Thank you for your patience.

I know I don't post as much as before, but I'm glad FA's back~

Basically, the story is that I got myself a new PC and, being the sharpest crayon in the fruit basket, decided to wipe the data from my old PC, including the plentiful of custom and edited SFM models I gathered up over the years.

I did keep the bunch of sphere models I've made but that's not enough to keep my drive to use SFM, at least for the time being.

TherefoOoOore, expect a lot more drawings from now on.

A good plan honestly; I was really starting to feel the limitations of SFM for some months now and, while I may still toy with it here and there, I desperately want to draw more... so much more.

Are you a "Mayternity" or a "Monobutt May" kinda person?

(Or another kind of May I haven't heard of.)

Happy New Year then~!

... Yeah, I don't have much to say.

Enjoy the new year, make it better than 2022 and all that jazz.

Most of them (70%) were entitled pricks asking repeatedly about Pokemon pics (I post art for free, I do what I want with my spheres); but the rest was nice to read and answer to~

Sorry for the many many delayed read and responses to everyone who sent me notes..

...

It will happen again, probably.

Hey everyone! Hope you've been doing good this past month because I haven't. Not over petty artist things this time, mind you!

I caught Covid two weeks ago which was already fucking awful since that's the last thing I ever wanted to happen to me (thanks, careless dad) but soon after, I lost my sense of taste and smell from it.

This put me in a state of depression until I recovered said senses about a week later and thankfully, I eventually recovered from Covid as well (I'm fully vaccinated)

But yeah, I had some awful weeks which destroyed my motivation to make art or even turn on my PC. Now however, I'm feeling much better but I'm gonna go on vacation for a week starting tomorrow sooooo, art will very likely resume in about two weeks.

So your favorite pink croc ass will return soon enough, feeling refreshed and ready to make all the great 3D goodies again~

Woops, I was pretty sure my parents set it for two weeks but it's only one.

Oh well, I'll still have a wonderful time!

Yaaay, today's the 16th of June, making me one year older~ Happy Birthday to your local pink croc ass~

Recently, I saw a picture that I know would have hurt my morale for a long while... but instead, I pretty much slept normally that night; normally, I'd spend the night thinking about it. The initial sight was still difficult but the pain didn't linger on for too long at all.

Same goes for numbers and metrics! I don't check them as obsessively as before... definitely a good thing~

(Posting hours before midnight 'cause I won't be here in time)

That was a pretty shitty year, everyone knows it at this point. Let's make 2021 better for ourselves through our own means, we can't let the year's number increasing by 1 do it for us.

I'll be looking into therapy to help me with my mental health issues related to my view of other people's artworks. This stuff is like 80% of my life right now and I just wanna enjoy looking at all this goodness again without whining about the pettiest things.
Consider that my New Year's Resolution.

Anyway, Happy New Year, folks! Stay safe and let's try to make 2021 not worse than 2020... pretty please?

Thanks for the support you gave me last night~ I've been provided with some solutions and perspectives I haven't considered before that will definitely help me with my intrusive thoughts~

Now to move forward as an artist and person, fighting through the fire and flames of my own toxic mindset!

I'm getting eager because I have some big plans for it~