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Posted 14 years agoDamn where the hell have you been, self-confidence?!
Oh right you left when I went all chubbo. >_>; Well we can't have that anymore.
Cheers to the future!
Oh right you left when I went all chubbo. >_>; Well we can't have that anymore.
Cheers to the future!
Opps
Posted 14 years agoWell I came out to my parents that I'm bi. Add to that my whole.. "situation" and this will be a fairly interesting vacation in 2 weeks when I visit them.
It was surprisingly easier then I thought. huh.
It was surprisingly easier then I thought. huh.
Yup
Posted 14 years agoI knew I was thinking crazy last night.
Although what happened after was FAR from what I was expecting.
Although what happened after was FAR from what I was expecting.
Calm
Posted 14 years agoOld journal gone. Got my self through it. Record time too.
Its like..... asian furry village people [YouTube]
Posted 14 years agoDiscussion!
Learned something important
Posted 14 years agoRandom chance handed me a very, VERY powerful secret. And I'm the happiest person in the world right now because of it.
And I learned a piece of wisdom that enabled me to obtain said secret:
Fate and Prophesy merely declare our destiny, but it is up to our choices to define and shape it. It is because of this that free will is both a great blessing and curse upon mankind.
And I learned a piece of wisdom that enabled me to obtain said secret:
Fate and Prophesy merely declare our destiny, but it is up to our choices to define and shape it. It is because of this that free will is both a great blessing and curse upon mankind.
Doubt
Posted 14 years agoRight now, my biggest enemy is doubt.
*Takes a deep, slow breath*. . .
. . .this is going to be a difficult enemy.
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An entry in my journal of self improvement.
*Takes a deep, slow breath*. . .
. . .this is going to be a difficult enemy.
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An entry in my journal of self improvement.
Comic update
Posted 14 years agoHi Guys, quick update. Comic is coming along, but I had had alot of personal issues to deal with. working through them now.
We have decide the comic will not start being released for at least a few more years. But we're in it for the long haul. We have over 2 dozen worlds we are going to fully develop, with a whole like of history, story, rules of reality, and style. Our overall story is divided into 3 'books'. Unlike many manga or comic lines, our overall story is going to be determined at the start. We already have every single main character decided upon, and we know exactly the flow of the story and the character development. It will only improve by the time the comic comes out.
This is alot to live up to, but we're going to try our best and our goal is an amazing story and style, and you wont need to know or even like Kingdom Hearts. But if you do we feel in some gaps quite nicely =P
I'm going to do my best to live up to all that. I'll try to start posting more about the comic in the future. Many thanks to
sefeiren and 
otterface for being so cool and generous as to allow me to use their world as a jumping off point =).
Stay cool, fellow furs!
Kas
We have decide the comic will not start being released for at least a few more years. But we're in it for the long haul. We have over 2 dozen worlds we are going to fully develop, with a whole like of history, story, rules of reality, and style. Our overall story is divided into 3 'books'. Unlike many manga or comic lines, our overall story is going to be determined at the start. We already have every single main character decided upon, and we know exactly the flow of the story and the character development. It will only improve by the time the comic comes out.
This is alot to live up to, but we're going to try our best and our goal is an amazing story and style, and you wont need to know or even like Kingdom Hearts. But if you do we feel in some gaps quite nicely =P
I'm going to do my best to live up to all that. I'll try to start posting more about the comic in the future. Many thanks to
sefeiren and 
otterface for being so cool and generous as to allow me to use their world as a jumping off point =).Stay cool, fellow furs!
Kas
Love
Posted 14 years agoAll you can do is admit it to yourself, then admit it to them.
Going for broke here and.... I feel confident I'll fail.
And I'm going to happily do so =)
I'll enjoy what is, and not lament what isn't.
Going for broke here and.... I feel confident I'll fail.
And I'm going to happily do so =)
I'll enjoy what is, and not lament what isn't.
I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THE BANNER
Posted 14 years agoAND FEEL THE NEED TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IT. RAWR
My computer Spoils me
Posted 14 years agoJust messed up a line on this sketch I was drawing, went to CTRL+Z...
I was drawing on paper with a pencil. Glad redo exists @_@
Oh yah, I recently rediscovered one of my favorite story writers here on FA! Go check their stories out:
mrredrover (warning, NSFW)
The 12 talisman stories made me love Gomamon all over again =P
I was drawing on paper with a pencil. Glad redo exists @_@
Oh yah, I recently rediscovered one of my favorite story writers here on FA! Go check their stories out:
mrredrover (warning, NSFW)The 12 talisman stories made me love Gomamon all over again =P
First Last Now
Posted 14 years ago* First job:Ball Park Food Vendor
* First screen name: Dracio_Similan
* First funeral: Aunt before conscious memory
* First pet: Tazz the female lab/mutt.
* First piercing: None
* First tattoo: None
* First credit card: Visa
* First kiss: 5th Grade
* First enemy: Robbie Trujillo (Gave him a black eye in 5th grad =P)
Last
* Last car ride: Driving back from Work
* Last movie watched: Sucker Punch
* Last beverage drank: Pink Lemonaid
* Last food consumed: ultra weight loss shake from target
* Last phone call: Mom
* Last time showered: This morning
* Last CD played: Positive Wobble
* Last website visited: FA
Now
* Single or taken: Single
* Gender: Male
* Birthday: December 17
* Sign: Ophiuchus(Sagittarius)
* Siblings: 2
* Hair color: Black
* Eye color: Black
* Shoe size: 13
* Height: 6'4"
* Wearing: Tshirt and khakis
* Drinking: Water
* Thinking about: Events to do this weekend
* Listening to: Computer Fan (Now Pandora)
/END
* First screen name: Dracio_Similan
* First funeral: Aunt before conscious memory
* First pet: Tazz the female lab/mutt.
* First piercing: None
* First tattoo: None
* First credit card: Visa
* First kiss: 5th Grade
* First enemy: Robbie Trujillo (Gave him a black eye in 5th grad =P)
Last
* Last car ride: Driving back from Work
* Last movie watched: Sucker Punch
* Last beverage drank: Pink Lemonaid
* Last food consumed: ultra weight loss shake from target
* Last phone call: Mom
* Last time showered: This morning
* Last CD played: Positive Wobble
* Last website visited: FA
Now
* Single or taken: Single
* Gender: Male
* Birthday: December 17
* Sign: Ophiuchus(Sagittarius)
* Siblings: 2
* Hair color: Black
* Eye color: Black
* Shoe size: 13
* Height: 6'4"
* Wearing: Tshirt and khakis
* Drinking: Water
* Thinking about: Events to do this weekend
* Listening to: Computer Fan (Now Pandora)
/END
A startling revelation.
Posted 14 years agoHarry Potter 7 Part 1 is the longest, most expensive trailer I've ever seen. --But I'm very excited for part 2. ;)
Loss
Posted 14 years agoIt is a strange mixture of sadness and happiness when you find a hair from a pet that's been dead for 2 years lodged in the fleece of your jacket.
Caffeine OMG
Posted 14 years agoFFFFFFFFF
Ok I just realized that caffeine has a very pronounced effect on me now, that I don't have much often. BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
I don't like this anxiety is puts on me. God damn how did I used to drink so many cups of coffee and cans of soda?!
Ok I just realized that caffeine has a very pronounced effect on me now, that I don't have much often. BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
I don't like this anxiety is puts on me. God damn how did I used to drink so many cups of coffee and cans of soda?!
Music!
Posted 15 years agoMy good friend who finds awesome music found this! Enjoy!
I regret moving to California
Posted 15 years agoAs the title says.
Lately been feeling horribly down. I had hoped that I would have been able to make friends while out here, have fun, maybe enjoy my life and job. But 7 months later I find that I gave up all my friends to come work a highly sought after job that in the end is not only not what it seems, but soul draining and mentally tiresome. The culture out here in silicone valley, or at least where I can afford to live, is.... disgusting. I never used to care about race honestly, but my experiences out here has turned me jaded and prejudiced, because 9 times out of ten its true.
I hate what I've become and who I am. I am absolutely not proud of myself in any way. It's all I can do to not make myself a fool in front of the people I do respect, which has dwindled to a surprisingly small number. I've even completely alienated my best, and was last remaining, friend, who even admitted he's given up on me. And unfortunately, I never found out how to make internet friends.
I've even contemplated suicide, which is the lowest of the low, as it's something I haven't done since highschool. You don't have to worry about that line though. Fate has setup my situation that with my loyalty and obligations, the requirements for me to actually carry it out are actually impossible while I am alive. XD oh fate I appreciate your perfectly complex humor, even if it is cruel.
This is mostly venting, I suppose. Not something I have anyone I could tell, so the glorious anonymity of the internet would suffice(please, to those that do happen to know my name or other similar information, I ask you respect my wish to keep that info confidential, though no law or rule specifies such, as I would for anyone who connected identities I knew).
Maybe soon I'll feel better soon, maybe not. You'll hear for me, just can say when.
Lately been feeling horribly down. I had hoped that I would have been able to make friends while out here, have fun, maybe enjoy my life and job. But 7 months later I find that I gave up all my friends to come work a highly sought after job that in the end is not only not what it seems, but soul draining and mentally tiresome. The culture out here in silicone valley, or at least where I can afford to live, is.... disgusting. I never used to care about race honestly, but my experiences out here has turned me jaded and prejudiced, because 9 times out of ten its true.
I hate what I've become and who I am. I am absolutely not proud of myself in any way. It's all I can do to not make myself a fool in front of the people I do respect, which has dwindled to a surprisingly small number. I've even completely alienated my best, and was last remaining, friend, who even admitted he's given up on me. And unfortunately, I never found out how to make internet friends.
I've even contemplated suicide, which is the lowest of the low, as it's something I haven't done since highschool. You don't have to worry about that line though. Fate has setup my situation that with my loyalty and obligations, the requirements for me to actually carry it out are actually impossible while I am alive. XD oh fate I appreciate your perfectly complex humor, even if it is cruel.
This is mostly venting, I suppose. Not something I have anyone I could tell, so the glorious anonymity of the internet would suffice(please, to those that do happen to know my name or other similar information, I ask you respect my wish to keep that info confidential, though no law or rule specifies such, as I would for anyone who connected identities I knew).
Maybe soon I'll feel better soon, maybe not. You'll hear for me, just can say when.
Faber pens
Posted 15 years agoBest shit ever. I've inked 1/10th a pic and it looks absolutely amazing with these inks.
Man cant wait till I have mroe time to finish.
Man cant wait till I have mroe time to finish.
All at once
Posted 15 years agoThe universe really wants me to be depressed.
Barely resolving stomach issues, and now I got a cold. Add to that, its 9pm and I'm still working on stuff for work. With basically a not so subtle directive from the higher ups that as we get into a certain part of the cycle, I'll be expected to stay AT WORK even till way late at night...
God my head feels bad, hate colds.
I know I know, another woah is me journal. Just really getting tired of being unhappy.
Break over, back to work.
Barely resolving stomach issues, and now I got a cold. Add to that, its 9pm and I'm still working on stuff for work. With basically a not so subtle directive from the higher ups that as we get into a certain part of the cycle, I'll be expected to stay AT WORK even till way late at night...
God my head feels bad, hate colds.
I know I know, another woah is me journal. Just really getting tired of being unhappy.
Break over, back to work.
No Subject
Posted 15 years agoAfter laying in bed listening to harry potter on audio, I decided my last entries were incredibly negative and so I deleted them.
I'll be better with this weekend. Woo meds will mean I'll finally get this commissions done.
Haply Friday all!
I'll be better with this weekend. Woo meds will mean I'll finally get this commissions done.
Haply Friday all!
*SNAP*
Posted 15 years agoI think I just cracked my neck and slammed my brain into my skull because I twisted my head at 1000 kph thinking I saw a bug scuttle across my desk.
...
...It was a damn earphone my foot caught the cord of.*Fail*
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...It was a damn earphone my foot caught the cord of.*Fail*
Happy Holidays!
Posted 15 years agoI want to wish every single friend I may or may not have out there, Merry Christmas! :)
Hi New Watchers!
Posted 15 years agoThanks for all the watches this past day. Just one question:
Where the hell are you all coming from? _.
LOL Just curious seeing as I haven't posted anything in the last bit and suddenly WAVE OF WATCHERS.(Omg surfs up dude!)
Where the hell are you all coming from? _.
LOL Just curious seeing as I haven't posted anything in the last bit and suddenly WAVE OF WATCHERS.(Omg surfs up dude!)
Onion dreaming
Posted 15 years agoUhg. Totally mind fucked right now. Was in a triple layer dream(dream in a dream in a dream) when I hit a lucid dream trigger. Man once I crashed it I woke up completely unable to think coherently.
Its strange I hit this level of dreaming this early in the night.
Lol can't help but think of Inception. Stupid power of suggestion ><.
But this one was fun before I realized I was 2 layers deeper then I thought. I could freeze the dream time at will and move about to do shit. Awesome.
Anyone else have any lucid dream stories?
Its strange I hit this level of dreaming this early in the night.
Lol can't help but think of Inception. Stupid power of suggestion ><.
But this one was fun before I realized I was 2 layers deeper then I thought. I could freeze the dream time at will and move about to do shit. Awesome.
Anyone else have any lucid dream stories?
Wow someone really has it out for FA
Posted 15 years agoI'd really hate to see the trolls win. I love this site and alot of people on it. Probably more so since I ignore all the political bullshit.
Seriously, DDOS attacks guys? You realize just because you claim to have some grand moral superiority doesn't make it so? In fact, that's all hackers are: trolls. Thieves liars and saboteur. Many just for the pleasure of causing destruction- ie trolls.
Bah, rant over.
Seriously, DDOS attacks guys? You realize just because you claim to have some grand moral superiority doesn't make it so? In fact, that's all hackers are: trolls. Thieves liars and saboteur. Many just for the pleasure of causing destruction- ie trolls.
Bah, rant over.
