I want to spend Christmas with my dad whom I haven't seen in 10 years. He's getting married soon and I really want to be there with him. And even though I'm saving up I wont have enough money to buy a plane ticket to get out there and back. (I live in Utah and he lives in Iowa)

So I was thinking I could do some traditional to digital commission's to raise money. I'll be posting some traditional work soon.. so..

Yeah... Tell me whatcha think and if I should just shut my mouth and go away XD

Thanks <3

Is broken... That is my excuse for not posting anything... I have a lot of traditional work done.. but not scanner to use.

I neeeeeed a new tablet.. It's killing meeeee ;-;

KILLING!

I need to upload my traditional work... cause it's a lot different than my digital.. I actually like my traditional better.... but digital is more fun... >.>;;


I'm gunna go eat and sulk about my tablet.


LOVES

1st:
Manami:  keshashaw
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3919862

Lavi:  lydi
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3933706/

FIRST PLACE GETS PICK OF FULL BODY OR CHIBI OF CHOICE (can do up to 2 characters)
And a picture from  stingyjack

2nd:
Manami:  rafflone
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3932316

Lavi:  rafflone
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3990295/

SECOND PLACE GETS AWESOME CHIBI OF CHOICE (can do up to 2 characters)

I appreciate everyone who participated and I love ALL of the art I got <33

Thank you all so much~

Koi

thank you all who made WONDERFUL characters... They were all adorable >3<

I will have the results by... later XD Probably monday or tuesday..

:D

Entries:

 rafflone
clothed Manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3937676
Nude Manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3932316
Nude Lavi: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3990295/

 keshashaw
Manami- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3919862
Lavi: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3992520/

 toni_serinn
manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3955505

 lydi
Lavi- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3933706/

Contest entries:

 rafflone
clothed Manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3937676
Nude Manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3932316
Nude Lavi: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3990295/

 keshashaw
Manami- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3919862
Lavi: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3992520/

 toni_serinn
manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3955505

 lydi
Lavi- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3933706/

Ends today... when I say it ends XD

yup......


:D

http://sendables.jibjab.com/view/FQ.....pid=jj_fb_self

contest update:
Entries:
 rafflone
clothed Manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3937676
Nude Manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3932316

 keshashaw
Manami- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3919862

iconaristokat:

 toni_serinn
manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3955505

 lydi
Lavi- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3933706/

 blackwolfkitten

 kate-strife06

DUE DATE: SUNDAY JUNE 6TH! :3
(may be extended)

visit this journal for details and if you would like to enter:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1434656/

Entries:
 rafflone clothed Manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3937676
Nude Manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3932316
 keshashaw Manami- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3919862
 shiron91
iconaristokat:
 toni_serinn
 lydi Lavi- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3933706/
 cupcakesandbitemarks
 blackwolfkitten

Update:

 stingy_jack is going to give a prize as well XD
he texted me today and was like "I'll donate a prize to the one I think should win..." Meaning.. whatever one he likes best he will draw something for you <3

And so far.. he likes the ones here.. he thinks their the shit. :3 as do I <3

If you would like to join lookit this journal : http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1434656/ and comment there~

I have 2 characters I need a design for..... aaannnnddd my creativity right now is a tad low XD (im pmsing and really stressed)

SO

I'm having a design contest.
All I can tell you is that they are siblings, male and female.
their names are Lavi-te and Manami-yu.
Lavi is a bit of a sadist and is in love with his sister. He has 1 horn on his forehead and long ears with little horn like points at the end of those.... (thats the extent of my creativity for him...)
Manami is very carefree and loves just about anything... She has long ears and a big fluffy tail. (end creativity...)

Requirements:
must be full body
must have at least 5 colors
Due by Friday June 4th

Can do one or both of the siblings!

I would love for ALOT of people to join.. there will be prizes (I.E: you chose whatever the fuck you want and I will do it) for 1st and 2nd winners on both the characters.

If there is a design that doesn't win, don't freak out.... keep it and make it a lovely character for yourself... If I like it but it doesn't win, I will draw a chibi of it <3

Comment here if you are entering, and tell others to join.. It would mean alot ;-;

Koi<3

People entered:
 rafflone clothed Manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/393...../#cid:29392898
Nude Manami: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3932316
 keshashaw Manami- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/391...../#cid:29249214
 Shiron91
 aristokat
 terramcbass
 Toni_Serinn
 Lydi Lavi- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3933706/
 cupcakesandbitemarks
 BlackWolfKitten

So... I was thinking about holding a contest.. but idk what I should give as prizes....
the contest is designing a character... A female character. Named Manami-Yu... if you guiz are intrested I'll go more into detail.... blah blah blah... but prizes.. what be?

update: Still need monies and I soon hope to move out on my own... which will require moar monies...... -sigh-

stuff: my half trade with tuthal will be fin soon. Chinese boy for yo-chan will be fin soon too...

OH! And I got a new sketch book.. so expect things from that XD and I has 'Alice's adventures in Wonderland' and 'Through the Looking-glass' all in one big book.... lotz of reading for the koi-chan to doooo :D

so.. if intrested in contest comment here, and give hints to prizes too..... :D

So I'm 19 today....... :D

legal to buy cigarettes.. (like I would..pffft)

YAY ME!

now to go to work..

lawl <3

AND I HAVE TO FUCKING WORK...

This is bullshit..

eh. I have nothing better to do anyway....

I'll be 19...

yay...

=.=

Seriously.. I am... and who you might ask? My step father... who I don't even want to be within a 100 miles of. He's a controlling, sadistic, abusive asshole who only thinks of himself. He forbids me from using MY bathroom because my make up (eye liner and mascara) are taking up too much space and its dirty. WHAT THE FUCK EVER!

I want to move so bad... This jerk wad has hurt me and my family for the last time. He doesn't work, he doesn't pay bills... my poor mother (a waitress) has to give HIM money and pay the bills and fill up HIS truck. She makes..what... 2.50$ an hour? And like.... 50$ in tips.... a week. Sure I work.. and I can help.. but she wont let me. Mom says I have to save my money for something I really want.

I REALLY WANT TO MOVE OUT! But even then I don't have enough money for it... I don't have enough money for anything. I give my money to my mom.. so she can use it for food for my little brother... and to pay the bills so we have lights and internet... and the cum sucker of a boy (step dad) sits on the couch and yells and beats us because we are too messy and don't clean up after ourselves... YOU FUCKER DON'T CLEAN UP! YOU BARELY TAKE OUT YOUR DOG TO GO TO THE BATHROOM!

He broke my moms jaw. given her bruises and gashes she refused to go to the docter for. Beaten me my little brother and has threated to kill us... If I wasn't so afraid of losing everything I loved... I would stand up to him... I would give him what he deserves... but... I can't.. I'm too weak. Sorry I'm getting a little emotional.. And I know this is really long... For those of you who read all this.. I love you and wish you all the happiness.

Sorry to have waisted your time... I just don't know what to do. I need money... I need the courage to stand up to him and tell him "no more." But I guess thats asking too much for someone like me... (wow that was..... that was really lame.... way to go me)

Getting them out today.. at 3:30 pm Utah time..

450$ without the iv... so I will be awake during.... just not feel anything. -sigh-

I only have 160$ right now....I need 290$ more..

AND my mom is getting surgery like.. next week, god knows how much that will be.

Please help >//< I hate asking for it but I need it... please.

I'm not going to ask for much either.....

so I will be doing some commissions....

all examples and prices are at the bottom

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Please ;A; I don't like to ask for things.. but.. please

Kattz

So my mom needs surgery on her stomach.... which totally sucks balls because we barely have enough money to pay bills... even with me mom and my stepdad working...[i work full time at home depot for 8.30$ an hour...]

so I'm doing commissions to help pay the medical bill...

and

to get my wisdom teeth removed. (see previous rant journal for over dramatic pain explanations]

and to pay for my college.....

I will be taking 10 slots for right now.

Please help ;_;


Kattz

Really bad...

If I did comishes... would anyone buy? Like.. they wouldn't be expensive, but they would be good..

>>; Im going to do adoptables.... again. so... those will be up too....

just let me know..

love you guiz <3

examples: ALL OF THESE ARE DIGITAL

Chibi: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3739962 3$

full body (color):http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3723600 6$

bust: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3715971/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3733311/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3735658/ 5$

line art:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3676401/ 4$ (will be actuall good line art XD)

each additional chara is 1$

and all adoptables will be 2$

;A;

13 other characters........... >>;

1 per person.. please.
if you want to be in these 2 amazing pictures im going to do pick either 1 or 2
you can't be in both.. just one or the other. I will NOT show you what they look like (cause its a whole bunch of odd lines no one but me can understand)

if you want to be in it give a ref of your chara and one fact about them. along with the number of pic you want to be in.

:D

remember.. I need 13....
so tell your friends to join XD

Group pic 1: 6 people needed
1: XxLxUxNxAxX
2: tluthal
3: Jack XD
Group pic 2: 3 people needed
1: Terra

I can't make my dentist appt today for my wisdom teeth........

THIS PAIN SUCKS...

My jaw is swollen and off [pushed back.. and it's mighty obvious]
Every time I open my mouth I want to cry....
When I eat I almost pass out....

;-;

shit...

I wanna go cry....
It hurts...
And now I have to wait 2 more weeks before I can see the fucking dentist.

And my stepdad [who is a complete asshole] told me he couldn't take me cause he was late for work and told me to reschedule. So I did.. and he just came back home and said he would take me...

"WELL TO FUCKING LATE JERK! If you would've called me I wouldn't have rescheduled!"

Fuck..... -holds jaw tightly to make the pain go away-

LAMER THAN LAME AM I....

:3

all are open.

Cause.. I need shit to do.

I wont take many requests... cause..... just cause.

so... comment here for whatever your little heart desires.

Trades:
1: tluthal
2: StormCloud09
3: keshashaw

Requests:
1: wargrem0n
2: GreeneyedT
3: bacent

I now have paypal

mad_hatter530[at]yahoo.com

AND

I think I'm going to start doing adoptables again, along with my 100 themes. Keep me busy at work XD

The adoptables are going to be pipe foxes.
if you even care and want to know more I will have a pic up tomorrow with some info on them.

going to bed

work at 8am.... yay me.

<33

I already started the drawing... but here are all the themes...

You ready for this:

NEW 100 THEMES CHALLENGE

1. Stardust [DONE! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3627909]
2. Power
3. Dawn
4. Waterlilies
5. Pregnancy
6. Books
7. Old
8. Circle
9. Sakura
10. Geisha
11. Nation
12. Home
13. Fear
14. Life
15. Trees
16. Fairy
17. Elf
18. Story
19. Animals
20. Emperor
21. Alice in Wonderland
22. Queen of hearts
23. Inspiration
24. Doll
25. Unicorn
26. Witch
27. Hate
28. Cry
29. Brothers and sisters
30. Parents
31. Runaway
32. Travel
33. School
34. Friendship
35. Missing you
36. Soul
37. Universe
38. War
39. Kawaii
40. Forbidden love
41. Fantasy [DONE! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3686719]
42. Clouds
43. Fashion
44. Plushies
45. Goodbye
46. Drawing
47. Mystery
48. Joke
49. Separate
50. Sing
51. Cooking
52. God
53. Forgiveness
54. Dangerous
55. Braveness
56. Searching
57. With or without you
58. Imagine Yesterday
59. Tomorrow
60. Dusk
61. Tonight
62. Believe
63. Why?
64. Because of you
65. Me myself and I
66. Wizard
67. Butterflies
68. Sea
69. Mermaid
70. Dearest
71. Flying
72. Fireworks
73. Trapped
74. Chasing pavements
75. Breathing
76. Snow
77. Leaves
78. Past days
79. Teenager
80. Suicide
81. Lust
82. Angry
83. Candlelight
84. Moonlight
85. Sunlight
86. Fame
87. Decora
88. Tea
89. Angel
90. Vampire
91. Centaur
92. Pity
93. Devil
94. Hurt
95. Answer
96. Fate
97. Secret garden
98. Furry
99. Luck
100. Ghost

[edit: you can't use old pics or more than one pic for a theme.... fun shit]

Lawl, I'm happy. My first pay check went to getting me my first bank account XD


and this means, I can has a paypal to do comishies with!!

[like anybody would buy them from me]

<3

thought I should tell.. (late at night XD)

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[x] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[ ] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 16

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

[ ] You have filed a tax return
[x] You have used a pay phone
[ ] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[x] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[ ] You have purchased a lottery ticket
[x] You still have and use a VCR

Total = 22

Actual age = 18

~+~+~+~+

D:

Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[x] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[x] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[x] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[x] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 4

Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[x] You’re very sweet and kind in public.
[ ] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[ ] You know some sort of martial art, *swordplay*, or otherwise
[x] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[ ] Schizophrenic?
Total: 2

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[ ] You have glasses.
[x] You can sometimes always be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[x] You are always very polite in your speech.
[x] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[ ] You take discipline seriously.
[x] You have some sort of fetish for something
Total: 4

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[x] You have a friends who often make dumb or embarrassing remarks.
[x] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[x] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin”
[x] You swear a lot.
[ ] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 4

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[x] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[x] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[ ] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[x] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[x] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 4

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[ ] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[x] You’re an excellent cook.
[x] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.
Total: 2

Sexy Character
[x] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[x] You like making sexual innuendos.
[ ] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen
[ ] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[ ] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[ ] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 2

Loli/Shota Character
[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[x] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”.
[x] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc... (sometimes >>;)
[x] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...
[ ] You are considered gullible or naive.
[x] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you. (My best friend is 6'8''...and he looks uber mean. I'm his adorable item)
Total: 5
~~~~
Is it wrong to look at this and go "who the fuck stole this from Ouran?"
-or-
I already know I'm the loli-shota....without even doing it yet?

AM I ANIMU ENOUGH FOR YOU NOW?! =.=;

I watched 3 'Alice' things today.

The new Alice in Wonderland movie.
The Disney Alice in Wonderland.
AND
The syfy tv 3 hour movie, Alice.


I am in a fix today o.e;

Now I hasta read the book(s?)


that is all.... ^w^