Is there someone i can talk to? I feel like shit at the moment

it's my birthday today, just turned 25, why do i feel so old?

man i can't believe it's been a very long time ago sinds i updated you guys, i hope your all having a blast today!
ill try to be more active around here
ill probably tell why i was absent for months
chuckster out

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https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8719574/

hey guys, it's been a long time again sinds...last time xD
aniway... a lot of stuff has happened, negative things but also positive things, that's life though.
i had my birthday on january 30th, went back to the place i grew up with a very good childhood friend of mine (who still lives there), we had a blast! i also bought Final Fantasy dissida NT for my birthday.... ill talk about that later... anywho, had a great day, im so glad it diddnt turn out to be god awful like the 2 birthdays ago. we were supposed to go to her place to bake cake but it became very late and decided that will do it another time. that's about it so far...
oh! yeah almost forgot my thoughts about the game
...
...
I dont like it
there you have it, ill talk about it in a future journal or maybe today ;)

that's about it from me, hope you guys are having a fantastic day
also, a very late happy new year to you all
speak you guys later

hey guys, how are you guys doing? hope you guys are doing great, so far im doing fine. i have been on a quest, searching for the perfect gifts for my family and i can say that i am finally finished. just wanted to give a little update because it's been 2 weeks later.

happy holidays everyone!

hey guys, just want to make this short and simple. sorry for being absent lately again but i had some issues to take care of and besides that i needed a little break to be myself again, for example playing some games, i recently buyed a nintendo switch and it's an amazing little thing, played the heck out of it! i played a lot of mario odyssey, finished the game and have around 600 moons xD, but anyways im back again, i will upload more things from now on, journals AND art. hope you guys are doing great, speak you guys real soon!

starting to catch up with my long list of anime series, it has been a blast!
so... yeah my question is, what is your favorite anime? if you got more favorites, that's fine too ^^

sorry guys for the late journals, OCD starts slowly ruining my life again, took a while to get it under control again

it was really good, can't really express why i like the show, has anyone watched it?

man they took forever for season 4, i had to watch some episodes to remind me what happened before. im glad that finally season 4 has arrived, any fans of the show here?

it's one of my childhood games, when i was little cub, i played it so many times to try collecting all the stuff in the game, but i never could collect them all. when i got older i found out that ty 2 and ty 3 were out, too bad i couldnt buy it or play it. it was a very long time sinds i played ty 1 and when i found out that ty 1 was already on steam, i bought it ASAP, playing ty 1 again makes me feel like a little cub again and i can't wait to buy ty 2 on steam again

im using this icon for almost 2 years, it's time for a change, does anyone a good (not too expensive) artist?

hey, how are you guys doing? :)

i watched 3 episodes of wakfu season 1 but i get the strangest feeling i should've watched it in it's original language french, are you a wakfu fan? if so, which dub is better? english or french?

hey every one, im back!
i haven't been much on FA anymore, not because i diddnt like being on fa but just because i wasn't really in the mood for anything much, also that my OCD likes to take away my happiness a lot, but no more, i went astray but no more!
i had to fight a lot of battles within myself, it's hard to explain it in detail but the point is, i feel like i can finaly can breath and relax for now, i don't know how long i'm gonna feel this way but for now, im going to enjoy every minute of it!

i have a lot of plans to try out this year too, trying to commission together with more furs this year
more stories like comic's maybe
trying to be more active in journal's
and some more stuff i will tell you in the future!


i also want to say thank you again for the 800 watchers, i really, really apriciate that!
also, thank you for the support!

thanks you guys, i know i haven't been doing much on FA lately but im coming back
just want to say again, thank you so much for the many, MANY watchers, it means a lot to me!
i apriciated every comment, fave and watch, again, thank you so much for your support

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http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8315756/

check it out!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E4y.....nqnQ&t=70s

Hey guys, sorry for not posting much the last few months. Trying to do that more often from now on, I'll have to use my tablet for it the mean time because my computer is not working probably. I hope someone can help me with my problem

I am getting this message over and over again
When I turn on the computer it loads every thing up, 5 minutes later, it's shows a blue screen with (from what I can remember) the following
It has a problem and has to reboot itself, data has to be collected, after that the computer will reboot itself up, it sure is taking his time to do that sometimes, sometimes ithe takes 5 or 10 minutes but sometimes he is doing that for almost half a day?!
After he is done doing that, he reboots itself up and shows me this message

Reboot and select proper boot device
Or insert boot media in selected boot device and press a key



some people I know looked into the problem, and the pc shows us another message that the hard drive is not working properly so one of the 2 hard drives could be broken... we also used a program to show if the harddrives working properly but program says their both working fine,
They tried some other things out but it didn't work in the end

it seems that one of them is not working
That's kinda it, I hope you guys can help me with this :(
If you have any questions, feel free to ask

(Sorry for my writing, I was tired while writing this)

it's my birthday today..... and i don't how to celibrate it,
does anyone have some idea's to celibrate?
(keep in mind though that my friends live far away from me a throwing a party would be difficult)

hi everyone, i'm not a talkative person when it comes to journals. first of all, a very late merry christmas and happy new year, hope you guys have a great year this year
i don't post a lot of commission stuff and im gonna change that, new art of chuck is coming this way ;)

can someone explain to me why europe gets pokemon sun and moon 5 FREAKIN DAYS LATER?
whoops secret is out, im from europe

hey guys sorry for not posting anything new here
i have been doing almost nothing here except for looking for furry chubby muscles porn xD
anyway, i had a some things i had to deal with the last 2 months but i'm doing better now so far
so im gonna try to post more

as for new pics, i have no idea who to comission from or an idea for the commission
you guys know something who is open?
also, you guys have a good idea for the commission?

but yeah im gonna do my best
also, im doing some fandubbing lately ;)
that's all for now, more to come in the future
and playing alot of games on my ps4

how are you guys doing?
also last thing, i think im addicted to kingdom hearts unchained x
xD

just like the title says