im not dead.
General | Posted 15 years agoJust work has my soul at the moment, and my days off are spent with my parents or on my ass recovering from hectic weekend shifts. art has been off for a while and possably once i settle more into a good flow ill pick up that pencil again.
do you like to text?
General | Posted 16 years agoNote me for my new cell number. mabey we can be txt buddies!
Got a hole in my tire
General | Posted 16 years agoGod dammit right? but its okay. john (ran over the nail) is gonna take me to work tomorrow and take the tire in to get it fixed or replaced. all in all it could have been worse. could havehappened on the road and not my driveway. he was driving because what was supposed to be me and him hooking up a friend of ours xbox to their surround sound turned into me doing "Das Boot" (chugged in 28 seconds baby video to follow)and drunken bettles rockband.
All is good, but with some downs.
General | Posted 16 years agoThe job is great, built up so much Over time in 6 days its CRAZY! ive never had a job that didint care how much Over time you built up. this first check is gonna look NIIICe. and there is gonna be a company barbecue thursday because the sales for this month were through the roof. so i got that to look forward to as well.
now here is the skinny on the bad.
Art dosint look like its gonna happen to easily. not to say the trades wont get done, but i have to be honest when i say they will be last priority. I have almost no time to do anything once im home beacuse im so beat. im basically working out for 9-11 hours a day every day. im already noticing more tone in my arms after a week for god sake haha.
not to mention that my hours at first caused some friction between me and the GF, but im glad shes so understanding. now shes calling me in the mornings to make sure im up for work haha. shes so adorable. I got new Reg tags for my car last night, still have half a tank, and can pick up my check early tonight. ill have to cash it tomorrow before work though. but thats cool because i dont go in until 2pm.
But ill do my best to get stuff worked on on my days off.
Kaz is back in his natural job holding state. and im glad its a hard ass job too. wouldint keep me motivated, body building, and financially great. even if im constantly getting cuts, pulled musscles, and bruises.Busting my ass from 9am to 6pm
General | Posted 16 years agoBut is soo straight forward and non stop the day goes by fast! yesterday i had to have moved and loaded 30 couches, 8 love seats, Matergaurded half of them that werent leather, God knows howmany Tables and chairs, 14 Klick-Klacks (do want one though) 5 area rugs and 11 bed frames and 6 bedrails. not to mention the Queen, king and twin mattresses and box springs i had to move myself so we could get the rest of the orders loaded and off the lifts so more could come in. Is a high paced, no room for error "Drop a couch and you are fucked" job ,but i can tell im gonna love my crew and pay check. not gona get into how much i make but i will say, im not gonna have a problem financially. its a real tough job that you have to be ready and set to work. its not a summer part time after school job. we have hundreds of thousands of dollars in Merchandise pass through our Dock every day, theres no room for "a bad day, Bad attitude" I love it... im off to do it again in an hour!
Had another great day
General | Posted 16 years agoHad a surprise visit from the adorable Shawna this morning. after getting woke up by a wrong number she calls saying she was gonna come by after class. we watched movies while cuddling (she fell asleep for a while and then 5 rolled around and i had to get ready to get picked up so i can go to work tomorrrow morning. was nice to have her over though. i love surprises! also, i did some practice driving and did well. driving at night isint too bad. even with wet roads. lets see how tomorrow goes! first time punching a time clock in two years
Had a great night last night.
General | Posted 16 years agoEverryone was in a great mood, roger got us all fake moustaches
and I had Shawna Over for the night. she was sooooo adorable and so
much fun! got along with everyone and even knew half our friends already!
i think the night took a turn for uber awesome when she attacked me in
my room while putting my towel away. i got tickled, dropped the the ground
laughing, tried to drag myself and dive into the hallway but she grabbed my
ankles and crawled onto my back and we rolled into the hallway, where she had
me in a straddle pin. Roger came out of the bathroom thinking he walked in on
something amazing, but nope haha. the then tickled me some more and brushed
her hair in my face. she had a great time and is gonna come to the Fur meet at My
buddys tonight after work. im excited. the cool part is, shes not a FURRY.
but shes okay with it. haha. I wanna see where this goes in time. taking it slow.
the connections are there ya know?ASK PROPECIA!
General | Posted 16 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2IcoJXJKKdc
I died.......plain and simple.
Guys hold onto your balls because you will laugh them off and they will propel their lifeless bodies, ALL THE WAY TO FARGO!
I died.......plain and simple.
Guys hold onto your balls because you will laugh them off and they will propel their lifeless bodies, ALL THE WAY TO FARGO!
I have a job!
General | Posted 16 years agoIll be working at sam levitz in the Front dock (customer reciving and loading) just gotta take the piss test and start tuesday. FULL TIME BABY! fuck you recession.
Im so happy!
Im so happy!
aND I BROKE MY NO PORN RULE :x
General | Posted 16 years agoyea......kinda drawin a Citra with tits and nipples..... Adam should get a kick out of it.
Takin my meds, Working on trades, INTERVIEW TOMORROW!
General | Posted 16 years agothats right. i finally got an interview for Sam Levits tomorrow. my pops is coming by to pick me up in the am so im staying up to work on some trades so i dont over sleep.
go me
go me
Naked Hot tub adventures!
General | Posted 16 years agoTonight was a interesting and fun night with the gang. started out as a nice relaxing soak in my buddys hot tub but then we all got naked XD. needles to say it was very comfortable and not akward at all. so myself,
nivekrayne her Boyfrend and
djbuterfly all had a skinny dip session haha...then ran around in the grass naked to make the hot tub hot again ahha.
nivekrayne her Boyfrend and
djbuterfly all had a skinny dip session haha...then ran around in the grass naked to make the hot tub hot again ahha.Update on my owed/to do list.
General | Posted 16 years agoSTATE YOUR PRICE! (new originals for sale) + Hardcast Update
General | Posted 16 years agoThats right. im willing to toss you three of my most recent originals at a Price you give me.
How this works is you note me with your offer and image number. Ill then take the best offer.
So when you send your note, include in the subject the images number and your price. the subject should read something like this example "#1 $25"
As you all know i no longer accept commissions so this is a simple way to get yourself an original piece and myself some cash.
Ill still own all rights to the characters and artwork but if you want to re distribute and make any changes to it its yours to do so. hell, even if you want to finish it and resell them i dont care, just give mention to myself as the original artist and if you post it ad my email or icon to the description to prove no art theft haha.
Here are the works!
#1 http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/43.....010072copy.jpg
#2 http://img195.imageshack.us/img195/.....010074copy.jpg
#3 http://img11.imageshack.us/img11/20.....p1010039dk.jpg (Includes frame)
I will notify you if i accept your offer or if you have been one upped.
Thanks!Now regaurding Hardcast, an old Podcast i had going with some pals of mine..i have one question. if i can rally the crew together again who would like to see us come back on the internet radio scene?
This song made me cry...
General | Posted 16 years agoLISTEN:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GU30YjKRBro
One love, one promise
Said I would come back to you
Well, I must sadly break it
His bullet is stuck in me
One love, two guns
One points into my face
He says I stole you
He doesn’t know
That you love me
Red sand and two rounds
One dies in a kiss of gunpowder
The second shall not spare its target
Now is stuck deeply in my chest
One love, one promise
Oh the blood runs from the mouth
And no one will avenge me
Senselessly I perish
One love, two guns
One could draw faster
Well, it was not me
Now you belong to him
Red sand and two rounds
One dies in a kiss of gunpowder
The second which didn't spare its target
Now is stuck deeply in my chest
Red sand and doves*
Refresh themselves on my blood
At the end there is but an end
I am good for something finally
Red sand and two rounds
One dies in a kiss of gunpowder
The second which didn't spare its target
Now is stuck deeply in my chest
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GU30YjKRBro
One love, one promise
Said I would come back to you
Well, I must sadly break it
His bullet is stuck in me
One love, two guns
One points into my face
He says I stole you
He doesn’t know
That you love me
Red sand and two rounds
One dies in a kiss of gunpowder
The second shall not spare its target
Now is stuck deeply in my chest
One love, one promise
Oh the blood runs from the mouth
And no one will avenge me
Senselessly I perish
One love, two guns
One could draw faster
Well, it was not me
Now you belong to him
Red sand and two rounds
One dies in a kiss of gunpowder
The second which didn't spare its target
Now is stuck deeply in my chest
Red sand and doves*
Refresh themselves on my blood
At the end there is but an end
I am good for something finally
Red sand and two rounds
One dies in a kiss of gunpowder
The second which didn't spare its target
Now is stuck deeply in my chest
4AM and lights... New icon
General | Posted 16 years agorefresh refresh refresh@
words you wish you didint have to say after...
General | Posted 16 years agoTaking a bite....
"These arent cooked are they?..."
"These arent cooked are they?..."
Auction ends today!!!
General | Posted 16 years agohttp://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1014746.html
all info as follows from original journal:
Would really love to see this gal find a lovely new home. If the bid goes over 40 (and i know it most likely wont) ill Toss in a HQ Print of the Finished Digital colored version seen here---->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3387978
hope this sparked some interest and happy bidding!
all info as follows from original journal:
Would really love to see this gal find a lovely new home. If the bid goes over 40 (and i know it most likely wont) ill Toss in a HQ Print of the Finished Digital colored version seen here---->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3387978
hope this sparked some interest and happy bidding!
Starting my meds today.
General | Posted 16 years agoIll be taking 2 caps (40MG) of Fluoxetine in the morning and 2 tabs (100MG) of Trazodone at night. we should see improvement in a few weeks. i know i said i wasint going to take them but now that i have the two i rather take them both together.
wish me luck
wish me luck
Im so excited to tears
General | Posted 16 years agoI watch this newest music video from Rammsteins album "Liebe ist fur alle da" and holy balls they cannot be stopped! did they kidnap every great music video director or something? This is byfar my most favorite vid ever.
http://www.visit-x.net/rammstein/?track=Index
http://www.visit-x.net/rammstein/?track=Index
fuck you valentines day....
General | Posted 16 years agoIt’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never got the chance to say
(FUCK YOU)
I don’t want to be your tourniquet
For minor lacerations
Don’t wanna be your Romeo
Because you’re no Goddamn Juliet
(you always did know just what to say; insult and injury)
(YOU JUST LOVE TO HATE ME!)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never got the chance to say
(FUCK YOU)
You’ve got a gun
I’ve got a gun
Let’s write a tragic ending
Don’t wanna be this way again
Don’t wanna be the one to blame
(you can have the high roads; I’ll take the lows, disguise the frailty)
(I JUST LOVE TO HATE YOU!)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never got the chance to say
(FUCK YOU)
(YOU JUST LOVE TO HATE ME!)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never got the chance to say
(FUCK YOU)
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never got the chance to say
(FUCK YOU)
I don’t want to be your tourniquet
For minor lacerations
Don’t wanna be your Romeo
Because you’re no Goddamn Juliet
(you always did know just what to say; insult and injury)
(YOU JUST LOVE TO HATE ME!)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never got the chance to say
(FUCK YOU)
You’ve got a gun
I’ve got a gun
Let’s write a tragic ending
Don’t wanna be this way again
Don’t wanna be the one to blame
(you can have the high roads; I’ll take the lows, disguise the frailty)
(I JUST LOVE TO HATE YOU!)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never got the chance to say
(FUCK YOU)
(YOU JUST LOVE TO HATE ME!)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never got the chance to say
(FUCK YOU)
no title
General | Posted 16 years agoIt's a little bit lonely for me,
It's a little bit faint without you near.
Is it wise to say while the other is waiting,
She's contemplating you?
Another passes by the door.
Any other day, you just look around and,
All you see is gone
How can you sit there watching someone else?
How can you sit there, sit there watching?
Faint without you near.
Lonely down here.
Happy valentines day. im gonna be a bitch about this honestly.
But i got the most thoughtful gift from a very very dear friend. and for that....its worth another year of single.
It's a little bit faint without you near.
Is it wise to say while the other is waiting,
She's contemplating you?
Another passes by the door.
Any other day, you just look around and,
All you see is gone
How can you sit there watching someone else?
How can you sit there, sit there watching?
Faint without you near.
Lonely down here.
Happy valentines day. im gonna be a bitch about this honestly.
But i got the most thoughtful gift from a very very dear friend. and for that....its worth another year of single.
Not a valentines day journal...because i dont do that.
General | Posted 16 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lqs-6LPeJY0
but i hope this new video of a NEW mix i did will bring a bit of a v-day gift to you.
Enjoy having what i dont
but i hope this new video of a NEW mix i did will bring a bit of a v-day gift to you.
Enjoy having what i dont
I gave a girl my number....
General | Posted 16 years agoand shes been trying to text a land line.....*sigh* i worry that because i dont have a cell its one less status point on me :/
Furizona Furmeet Update!
General | Posted 16 years agoHey everyone! its your Lovely Kaz here, with a special request.
Are you an artist? PERFECT! I want to organize a little Art showcase at Flames this round and heres where you can be a part of the scene!
How this will work is as follows:
Bring any art you wish to show or bring a portfolio.
All art/sketchbooks/Portfolios will have a special table or two to be placed on.
The way it will work for viewing is, the artist will not be around the table to give info about a particular piece of art.
the viewers will have the ability to page through the art at their leisure and have a one on one look at the pieces.
If the viewer likes what they see, they will write down your contact info or directly exchange comments and contact info with you!
its not just fun, its a great way to network your art to all interested. If your art contains adult or mature content,
(anything you wouldint let your kids see) it must be asked to be seen at the artists approval.
Remember to leave a note in the cup of the artist you enjoyed too!
Lets not forget you are more than free to price any images you wish to sell, as well as list commission information.
I can provide clear page protectors if you wish to have your image safe from spills, ash, and smudges so if you need any the day of,
please email me at Kazfox[at]Gmail.com with the amount you need. all i ask is that they are returned once you collect your art.
Lets make the First meet at Flames house a blast! its been months since we last gathered there!
-Kaz.
Are you an artist? PERFECT! I want to organize a little Art showcase at Flames this round and heres where you can be a part of the scene!
How this will work is as follows:
Bring any art you wish to show or bring a portfolio.
All art/sketchbooks/Portfolios will have a special table or two to be placed on.
The way it will work for viewing is, the artist will not be around the table to give info about a particular piece of art.
the viewers will have the ability to page through the art at their leisure and have a one on one look at the pieces.
If the viewer likes what they see, they will write down your contact info or directly exchange comments and contact info with you!
its not just fun, its a great way to network your art to all interested. If your art contains adult or mature content,
(anything you wouldint let your kids see) it must be asked to be seen at the artists approval.
Remember to leave a note in the cup of the artist you enjoyed too!
Lets not forget you are more than free to price any images you wish to sell, as well as list commission information.
I can provide clear page protectors if you wish to have your image safe from spills, ash, and smudges so if you need any the day of,
please email me at Kazfox[at]Gmail.com with the amount you need. all i ask is that they are returned once you collect your art.
Lets make the First meet at Flames house a blast! its been months since we last gathered there!
-Kaz.
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