Well, my second year at the institute came to an end with, in my opinion, an improvement on my studies, although it came with the worst news of my life: I failed a subject, one of the most important of this year, actually. When I received my notes, I felt very frustrated just for that subject, however, I said to myself that doesn't matter too much like I thought, after all, comparing to my last year's notes, they were higher than I expected, so I relieved myself with that fact.
So my next move would be to continue my studies, like if I have another option, to finally approve that damn subject once and for all.
Oh, well, at least I have high hopes with my therapy and studies, so bye for now. Early Merry Christmas and New year, don't forget to share that special moments with your loved ones, family, friends and obviously, your personal balloons, just be careful to avoid anything sharp if you want to maintain them in one piece (or not)...
Anyways, that's all for now and for this crazy year 2024, we see each other in 2025, maybe...
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Karstenator

To the next level, I'm 22 now, YAY!!! Although I no artist at all so I won't make any celebration submission in this website, but that doesn't mean that I won't celebrate it in anyway.
To be honest, I was feeling a little disappointed with myself about my academic efficiency and my, slowly but surely, therapy progression, like feeling that I'm losing interest in life itself bit by bit, but I won't make it that extreme like before.
At least I'm enjoying my life by now, and I made a lot of loyal friends during this period in real life and this website, that's something I feel proud of.
Well, that's everything that happened so far until today, stay inflated, and be careful, don't pop prematurely...
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Karsten

The new year 2024 is coming and I'm happier than ever, I recently finished my first year of university with all subjects approved, and I couldn't restrain myself to shout it out to everyone I know, so here I am, letting you know that I'm doing great... Well, greater than before.
Now while I'm on vacation I'll search for a part time job to do something with my life meanwhile the next academic year comes.
I'm progressing good with my psychological therapy, they made me an hypnosis already, which helped me a lot to understand why I'm like this... And, that's it...
I'm doing good for the time being and I hope I stay like this as long as possible, so I end my record here, see ya later and stay inflated
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Karstenator

Well, this is a new journal after a long time of inactivity, I don't know if I told you all before, but I'm no artist at all, neither a story writer, so don't expect any submission from my part in this website, however it doesn't mean that I'm not active, actually I'm more active than before, I feel much better for my mental health and I am much more motivated with my studies in the institute, although I still have some issues regarding my autistic specter disorder, but that's fixable.
Looking back now, I still don't understand why I was so depressed to the point of throwing my life away and end everything, but that couldn't be helped, now I think that stage of my strange life was necessary to be who I am now, like someone said once: there can't be happiness without sadness, and vice versa. That's very true specially in my condition. Maybe that's because I grown up more mature, another step to become a complete man in my point of view. Well, that makes sense, since I'm 21 now in comparation with myself of 18.
Well, the point is I'm doing good in my own way and I hope that it stays the same for a long time, however that means I'm won't update journals for the time being.
So without much more to say, I say see you later, and stay inflated :)
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Karstenator