loved for years. Even more since I already had ideas for work on it, so it wasn’t a real problem at all.

However, when I saw that “Work for Hire” was available, I went to check if I could obtain an e-book version for myself and share it with friends for their interviews. So, I admit that I didn’t like the website, as all I saw were some unknown people leaving reviews, Edwin's work, a synopsis, and the cover picture (standard), but mostly the price for it. Additionally, there was no list of the artists on a page that was VERY easy to add.
The only place you can find the few writers for 21 stories is on his FA page, and at this point, not somewhere most people would go.

Currently, since I have no intention of buying the book, I am unsure whether their names and link to their page, as you typically do in such cases, are included in the book.
With me, he had no intention of paying me, so…who says that he is going to pay those poor struggling writers for their work?
So, I know it’s speculation, but I preferred to warn people about him because there is also another thing. He asked people to vote for him on Ursa Major. In general, I wouldn’t mind…but if he gets all the credits and not those writers…I admit it bothers me.

Again, I know it’s still speculation, but at this point, if their ‘payment’ is the “honor” of working with him, well, it’s not better than what Sophia Petrillo said in Golden Palace if the honor is “Being a tattoo on someone’s ass”, to sum up the whole situation on the episode, well I am sorry…it’s not going to help them any.

So, if someone has the book and if AT LEAST those poor writers are at least listed with a link to their work or where to contact them, AS IT SHOULD BE ON THE WEBSITE THAT SELLS THE BOOK, it would help me relax for them since I don’t think it’s normal.

In the end, I am just glad that I didn’t work with him, but I decided to warn people at least. If he doesn’t provide real thanks and contact information for those writers, I don’t think he deserves the money, even if he ‘invested’ in having the book published. Even if printing happens at the moment, the order is paid for by the customer.

So yeah, again I repeat myself, it MIGHT be speculation, but after all the searching and finding only ONE PLACE on FA, a place not everyone goes, I don’t like people treated like that.
And, by the way, I have a copy of my chats with him, including the screenshots of what I found.

Now, take it or leave, but I would take a close look at that guy and so far…I am sorry, but I don’t trust him without proof.
Self-protection…you can say.

I will be honest, as usual, but I can’t say that I am feeling my best right now.
My body pain is really not getting better, painkillers or not, hence why I am seeking a prosthetic ankle to at least help ONE problem…if possible.

It doesn’t help my worries that 3 very close friends are having troubles lately, and I can’t help worrying about them. It’s who I am, after all…
It’s to the point that I am even having trouble focusing on stuff and even writing.
This led me to do something that I very rarely do. I paused a chapter that was progressing, closer to finishing even, to start another novel to help me relax by thinking about something else.

It sort of worked enough that I managed to write some before I started reading to try to relax and HOPEFULLY SLEEP. Which isn’t easy lately, for sure…
Anyway, the introduction is free for everyone to read, if tempted.
https://www.patreon.com/posts/sunri.....tent=join_link

all that to say, sorry for the slower progress lately.

Stay safe everyone.
Kat out.

Hey everyone, here is a summary of this year just before the “change”.
I won’t say that this year was great or horrible. It had good and bad moments for everyone.
It sure that losing 4 family members in a month and one in terminal cancer condition isn’t a very happy setting. In the same way, I am trying to see about getting a prosthetic ankle after already doing my 2 knees decades ago because I can’t go on with the pain even if I am resistant. And there is so much that a painkiller can do, after all.
But yeah, sleeping hasn’t been easy lately. Add the fact that I am already an insomniac, and you can imagine my nights.

The good part about that is that I can generally continue writing my novels in bed with my laptop or just watch something if I haven't read.

Concerning my projects and work, well So Close Yet So Far III is at the publishers right now. I am still working on Melodies Of Life and Love N’ Spices while I have been doing some commissions lately.

I would like to finish the other 2 projects before I start others, even if I know I am probably crazy enough to try another one right now. Besides the several scenarios of comics that are at work right now and more coming, I have other ideas for my novels.
I already have ideas for a follow-up to Melodies of Lives in the same world, with different characters. I am thinking about doing a second part of Heart Behind The Mask, and after all those ISEKAI mangas…I am starting to have my own ideas.
You can still see my progress on Patreon and news on Bluesky; I rather warn you that I am still more of an activist against bigots and racists on Twitter, or I would have left it a while ago.

To sum up that year, I made new friends and kept the great old friends I already have and love while actually having contact with people I haven’t had in a while. But at the same time, not everything can go great, and I sure have some people who don’t like me, nothing new. Plus, everyone goes through it. The ‘fun part’ with the last one is that they think that they can make me stop being me and hide. They sure don’t know me at all. Oh well…’it takes everything to create a world’ as they say.

There is not much more to say. Expect more posts and news from me as I am still working hard on more stuff, whether scenarios with artists or novels by myself.
Have a FABULOUS NEW YEAR EVERYONE
KAT OUT!

The last few weeks I have been going through a depression and higher blood tension due to several reasons.

One of them or some…whatever at this point, is because of some phrases that even if I they are close enough I am REALLY FED UP TO HEAR THEM.

I am fed up to hear people telling me “it’s impossible due to your health” or taking the excuse of my health of not wanting to do something that is ACTUALLY NOT THAT HARD TO DO AT ALL!.

No my health is not an excuse to make some things “impossible”. That freaking word is just some “easy crappy way” to just to wiggle out of any possible real possibility.
It’s a freaking way to just not even wanting to try, to say “the story ends up now no need to worry going further than that”, and it’s JUST BULLSHIT!
IT’S JUST SOME WAY FOR PEOPLE TO GET THEIR WAY AS ANOTHER WAY TO SAY “BECAUSE…” LIKE YOU TELL TO KIDS WHEN YOU DON’T WANT TO EXPLAIN STUFF!
It’s just a freaking excuse and they DON’T GET HOW THEY HURT PEOPLE INSTEAD OF TRYING TO EITHER EXPLAIN OR ACTUALLY TRY!
Then when you don’t let them go with that, they will give you more BS that pretty much sound like “It’s because there is <insert something here> that would prevent it!” and if YOU DO MANAGE TO MOVE IT OR ARANGE SAID THING, THEY GO BACK TO THE OTHER “IT’S IMPOSSIBLE”.
Or worse, if you don’t let it go, as they keep hoping, they go into a CRISIS MODE LIKE YOU ARE THE ENNEMY!

I am sorry but their “EASY WAY OUT OF THE STORY” IS REALLY GETTING ME PISSED OFF AND MORE DEPRESSED alongside more body pain…

I already went through an ulcer that caused me an EXTREME ANEMIA AND CLINIC TIME! Due to their behavior, I already lost my calm twice after the panic attacks of a few months ago…
Honestly…I am not sure how to go on with that…a friend told me that a work out of here would help me. As I wouldn’t mind to have one IF ANYONE HERE WOULD GIVE ME A CHANCE BESIDES MY PHYSICAL HANDICAP! I have been rejected at an interview once before I used a CANE TO HELP ME WALK!
HOW IS A CANE NOT LETTING ME WORK ON A COMPUTER LIKE I ALREADY DO TO NOT GO CRAZY HERE BY AT LEAST TRYING TO DO SOMETHING!
Sorry for my rant but…the more it goes the more the more I am losing my patience and not sure what I might end up doing.
I already gave up alcohol…and yet they all act like they want to me to “fall of the wagon”, as the expression says…

Sorry…I admit that I am mostly sharing that feeling as I am following the advice of my Psychologue since no one listens to me here…

The last few weeks I have been feeling sick leading me to mostly stay in bed as I kept feeling as I was about to throw up with some pressure on my brain while hoping it wasn’t another sinus infection or worse while watching old TV shows and others that I had on my external HD.
After several tests the doctor had only one solution for me, “I need a vacation.” A very sarcastic laugh came out in reaction to that since I can barely even pay the bills and other repairs lately whatever I try to do since no one wants to hire me in this country.

It gave me time to think and consider the situations which switch stress to anger as I realized the real problem.
Most people don’t even really know me or take the time to talk to me more than what they see online. I have been called way different stuff in different degrees but I can’t say I ever cared even if I always stayed open to discussion with people that might want to know the real me instead of dumb assumptions. You can’t change the world but only adapt to it, after all as “they” often say.
In general I don’t need a whole lot of stuff to be content and not the kind to lose time with jealousy over what other people can do. Even if it’s part of the stuff most people don’t even know. Having a house, my dogs, friends, electricity, water, a bed and a computer to work alongside my phone and internet for research always made me content enough. Even if people don’t believe me when I said that before…
A lot of people consider me a big mouth that loves “to hear my own voice” and give orders which actually is far from true. The only times I really “bark orders” it’s in situation when stuff are going south and someone has to solve the situation instead of running around like an headless chicken…and even those rare moment, or when I have to scream at a friend to stop risking his life, I get my stomach ‘twisted’ leading me to not really eat and feel bad after for a few hours at minimal. But that’s something else that most people think the opposite even if general I prefer a debate instead of barking orders.

Another thing people keep telling me that I am “full of confidence”, as if. What they see as confidence in me and a smile generally to others is actually a way to hide the pain in my body. While said confidence of stuff happening around my character is work is actually the fact that I am working my best to make stuff happen and not expecting for them to happen by themselves by miracle. The reason is, sort off, simple. I was born physically sick and often in constant pain stuck in bed or in a clinic. Due to that most of my life I had to go through rejection to say it gently in many domains, and I am still going through them more than most people could imagine. Due to that, I had to fight on more than most people to get through school and my grades, my work, my art before and now my art. I didn’t learn English from school either to be honest with the teachers I had, I learned myself. Like when before I was drawing or now writing, I learned through hard work. The same thing when I was able to do leather engraving. Nothing was ever given to me at all, I had to keep on fighting and talking with people to make them understand that I am capable of stuff even as physical handicap with painkillers. But try to make employers understand that when they stop listening after hearing “prosthetic knees”…like it’s a way I can’t work with a phone and a computer or customer.
All the languages I learned, I learned them myself even if my parents are Italian in majority they never really bothered trying to help me learning it besides insulting me.
Something that they still do now at 44 and my actual situation…
They, alongside a lot of people, keep assuming that I use my handicap as a reason to not try further even if just walking is often most from grinding my teeth than just doing naturally. The same way, like a lot of people, they keep on thinking that I take painkillers because I am “addicted”, another false assumption for sure since I even barely used morphine during surgeries to not get addicted to that shit even with the pain I went through. Since then, and other reasons with their behavior and constant insult, I avoid them even more to the point of “hurting their reputation” by asking state transport toward my appointments.

I still know and can drive technically, but the problem is that with the amount and strength of painkillers it’s not advised for me to do it. Meaning that I am often stuck at home since there is no bus here and barely even nature to walk through to relax besides our garden that comes with their “complimentary insults” since we are stuck on the same property. So I generally only can go out for a movie or a coffee if someone bothers being free and agrees to drive me for a while. Which, with them, I don’t think I have to add how it always ended up after…

So here is the reason of my anger now…
Basically I am more and more fed up of living here, to be stuck in a country that treats me like shit in general. With parents that add their own anger and disgust toward me and only didn’t discard me because of their REPUTATION WORRIES with people gossips…when I came out BI my mother didn’t talk to me for 6 months, FREEDOM. She only did again because people were asking news about me so to SAVE THEIR REPUTATION AGAIN! Lovely, right…
But yeah, I am fed up, I would give pretty much anything to move away from here. Another country with maybe a chance of a work and prove what I am capable off, or even just in the mountains like I always wanted near a forest with only my dogs a roof, internet, water, electricity and my computer. Being free, as my t-shirt says, “The only choice I ever made was to be ME!” so be somewhere when I can really be myself and not having to go through that constant mental attack…
Honestly, when I realized that a few days ago I was talking with a friend that I felt sorry after since he had to go through my rant. It helped me feel better, in a way…but the problem is still and always stays the same unfortunately.

As I said earlier, I am ready to do pretty much anything to make that change and be me again since I can’t even go to convention to relax a little. But…I am not seeing that figurative door at all in possibility for me…which turned my stress/depression into anger and tears of rage…
I am still the same that doesn’t ask much to be content, but…this situation is way too much for me.
I am not going to say that this journal is to ask people to save me or find the solution, even if I wouldn’t mind real help for sure. But mostly…it had to be said, it had to be put out there and not just keep it buried into my heart and soul.
Thanks for people that took a minute to read this “rant” of mine…stay safe everyone, PLEASE!

yeah, you can find me on it too from now on.

https://bsky.app/profile/karmasilve.....nd.bsky.social

there is a chance that I mist post on it more often and mostly check twitter for people that didn't switch yet.
Yeah, I am sorry but I admit that I am also getting fed up of Space Stinky Karen but I am not a fan of Mastodon.

anyway, just saying.

stay safe people.

Yeah, I know I am a bit in "advance" but still I wanted to do it before I forgot.

As I posted the new posts for this month, I wanted to wish everyone a GREAT NEW YEAR. Hoping everyone can spend it with people they care and love and have a great time of course.
For other news, as I mentioned in my latest novel work Heart Behind The Mask, my imagination doesn't agree to leave me and gives me ideas for a second book about it. But I am already working on 3 novels right now and need to "free up my plate first".

Without counting the fact that I already have Ideas down for Melodies Of Life 2 but a bit different as it will be part of a series called Opposite Attracts. Yeah, I gifted you guys with a little spoiler.

Normally the book Series with Coach/Karma will go on after this book too. But I have also been contacted by another scenarist to work on a comic which, normally, Leandro or Lorskat as some of you know him and did the old comics with Nexus will do the art.
Right now we finished working on a raw scenario together.

Concerning the podcast, I STILL HAVE THE INTENTION to make it happen again, BUT I admit that I am in quite some pain lately and it's not really the easiest for me to manage working on it.
Basically, don't count me out yet, I will do my best that it will happen again ASAP FOR SURE!

For the finish, for now, I basically want to wish ALL OF YOU THE BEST NEW YEAR EVENT AND THEN YEAR 2023! I know my resolution stays the same each years.
Keep doing progress and doing better to entertain people the best I can in many different ways.

STAY SAFE EVERYONE AND WASH YOUR PAWS OFTEN!

As the title announces, in a particular way, there is going something new happening.

Basically, I will restart my "Podcast" but with some changes to it. It won't be focused on funny events but actually more on what I like to call "Reality reality" stuff. I will still not mention names but I will even tackle political stuff, movies, TV shows, and people's behavior around me or around the world with my own "two cents" and point of view.

I will do my best not to fall into the insults and still not say people should agree with me about everything as I am open to discussion as always. I might even try to interview someone if I find a way to make them work in audio.

But, yeah I decided to share my personal point of view and personal disagreements about very different kind of subjects. I might even add some fun comments into them, but it won't be the priority.

I just think it's time that I start really say what I think, yes EVEN MORE than usual.

to sum up, you can hear the song from The Lion King, "Be PREPARED!"

Stay safe everyone.
Karma

So...I might as well announce it here as I have been honest with myself.
I know it will probably make some people more than happy with what I am going to say but I don't care at all. it's more for the people I actually care about.

Basically, I gotta be realistic, my elbow or ankle just locks up on occasion for no reason more than a storm coming, add all the prices for travels...

so, I won't be going to any conventions at all for a long while most probably.
sorry to the people I do really care about.

Hey everyone, the e-convention with furryvalley is coming close.
Sign up here if you want to follow it, it’s free

https://discord.gg/furryvalley

Don’t forget that I will be holding 4 panels, as a guest of honor, which will be listed with time now again.
I will be giving a few words at the opening ceremony then, the "fun starts" and not much sleep for me.

On Saturday 25 June, I will be holding a panel about my novels, past, and future, from 2 pm to 4 pm EST. Then I will be giving some Writing advice from 5 pm to 7 pm EST.

Then the Sunday 26 of June events will be from 11 am to 1 PM EST I will be giving advice about Art. Then from 6 pm to 8 pm EST advice on how to get published.
I will also be answering questions to the best of my abilities.
I am hoping to see you during them.

Have a great weekend anyway )

I also wish the best to everyone going to Anthrocon, stay safe out there.

Hey everyone,
I have the honor to be invited as a Guest Of Honor for the E-convention (so online) by  furryvalley
From the 24 to 27 of June. In which I will present 4 panels. The registration is free you just have to join their Discord and be there to see several panels.

I will be presenting 4 panels as I mentioned.
One will be about my novels and comics that I published and working on. One will be advice for writers and then one for artists. Then the last one will be about how to get published

Here are the days and times for the panels
On Saturday 25 June, I will be holding a panel about my novels from 2 pm to 4 pm EST. Then about Writing advice from 5 pm to 7 pm EST.
The Sunday 26 June events will be from 11 am to 1 PM EST about Advice for Art. Then from 6 pm to 8 pm EST advice on how to get published.
All thanks to  furryvalley

I hope to see you all there.
If any changes, I will inform everyone.

So, as you can see from the title I opened up as Twitter suggested that I became and write a Weekly Newsletter.
Honestly, I never thought I would even try to do that but not only it could help me but also help others because well…I might be “only” 42 but I went through a lot of different situations.
Also learned a lot of stuff in a hard way most of the time, so here is my hope to help each of you maybe through some advice and situations I went through.
As most people know I am very blunt in what I think because with my situation I can’t really afford to take detours, and I prefer full honesty.
So if you could help spread it, maybe get an interest in it.
It will be in English and in French and will sure do my best to not get “pompous”, hehe.

Here is the address
https://www.getrevue.co/profile/karmakat01

and my Twitter
https://twitter.com/Karmakat01

Yes, I am still going to work on my novels and hope to restart my podcasts very soon when I can finally focus on it again.

Stay safe everyone!

Happy New Year And Point Of View 5:

Hey everyone, since another year is getting close to the end, I figured it wouldn’t be a bad idea to do a journal.
Honestly, for me this year has been in the “middle zone” concerning good and bad. So there is nothing to complain in the end, might as well see it “half full” as they say.
So…let’s just hope it goes around the same or better for the coming year.
About my resolutions, well I will tell you guys after the Point of View I just mentioned in the title.

So, even more since after the beginning of the pandemic, I keep saying people comparing themselves to others “lives”.
Yeah the quotes were far from a mistake or a typo for a very simple reason that it seems a lot of people don’t realize.
Due to the Covid restrictions, shooting, weather problems and –unfortunately happening too- lack of money because work lacking and stuff, a lot of people started to lock themselves online in different ways.
Since the pandemic it’s normal, yeah I agree, but the problem is how most people seems to have found a new way to spend that time that I admit worries me. People could be watching new or old TV/movie stuff, reading, gaming with friends since online gaming doesn’t increase the risk of pandemic. But instead, I found out that a lot of people I know rather enjoy watching other people’s posting about their lives, hobbies and generally more personal life.
Those people generally don’t go about their sad life, but mostly going on about how great they are. Even if I can’t forget for sure the one that had found a “Secret passage” behind the mirror in her bathroom leading for sure NOT TO NARNIA! But most of the time it’s quite the opposite kind of stuff, which creates the problem I couldn’t help but notice.

Said problem is that most people don’t realize that most of those videos are pretty much ILLUSIONS that are pretty far from reality.
A lot of people already have a lot of problem of making the difference between a movie / TV show / any literature kind to reality. Just the way people sent SO MANY LETTERS, CALLS, EMAILS TO NASA to save TONY STARK, aka IRON MAN, from space after THE MOVIE Infinity Stones sure makes you worry about people version of, well, reality.
I admit I rarely watch those kind of videos because well they aren’t my style, if I watch some they at best make me chuckle.
But yeah…people confusing reality with stories is quite a reason to worry at times.

Yes, I know that I write novels and scenario too, but I do my best to not confuse both at least even when I have to take painkillers. Even if I admit that magic in real life could be cool too.

But, of course, the “barrier” between reality and imagination doesn’t stop just there for some people.
Some people are convinced that someone’s OC are the complete copy/paste as their real person. To the point that when they meet said OC creator they expect stuff like the person arriving with a vampire cape, the lady wears the same kind of TINY AND TIGHT revealing clothes, the owner drinks and eats the worth of a small house…so on.
To the point that, if the OC never did that in stories, if the owner dares to burp, yawn or scratch their nose the other nearly screams in offense.
To me, it’s past ridiculous to worrying…
Because after all those “delusions”, or if someone DARES to pop their bubbles, the kind of person above gets depressed for weeks.

No I don’t have a solution, sorry. I just through it was someone to warn people in general to try to help them not fall into that kind of situation.
The kind of situation, quite close too, that a lot of people have idols. But when “Idols” mentioned shows a behavior completely different than what the fan dreams about…well there is A FULL SYSTEM CRASH for the people.
I can say without shame that since what happened when I was a kid, I have no idols. I just LIKE some people but don’t idolize them. So when, said “stars” show off their real colors well I just shrug and decided to stop caring about whatever they do in general. It sure saves a lot of personal drama and depression if you ask me.

But there…time for my resolution of 2022.
As usual I resolve to do my best about my stories and behavior, as well to not care about idiots for sure. But now decide to add also a resolution to keep making difference of reality and imagination. At least until they create REAL flying cars and Teleporters for travels. Hehe

HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR TIME AND STAY SAFE FOR SURE!!!

TC EVERYONE!!!

Hey everyone,

I just wanted to warn you that with everything that is happening lately that keeps me crazy busy I won't manage to do another Podcast until January at best.
Maybe I should post my podcasts here. Is anyone interested?

Between all the new ideas, the extra work, and preparations I am going through here, it's not the easiest. Really Sorry.

Also, I thought I warn you that the next page of Coach's Training is the last page OF THE FIRST BOOK! The one on my Patreon, not here, yet of course. hehe.

Kbear and I should restart for the second one in January or February depending on how it goes for both of us. The scenario is written but it needs some tweaks, as usual, to make it better.

But, don't worry I won't forget all of you that are helping me and I will still be posting something meanwhile for everyone.


All I am asking for all of you is to stay safe and do your best, the same way I am doing my darn hardest to go to Ac next summer.

See you all for the next post!

Hey everyone,
I hope everyone is holding on well with the actual virus going on still lately, also hoping you guys will or did get the vaccine to help go against it.

Of course, my journal here isn’t to talk about that for sure.
Due to situations out of my controls there is going to be a change happening on my Patreon. The novels will still come as that is still under my control.
But, the problem comes in the form of the art. It seems that my next novels will only have covers and no real illustrations in some chapters. Even if the bigger problem will be that, when I have posted all the Webcomics illustration and “The Bar Bet”, there will be no more comic to post until I can find an artist that will act as a professional.
As you can imagine, “The Debt Collector” is on indefinite pause until someone will actually do the work as it should be done.
But, as much people know me, I am not the kind to just do nothing meanwhile.

As such, here is going to be the new plan meanwhile. I am waiting for a microphone for my computer to arrive by post, hopefully soon. No, no, don’t worry I am not planning to sing, you guys can stop clawing your armrests or phone in safety.
What I plan to do is something that I considered a while back, a Podcast. It will be funny, based on real life experience or movies, TV shows, books and other stuff you guys might want me to “tackle onto. DEPENDING THE SUBJECTS of course.
They will be posted first here, then after a few on my Youtube channel for people to decide if they want to listen in advance or not.
I am sorry about the disappointment concerning the comics and illustrations, believe me it pissed me off personally. But I will do my best to find a way so he can go on. Hopefully sooner than later…
If anyone has suggestions about artists, I am sure open to look it up and see if it can happen.
Have a good day.
Karma out.

HI EVERYONE,
Yes I am here to do another announcement for my Patreon.
I already said that we are working on a new NSFW with Retron Wolf but now I am starting to work another one with Vju79 too.
So, SINCE they will be posted earlier on my Patreon first like the news journal ones, I decided to make it easier for everyone. I created a Tier on Patreon that will let you access only to comic and different art made specially only for only 5 dollars. The people at the other tier will have access to the comic AND novels, porn or regular, but you can now just enjoy comics without worrying about the novels too on your e-mail.
OR for any other reasons, who knows. Hehe

https://www.patreon.com/karmakat

Give it a look and don’t hesitate to ask me questions if you have any, I will answer the best I can.

Stay safe everyone.
Karma out!

Hey everyone.
I know it’s a bit “late” but we are still in January so it still counts I think. HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HOLIDAYS IN GENERAL WHOEVER YOU ARE OR YOUR RELIGION!

As it says its 2020 now, meaning it’s a NEW DECADE which is a good period to renew yourself and do some changes.
I am not giving up on writing or my Patreon even if it’s a bit tougher for me to write lately but I am still going on with it and REALLY NOT THE KIND to give up.
I am still working on the 3 different novels and the Webcomic…which is close to a journal funny and I like that.
I also started to post them on a free website.
https://www.webtoons.com/en/challen.....itle_no=368782
If you want to read further faster well, OF COURSE, you have to join my Patreon. Hehe
https://www.patreon.com/karmakat

But here comes the BIG NEWS. Retron wolf and me talked about a NEW SET OF PROJECTS TOGETHER. I had a “silly” idea to start doing NSFW COMICS, of course I do the scenario and he will do the amazing art.
So there will be a SCENARIO yes, but LOTS OF SMUT of course.
It will be mostly posted on my Patreon yes but there is a BONUS FOR YOU GUYS in it.
WE WILL BE OFFERING YCH INTO IT IF YOU WANT TO BE PART OF THE COMIC IN DIFFERENT KIND OF SITUATIONS!
Of course it will be set as an “auction” to see if people REALLY want to be in there or lose their chance UNTIL they are jealous of the person that got the spot.
So, UNLESS you ask to be the main character in some comics…which will mean a payment of course, you can be a SIDE CHARACTER doing some sexy or kinky stuff in the background!

So yes!
We are setting up for a new “page” in our work and offers and we are PROUD TO DO IT!
All we can do is hope that everyone will enjoy the “trip” with us!
TC EVERYONE!
Karma’s OUT…FOR NOW!

Just yesterday I was watching an old TV show by and with Whoopi Goldberg and I admit it made me think about a situation I am often into and I bet a lot of people are often.

Whatever sexuality you are (Lesbian, gay, bi, trans, queen so on…) or country, religion, work…the list is long, you take some decisions. Whatever you do it will create some effects.
The thing is that even if you do your best there will be ALWAYS bad effect. If you decide to marry someone, a report at work, or whatever hobby it’s BOUND TO HAPPEN…let’s be honest about that.
Most people expect blessing from it, ‘sorry to burst your bubble’ but it will never happen. Or very rarely.

I have to be honest, when I decided my school decision it went bad with my parents. My mother kept hoping they would reject me. When I did my work, same. When I started to draw, then write it was the same…can’t say I had much support or encouragement from my family.

But I will be blunt, I don’t care. To me, loving someone or having a hobby, decisions of work or school like the way I am honest with people, I don’t do it for anyone’s blessing. I do it because it feels right to me. The same way I decide to help people in the street that I see are having problems so I go help. I am not expecting a reward, blessing or whatever…it just feels right to me.
There isn’t another way to say it. To my point at least.

Yes I am also stubborn so I don’t stop writing even if it doesn’t get me far or real help to pay the bills. I do it not only because I still hope it will go somewhere but also because I enjoy it, I like making people dream when they do read it.
Since I was a kid, I never expected anything from anyone. I do enjoy comments and take pointers from bad ones if they are real comments yeah. But I never expect something amazing in return; I just accept whatever comes and do what feels right to me while trying to not be a jackass with others even if people think I only care about myself. I do my best to do what feels right to me and I am not the kind to let other’s decide for me.

If I had married a guy, or a Queen, I wouldn’t even let my parents decide for me for example.

So here is what I will TRY TO DO. Not only I am a lot of people ‘Big brother’ and I still don’t mind at all. But I still try to do something for my bills to.
NO I AM STILL NOT ASKING PAYMENT FOR MY HELP. Not my kind at all.
But I will post a journal, soon, with the list of chapters I had done so far and the ones I am planning to do.
You can either read them on my Patreon for 10 dollars a months, alongside other bonus. (https://www.patreon.com/karmakat) OR you can pay me a shiny to get half the chapter of your choice. The ones from ‘Love N’ Spices’ are independent even if sometime in the same world. If you want the whole story well 2 shiny please, or for the same amount of 10 dollars a month you can read a lot more than just one story.

Just think about it guys.
I do my best to be there for everyone but I fully admit that what I do is what feels right for me.
I am certainly not the kind of person that tries to be someone else for others.
With me ‘what you see is what you get, I am not apologies about that’, that’s for sure.
Comment if you want to know more.

Yes, this is another one of my journals with my point of views.

This is one based on some experiences I had since I was a kid, and well still have to go through. Even if it doesn’t do anything to me much anymore.
This is one is based on ‘Labels’ that a LOT of people seem to like to put or ‘stick’ on people.
When I was a kid when I heard about people ‘labeling’ others, I couldn’t even stop wondering why. Because all my life I kept thinking ‘Why are we labeled…we aren’t products on a supermarket right?’
Not only I didn’t ever seen the point to label someone but also what is the point to do it based on what people, supposedly, think about others without knowing anything?
Same way, what is the POINT to label someone due to their religions or country of origins?
At this point is not better than when people get offended by being ‘labeled’ as gay…no?
So I kept wondering why people don’t like being labeled even as ‘manga addicts’ or ‘comics’, for examples of many, STILL then label something on others without even knowing them. Or even less TRYING to learn the person…then I found the WHY. At least, as usual, to my point of view.

The way people label others is just ANOTHER, very not subtle, way to try to feel someone else bad. Another way to destroy them and try to make them feel better. YES I know it seems to be just silly to think that, but honestly WHAT ELSE?
We are, as Furry often LABELED AS ANIMAL FUCKERS…what’s the point in that besides trying to feel better about themselves? I KNOW IT DOES HAPPEN, YEAH but still not a point to generalize us into that LABEL. Yes I am a furry and some anime characters that are FURRY BASED TOO I can’t help to find them sexy. What is that to be labeled ‘animal fuckers’, even more when those characters are ANTHROPOMORPHIC, AKA 2 LEGS STANDING UP! The ones on all 4 I am more the type to want to HUG THEM. Are they going to label that TOO?
A lot of people label me as a ‘muscle head’, or a ‘asshole that just likes to direct everyone’. And that’s just a FEW of the labels set on me. As mostly Italian I am often considered a screamer AND directly as catholic in a way that most people don’t ‘like’.
Don’t ask me why, I never said I know everything…let’s just say that most people are still stuck in crusades or something. Or whatever…
Anyway if people spend a few minutes to know me they would know that I know a lot more than they think, that I hate to take directions of stuff UNLESS there is something that has to be done. Or the same way that I rarely use my full voice ‘power’ and that I am actually a Wicca…but people just love to label and don’t even realize stuff.
Me, I am not if what I do is labeling because what I prefer generally it’s to give people ‘nicknames’. Like my lil bro I call him Kitten, another friend I call him squeaker…but at least for me it’s based on what I know about them and not just assuming.
Even if at times I just do a ‘temporary nickname’ just to tease them.

But yeah to my point, labeling is useless. Not only you aren’t able to pick people in the supermarket that are on shelves. But also all it does it add more fights.

Also why, when I hear someone labeling me, I generally answer in a way to play with it. As more a way to piss them off that they really can with me anyway.


But yeah, once again as I keep saying, it’s just my point of view.
If you are labeled just shrug it off, and maybe even label yourselves. No need to give them more reaction than that. Right?

Here it goes.

Since it seems it has been decided ‘by the stars’ for my future, or WHATEVER, but anyway.

Here it is my full on work, for now on, will be writing, adding texts on people’s art and scenario.
As such I do need an income like everyone in this world.
So I am not giving up but more pushing even more my work.
I have a Patreon as I often said.
https://www.patreon.com/karmakat
And I need to make it work ‘a bit’ more to make it an honest living.
So here I have two questions:
1- What kind of goals would you guys like to get on there?
2- What do you guys, which probably didn’t take a deep look at it, think or hope to find on it?

Sincerely, might be silly of me, but I would like honest answers.
So thanks for the suggestions.

This is my second ‘My point of view’ journal.
This one is about the usual trap a lot of people fall into because some are just to say it ‘gently’ are IDIOTS! Or I should say they are just JEALOUS.

In conventions, and well outside of them, I am pretty much everyone’s ‘big brother’ as I am always ready to help others if I am not well busy.
But the amount of times I see people about to give up their works, art stories or books, is really getting NUTS. Yep way MORE NUTS THAN A TREE FULL OF SQUIRRELS for sure.
The people I see going through those moments are people that can do progress OR are simply already good. Even if well, everyone can still do progress on anything they do.
But THAT PROBLEM doesn’t happen because of their work, or the way they keep trying to improve. It’s always because people are jealous of them and just try to PUT THEM DOWN with insults and such.

Honestly…what’s the POINT OF THAT?
Because they can’t do as well, or don’t even WANT TO TRY TO LEARN, they have to insult others?
Most of the times, honestly, I think the people that being under those ‘moral attacks’ have more than the attackers just in their own PINKY. So imagine if they put their whole self into their work.

Why did I decide to tell my point of view about this subject?
Honestly, it’s because I am fed up to see stories I love left in the middle. See artist I think that do good art, giving up because they manage to make people dream.

Yes I have people TRYING to do that to me too. But, be it age or habit to deal with haters, it doesn’t touch me anymore. I literally don’t care when it’s not even constructive comments, if it is a real comment then I don’t mind talking about it to make progress myself too. But, as much as I would help a poor kid that fell up and help him stop crying, I am not the kind to even pay attention to ‘cries’ from people that just blatantly show they are just jealous.

So MY ADVICE here. DON’T GIVE UP WHAT YOU DO BECAUSE OF OTHERS, family or strangers. If you love what you do KEEP AT IT AND KEEP WORKING ON IT!
And to the people trying to ‘destroy’ others with your sad jealous words that wouldn’t even be worth 1 cent…instead of running your big mouth, try to ‘kill’ them with YOUR OWN ART OR STORIES OR COMICS!
TRY to prove that you are as good as you pretend, or worse, that you are.
Show it to the world. Same way everyone else does in their work behind a desk, on a field, on their stories, or WHATEVER THEY DO.

Claims without even a smidge of a proof are only something we add in bloopers for hidden cameras.

A lot of people keep asking me my point of view about different things.
Manly how do I manage to do some stuff that they think it’s not really possible unless worse than training.
And since I am never to kind to give my 2 cents, well I will be starting to share my point of view and try to explain how I do some stuff.
Not trying to act like I am the best or gloat, just I always consider things ‘I am MYSELF not someone else’ whatever people want me to adapt to their will. It will never happen.

So here the subject about this journal…
EQUALITY:
A lot of people ask me how I can talk with people that are popular, known and such, without sweating or stuttering without even losing confidence or asking like a fool. Even less not even ever considering brown nosing said people.
The only answer I can say to that it’s because I think about EQUALITY.
If you even just look at historic books, at least 99% of wars started because of a lack of equality between people. Revolutions even started because of that, like ‘Bastille day’ in France, or ‘Independence Day’ in America to just quote a few.

They mostly started because of way too many differences between what they now call ‘Social Classes’. Even in the past the way to call it was ‘less hidden’, if you ask me. Way more blunt to keep on trying to stay all public.

How to try to put how I consider this in words that don’t seem preposterous…
Just take a piece of paper, put it horizontally then draw a straight line in the middle of the papers. Then started putting points in very different places, above and beyond, on the line.
The line is what we call EQUALITY between classes. In work, situations, sex, belief…all of us allowed to be what we want, be ourselves and accepted by others as we are all the same.
A lot of people wish for ‘Peace on the World’, or ‘Love in the World’. Myself I keep on hoping more for ‘Equality in the World’, people stopping to stop putting differences between all of us.
Honestly I don’t even have a person that I consider my idol either. I like the work or actions by some people and really appreciate their work to the point of wanting to help them while I try my best too. But I don’t consider anyone idols because that means MORE DIFFERENCES again between us. Which means someone will be jealous one day again which will follow up with more fights or…worse.

That’s the best way I can explain why I stay myself when I talk with someone that is considered popular not ‘squealing’ if they talk to me and start to lose my mind.

I know that, as often, I am talking about my point of view and people will probably consider me a fool.
I might be a fool, but I stay myself and do my best to help people anyway still.
Just wanting to help the world in my own way with the ‘strength I have’ you can say. And just be ME!