I got engaged a few days ago on December 24th, 2017 and I am extremely excited about it! I found the man of my dreams and now I get to marry him which pretty much made this Christmas my best Christmas every! I hope all of you had a really great Christmas as well!

Hay guys I am finally back! Just now got my code to work to reclaim my account.

There is a free X harnesses raffle going on. If you want to be involved go check it out.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7258365/

Do to some medical bills and stuff a friend of mine is selling her Whirlwind suit. Go check it out or help spread the word please.

Link to her journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7128907/

Link to suit auction: https://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1078343.html

As of tomorrow I will no longer be 18. I have a busy day tomorrow with a party and school work.

This meme is a little early but I'm so excited I just couldn't wait! XD

Where are you staying?
The Marriott Denver Tech Center

What day are you getting there?
Thursday

How long are you going?
All weekend.

Who will you be rooming with?

And a few others that are friends of others staying in the room.

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
More than likely I will be hanging with the people I'm rooming with unless the go there own ways. Probably just be with Raksha18, Hex_orbis, She-King, and Clawshawt most of the time though but who knows.

Are there any panels you might be attending?
If there are any that interest me but I'm not normally a panel goer at cons.

Will you be suiting?
Yep! Ziva will be making her first appearance ever! I'm so excited for that. Karma will be staying at home this con though in order to save room in the room and my car.

What is your gender?
Female

How tall are you?
Short XD

Are you taken?
No I am single

Can I talk to you? 
Sure

Can I touch you?
Ummm no. Unless it is a hug in which you may ask for one and I will say yes or no.

How can I find you?
I will probably be in the Dealer's Den or just roaming around with my friends.

Can I visit your room?
That is a big NO. If I don't know you that is creepy.

Can I buy you drinks?
Nope, I'm not 21 so I can't drink.

Can I give you stuff?
Sure if you really want to :3

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hug- ask first
Snuggle- no that is a right only my close friends have

Do you have an artist table?
No

Will you be going to parties?
Nope

Will you be performing?
I will be fursuiting if that's what you mean.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Shout Karma or Ziva.

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Idk, wondering around probably.

What/where will you be eating?
In the room more than likely.

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
More than likely no.

Can I look in your sketchbook?
I probably won't have it on me but if I do I guess you probably could.

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
If I have it sure.

Can I take your picture?
YES definitely but please post it or something for me to see it. I love having my picture taken in suit and always want to see the pictures later.

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
1. Maby make new friends
2. Have fun
3. I really want to earn one of those fursuit tag things!

I just realized that I joined FA June 18th, 2013 and that today is June 18th, 2015 so that makes today my 2 year FA Anniversary!

SpaceKitten needs to raise enough money to buy Flea Medication for her 8 month old puppy so she is offering couples/friends icons for $25. If interested the link to her journal is http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6794082/

I'm feeling very stressed right now. So stressed that its overwhelming and i feel like I'm suffocating. I'm feeling this way over college. Tuition I believe is due on July 1st and I haven't received a FAFSA award letter yet and I have a lot of paper work I need to turn into DHS in hopes that they will pay for my college. I don't even know to get some of this paper work that they need. I don't know what I'm going to do. I mean I cant afford college and my parents already told me they will not pay for my college so I don't know what I am supposed to do. I'm so stressed right now I feel like I'm going to throw up. Then on top of that I have my step mom breathing down my neck about getting a summer job. I feel like I just want to give up and curl up in a hole and die right now.

Sorry for the depressing journal I just feel like I need to let it out.

Convention: Gateway Fur Meet
Transportation: Car
Hotel: At the main hotel
Rooming with: not sure who all will be in the room.
Fursuit: Karma
Relationship status: Single not looking
Who will you be spending a lot of time with: Probably Roxy, Snowbunny, Glowsticks, and Raksha.
Main purpose for attending: To have fun and hang out with friends
Parties: No
Daily activities: Fursuiting, maybe some panels, hanging with friends, and looking at stuff that i want but shouldn't buy.
Nightly activities: The rave thingy. I love dancing!
What time do you go to bed and get up: late and I try to be up early.
Do you talk out of suit: Yes.
Do you talk in suit: I try not to but when there arnt kids around to hear me I do.
Can I talk to you: Sure but I am shy and tend to not really talk to new people.
Can I hang around with you: No probably not. If I just met you it will probably creep me out if you do.
Hugs?: Sure if you ask and I say yes.
Snuggles?: NO! Again if I just met you thats creepy.
Can I dance with you:I guess as long as your not creepy about it.
Pictures?: Yes and if you take them upload them so I can see them
Can I buy you a drink: Nope! I cant legally drink.
Can I buy you things: If you really want to you can.
Best method of communication: Shouting Karma should get my attention.

Ok so I have started to make yarn tails and I think they look pretty good. What do you guys think about me makeing them as commissions?

Go ahead and ask me a question so long as it isn't to personal or creepy. If I don't like your question or feel creeped out by it it will be ignored.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15844627/ free deer head and tail the only catch is you have to pay the shipping.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6402537/
Go check it out!

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Man what is going on with the world right now. The week before the 3 kids at my school died a friend of a friend of a friend was killed by a drunk driver and I believe the girl was only 16 then on November 26 a friend of some of my friends was killed in a car accident at 17. Why did so many 16 and 17 year olds die in car accidents in November? And all of this the month after I got my drivers license. I don't really feel safe on the road anymore. So to all of my friends I want you to know you are wonderful and important to me.

P.s. And also I didn't get to design the tshirts they found someone else.

Ok so all of you know from my previous 2 journals that 3 kids from my school died because of a car accident. Well I made a design in my graphic arts class as a memorial thing to the students and uploded it to Facebook and made it my profile pic. Then a lot of others started to change theirs to it also and I just found out that the people planing the benefit for the kids is wanting me to possibly design the t-shirts for the benefit because they liked my memorial thing so much! I feel so special that they want me to design it for them possibly.

The the injured girl from the crash I mentioned in my earlier journal passed away on Saturday after she was taken off life support because she was declared brain dead on Friday.

Two kids from my school died today and a nother is in critical condition do to a car accident that happend just a little bit after school. Prayers go out to those familys and that the one in critical condition pulls through.

I'm feeling kindof sad. I have a crush on a guy and he is in a relationship already and I just don't thinkhhe is intrested in me that way. They never do feel the same way. :( I am just feeling forever alone.

RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal

OC picked:

1. What is your name?
Ziva

2. Do you know why you were named that?
Because it is a pretty name

3. Single or taken?
Single

4. Have any ability's or powers?
I am a demon so yes.

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
I am not sure what that means

6. What's your eye color?
blue

7. How about hair color?
black and red

8. Have you any family members?
Do demons even have families?

9. Oh? How about pets?
To many to list

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
spiders

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
i like to go to raves and party

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
im a demon what do you think

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
No i just like to scare them

14. What kind of animal are you?
wolf demon

15. Name your worst habits.
biting.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
no I'm a lone wolf demon

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
If you want to know just ask me because I feel no need to just randomly share what I am to strangers since it shouldn't matter what I am. Sexuality shouldn't really have to be something you make known to everyone whether you or gay or straight.

18. Do you go to school?
yep

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
maby

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
No

21. What are you most afraid of?
spiders

22. What do you usually wear?
what ever i want

23. What's one food that tempts you?
pizza

24. Am I annoying you?
No

25. Well, it's still not over!
Ok

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
none of ur buisness

27. How many friends do you have?
Many

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
YUM

30. Favorite drink?
the blood of a vergin Jk XD

31. What's your favorite place?
Tennessee

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
No

33. That was a stupid question.
why was it stupid?

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
neather i dont want to swim in fish pee

35. What's your type?
Kind and can make me laugh

36. Any fetishes?
Idk but it in none of your buisness

37. Seme or uke?
what?

38. Camping or indoors?
indoors

39. Tag People!
I tag anyone who reads this since I'm to lazzy to tag people XD

Hay guys I have been thinking about getting a tattoo. What do you think about that and any suggestions on what i should get? I don't know what I want yet but I know I would want it to be unique and meaningful to me.

Stolen from

How did you discover fursuits/Fursuiting?
I'm not really sure how I first discovered fursuits but I think it was on YouTube.

What made you decide to get/make a suit of your own?
They looked cool and I had always loved to dress up in costumes. I would always be wearing my animal costumes way past Halloween.

Did you make your suit or buy it? If bought, who made it?
I decided to make my own one since I had no money to buy one.

Why did you choose this maker if bought?
I made my own.

If you could have anyone make your next version, who would it be?
Umm for my fursona Karma I have no idea.

Best suiting experience:
I would have to say fursuit bowling at birthday party.

Worst suiting experience:
Natsucon 2013 because it was my first time suiting and I did it for to long without a break and ended up sick for the rest of the con. Totally ruined my weekend but other than that I did have fun and meet new people.

Describe your first suiting outing:
Lol I pretty much told you in the last question.

What is your favorite part of your suit (a detail that's special, or something you feel was executed perfectly)? My suits has several different facial expressions depending on how I move my head. I have no idea how I even did it because it was unintentional.

What would you change about your suit if you could?
I love my suit but it was my first suit so I would change the way the head looks. It is very large and the jaw is crooked and hangs open.

How long did it take to save up for your suit -or- how long did it take you to make your suit?
As a guess 3 or 4 months of working on it on and off.

What does fursuiting mean to you?/why do you fursuit?
For me fursuiting is fun and a way for me to be my self and to be less shy.

If you had to choose a maker from an opposing style to make a version of your suit in their style, who would you choose (Between toony and realistic)?
I have no idea who I would choose.

Do you prefer suiting at cons or at public events/places?
I like both but the people at cons seemed to be a bit more gentle to me.

Do you prefer suiting indoors or outside?
Inside if it has the AC on and it isn't hot in there. Outside if it has shade and a nice breeze.

Do you talk in suit? Why or why not:
I will talk to adults and friends but I won't talk to or around little kids unless I have to.

Is your suit your fursona a representation of you or just a character to play?
Karma is me but better because I am not as shy in suit.

How do you like to perform in your suit? What character do you give it?
I try to be cute and cuddly but I have not quite figured out how Karma will act yet. Karma also seems to be kind of sassy.

Did your character’s personality change at all after getting a fursuit?
No not really.

I make ears for example the ones I made for and just normal dog/cat ears. I get people interested in them and they ask me if I could make one for them but then when I say yes it will be like $30 they lose interest. These ears are expensive because of the price of materials and I would only be making like a $10 or less in profit off of them when I hand sew them and they take me like 2 or 3 hours to make. I have some people tell me that I am under selling my self and that I should charge more but no one wants to pay my price. So I want to know do you guys thank im underselling myself and if so what price do you thank I should be charging for them?

Hay every one. My good friend safirethedragon on DA is doing commissions to try and earn money for her badge, hotel room costs, gas, and food for the con we are going to in April. This will be her first con. She is really good and she has got some good deals going rate now so check her out and maybe commission her or spread the word about her please. :3
http://safirethedragon.deviantart.com/