Mmmm been a good long while, a lot has changed ummm yeah if you noticed Saturn aka me I am now going to be on a journey to become a female...so I hope a lot of you stick around for the journey <3

You know ever since getting the nova for vr I have fallen so in love with it. Every day it is like a dream of getting it to be able to inflate and everyday it feels so fast it is reach. Like I have tried doing this myself but just...I am horrible at using blender.

Have to admit,nsince getting into it I love it a ton. Would love to meet more folks too in it ^.^

No not real bedbugs, I'm meaning it more like twitter has finally shet the bed and I'm here now to say find me over on a different platform other than it 83
https://mastodon.social/@Saturnfox

Yeah I'm just starting out on there, but seems like it is a better resort than trying to stick with twitter since that ship is sinking faster than a boat with holes in it now XD

Hey everyone, so I have a goal in mind that I want to strive for in the future. My goal is to get a suit made of everyone's favorite super villain Candy Crane. Like I just feel like this is something that folks would so want to see done up and it is frankly something I'd love to see done up. Problem is finding a suit maker as well as getting that glorious reference sheet made XD

Hello everyone, just wanted to make a new journal here. So been wondering something, what makes you like inflation? Like what is that icing on the cake for you with inflation? For this fox I love the idea of getting all smooth and rubbery, as well as big. Knowing that sometime the scenario might get out of control and you just overdo it X3

Gosh I've been wanting to do a lot more artwork. Problem is I feel my poses need some work, I also feel like the shapes need some small tweaks to them. Like I want to doodle more Tatiana stuff where she's getting blown up and stuff X3 But the question overall is, what would you all like to see more of? ^.^

So I'm just feeling really creative lately and wanted to just talk about ideas. Like brainstorming stuff with all of you. Be it a lot of things, toss a topic and let's get a ball rolling shall we? ^.^

So I am going to probably try and update this more. I used to post mainly on my twitter because it was more social oriented. However upon looking at twitter it just doesn't store artwork as well as say an art site. So yeah will be posting here.

Now the question onto the art stuff. I noticed that the latest image I made probably isn't everyone's cup of drink. So it makes me wonder, what do you want to see more of? ^.^

Going to have to delete the most recent image until things get resolved, didn't realize something and well I felt majorly wrong about posting it. So until then it probably won't be back up for the time being ^.^; Was a my bad on my part X3

I was just wondering if anyone was open for commissions and what your prices were? Kind of wanting to get an image made really ^.^

So, been a good while since I posted a journal here. Some of you know I have a fursuit now, and let me tell you, that suit has changed my life for the better. I have not really had an anxiety attack, I have not been depressed at all!! Now I'm not saying this is a cure all for everyone. I've wanted a suit for 12 years, pretty much as long as I've been in the fandom. So it really is one of those moments of just sheer dedication for me. I also attended my first convention, I was at TFF and my word that was amazing!! I can't wait for next year that is fur sure!! I will try to keep this more up to date, also will try to do photos of my fursuit to post up. Anyway that is pretty much my update for everyone, thanks for reading!! ^.^

PS, my suit was made by the wonderful  menagerieworkshop

I don't know why I feel this way...I just feel like lately I've done something very wrong and I can't put my finger on it...I try to talk with some people or just be a silly person and I feel like I shouldn't or can't anymore. I understand people have lives outside of the community/fandom and I understand that people can't really talk all the time on twitter, but I just honestly feel like I've done something very wrong and I can't put a finger on it. I don't know, maybe it is just me being paranoid...maybe it is my life just tossing me curve ball after curve ball and it is catching up to me. I don't know, I just honestly feel like I shouldn't be around...Even as I type this I feel incredible sadness, tears are welling up and...I just don't know what to do...

I don't know why I like social media, at times it makes me happy, at other times it is like frustrating. Like for instance I try and tweet to others and really I just seem like I'm an obsessive fan in a sense XD I don't know, I guess I'm being paranoid in a sense. Like I feel like I'm giving off bad vibes when I try to tweet to others and it just jars me in a way. Hell maybe I'm just too darn strange for my own good XP

So I just started worrying about something and it is this. How do you get your fursuit to the convention? I mean I worry that it may get lost in transportation to and from a convention and well I don't want that to happen at all >.<

So if you want to stay up to date with some stuff I do have a twitter, sometimes though I will rant and feel like crap so just bear with that stuff. Not sure how many would want to follow me on there or not, just thought I'd share with you guys.

twitter.com/kbryme

So lately I've been gnawwing at the idea of conventions. Like I would love to attend one, even though I'd be scared out of my wits. My first step though is I'd love to have a fursuit when attending since my ideals have grown into the fact that I'd love to entertain others. But in the end of it all I'm limited in the conventions department. Work tends to restrict when we can have off at certain times. Like TFF I could make that some year, (couldn't this year because of funds still funneling into the family bills *Pouts*) Possibility of next year at the earliest. Always AC, but I don't know. I did have a friend recommend MCFC though ^.^ Problem with MCFC is it falls right in that no time off plan at work >.> Which is an utter bite in the rear.

I do have a question, though I am sort of not ready to get one yet. I'd love to have a fursuit made of my plant character Venus. Problem is I do not know where to begin, where to go, what to do. I know I want to have the money or at least $1000 basis. I want it to be a full suit too. I know having her planter made would probably cost extra too ^.^;

*Waves collar* That's right you all are one!! *Snickers* Just felt like updating my journal ^.^

Ahem, yip yip, welcome to the spa, if you'd like, we have many of wonderful puffy treatments. Of course you'd have to sign a waiver ^.^ *Snickers* Liabilities after all, I mean we can't be held responsible if popping happens (If you want it to happen *Winks*)
*Holds up a clipboard* So I wanted to get that old journal down, and was just thinking of being quite silly here, but I also did want to gauge the thoughts on popping in inflations, size limits and all that wonderful stuff ^_^

I hate art block and this one has been just awful. I try to make progress on stuff and I get stonewalled by it. Will get something made up though here sometime ^.^

Sorry, been trying to get stuff done here. Sort of wanting to draw some skylander dragon inflations ^.^ I mean come on, some of them are cuter than heck after all ^_^ Hopefully I'll get something made up soon ^_^

Merry Krystalmas!! No that's not right. Merry Renamas!! No still...Merry Curtsymas?!! Oh screw it, happy holidays everyone!!! ^.^

Been like forever since I made a journal and I have been thinking of using tumblr despite not knowing how to work it really (Needing to figure that out sometime here ^_^) But was thinking of making it an ask marinek or something with her as the star ^.^

2012 has been an interesting year I'll say. As for 2013, well a part of me hopes it is the same for me this year. I want to try and do more though. More artwork, be more social if I can be, lose the extra pounds I put on from this year. A part of me is sort of regretting that I never got back into the pony artwork too. I know people probably have been wanting more of it and well even though I've tried, just couldn't get anything good enough to show for it. But well hopefully next year I can add it to the balance of things. Anyway, those of you already in 2013, happy new year, those of you that are still waiting, well happy new year still! ^_^