I'd like to appologize to all of you sincerely, I know I might come off as someone who just blatantly ignores people but hear me out

I have a mental condition known as ADD or attention deficit disorder, a common condition similar to ADHD, without the intense energy outburst

in short, it makes it very hard for me to focus on more then 1 thing at once, and usually I'm going from here to discord so my mind kinda gives up and dies whenever I get messaged...

once again, I love all of you, believe me I do, I just find it hard to respond to things, I'm sorry

the winner is mira from the wholesome vore discord server, congratulations and thanks to everyone who entered X3

alright guys, send me a note or DM on discord if you want to enter, I'll be picking the winner in an hour from now (its 4:15, I'll be picking at 5:30)

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9840338/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9840338/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9840338/

send me a note or comment on the linked journal to enter, I'll be picking the winner tomorrow randomly at the end of the day

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9840338/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9840338/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9840338/

heyo guys, I'm looking for a prey interested in being a meal for me it will be in this picture right here

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41398259/

the only rule is that the character must be feral AND you have to have a reference sheet for your character, no anthros or humans

be sure to comment with a number because I'll be putting these through an RNG and see who wins

good luck to everyone X3

(EDIT: its completely free guys, I won't make you pay for it, just have a ref and you'll be fine)

heya guys, I updated my character bio, it includes more accurate information about my character and how he works, check it out

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9720081

hope everyone is having a gud day

now if you'll excuse me I need to go dip my  iggythatdragon in chocolate and then pretend I haven't seen him all day while my belly bulges and wobbles X3

does anyone know anybody who makes 3D models? I've been looking to get one of my sona at some point

I know ever since I wrote that journal, people have been wondering about me...

how I'm doing and everything, its been a hard few weeks for me emotionally, I'm kinda alone and scared of whats gonna happen, and everyday I feel like the only reason I wake up is to go to a job where I get yelled at by not only customers, but a select few of my own colleagues as well...

I kinda feel like I'm going through an existential crisis at 18... and I'm seeing everything pass me by so fast its not even funny, all I can say is nothing, just keep my mouth shut and roll with it while my reason for life fades before my very eyes

TLDR, thank you all for the comments, I'll keep on going X3

I've been going through some emotional stuff as of late... it really feels as though my parents don't care about my emotional state and just want to push me off the deep end, plus with work, its been nothing but non-stop day shifts standing still and shuffling groceries day in and day out...

I feel like I don't get things often too... like I feel like I'm pushing people away for no reason, if only because I've been pushed away for the entirety of my up brining, by a family who passive aggressively scolds me for being different and not into the things they like

I just... feel so alone...

hey guys, I wanted to make a journal to house my current character bio, here it is

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Name: Keldi

species: Zorgoia / Dragon hybrid

height: about 16 feet tall from forepaws to head

length: anywhere from 35 to 60 feet long (subject to change based on belly size)

sexuality: ace (he has no reproductive organs to speak of)

vore role: pred only

abilities:
-can create and expel blue fire from any blue marking on his body, can also engulf entire body in blue flames

-adept at swallowing objects much larger then himself

-insides glow light blue

-can reform digested prey from his own stomach

-the mark of the void on his leg, allows him to exhibit an endless appetite and the ability to digest almost anything, he can also create gravity wells at will and use them as disks to be thrown as well as place them on surfaces he touches, as well as inhale objects to a degree using gravity, acting like a vacuum for smaller or same size prey

-he has a sub-stomach, that can act as storage for when he needs to digest his massive meals, this stomach acts like a sort of pocket dimension that can store a seemingly infinite amount of things (much like his regular belly), however, he cannot digest things in this stomach, and anything he stores in there is never shown on his body, this is where Keldi keeps a vast majority of his own personal treasures and belongings

-he has a secret tail maw where his barb should be that gives him easy access to his sub-stomach if need be

-much like a regular zorgoia, he can create the sleeping enzyme, however, his tail does not open to inject it into his prey, he only needs to jab them with his tail

-his digestion is matter based, meaning instead of a traditional digestive tract, Keldi will fully absorb anything he eats, splitting the atoms of his prey within on command by turning his stomach into an ergosphere, breaking the laws of the universe itself to melt them down and turning them directly into fat or mass for his entire body. Because of this, his belly can grow to outlandish sizes, this can also be undone by releasing a hot plasma through any of the blue marks on his body


Bio: Keldi is a hybrid known as a dragoia, he was born to a dragon father and a zorgoia mother, on an island village isolated from the rest of the world, which held at its center a crystal of infinite mass and powerful magic. He grew up relatively peacefully until a dispute between the elders put the crystal in turmoil and in order to stop the fighting, he instinctively swallowed the crystal, from this he inherited a slew of abilities (seen above) but at a great cost, the massive initial toll caused him to go into a hunger frenzy, completely devouring his village before he regained his sense of control, he now wanders about, searching for purpose (and something to eat) while garnering many nicknames such as "the great devourer" and "the blue hole", but probably the most infamous name being heard only by the few who know what he could do with enough time, "the eater of worlds"

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here it is, lemme know what you guys think X3

wow, I never thought people would come to see the stuff I get as comms and love them this much X3

I can't thank you guys enough!! :)

I honestly never thought I would need to make a journal like this...

for any of my close and personal friends from this fandom, if you've gotten a note from a user saying that I lied to them, come and note me directly or tell me on discord, I will not stand to be defamed because some kid thinks they can spam me with sarcasm and act like a total jerk by sending my closest friend a note trying to defame me because I apparently lied to them about them "not being annoying"

I will no longer uphold secrecy with his identity now that he did that, the user in question is  Zruthaiy

one already got sent to someone I will not share the identity of, but if you got one too, let me know

heya guys

someone by the name of Blue Horizon on discord added me out of the blue, if thats you, please tell me so I can add you back

thanks

you ever have that one friend who just seems to always just do the same thing over and over, then proceed to get mad for even the slightest change...

this was me a few days ago with a user who I will not mention right now, they asked me if I wanted to do a commission with them and I agreed, every week since then, its been "are you sure? are you sure? are you sure?" on and on for over 9 months

this is the same "friend" who every time I tried to do anything at all with my 2 sonas, they told me "what about the 'people' who want this" and "are you just gonna abandon this" (this comes from right before this acc was made, from a journal on my alt.  Azuwrath )

not to mention that whenever I asked about the comm, it was always that he had this BIG PLAN to move away from his parents

anyway, this is just a vent... thanks for reading