To my watchers,

I've not been on FA in quite a while, though I have still been doing artwork! A lot of personal things have occurred, both good and bad. I am back and I do plan on opening for commissions down the road. :D I plan on beginning to post my artwork here, again, soon!!!

Much love,
Kaze~

So my best friend ,who I've known since junior high, has started drawing furry art!! She's amazing. Her art's amazing. Please give her all of the loves!!!

I just started a part-time job! It's been rough as I'm physically not used to standing for such a long period of time, but it's a job!!! I still want to continue drawing and am going to do so, even if it's just putting out sketches. Once I get used to the flow of things, I'll be putting out more work again :D You guys mean so much to me and I haven't forgotten about you at all! I'll keep ya posted.

Love,
Kimmi~

Hiya lovelies. Just updating once again to let you guys know that I'm still running into medical issues, alongside my anxiety nipping me in the butt constantly. I have felt inadequate, unmotivated, and just plain tired all of the time. I promise, I'm trying to fight it as best as I can...I really want to start drawing again. I'll keep you posted.

Lots of Love,
Kimmi

Hiya lovelies,

It's only been a week since my surgery and recovery is going well, so far. I've been having tired spells, still really sore in my abdomen and whatnot. Might be a little bit longer before I can get back to work with drawing, but I'm trying to recover as fast as I can. There may be a few vent pieces coming up (once I can find a comfy position to draw in) regarding the bit of sad news we got. But...all in all I'm fine.

Love you guys lots xoxo,
Kimmi/Kaze~

Hiya lovelies! Just letting you all know that I am scheduled for laparoscopic (possible major depending on what the doc finds) surgery this Thursday. Fingers and toes crossed everything goes well! Since the incisions will be made around my tummy area, it's going to be difficult for me to be comfortable enough to draw for a bit. But I promise that once I recover, this fenfen will be drawing more often. I have to motivate myself and get better!! Aaaand hopefully get evil paypal figured out...somehow....O-o....

Anyways, love you guys and wish me luck!!
Love always,
Kimmi/Kaze

Hiya lovelies!

Just giving you guys a heads up that there are two reasons as to why I haven't been putting out art recently. I have a medical issue that will require surgery and I see the doctor soon for more details on how severe it'll will be. The second issue is...well...literally the fact that I might have to learn how to draw muzzles and stuff all over again since I got my new tablet. I love my Wacom Intuos Pro, but going from a Wacom Bamboo Splash (rinky dink basic model of a tablet) to this high end fancy smancy tablet with buttons on the side is a HUUUUUGE change. Good thing is? My lines in my practice art are more controlled, as is the pressure :D

I might not be doing these big elaborate pieces, yet. But you might be able to expect a lot of scraps regarding practice sketchies and whatnot ^-^

As for the medical situation, I'm trying my best to remain positive. It's easier said, than done, but I have an amazing dude, friends, and family in my life. So it's cool~

I'll keep ya posted!!!

Love,
Kimmi/Kaze

Hey lovelies, I'm alive, just not able to draw atm due to my tablet deciding it persistently wants to disconnect and reconnect while I'm trying to draw. So I haven't been able to produce any work. I'm currently looking at the Wacom Intuous 3 or 4. On top of that, I'm going through a bit of a rough patch when it comes to medical issues. Had a small procedure done on the 20th of last month that, well, let's just say testing and major surgery will be needed. Let's not forget the financial issues that will be hitting me like a ton of bricks come my birthday. So this is extremely hard for me to take in all at once. So...yeah. Just bare with me for however long this takes. I'm always here if you guys need me for anything. Just send me a note ok?

You all are amazing, beautiful, and special. Never forget that~

First of all, regarding everything that's been going on in our country, I'd like to say that we have to endure the storm. We CAN and WILL get through this. We, the people, are strong in unity and we can't let all of this hatred and racism taint us. Guys, love is such a beautiful and powerful thing. Yet so many people are blinded by hatred that it's setting a horrible example for our little ones. I've seen and heard of too many cases where kids in school are learning by our example to hate, judge, and bully other kids for their race. Something has got to give...I am terrified of finding out how everything is going to be molded in the future. How this is going to shape our next generation.

Regardless of how everything is right now, we have to be strong. Don't forget to love, okay? Hug your loved ones, reach out and talk to your neighbors, smile at strangers for you never ever (ever) know what they might be feeling or experiencing. One simple act of kindness can change lives and go distances. And the beautiful thing about loving one another is that karma often rewards you in the ways you least expect it.

As a side note, I have been on an art hiatus for quite some time now. I want to let you know that I've got some medical issues going on at the moment that I'm trying to get sorted and doctor appointments galore. This is why I've yet to open for commissions. Regardless, if any of you ever need someone to talk to, you can always feel free to note me. My fennec ears are for listening after-all :D

I love you guys~

Mom has had two major surgeries this year. However, she had one week before last, came home this past week, fell, and basically had to be rushed back into surgery to fix the damage her fall caused. I haven't been getting much rest or sleep, I've been overwhelmed and stressed to Hell and back. Not including medical issues going on with me atm. I am seriously hoping things begin to lighten up and fast. I was planning on completely setting up my paypal account and getting commissions truly rolling, but I have to put it off a little longer. I'm deeply sorry for that ;-;

Kimmi~

I'm sad to say that I think my Wacom bamboo splash tablet may be going out on me. It keeps disconnecting from the laptop, the connector is loose, etc. It's my very first tablet and I've always wanted something a little more fancy/on the pricier side in hopes that it would last longer than this one. For my artist buddies, what upgrade would you recommend I go with or look into?

~Kimmi

I made a discord account last night so please feel free to add meh! Lookin' for more peeps to chat with and stuff while I art. Discord name is KazePhoenix. Just let me know who you are first if and when you do ^-^

Hiya lovelies. So, as of late, I do feel like my art anatomically and stylistically is improving. However, there is a catch. I've always felt as though my line-art is better than my ability to color and/or shade. I really want to improve within that area. I want to develop a good coloring style to one that properly matches my line-art. Yet...I have noooo idea on where to even begin or how to get there. Does anyone have any advice for me? ;-;

What do you guys think of the name Lily for my sona's name? I've been told, and have seen within the furry community, that it tends to be a really popular name ;-; Should I try to change it to something else? Keep it? I dunno what to do *flails* D:

Just in case if any of you guys didn't see from my profile..my fiance and I split. I don't feel like explaining as it is an extremely sensitive subject for me to have to recall details, reasons, etc right now. Just be aware that I may have fluctuations in my art, or my art will be slower than it already is until I can get through this emotional roller coaster. I'm so sorry for not having posted art recently...life has been rather difficult and I'm trying to keep myself together as best as I can...

Love you all,
Kimmi

So, as an early Christmas present from my dad, he bought my fiance and I two orchestra seat tickets to see Celtic Woman live. Man, guys, if you haven't heard them OR the Celtic Tenors yet..you've gotta at least give them a shot. Their sheer talent filled my heart to the brim and the violinist, Mairead Nesbitt is just absolutely wonderful. Nesbitt's personality is so bubbly and her presence filled the entire room as she played!

I may or may not be back from my art block 100 percent, yet..but I'm definitely feeling a lot better after this.

Love you guys!,

Kimmi~ <3

This year and season have been so difficult. I am persistently caught in a battle against depression and anxiety, but I'm too stubborn to get meds for it. However, lately, it's been taking its toll on my productivity, motivation, etc. I wake up every day feeling more tired than the previous. My home environment and isolation sucks the creativity out of me some days. As for the depression, I am fighting it as best I can. These past few weeks have been rough, but I've made more watchers and friends.

I am still trying to do some soul searching, figuring out what I want to do as a career and such..It is quite difficult, however. If I have hurt any of you in any way by being distant..just know that I am deeply sorry and that I am not purposefully doing so.

I just want to send a big thank you to all of my watchers and friends for all of your support. The positive attitudes which constantly beat back my negative ones have helped tremendously. You guys are amazing...so very amazing and I cannot recapitulate the feelings regarding you all.

I love you guys ;///;
*gives all the huggies and kissies*
<33333

This is just a shoutout to the people who inspire me to keep drawing and wanting to improve <3

1.
Favorite piece: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10695371/
Comment: Out of the many in their gallery, for some reason this one stands out to me. I think it's the expression of the character, the tone of the piece and background itself, and the raw emotion it possesses. I love pieces that look sketched, because there is just something about them that other pieces do not have. And it is something very real ^-^

2.
Favorite piece: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15692938/
Comment: I absolutely love this piece, mainly because this game is a gem for the ps2 era. It is a masterpiece in itself. I believe the artist captured the very essence and tone of the game quite beautifully in their own style. <3

Go watch them or something! They're amazing 8D

So I've been working on a ref sheet for my sona for a while, but I can't fit outfits and various hairstyles onto it. Regarding getting possible future commissions, would it appear odd if I were to do more than one ref sheet with outfits, hairstyles and the like? I am aware that this may vary from artist to artist as far as preferences go ^-^

I've been having this issue for a while, but, I am stumped on this. I think I'm so used to drawing/outlining my work in black due to having drawn traditionally for the majority of my life. However, I am running into the issue that the colors of my fursona are clashing with the jet black lines. I would not mind working with another color when it comes to outlining..but I am uncertain of what color that would be.

I was wondering if any of you have a possible solution to this issue ;-;

Guys..I graduated Saturday and got my bachelor's diploma right? Even though it's been a few days, I still can't believe it. It feels like a dream! I'm expecting to have homework to do, papers to write, quizzes to take or tests to study for. So then I have to remind myself that, for now, I don't have any of that. I still want to study psychology and read during my free time, however!

And what this means, after vacation in a few weeks, I want to try to open my trade slot. Now, I've never done this before, so I'm probably going to have to take the trades slow at first until I get used to it ^^; Apologies for that heee

I cannot express how truly happy I am to have gone straight out of high school into college. You might think it's crazy. It is crazy. But well worth its insanity, stress, and growth ^-^

I have each and every one of you to thank for supporting me throughout those years. Every watch, favorite, and comment I've received has given me a boost of confidence and I cannot thank you enough for it! Lots of love and foxy kissies to youuuu! xoxoxoxo <3

Why...why must they be sooooo freaaaking difficult? ;-; Like..it literally feels impossible to do them. I'm not bad at perspective usually, but now I'm just stuck. Not sure how to start on various scenes without taking away from drawings or characters in the foreground. Need some type of advice...
Halp? ;-;

*flails, ragequits, then goes off to play DA Inquisition~*

So, I'm taking a small break from schoolwork at the moment and I was just curious about what songs/artists you guys find inspiring in any way/shape/form? ^-^

Feel free to post links and stuffs! ~

Just wanted to say that I am so very happy thanks to all of the wonderful people in my life 8D!
Love you guys <3!

Have you ever just felt as though your art isn't good enough, despite seeing improvement in your skill?
Have you ever just told yourself not to compare yourself and your talents negatively to other artists?
Have you ever just went back to look at recent or old artwork that you've submitted and pinpointed mistakes here and there, thinking to yourself "Gee, no wonder I don't have X amount of watchers or X amount of favorites because of this mistake and that mistake..."

Well...

I've always heard the phrase "You are your own worst critic" floating about and sometimes I cannot help but challenge if it's actually true or only partially true. If it is true..then I cannot help but wonder how I can tackle the monsters who make up that fear/anxiety and depression always nagging me into thinking that I'm not going to get anywhere when it comes to my art or talents in general. I wish I was the type of person who could look at her fursona with pride and say "Gosh. I created that. That's me...ME...THAT is who I signify."

And to the bullies of my past...

I hope you are happy with degrading my sense of self in the ways in which feel almost impossible to build back up over the scars you left behind. I gain compliments and acceptance and yet you still haunt me..this flinching urge to deny all the good and hopeful things people say to me about me. Would you be rejoicing in knowing you did this to me? Or should I fight to just prove everything you said to me over the seven years I went to junior high and high school about me being ugly or the focal point of your jokes wrong? To tell myself that you are foolish and ignorant and not worthy of my tears, time, and pain?

To my beloved friends and loved ones...

I don't think I'd be here if it weren't for you. I don't think I'd have the strength to put up with life's stresses and the world in general if not for you standing by me. You've proven constantly that I've something to live for, fight for, and remain persistent for. Not particularly the skills or talents I possess...but for the means of self-expression. You being the beautiful and beloved individuals within my life who mold me into who I am currently. It's because of you that when I look in the mirror and get the instinctual feeling of immediately looking away...that the thought of you tells me to look again and deeper. Thank you so much for everything. You've definitely left traces within my heart that I hope the tides and storms of life never wash away~ <3333

Rant over. 8D