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Posted 12 years agojustto have the verified stamp so i can show everyone that this really is my character, cause i have art from apes and others, that they may see this and nod in apreciation that i have and will always be kazebi the red dragon, and know for sure that is who i am.
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these images are used for my f-list:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9659861/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9659469/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9737166/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11828491/
sca society of creative anacronisms
Posted 13 years agobeen sick about the same time with sore throat and alergies that ive recently developed to my pets. i know what its like to be sick for extended times, if there is something ive learned, its that you cant overdose on vitamin c or any water soluble vitamins, aka gel capsules and such. lavender is really good for many things, so is turmeric, in the middle east tumeric is used for a good deal of the meals they have, it has many many benefits, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Turmeric
its a great herb, and there is a good combination of spices caled theives oil http://4everylife.com/young-living/.....oil-15-ml.html
this one has a pretty awesome story to it, during the bubonic plague there was a group of theives that went around stealing from the dead and dieng corpses and a king was like "they need to be caught and punished, but first, how are they not dieng from the plague? gaurds go fetch these theives and bring them here so i can dispose of them and find out this secret." a while later the gaurds were present with the theives and the theives under (and here is wherre literary licence comes in cause theres a lot of versions of this story) the promise that their deaths would be quick and so would the mothers death (who was making the oil) be quick as well, told the king the recipe, and the theives were killed and the oil was used and produced. i forget what my teacher said it contained, but there are many many healthy propertys to it and it prevents the bubonic plague, so double the score on that word game.
but yeah, lavender tumeric and lemon balm plants will help you out for a wide variety of things.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lemon_balm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lavender
i think, but dont quote me on this, lemon balm can take the edge off of depression, not to the point where your not depresed but to the point where you kinda take a small step back from that breaking point, emphasis on small step. lemon balm isnt going to cure depression, but it can help a little with it.
and isnt it awesome i learned all this at an sca (society of creative anachronisms) event. ye olde peoples have some pretty boss knowledge.
i went to a war theese last three days, it was amazing, i will sing the praises of my barony, Ravens Cove. our colours are gold and black, our standard is the greatest of them all, our baron is a master fighter that throws his heavy frame about with ease of pracice and our baroness is colected in mind and kind above all else, our moto is, all may enter and all will feel at home, no one will be turned away from our hospitality.
this weekend at this war there was one man in particular that was of outstanding honer in conduct and in fighting prowes, though i can not acclaim to any first hand experience of this mans battle prowes as of yet, i have heard the tales time and time again from many men who knew not his name, Gundrich the Axe he is the only Gundrich in all of the sca on record as of this journal, he is a stout man that plays d &d and enjoys his accents. he is kind and generous and freindly to a fault.
his storys i will tell one at a time, the first of wich is of the woods battle, it was his first aproved battle of the sca and he took it in stride, making his way through the feild with honer in defending wounded comrads (three on one and he runs in charging from the side, killing one with a cleave of his axe to the head, turning and bringing a mighty swing hard enough to make his foe stumble as his foes sheild was struck so hard as to make it contact the defenders body and push him back three steps, then dispatching the third with a swift double strike and turning to the first as he recovered, he had a small fight that swiftly came to a conclusion in his victory of the small encounter. his freind safe for the moment he wanders off to find more to take to the grave)
he struck the sheild so hard it resounded like a shotgun blast, and all he thought of it in his own words, "well now, someone got a good kill" he didint realize he had done it. everyone else stopped and stared at him for a breif second. another story as he was being flanked, out of the corner of his eye, a foe on his front and his back, he tactfully raised his axe and stabed, over his shoulder, without looking properly, mind you, behind him and stabbed his foes head, only to bring his axe down on his foes shoulder dispatching that one as well.
in the end we had five, FIVE diferent fighters, knights included, come up to our barron and tell him of the batle prowes, the honer, and the skill of gundrich of the axe, our barrony is proud to claim him as our fighter, and i hope to be as just and swift to act as he was, even in the midst of combat seven to two, he charged in bravely swinging and asailing his attackers, claiming glory to his name.
i on the other hand am not fit for battle as of yet, i have not been tested nor proven by my baron, and as such am unfit to draw blades for our cause, instead, i took great pride in being able to show off my rope tying skills to the King of our kingdom, for i tied the great majority of the knots and retied the ones done improper by others, that kept his pavilions aloft,
on a more gentle note, there was a dnace which i atended, after purchasing three rose pins, i went to the dance with them pined to my cloak and under the implication that i would give a rose to the lady that danced with me that night, and all others as well, there was one that danced with me, and she received a beuatifuly crafted rose that had emerald green painted petals on a backing of gold, with wonderous blood ruby red for the flower itself, it was half opened, and it was one that i thought to covet for myself, but after four or five dances and a great deal of fun with this lass, for she was as loud obnoxious and party rigerous as i was, i decided there was noe other that i would rather it be given to, but in the end, she had to leave, for she was aso a knight, and batle over custody of the iligitement child of the baron was the purpose of the war, i bid her a fair night and though i tried to remember her name, i fear i canot as of now recal it, save i beleive it was veronica or something of that sort, i then danced with a nother softer hearted spirit and departed to her a rose, from which i bowed out of my fourth dance with her, having buisness i had need to tend to,
on the next day, i went to the herbalist and there learned of salves and such and for that knowledge i am eternaly greatfull for. i had one last rose to givethis one a bundle of twelve on a pin, it was gold stemed and red headed but in a maner that paled in comparison to the others, but it was still a wonder to look upon, so i gave it to our baroness, and she thanked me for it,
later that day, we had barrons court, it was magnificent, a truly emotional spectacle within our new tight group, we had guests of past kings and queens attend our court as well, special honers to show how well our barony was received within the kingdom. in this procession awards were given to the cook, to the first time event comers such as myself, and to gundrich of the axe.
you see up to this point, gundrich of the axe had been borrowing his axe from master torkul, the baron, it was the only prize the baron had ever won for a battle or war and he was loath to part with it, but after a knight had come during baronial court and given the highest of praises to gundrich, it was as though his mind was eased at his decision and he parted with his prized axe and gave it to gundirch to keep and weild for hisself, it is no exageration i tell you, to say that gundrich literaly carried that axe with every waking step upon reciveing it the first time, and now that it was his, it was never out of his hands.
after baronial court there came kings court, he called al newcomers and first timers to the front, and i had the great honner to step directly infront of him, in the first row smiling and standnig at military attention, untill i realized it was a king, and not a seargent at which i bowed and then proceded to take a knee. i will conceed tot eh notion that our king is a fiesty funny king, he even had the tenacity to call me greedy, silly man, for you see, he too was giving awards to the first timers, and as he was passing them out to the 40 + first timers, one of the tokesn got caught with another on a string, and he almost game me two, but he played it off as though i was the one seeking to double my fortune, hehe, the kings court was slow going but the king made ample jokes and spiced things up, and had a merry time handing out awards and making jest as people needed to be found still at there camps, in the end, the cabbage patch doll or child in question was rightly deamed to our alliences cause, and we had a great time braging of it later. oh and i nearly forget, i am happy to boast of my integrity at the merchents quarters, as well as my ability to speak well to others and barter with prices, for the roses id have gained were priced at 424 dollars total and i took them for 20, i earned a ten dollar mug with a $2.50 plate of brownies, i made my own belt for nigh on nine dollars, when the going price for a lack luster one was 15-25 and i made a cloack pin for 5 dolars where they would have been fifteen minimum and 45 max. i am rather happy that i had such a good haul, about the only thing i bought for full price was a cup loop for my bely as a 7 dollar price, but it was because the man had helped me so much, and i decidedto break down and acquire one,
chuckles softly, i must say, i was quite the envy of my freinds when i told them of my dealings with the merchents. but alas, i am weary of boasting and i feel it extends into bad taste now, so to move on, on the last day, of wich i had a terible sleep, (due to toooooo muuuuuuuuuuuuch water before bed, in excess of five total trips during sleeping hours) we awoke to take down the camp and that we did with haste, our barony being one of the firs to leave and be packed, even though i was a complete and utter lagard the entire time,
all in all, it was trully a marvelous thing to behold and i relish the chance to go again, and to be with my barony and to next time, enjoy a fight with my peirs. i wouldnt trade this for anything in the world and i could not have asked for a better baron nor barrones, nor barony ever, even the pirates were courteios adn offered to share of there liquor and provisions,
i am happy to report i am still and always hve been as sober as the day i was born and do not intend that to change at all, even if i mess with everclear and oils. alas for now i am reporting to my bedfor i still have alergies to deal with after living in a used how pasture for four days and dealing around horses and gaining a sickness from the king himself, (he can keep his royal germs if it pleases his majesty) a sore throat and head ache to match. but i fealt this important to place upon here and indeed it has place a great and wonderful smile upon my proud muzzle, as for this dragons future, i intend to be of japaneese orient, and to keep my most proper name, kazebi tochimezu and inded intend to call myself, kazebi of the rose, for i will hopefully by that time master the art of the oragami rose and be able to spot a lass on the feild and fight for her honer and for her pleasure then report to her after my encounter, handing her a paper rose in the proces. a silly thought i kow, but a very orriginal and quirky one that i agree with so very desirably. alas the hour is late and as of now even the moon is heading its way to bed down for the day, i must follow its stead and rest my poor head, but till then, may the fight stay within you and may your lords and ladies, as proper as they may be find thriftyness in every corner and good humor all around.
its a great herb, and there is a good combination of spices caled theives oil http://4everylife.com/young-living/.....oil-15-ml.html
this one has a pretty awesome story to it, during the bubonic plague there was a group of theives that went around stealing from the dead and dieng corpses and a king was like "they need to be caught and punished, but first, how are they not dieng from the plague? gaurds go fetch these theives and bring them here so i can dispose of them and find out this secret." a while later the gaurds were present with the theives and the theives under (and here is wherre literary licence comes in cause theres a lot of versions of this story) the promise that their deaths would be quick and so would the mothers death (who was making the oil) be quick as well, told the king the recipe, and the theives were killed and the oil was used and produced. i forget what my teacher said it contained, but there are many many healthy propertys to it and it prevents the bubonic plague, so double the score on that word game.
but yeah, lavender tumeric and lemon balm plants will help you out for a wide variety of things.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lemon_balm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lavender
i think, but dont quote me on this, lemon balm can take the edge off of depression, not to the point where your not depresed but to the point where you kinda take a small step back from that breaking point, emphasis on small step. lemon balm isnt going to cure depression, but it can help a little with it.
and isnt it awesome i learned all this at an sca (society of creative anachronisms) event. ye olde peoples have some pretty boss knowledge.
i went to a war theese last three days, it was amazing, i will sing the praises of my barony, Ravens Cove. our colours are gold and black, our standard is the greatest of them all, our baron is a master fighter that throws his heavy frame about with ease of pracice and our baroness is colected in mind and kind above all else, our moto is, all may enter and all will feel at home, no one will be turned away from our hospitality.
this weekend at this war there was one man in particular that was of outstanding honer in conduct and in fighting prowes, though i can not acclaim to any first hand experience of this mans battle prowes as of yet, i have heard the tales time and time again from many men who knew not his name, Gundrich the Axe he is the only Gundrich in all of the sca on record as of this journal, he is a stout man that plays d &d and enjoys his accents. he is kind and generous and freindly to a fault.
his storys i will tell one at a time, the first of wich is of the woods battle, it was his first aproved battle of the sca and he took it in stride, making his way through the feild with honer in defending wounded comrads (three on one and he runs in charging from the side, killing one with a cleave of his axe to the head, turning and bringing a mighty swing hard enough to make his foe stumble as his foes sheild was struck so hard as to make it contact the defenders body and push him back three steps, then dispatching the third with a swift double strike and turning to the first as he recovered, he had a small fight that swiftly came to a conclusion in his victory of the small encounter. his freind safe for the moment he wanders off to find more to take to the grave)
he struck the sheild so hard it resounded like a shotgun blast, and all he thought of it in his own words, "well now, someone got a good kill" he didint realize he had done it. everyone else stopped and stared at him for a breif second. another story as he was being flanked, out of the corner of his eye, a foe on his front and his back, he tactfully raised his axe and stabed, over his shoulder, without looking properly, mind you, behind him and stabbed his foes head, only to bring his axe down on his foes shoulder dispatching that one as well.
in the end we had five, FIVE diferent fighters, knights included, come up to our barron and tell him of the batle prowes, the honer, and the skill of gundrich of the axe, our barrony is proud to claim him as our fighter, and i hope to be as just and swift to act as he was, even in the midst of combat seven to two, he charged in bravely swinging and asailing his attackers, claiming glory to his name.
i on the other hand am not fit for battle as of yet, i have not been tested nor proven by my baron, and as such am unfit to draw blades for our cause, instead, i took great pride in being able to show off my rope tying skills to the King of our kingdom, for i tied the great majority of the knots and retied the ones done improper by others, that kept his pavilions aloft,
on a more gentle note, there was a dnace which i atended, after purchasing three rose pins, i went to the dance with them pined to my cloak and under the implication that i would give a rose to the lady that danced with me that night, and all others as well, there was one that danced with me, and she received a beuatifuly crafted rose that had emerald green painted petals on a backing of gold, with wonderous blood ruby red for the flower itself, it was half opened, and it was one that i thought to covet for myself, but after four or five dances and a great deal of fun with this lass, for she was as loud obnoxious and party rigerous as i was, i decided there was noe other that i would rather it be given to, but in the end, she had to leave, for she was aso a knight, and batle over custody of the iligitement child of the baron was the purpose of the war, i bid her a fair night and though i tried to remember her name, i fear i canot as of now recal it, save i beleive it was veronica or something of that sort, i then danced with a nother softer hearted spirit and departed to her a rose, from which i bowed out of my fourth dance with her, having buisness i had need to tend to,
on the next day, i went to the herbalist and there learned of salves and such and for that knowledge i am eternaly greatfull for. i had one last rose to givethis one a bundle of twelve on a pin, it was gold stemed and red headed but in a maner that paled in comparison to the others, but it was still a wonder to look upon, so i gave it to our baroness, and she thanked me for it,
later that day, we had barrons court, it was magnificent, a truly emotional spectacle within our new tight group, we had guests of past kings and queens attend our court as well, special honers to show how well our barony was received within the kingdom. in this procession awards were given to the cook, to the first time event comers such as myself, and to gundrich of the axe.
you see up to this point, gundrich of the axe had been borrowing his axe from master torkul, the baron, it was the only prize the baron had ever won for a battle or war and he was loath to part with it, but after a knight had come during baronial court and given the highest of praises to gundrich, it was as though his mind was eased at his decision and he parted with his prized axe and gave it to gundirch to keep and weild for hisself, it is no exageration i tell you, to say that gundrich literaly carried that axe with every waking step upon reciveing it the first time, and now that it was his, it was never out of his hands.
after baronial court there came kings court, he called al newcomers and first timers to the front, and i had the great honner to step directly infront of him, in the first row smiling and standnig at military attention, untill i realized it was a king, and not a seargent at which i bowed and then proceded to take a knee. i will conceed tot eh notion that our king is a fiesty funny king, he even had the tenacity to call me greedy, silly man, for you see, he too was giving awards to the first timers, and as he was passing them out to the 40 + first timers, one of the tokesn got caught with another on a string, and he almost game me two, but he played it off as though i was the one seeking to double my fortune, hehe, the kings court was slow going but the king made ample jokes and spiced things up, and had a merry time handing out awards and making jest as people needed to be found still at there camps, in the end, the cabbage patch doll or child in question was rightly deamed to our alliences cause, and we had a great time braging of it later. oh and i nearly forget, i am happy to boast of my integrity at the merchents quarters, as well as my ability to speak well to others and barter with prices, for the roses id have gained were priced at 424 dollars total and i took them for 20, i earned a ten dollar mug with a $2.50 plate of brownies, i made my own belt for nigh on nine dollars, when the going price for a lack luster one was 15-25 and i made a cloack pin for 5 dolars where they would have been fifteen minimum and 45 max. i am rather happy that i had such a good haul, about the only thing i bought for full price was a cup loop for my bely as a 7 dollar price, but it was because the man had helped me so much, and i decidedto break down and acquire one,
chuckles softly, i must say, i was quite the envy of my freinds when i told them of my dealings with the merchents. but alas, i am weary of boasting and i feel it extends into bad taste now, so to move on, on the last day, of wich i had a terible sleep, (due to toooooo muuuuuuuuuuuuch water before bed, in excess of five total trips during sleeping hours) we awoke to take down the camp and that we did with haste, our barony being one of the firs to leave and be packed, even though i was a complete and utter lagard the entire time,
all in all, it was trully a marvelous thing to behold and i relish the chance to go again, and to be with my barony and to next time, enjoy a fight with my peirs. i wouldnt trade this for anything in the world and i could not have asked for a better baron nor barrones, nor barony ever, even the pirates were courteios adn offered to share of there liquor and provisions,
i am happy to report i am still and always hve been as sober as the day i was born and do not intend that to change at all, even if i mess with everclear and oils. alas for now i am reporting to my bedfor i still have alergies to deal with after living in a used how pasture for four days and dealing around horses and gaining a sickness from the king himself, (he can keep his royal germs if it pleases his majesty) a sore throat and head ache to match. but i fealt this important to place upon here and indeed it has place a great and wonderful smile upon my proud muzzle, as for this dragons future, i intend to be of japaneese orient, and to keep my most proper name, kazebi tochimezu and inded intend to call myself, kazebi of the rose, for i will hopefully by that time master the art of the oragami rose and be able to spot a lass on the feild and fight for her honer and for her pleasure then report to her after my encounter, handing her a paper rose in the proces. a silly thought i kow, but a very orriginal and quirky one that i agree with so very desirably. alas the hour is late and as of now even the moon is heading its way to bed down for the day, i must follow its stead and rest my poor head, but till then, may the fight stay within you and may your lords and ladies, as proper as they may be find thriftyness in every corner and good humor all around.
just because i cannnn!!!!!!
Posted 13 years ago http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:27961630
a legit clean art raffle
go to and apply
AND HERES ANOTHER!!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3720809/
a legit clean art raffle
go to and apply
AND HERES ANOTHER!!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3720809/
to be acused
Posted 13 years agowhy bother writing my feelings.
the way you see it, im wrong, and every thing i say is wrong.
im probly wrong now.
the way you see it, im wrong, and every thing i say is wrong.
im probly wrong now.
a picture raffle, hmm
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:27961630
a legit clean art raffle
go to and apply
AND HERES ANOTHER!!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3720809/
a legit clean art raffle
go to and apply
AND HERES ANOTHER!!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3720809/
another story in the mix
Posted 13 years agoive started a storry for a good freind of mine, dracasis, a balck dragon. its going to have alot of effort put into it ,and writen only when i feel that writing urge consume me, that way i know i have the better of the material that i can write instead of being in a writers rut, it will be marvelous, but dont expect it for a while, to keep you in anticipation, it has some rape, domy play, and chery poping. smiles hope it makes for a fun wait.
get a free story with a task.
Posted 13 years agoI'm looking for a story, and i will write for you, PROVIDED, you find the correct story i am looking for. I've looked for it for two and a half days. cant find it, but it is on this site.
the story contains: m/m, weight gain, cum inflation (that turns into fat) a tired lazy dragon that is introduced in the beginning by being sick with a headache of some sort (i think its blue but i could be wrong) a wolf that develops a fat fetish and lets his friend eat to his content, even accidentally encouraging it by messing with a machine and becoming disappointed when it seams to do nothing (at this point the author makes reference to a manual and turns out the food is now being presented at 10x the quantity the person desires) a machine delivered for free by some delivery boy and assembled by the wolf. the machine uses the dragons thought waves to make food and at some point transfers over to the wolfs thought pa turns after the dragon ( at this point is almost to big to fit through a door i think the number given was close to ~1300 pounds heavy) the wolf was being force fed pancakes, and the dragon was force fed milkshake as the two were having sex. the wolf was sucking the dragon off as he was humping the dragons tail hole. at some point the dragon is healthy and pretends to be sick or just doesn't go to work just so he can stuff his face and sleep all day, the wolf is kinda just checking up on the dragon day by day after work. the machine would make a clunking sound and an arm or two would dispense the food. dragon was laying on the bed and the bed was nearly ready to break after the dragon and the wolf had a smut scene at which point the dragon went from ~600->~1300 pounds, and the wolf grew chubby from so much cum. the wolf didn't want to have a mess on the bed or floor or anything so the wolf swallowed all the cum of the dragon, and the dragons shaft at that point was growing as well. unfortunately the shaft shrank after the dragon had cum.
the story contains: m/m, weight gain, cum inflation (that turns into fat) a tired lazy dragon that is introduced in the beginning by being sick with a headache of some sort (i think its blue but i could be wrong) a wolf that develops a fat fetish and lets his friend eat to his content, even accidentally encouraging it by messing with a machine and becoming disappointed when it seams to do nothing (at this point the author makes reference to a manual and turns out the food is now being presented at 10x the quantity the person desires) a machine delivered for free by some delivery boy and assembled by the wolf. the machine uses the dragons thought waves to make food and at some point transfers over to the wolfs thought pa turns after the dragon ( at this point is almost to big to fit through a door i think the number given was close to ~1300 pounds heavy) the wolf was being force fed pancakes, and the dragon was force fed milkshake as the two were having sex. the wolf was sucking the dragon off as he was humping the dragons tail hole. at some point the dragon is healthy and pretends to be sick or just doesn't go to work just so he can stuff his face and sleep all day, the wolf is kinda just checking up on the dragon day by day after work. the machine would make a clunking sound and an arm or two would dispense the food. dragon was laying on the bed and the bed was nearly ready to break after the dragon and the wolf had a smut scene at which point the dragon went from ~600->~1300 pounds, and the wolf grew chubby from so much cum. the wolf didn't want to have a mess on the bed or floor or anything so the wolf swallowed all the cum of the dragon, and the dragons shaft at that point was growing as well. unfortunately the shaft shrank after the dragon had cum.
a comission!
Posted 13 years agoso i got a picture comissioned for my naga love and i. it is being done by apes, whom so far has done an exquisite job better than anything id have ever hoped for. and is nearly done, all is left is to color it. my naga lover and i have agreed that it is very splended and even with the dollar to pounds ratio, it is rather well worth the money and a tip, so we did just that, we are looking forward to a live feed of apes finishing the coloring. the only thing we are waiting on is word from apes.
apes, may your paw forever be well and may it always put down as your heart desires, the lives of those in that breif moment you capture, thank you so much.
in other news, i have decided to free m master from the worries and guilt of the inability to share her time with me, i am now a free roam pet, and seeking a master with a firm paw but kind heart. one that isnt afraid to be forcefull, but knows when to be kind. and has time to get aquainted and tend to a needy little thing from time to time. im self sufficient, more than willing to switch dominance and able to turn a bad thing to a good thing lickety split. thanks all, advertise me and i will be in your debt.
- kazebi, the red dragon
apes, may your paw forever be well and may it always put down as your heart desires, the lives of those in that breif moment you capture, thank you so much.
in other news, i have decided to free m master from the worries and guilt of the inability to share her time with me, i am now a free roam pet, and seeking a master with a firm paw but kind heart. one that isnt afraid to be forcefull, but knows when to be kind. and has time to get aquainted and tend to a needy little thing from time to time. im self sufficient, more than willing to switch dominance and able to turn a bad thing to a good thing lickety split. thanks all, advertise me and i will be in your debt.
- kazebi, the red dragon
so it seams.
Posted 13 years agotime with my current master seams to be growing further and longer between periods, it feals almost like we are falling apart and in honesty, i dont know if there is remorse on either side for this, we talk here and there, a hug and maybe a snuggle but we never do anythign, mayhaps we grew bored with eachother, mayhaps master is looking for anothetr pert or i am looking for another master, it could be that our time is just pre ocupied, but i feel from time to time as though we just dont care for eachother and even forget about eachother here and there. i feel ready to have things move on, but at the same time loath to be set free, its a trap for my feelings. id have to take off my colar and find me a new one, mahaps though it is for the best, mayhaps i can just let this slip and he wont notice and we will just slide from eachoterr and be invisible to eachoter, hmm, that almost sounds hopefull. maybe its me thats lost the interest. meh, i dont really know, but life moves and i dont want to be stuck thinking when i can be moving with it. any ideas or questions for me, im happy to answere, i can write by the way, and id like something to fill my free time, if you have any ideas, just, be redy to go over it with a grammer hsmmer.
what to do.
Posted 13 years agoso tonight, i fell across one of those i hold very dear, but she was in a foul mood. not so much a bad temper, but a bad day struck her and i was worried, not being close i did what i could to show my affection, telling her how much i cared that i wanted to hear her and do what i could to make her happy, i desired her to be happy after all thats what you want for a loved one, isnt it, to help them feel better in their worst time? needless to say, my efforts were refused and she sulked for the night, did i do right by trying to show y affection, hugging and kissing her, trying to make her night better or should i have stepped back and let her deal with it. please comment, id like to hear your thoughts, while your at it, read the one for masters and pet as well, maybe you can help me there too. thank you very much.
owner for a pet
Posted 14 years ago what is it to be a pet, one with an owner sweet and tender, kind and loving but unable to be overly dominant when desired, mayhaps i am a little confused as my status as a pet, but i believed that the mistress or master could -have their way with me- whenever and however they wanted.
is it bad to desire to be punished every here and there, not just to say I'm a bad pet, in fact i have done nothing to be punished and neither am i inclined to, but just to be treated like i have, and to be given a command that makes me feel bad or dirty or something along those lines so i can get that wonderful feeling that i am the masters dirty pet, the masters little whore, its almost like i have to be begging off my rump to be treated like a pet.
sighs, i am looking for a master to serve this purpose, to love me and to care for me but occasionally, once a month at least, treat me like im a bad pet, like i just cant do anything right and need to be punished for it. its not a pets place to make demands, but hell if im tires of being treated like glass. i want an owner with some balls, just long enough to satisfy that urge i get sometimes.
will you help me?
-kazebi- the red dragon.
is it bad to desire to be punished every here and there, not just to say I'm a bad pet, in fact i have done nothing to be punished and neither am i inclined to, but just to be treated like i have, and to be given a command that makes me feel bad or dirty or something along those lines so i can get that wonderful feeling that i am the masters dirty pet, the masters little whore, its almost like i have to be begging off my rump to be treated like a pet.
sighs, i am looking for a master to serve this purpose, to love me and to care for me but occasionally, once a month at least, treat me like im a bad pet, like i just cant do anything right and need to be punished for it. its not a pets place to make demands, but hell if im tires of being treated like glass. i want an owner with some balls, just long enough to satisfy that urge i get sometimes.
will you help me?
-kazebi- the red dragon.
