bumping off old journal

I've burned all 3 of my lyric books... smashed my acoustic... stripped the fretboards on all by my Strat and SG....

I've been having this recurring dream... I'm playing a gig with the band, nothing special, just a podunk li'l club. Suddenly, someone rushes the stage with a gun and blows a hole in my throat. I live, but I can never sing, let alone talk, ever again. It's happened quite a few times now... I think I should quit the band or something...

'Cause I don't wanna waste my time~

I hate to seem all bitchy, but I've got one hell of a heartache....

I just sneezed... SWINE FLU! no, um....I had something important to say... oh well. It'll come to me.

GUYS I HAS A HIDDEN MESSAGE. when you see it, you'll shit bricks

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You're the ones who get to keep me around. I'm just so tired of dA. The less time I spend on there, the better.

I dunno...

I'm home :U

Dude. The ONLY good thing that came from this... is these pain pills, man. I just... feel... so good. Like, dude... someone could drop some huge ass news on me and I'd just like. lol at it or be all, 'DUUUUUUDE'.

I wrecked my car, but it's not totaled. I'm on a laptop in the hospital with 4 cracked ribs and aI tore a tendon in my arm. I'm gonna need some down time, I'll be back soon enough, though. I will be very slow to reply to anything, though, so I apologize.

-Zach

That will be all

It's called,' Meet My Neighbor, The Assassin.'

Let me just start this by asking... how are you guys? Good? Good. If not, whatever. Normally I'm a complient person. I'll sit and let shit go down, I'll take every last punch to the point where I'm dead on the floor without so much as a hint of retaliation. But I've reached the last straw. I'm gonna snap. If one more fucking person goes off on me today... Well, fuck it. I can't change people. Anywhoo, I'm not quite alright right now. College tomorrow, serious stress form this move, and my family constantly lashing out at me. Someone let me come live with them xD. But in all seriousness, I'm gonna fucking snap >.< So I probably will be disappearing periodically, and for quite some time in between reappearances. I might leave altogether for a good long while, but I'll come back eventually. Just letting those who wanna know, know. I do apologize for uh... actually opening up to people xD

That will be all.

I totaled my Camaro. I was bringing it over to my aunt's and some fucker ran a red light in a 18-wheeler and just fucking crushed the front end of the car. I walked away, but the engine is... like, flat. RIP my beautiful car ;^;

MY COCK CAN WALK RIGHT THROUGH THE DOOR!

I just got a phone cal. It informed me the one of my band-mates was shot. :v I'll probably be very busy for a while because of it. So... yeah... not that I do anything on here anyways.

These journals, of course. So, today, I went out and played with my guns. I managed to get about 10 boxes of ammunition, 5 for my Barret M-107, and 5 for my Desert Eagle .50. Took 'em out to the range, and my GAWD. My long range accuracy has gotten better.... close combat... I'm fucked. :3 Anywhoooooooo. So, I got home, and was cleaning the D-Eagle, and I had just finished putting it back together. Now, take note that My D-Eagle has a bit of a hair trigger. I go to set it down, and it slipped from my hand.... I have to replace the window in my room now. On the plus side, the M-107 fired beautifully today. So, yeah, totally pointless journal. :V

It was only about a 15-20 minute case. I admitted to it, and instead of jail time, they sentenced me to 150 hours of community service. On weekends, no less x.x

Court case in half an hour. Tell 'em to set me free! :V

She knows who she is.

I couldn't help myself :V

British
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[x] Its football...not soccer.
Total:5

Australian
[x] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an Australian something
Total: 5

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[ ] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some Italian.
[ ] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a Italian horn is
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world
[x] You talk with your hands.
Total:4

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr. (NOFUCKYOU)
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 4

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 6

Irish (I AM IRISH :V)
[x] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 5

African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[x] You like rap.
[x] You know how to shoot a gun
[x] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 5

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[ ] You have played the piano.
[x] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 3

German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You Speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when people call you a Nazi. (I am known as the grammar Nazi :v)
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2. (6'4'' |D)
Total: 6

Canadian
[x] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some french.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi
Total: 3

American
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians. (I love them :3)
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[x] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[x] You shop at walmart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 4

British: 5
Australian: 4
Italian: 4
Spanish: 6
Russian: 5
Irish: 5
African American: 5
Asian: 3
German: 6
Canadian: 3
American: 4


OM NOM NOM

I got charged with possession of narcotics :V


Okay, so I was buying some weed, right? I get it, nice fat dub, the deed is done,all of a sudden, right after I walk away and grab my bike, like, 4 cops pull up. They were all like radda radda radda, and they frisked me, annnd found mah weed, I got a citation and now I gotta go to court. Fun :3

The sky is clear, the blue fades in with the view, and everything comes together. Only for a brief moment, will this peace last. It's always calm before the storm. But for now, let's sit back and enjoy our last moments, for we don't have much longer. Feel that breeze? Soon enough, it'll be gale force, and you don't even realize. You just sit here, oblivious to your demise. So, enjoy it. I hope you fucking choke.

... Gotta love that last line LOL

When did we lose our morals, our values, everything that REALLY matters? When did it all go wrong? When did we become so corrupt, so soulless, so evil, and disgusting? When did we fall over the edge? When did we become the descruction of the very fabric of living itself? When did we snap? And, why? Is anything worth it anymore? Since when did being human mean being so vile? We are not worth this earth. We do not belong. We are evil incarnate, yet, still, we drain away more and more of this planets life, regardless of what we know to be true. Why is it in the human nature to be so horrible? Well, at least we have our greed. That's all we'll ever have.