For any one who commented recently or gave me some pokes or watch ever. Just wanted to let you and every know im still here. I've been getting my life back together after a really bad break up with my ex a few years back. I'm now living with my new mate (not a furry but no ones perfect). We're getting along great. I"m getting back into the furry fandom more and he is even encouraging me to do so. Hopefully you'll be seeing more of me. Maybe even be showing up to anthro con again. I have 44 thousand submissions to go through. and i will be going through each one. I may even make a FB which if i never mentioned before. I'm anti FB. anyway. The most important thing to take from this is that I'm still alive. I've missed you all so much.

We need an fa app for android. Come nerds, lets do it!

Ok back after a long hiatus, my old mate is gone and now ive got a new boyfreind and my life is so much better. I will be more social from now on promise! but for tye moment i need to get to work.

To anyone who has commented, watched, shouted, or fav'd anything of mine recently.

Please don't think I don't care or appreciate it, I've been totally absent minded for the last month or so and my stuff got so piled up and i lost track of who I responded to or not, just know that I don't plan on leaving FA or anything, I'm here and trying to be active. I haven't had any time to make any cute fur photo-ops recently and I've been super busy with school, I got accepted into Temple U! I hope to post something worth while soon even if I can't get my mate to take the pics. I will try to have him take them though. Also I've been out of touch with the furry comic industry, are there any really good updates anyone can inform me on. I like circles, spoo presents, softpaw, anything really. Let me know, I'd really appreciate it.

Thanks, I love you FA! All of you, yes even you in the back there sticking your head in the punch bowl.

I've been moody lately, Right now I feel a little better. Gave my mate his xmas presents and when I see him I'll take him shopping for his birthday presents next. I got him a super cute white kitty plushie and a prepaid cell phone that he can hopefully use to find a job, and talk to me. He's been online in a small spurt recently, but nothing big apparently. Makes me a little sad that he didn't email me when he was online, but now I gave him a phone, he has no excuses. I'm not going to let that linger. I've made him happy. That makes me happy.

Also I've been playing some Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2. I'm surprised I actually like this game. Didn't like the first and I usually stick to single player games. But if anyone wants to play send me an friend request on xbox live, "Kaze Lionpawz" on XBL.

I know I've promised pics and more updates, but things seemed to be difficult. I've gotten quite depressed lately. Keen eyed observes will note that the emotion on my front page has never left depressed, this is true, but even more so now. I haven't seen my mate in 2 months and every time I try to talk to him he never responds and other people who have been talking to him tell me he needs space and has told me this. However he keeps promising me that we will get together next weekend, this has happened for like a solid month. I've been waiting this long and all I can do is wait some more. All I've ever wanted to do is give him the best life possible and he says he needs a break from me. I have no idea whats going on, I'm at the end of my rope here. My Job and Schoolwork has suffered and I'm always thinking about him. Trying to figure out, or remember what I did wrong to cause all this.

I doubt you are, but if you're reading this. We need to talk.

Take this with you.

Ok so A bunch of my friends and I went to our local Renaissance faire and we went to some of the local shops and I found...... The master sword and the Hylian Sheild. I asked to see it and The moment I held it up the sun shone through the stained glass windows and the crowed cheered (this is no lie, it really happen, twice in fact.) and I knew this sword had chosen me. I now own the Master sword Hylain sheild, and my mate even got the sword from ultra violet for free.

Pics to come shortly.

Apart from that, I'm going to try to become a more active member of FA once more. I've taken a Hiatus and was a little depressed when I noticed, no one cared.... Anyway. I will be posting more and commenting more. Hopefully, suiting more too.

What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia.
After you do, he'll never phone you.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

Don't tell me what is all about,
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out,
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow.
So, for at least until tomorrow,
I'll never fall in love again!
I'll never fall in love again!

Just venting, besides I like this song.

I had a pretty horrible day. Had some carefully laid plans and due to some 'conditions' far beyond my control, everything somehow became my fault when they fell apart. After a long and hassling couple of hours I ended up see Monsters vs. Aliens. I know, I know it came out so long ago. But that's not the point, the point is, it was hilarious! especially BOB and the stupid alien clones.
ANyway, Hopefully I'll be able to smooth things over tomorrow.

A bunch or friends, my mate, and I went to UltraZone for some laser tag fun. We got a good deal, 5 games for $20 USD. The funniest part was this. It was I think the 3rd or 4th game, and my mate and I with one of our friends are sitting at the yellow team. Across from us is the blue team, and one of the prepubescent punks from the other side points at our team and yells, "the blue team are fags!" My mate and I couldn't help but laugh at him, either he was admitting something, or he just didn't know what team he was on. Either way we kicked his ass.

Today in my compouter class, righ tnow in fact. I'm in class right now. We we're talking about the latest computer crime wherein the criminal and his/her acomplises got away with 9 million dollars. And my teacher was talking baout how they were going to enevitably catch them. And the end of his speach he said. Computer crime does not pay. I laughed to myself. LOL. At the same time he was talking about this I was downloading playstation roms illegally on school computers, lol. and he knows about it too. This is just funny to me, lol. Thanks.

So first off, I'm not racist. Now that that's out of the way.
If Rosa Parks fought so hard to keep her seat at the front of the bus, why is it I see blacks sitting at the back of the bus constantly, and especially when the bus is entirely empty except for them?

Ok, so I was fired a while ago, I have been activly looking for work and have come up dry. So in the meantime, I'm offering everyone on FA my services as a programer. I can do HTML, and java code pretty ok. If anyway has any work, or know anyone that needs it, preferably for websites. Please contact me. All my contact info is available on my userpage.

I saw Spirit, I'm not sure, was it supposed to be a comedy? Here is how I describe it, It's a live action cartoon. Done. I'll be reviewing Ink heart soon. Thank you.

I talked to my mate, or, more accurately, I had him read my diary. We worked things out.

I don't know why I thought things would change. Maybe I was just being emo. Maybe I'm the one who needs to change.

Kaze is dead, His will states that there will be no funeral.

1. How do you generally design your characters?
I don't, I useually just redraw things, if I draw anything original It's off the top of my head and not very good.

2. How did you decide on your fursona/s species?
I love the lion king. Ever since I was 7-8 years old.

3. What are your 5 favorite species?
Cats, equines, dogs, lizards, birds. In no particular order.

4. Ok, ok, you can extend it to 10.
um, tuarens, and pretty much every animal, I love anything with fur.

5. Have you made characters out of all of these?
no, just the lion.

6. Most violent character:
I'm not really a violent fur.

7. Happiest or Nicest character:
Kaze, He's my only character really. that i still use anyway.

8. Your most personally significant character:
Kaze, again.

9. Sluttiest character:
Kaze, I just love sex... Mreow!

10. 'Unsluttiest' character:
is that even a word?

11. 'Stereotypical' male:
I'm not a stereotype.

12. 'Stereotypical' female:
I sometimes fantasize about being krystal from starfox

13. Tomboy:
krystal

14. Girlyboi:
Yes, yes i am.

15. Androgynous/genderless:
I don't have a genderless character.

16. Fastest character:
Kaze: the sex warrior.

17. Most muscular:
See above.

18. Thinnest character:
this is getting kinda repetitive.

19. Chubbiest/heaviest character:
I like chubby.

20. Deformed character:
Not really into that

21. Most fun to draw:
others

22. Any Mary-Sues?
not sure what that is

23. Draw pr0n?
no, not nearly that good.

24. Draw one gender more than another?
i like guys, but females do have better curves. But I could just draw guys with nice curves

25. Stuff you don't like to draw:?
bodies

26. Stuff you love to draw:
fan art for my favorite artists.

27. Species you see mostly in the fandom:
horses

28. Species you see least:
bugs

29. What do you want to see more in the fandom?
Lions.

30. Anyone you want to tag?
my mate artemis / naota.

I just got back from seeing Madagascar 2. Very good film. I must acquire the sound track. Also got my copy of finding avalon today. This is a very deep and moving, if short, story. I loved every page and the stories really spoke to me. Well that's all for now. Gonna draw in lieu of sleep tonight.

Ok so here is the story of why i was away from FA for so long.

It all started when I went to work to exchange my old ipod touch for my new one, old 16 gig, for new 32 gig, which cost the same price. I went in, had the exchange done, simple. Me and my brother on our way home decided to stop into block buster and pick up a movie and some pop corn. we get a couple games and i for get what movie, it was that one where a guy and girl wonder into this motel where the guy who runs it is killing people and taping it. Anyway.

We get home and i run upstairs and plug my ipod into my pc. I need to download the new version of iTunes, which is to be expected. I set up the download and come down stairs where i find my brother in frustration couldn't get the pop corn to pop properly. This is the bucket with the kernels at the bottom of it, not the bag style. so we got 2 for a dollar, i follow the directions, EXACTLY, and walk away to install the new version of itunes on my pc. a wait a few minutes then go to the living room to put the movie in and go back upstairs, everything is going fine.

Suddenly i hear my family yelling and screaming downstairs and my smoke alarm is going off. I run down stairs to find the entire first floor of my house covered in a thick black smoke. The pop corn caught fire! luckily none of the flames had gotten out of the microwave, and the think was still in working order cuz we have one of those glass plates that cooks the stuff. After all the scares and anger and so forth, we give up on pop corn and decied to just watch the movie, on blu-ray naturally.
Suddenly i remember that i have a new toy waiting for me upstairs. I go to my pc and examine it, It's off, which i assume that windows needed to restart to finalize the updates. This was NOT the case.

The next day, after realizing that it was not my power supply, i started to freak out that the problem was my mother board, for some reason my mother board was fried. Luckily intel gives me a 3 year warranty with my boards. I call them up promptly and find out that i need to call back during business hours, which you think they would tell me in there phone message. I look up and realize that i AM calling within business hours, but they are based in California.. so after some math i call back as soon as they open and explain to them my scenario.

You think that people who speak English could be able to understand it as well. after trying to explain my address to them for the sixth time, I get to the people in charge of shipping, I ordered NEXT DAY shipping, keep this in mind, it's important. After giving my credit card info and ordering and identical board to mine i hang up and try to relax. moments later my phone rings an unfamiliar number.

***intermission***

"hello?"
"yes this is **** from intel, your mother board isn't in stock."
They didn't have the board i ordered. Ordered, paid for, file paper work for, they didn't fricken have it. So we agree on one that's similar, only difference is this new one doesn't have RAID, which I never even used. so fine ok I'll take it, and that is the curtain on day two.

the following morning, again, I egarly await the UPS truck to deliver my board, never showed up, didn't even have a package for anyone on my block. At this point even with all my rage and anger i decide to give them the benefit of the doubt and think maybe it was ordered late and will arrive the following day. this did not happen. The day after i call them up and the instant someone answers I scream at them saying "I wanna speak to whoever is in charge of your job cause i want to get you fired!" The next person I speak with the is manager of the phone support at intel.

I ask *** why my board hasn't been shipped yet, her response, her reason for my pain is. "We
re sorry, we haven't shipped it yet." No fucking duh, If you did I'd have it now. So after yelling at her she tries to calm me by saying it will arrive tomorrow and we will refund any cost to you. This is what i wanted in the first place, so this was my first piece of half decent news.

Finally, the board arrives, I install it, and begin the long process of getting my computer the way i like it. And now, I've returned to FA.

And THAT is why I hate Steve Jobs.

I'm back, I haven't been on in a long time, but here I am. My computer crapped out on me so I couldn't get on for a while I intend to share this story soon with... well anyone who cares really. I'm also trying toi get back into drawing, so hope to see some stuff from me in the near future.

Level 1
(X) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
(x) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 6

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 9

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Furaffinity Friends
(x) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 12

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 15

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
( ) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 18

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 22

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 27

Level 10
( ) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 27

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 30

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 33

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 35

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 38

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 41

Level 16
( ) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 43

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 47

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 50

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 20

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 52

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish (WAT?)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 54

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 57

Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 60

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 61

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 64

Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 66

Level 27
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping (Hot tub counts!)
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 72

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 77

Level 29
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 92

Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 94


Repost this with the title:
I've Done __ of the 120 stupidest things. (with your total in that blank spot.)

I want to wear my fursuit at my local mall, my mate and a friend says it's not a good idea. My thinking is that the worst thing they can do is ask me to leave, and in that case all i can to do is go to my car take off my suit and go back in. I've already worn my tail there, and I want to get more use out of my suit.

You're imagining this24/7:
not ALL the time, but I'm a lover, not a fighter.

(Total Power Exchange)? -
not sure what this is asking.

Abasiophilia (Casts, Braces, Wheelchairs) -
no

Age Play? -
Shota yes, old age play no.

Adult Baby/AB Parent? -
baby fur yes, Parent play no.

Algolagnia (Pleasure derived from physical pain)?
no

Amputee Fetishism (Amputation/Deformity)? -
no

Anal Sex? -
yes

Andromimetophilia (Androgeny)? -
well, if it's like herm yes, but not like transgenders.

Arse (Ass Play, Worship)? -
yes

Asphyxiaphilia (Breath Play, Choking)?
a little

Balloons? -
sounds fun

Bestiality/Zoophilia? -
only if the animal isn't hurt

Beating (Flogs, Whips, Canes, etc.)?
no

Biastophilia-
not IRL, but RPing yea.

Biting/Teeth? -
eh, just if you leave a mark, do it in a place I can cover with clothes

Blood (Drawing Blood, Cutting, etc.)?
no

Body Hair? -
light body hair i don't mind, heavy like were-wolf body hair no, fur yes

Body Modification (Tattoos, Branding, Piercings, Scarification, etc.)?
piercings yes, rest no

Bondage (Blind folds, Gags, Restraints)? -
yes

Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc.?
no

Candle Wax?
yes

Chains? -
only if used in bondage

Chastity Devices? -
yes

Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads?
yes

Cling Film/Plastic Wrap?
....maybe

Cock and Ball Torture, Clamps, etc.?
very sensitive balls, but my cock is pretty resilient.

Collar and Lead/Leash? -
yes

Confinement/Caging? -
not really

Coprophilia (Shit Play/Scat)?
very lightly, but not from just anyone, only from people I know trust and love.

Costumes (Period, Fetish, etc.)?
yes

Cross Dressing?
yes

Cupping (Suction of the Skin)? -
....meh,

Dacryphilia (Arousal from Tears)?
no

Defilement (Seeing a partner dirty or wet)? -
maybe

Denim? -
no

Depilation/Shaving? -
I prefer pre-shaven things.

Diapers/Diaper Lover?
baby-fur yes

Dildos (Hand-held, Strap-ons)?
yes, owner of a 14 inch horse zeta

Discipline? -
no

Doctor/Nurse Fetish? -
doesn't this go under costume? or "hellooooooooo nurse"

Domination? -
only if it's my mate

Ears? -
if they are clean

Electrotorture (EMS TENS units)?
not torture, but stim maybe

Emetophilia (Vomit, Regurgitation)?
I've thought about it, but very rarely, not really into it

Erotic Photography? -
yes

Exhibitionism/Sex In Public? -
depends on what I'm doing

Feathers? -
very ticklish, but if I'm bound tightly maybe

Pyrophilia (Fire Play)? -
no

Fisting? -
yes, I'd like to experience it more. But i think it scares my mate.

Food Play?
yes

Fuck Machines/Robots?
my mate says my computer is self aware, maybe If i got it a UBS penis..... no

Furry/Fur Fetishism? -
yes

Gangbangs?
not like 50 people, but maybe like me my mate and a trusted friend.

Genital Worship? -
no

Guns (Gun Play, Worship)?
no

Hair Pulling? -
no

Handcuffs/Shackles? -
isn't this bondage?

Harnesses?
again bondage

High Heels/Stilettos?
cross dressing?

Humiliation? -
no

Infantilism (Pacifiers/Bottles, etc.)?
isn't this the same as adult babies/baby-fur/..... maybe

Kidnapping Play? -
depends on whose kid it is

Klismaphilia (Douching/Enema)? -
a little

Knives (Razors, Swords, other blades)?
no

Lace/Lingerie? -
yes

Latex? -
a little

Leather? -
poor cows, not really

Making Home "Movies"?
maybe if my mate wasn't so camera shy

Masks (Erotic/Gas Masks, etc.)?
fur suit heads maybe

Masochism? -
i don't like being hurt

Massage? -
yes.

Master/Slave? -
I've done a little of this, but I'm not very good at it, apparently I'm too nice to be a master and too willing to be a slave. so no

Masturbation (Mutual or Forced)?
yes

Medical Scenes/Equipment?
depends on what the equipment is.

Menstruation (Sex During, Eating, etc.)?
no

Murder Fetishism?
no

Military Fetish/Uniforms? -
isn't this in costumes?

Milk Fetishism/Lactation? -
.... only in fantasy, not IRL

Necrophilia (Death, Corpses)? -
no

Nipples? -
I've got two

Oral Fixations? -
I like to suck

Oral Sex? -
see above ^

Pain (Giving/Receiving)?
isn't this masochisms?

Piercings? -
isn't this part of body modification?

Pinching? -
no

Play Piercing/Needle Play? -
no

Plushophilia (Stuffed animals, Plushies)? -
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1106243/

Podophilia (Foot Fetish)? -
I like to give rubs sometimes, but not something I particularly am attracted too

Power Exchange?
may mate is and always will be stronger than me, there is no exchange

Pregnancy Fetishism? -
no

Punishment? -
no

The Rack/Medieval Devices?
isn't this part of bondage?

Raptophilia (Sexual arousal from being raped)?
isn't this Biastophilia

Religious (Nunplay, Priestplay)?
no

Retifism (Shoes or Boots)?
no

Rimming?
sure

Role Playing? -
depends on what the RP is.

Rubber? -
is it the summer?....no not really

Sadism?
ok this is a new one to me

Scent? -
scent is the strongest sense connected to memory, I love the small of certain musks.

Sensory Deprivation?
I like to lay in a shallow pool or water just covering my ears with my eyes closed and the lights out.

Smoking Fetishism? -
I used to smoke, many years ago, but I never considered it a fetish.

Spanking/Paddling? -
not TOO rough and only my rump

Statuephilia (Mannequins, Dolls, etc.)?
no

Stockings/Fishnets/Pantyhose? -
isn't this part of cross dressing?

Talking Dirty/Verbal Humiliation/Abuse? -
dirty talk isn't the same and verbal abuse/humiliation. I like to hear certain things in bed, but nothing like "your a whore!"

Tickling? -
my legs will find your nuts somehow... it always happens, so you'd have to bind me.

Tongue Fetish? -
I like to put my tonuge in certain places

Toys (Buttplugs, Vibrators, etc.)?
isn't this covered in dildos?

Transvestism?
no

Urolagnia (Water Sports/Urine?)
yes

Violence/Physical Injury?
no

Voyeurism?
just recently the idea came from my mate, so it may be something I'll get into

Wrestling/Fighting?
my mate would just always win

Zombies/Gore?
no

I fell for it, but they played on my weakness!
http://movies.ign.com/dor/articles/.....er_040108.html