To put it brief I've been on this site for seven years and I'm not really that much of a furry anymore. I returned to my roots in terms of fandom (mlp) and I've been happier ever since. Merry Christmas from me to you

So four years here,
It's okay I suppose :)

It's been three years since I decided to take the plunge and make an FA account and I still cannot remember why I did so on Christmas Eve specifically...

Just like to thank everyone who gave me a watch over this time, I know I don't upload much content but your interaction is very appreciated and I wish you all a Merry Christmas for tomorrow!

I was surprised to find out today that my profile has been visited 1000 times!

Hello, if you are reading this then I have good news to say that things have been improving since the last time I wrote about how I was feeling on here. Still dealing with the troubles one day at a time but I have been focusing into self improvement by being more head on with social situations and exercising to which I can already feel an improvement which feels amazing.

Even now I still struggle to get my words out but in short things are starting to take a turn for the better.

To those that read this (which probably won't be many, I'm mainly doing this to express and vent) I'm currently dealing with a lot of mental trouble. This ranges from stuff like paranoia, anxiety and disassociation.

More detail below.

I fear that people are always talking behind my back or don't truly care about me, this with my consistency to avoid social contact with friends from anxiety that I experience play hand in hand with eachother making feel like the bad guy no matter the context. Eventually all this accumulates together to where I can't comprehend reality from fiction and I feel like I am dreaming or floating, I've also noticed severe personality changes from where I have been unable to empathize or show emotion. There are times I can recall waking up and feeling like an entirely different person from interaction with friends and family feeling so alien (foreign).

A lot of this is left in the realm of uncertainty which is only making things worse, I will hopefully be going to find some resolution to this identity problem before I lose all sense of reality.

Writer's commentary here.

[I feel like I have a lot more to say but can't figure out how to word it out into a cohesive, comprehensive paragraph. My mind feels cloudy and my memory is hazy but my heart is saying there is more to this.]

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Velocia was the first country i created in the fictional universe i am creating, it is home to the Velocians which mainly consist of creatures from the Felidae (Feline) family. There are other species that inhabit the country but under current law the felines are the master races with Cheetahs being the highest and common cats at the lowest. It is ruled under the authoritarian rule of Nytro Veloc. He is a White Cheetah that surpassed his Father's position as leader when he could not rule anymore. Velocia is a Technocracy and believes that the advancement of technology should be put first ahead of all other goals, this has lead to many unpopular decisions where lower classes have died from being overworked, poor living standards and very strict rationing.

This country is heavily inspired by dictatorships in the 1900s of the real world, Velocia follows a branch of Fascism known as Veloism and its main rival is the neighbouring country Cervinia.

As of course this is only a brief showcase as there are many more aspects to be developed and to be shown and I don't think its fun to just tell everything about it as that leaves no interest.

Thanks for reading though!

Next brief lore will be Cervinia.

Woah I know right a new Journal/Update that is actually about something substantial!? *ahem* Anyway i was thinking of adding some features to my Umbreon sona mainly because i feel as if I don't pronounce myself as unique enough than more than just a recolour, i'm currently brainstorming some ideas at the moment and wanted to make it public just in case anybody that may come across this would like to add some input on the subject. Eitherway this will be done before I get proper reference sheet so then it can be made offical! Thanks for reading this uh wether you just skipped to the end or actually read it all I am thankful for that.


Stay Awesome creatures

It begins...

After 3 Months i can safely say that i understand how this website works now. Good stuff

Hello to anyone that happens to view my profile, I've only recently joined this website so i mainly have no clue what i am doing 70% of the time. I'm quite nervous at approaching people but I am willing to talk to anyone that gives me the time of day.