I fail lol I only managed two page views today lmfao

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:17372967 just spreading the word

Ok I was listing to Cobra Starship - Guilty Pleasure an I had an idea to remake the original music video using furries! An it would be fucking hilarious I will post the video link once I find it lol

So life is tough atm family is far an baby daddy aka sperm donor is wanting full custody to get me fully out of the picture...he is a dick an yea...sad

The baby is a bed hog she is tiny an I'm the one squished almost off the bed

Ok after a day of drawin an suches I am calling it a night hopefully them creative juices keep flowing tomorrow so I can finally get a ref sheet done thou I may ask someone else to color too bad I'm too poor to comission someone too boo me bit thanks to my new watchers have a good night ^_^

Jus changing my character design some...

I *ahem* yea quite a bit...

I'm disappearing for anyone who cares...bye...

Thinking outta the country to where no one knows me...

Yea think that says it all....

Finally got my new phone note me if you want the number

once again my phone has broken an died so idk when ill be on again ummmm hopefully by the new year so if not HAPPY NEW YEARS YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
LOL luv ya all ^_^

merry christmas all

Laying her thinking of brighter days, wonderin how things got this way. you choose to take her over the baby an me, now never seeing her grow is how it will be... love you yea i do an hate the choice you made but gonna get hurt for you from you won't happen today...the rain showers us showin us our pain the dull drops our words drowning us again...you say i'm selfish an a bitch but mom where were you when i was raised? off gettin locked up, high, an drunk... livin with people that weren't healthy for you weren't stability weren't family...while i went thru hell over an over...so yea tossin me like trash again you prove to be all the rest...showin me you true best...by leavin me high an dry you make me to the bad guy... Sorry i'm not like you a door mat for other peoples dirty acts...cause i look after the ones i love but only if they want it...so it was nice seein people can change even if its only for a little bit mom you proved old habits die hard.

(if you even care for what happened jus ask)

It's gettin less an less the reasons i have to live anymore i'll say this if not for my daughter an my father an very few select furs i'd disappear again...for good

Ok so yesterday he dick of a father was refusin to bring her home...but as soon as he got here she was callin "mama mama" it made me refrain from kickin her dad's ass as he only had her 24hrs she came with a rash an utterly dirty...lucky he left cause her diaper was even soaked thru her pants an i woulda killed him. but yes my daughter hugged me kissed me an laughed so cute doing a lil wiggle dance that she jus laughs so hard. She is so beautiful ^_^

I honestly an very cold an yet i'm heated cause i'm stuck babysittin a 15Yr old druggy

Ok 10 things for christmas?

1. I want a badge for me an my daughter.

2. a new pair of jeans that actually fit right.

3. a new laptop to goto school with (doubt this will happen)

4. anything drawn for me is more the better. (anything with Kemi preggy or Kemi an Aerolyn cuddling on her first christmas would be Cute)

5. um i love chocolate...milk chocolate, white chocolate, chocolate with peanut butter, chocolate covered pretzles...ect.

6-10 jus ask lol (can't think of nothin)

Ok 10 things for christmas?

1. I want a badge for me an my daughter.

2. a new pair of jeans that actually fit right.

3. a new laptop to goto school with (doubt this will happen)

4. anything drawn for me is more the better. (anything with Kemi preggy or Kemi an Aerolyn cuddling on her first christmas would be Cute)

5. um i love chocolate...milk chocolate, white chocolate, chocolate with peanut butter, chocolate covered pretzles...ect.

6-10 jus ask lol (can't think of nothin)

Ok so Aerolyn an i were playing around an i was growling noming an all i set her down an tell her "Zombie baby attack grandma lala" an so she proceeded to walk arms out all zombie like an growls drools an glomps my mother. my kid is awesome. lol

So yea Aerolyn loved thanksgiving she even had turkey an a taste of all my food! Lol she is walkin more than anything now an she is jus gettin more a personality everyday she continually surprises me. I love her so much.

Ok there are alot of people here no fa that are doin all this drama an post to jus get attention an up their stat numbers an so to see who is fake an who is real we have this...so if your for real a friend you won't reply to this but post this same thing on your journal...jus title it "fake friends"

so today i wont be able to submit anything till i get to an actuall internetz connection an computer heh yus i go back to mobile later today