Well its been really bad weather here o nteh east coast and there was tornado just near me yesterday, but you know it doesn't get so bad that the power is out but so SAI was acting like a bit and decided, HEY LET NOT LET YOU SAVE. And so i thought, i'll finish it before time runs out and so i didn't because my granny was already freakin out and making me eat this shitty food when i wasn't even hungry. So when i walk back right after eatting the power is out and it keeps TEASING, ON AND OFF ON And OFF i was like , "DAMMIT JUST TURN OFF ALREADY" so it turned on and stayed on. I came back to find that my whole lineart i was working on ALL DAY gone.... fml

today couldn't get worse, and i'm running out of ideas

Well here i am ranting about my whole life, and so i've finally cooled down and i'm back to my normal self and i'm all happy and peppy. But then my ex comes in so i'm like "Screw this i dont care" and i'm talking to a bunch of my friends and were all happy and laughing and he joins in which i don't care cause he can be my firends and we start talking again and were all happy firends, then he freaked HAS THE DAMN NERVE to tell me he want ot be back with me when i caugh him first, being with anotehr person right after the break up, damn he didn't have to bounce back THAT QUICKLY. And i forgave him he can do what he wants, i'm happy for him but he had the damn nerve to say he wants to be with me again and then bring up his gf, which i already hate her. And after seriously talking about what went wrong in the relationship he just kinda ruined everything again, thanks he just ruined like my whole healing process.FML, i should of just left when he come into the room, note to self never talk to your ex's if there not even sure if they like the girl there dating right now. FFFFFFF *bangs head on her desk*

Ever since i made rants, as my fursona. Like OFFICALLY my fursona. I've used her for pretty much how i'm seriously feeling at that moment but i'm not much of a blood nad gore person :< Do you think i should still express my depressing feelings through her or make a new character?

OMG, i make so many detailed characters for the hell of it, but i never really use them... should i sell their design you let someone without artistic skills to own one, just to feel more ... artistic lol. I might just do a whole character page of different fursonas and have a big adoption to those who can't draw 8D

Oh shit, i have forgotten half of the art trades i've promise, quickly tell me who are and what you draw in return so i can be fair.

So i have this HUGE chance of becoming a DJ, but i'm conflicted on what to call myself if choosen? Got any suggestions...

If i were to make more porn, which character would you want me to be the main Porno star?

I think i seriously have a chance in getting my dj job since i kept making everyone laugh at my goofiness and they wanted me to come back and chat with all of them with the boss >:O!!!!!! OMG i'm so happy

There was a serious storm coming and a tornado coming but it passed so i'm soo sorry guys :<

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Disclaimer to those who don't want to see that stuff.

Haha guys i'm so excitied i just applied to be a radio dj for a radio station on the webadn i'm so nervous on if they will choose me for a interview :< i know it might be a far chance and my voice is kinda childish in the first place. I just hope i get choosen for something for once, i always apply for a job in many places but i always get denied D:

I'm getting a mic and software soon to do it, hope you guys can add me on skype since my mic not coming till this weekend C:

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Bleh i know you guys are completely tired of all about my drama about my break up but i mean i'm seriously effected.

So first of all i decided to break up with him ebcause of seeral reasons, he had no personality, he asked me for things i wasn't comforable with but i still caved in because i'm stupid. SO FUCKING STUPID and then i let go on so long. I mean when i first met i knew there was chemistry but then there was the whole i'm with someone and i've was with my other ex for over a year and for some reason he got involced and ruined my relationship with him and i ended up ending up with AHEM him. So i mean i liked him but i felt like i was never his GF at all and i mean i've gave him chances upon chances and somehow he made up that day and it be on and off in damn awkwardness like he didn't even nknow how to talk to me sometimes and i didn't want to sound clingyso i never wanted to annoy him about because i was always dumped for complaining about never getting any attnetion i just let it go on so long and when i did let it go, i feel like this weird pain like not liike the other relationships i had because i recovered pretty quickly. Why is it this time i'm hurting so DAMN MUCH I CAN"T STAND, i have never cried over anyone and now finding out there this girl out ot get him makes me so pissed, he isn't mine why should i care but no i'm getting myself worked up about it. And people are teasing say "Hey u aren't with Kathy, go out with this girl now" And i'm right tehre and there laughing and joking and i felt so horrible.... i've been eatting none stop, crying, and to add my hormons and my period of messing with me. Does this mean i want him back or i am just going insane that i can't have him. And whenever i do try to tell him this i just end up making random shit to hide the fact...i rly do want him back even as stupid as it sounds... I FEEL SO SHITTY i just want the pain to stop but i don't know if i can confront him about it it just hurts so damn much and i feel so stupid for wanting him back after giving him up and i shouldn't be jealous of anyone.

I'm just not myself anymore and i want to be happy... i'm digging this hole that i can't get out of.

I mean i've been wondering because i know some people watch me because i'm there firend but hten i get the ones that don't even contact me or they just sit there :< Why do u watch me, is it cause i draw your interest?

since i'm a sad sad lonely nerdy girl
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If you didn't know me at all, and you saw my gallery what age would you think i was? (i'm not OLD okay)

I wanna do art trades since i have no big commissions coming up, if i like ya style or your just my buddy i do art for ya? JAJA?

Taking up to 5 people <3

who wants to join me in gore and depressing images?

I don't know i've been really unstable and after get so pumped up on anger and breaking up with my bf i can't find why i did it the first place, and i have this urge to just go up and talk to him but when i do he just brings up the things i don't want to hear i want to stay his firend and be his firend.... why can't he just see he hurting me or am i just hurting myself for being clingy to someone.... ARRGGGGH pulls out hair* Does it mean i still have feelings for him or am i just a lonely person... I'm so confused and its eatting at me so much i just feel like crying my eyes out again....

I find that i tend to favor more characters more, and draw them way too much that people tend to care less about the others too, remember thames? My earlier and first ever creation ever since i was like... 8? (i'm not that old so i can still remember his old layout) And then there stevey.... more of experiment for anatomy and sexual themes... don't rly use him much either :< So how about i do a small couple theme for them, but then Fek doesn't get into the group... might as well do a whole marathon overall.... or switch up the groups...

But wait i have to solve the NO yuri problem, because i know most of my watchers are males, and they don't want to spammed with yaoi... :< How about i bring back a old character that i only made a chibi of... slap on some HUGE boobs on her and throw her at rants?

=w= this is going to take a while LOL

what would you guys want? I love to make them in a cute chibi form 8D?

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WAHHHH FUCK PMS i hate it *rolls around spazzing* Make the cramps, the heart burn, and the gas go away.

All day stream till i finish, plus this is my chore day so i might be in and out D:
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AND DO IT ROUGH I LIKE THAT >:C

no rly, i'm out of ideas ;A; not sure if i should bring up stevey or thames.... there dying

So like... i have this old vlog and stuff and recorded it on my camera i just don't know how to slip the audio from it so i can like upload it on FA without anyone seeing my face ..... so.... HELP PLEASE

I'm sad come join me to doodle stuff
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Good News,
I ish going to finish the blinking icon for my close firends soon :> sorry for the wait. Annnnnd i'm making more porns o3o

Bad News,
I kinda priated flash so its not the right version...so no animations ;A;

Livestreaming times?
I could start now if anyone awake LOL but i'll do at 1pm EST!

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I finally got flash >w< I can try out to do animation, any simple ideas that i should try?