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Posted 7 years agosigh........
sorry i've been afk and ignoring people lately and not arting as much >>.<<
I don't mean anything by it i have just been really stresed out about some things
my freind online is having a lot of trouble with toxic relatinships and now shes left and disabled her account without sayign anything sudennly....
i wish i could help somehow but i only know her online so i cant go to her....
i dont even know whats hapening or where she went or why im so worried about her ;;.;;
im trying to distract myself but its hard and everytim i think of about her it hurts..........
i hope shes is ok..... i miss you birb freind.....
also sorry about all the bummed out journals lately im not usually like this iduno why bad things are have been hapening to me Dxx
sorry guys
sorry i've been afk and ignoring people lately and not arting as much >>.<<
I don't mean anything by it i have just been really stresed out about some things
my freind online is having a lot of trouble with toxic relatinships and now shes left and disabled her account without sayign anything sudennly....
i wish i could help somehow but i only know her online so i cant go to her....
i dont even know whats hapening or where she went or why im so worried about her ;;.;;
im trying to distract myself but its hard and everytim i think of about her it hurts..........
i hope shes is ok..... i miss you birb freind.....
also sorry about all the bummed out journals lately im not usually like this iduno why bad things are have been hapening to me Dxx
sorry guys
I'm sorry
Posted 7 years agosometimes i try to make friends but nobody gets me or my humor
i dont mean to be whiny or anything
i want to get along with people so i say nice things or make joke but they think i'm being mean
which is the oposite of what im doing
and i don't understand how this keeps hapening to me
how are people think i'm being mean......?
someone called me a bully today for making a inoccent joke about a lamp..........
a bully...
i don't want to hurt anybody, but sometime i feel like i hurt people just by being myself and trying to be nice or funny and if me being nice hurts people then whats the point of even trying
maybe the world would be better off without me because then i couldnt hurt anyone
i dont mean to be whiny or anything
i want to get along with people so i say nice things or make joke but they think i'm being mean
which is the oposite of what im doing
and i don't understand how this keeps hapening to me
how are people think i'm being mean......?
someone called me a bully today for making a inoccent joke about a lamp..........
a bully...
i don't want to hurt anybody, but sometime i feel like i hurt people just by being myself and trying to be nice or funny and if me being nice hurts people then whats the point of even trying
maybe the world would be better off without me because then i couldnt hurt anyone
more raffles~
Posted 7 years ago
MidnightArtCat is doing multiple animation raffles! ::0 whaaaaaathttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/26023701/
AND
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26119114/
go join!!
animation raffle!!!
Posted 7 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/26132566/
TechnicalTiger is having a raffle for a smexy animation ::0
and the coolest part is, if you are refered by me and you win I get the other slot ;;3
so be sure to say i referred you so mayb we can have a fun time together....... ^^//w//^^
TechnicalTiger is having a raffle for a smexy animation ::0and the coolest part is, if you are refered by me and you win I get the other slot ;;3
so be sure to say i referred you so mayb we can have a fun time together....... ^^//w//^^
raffles!!!
Posted 7 years agoby 
Stephanie.Spellhunter
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8584098/
she makes really nice art and is doing a raffle for anything you want! ::D
you can get a ych or something in her gallery or a from scratch original drawing ^^w^^
Silvgan
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8590829/
makes really nice traditional art and is having a 100 watcher raffle ::3
Jobywolf
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26119516/
another great artist with lots of incredible bases doing an increbidle raffle!!!
everybody go join!!!!!!!!!
Stephanie.Spellhunterhttps://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8584098/
she makes really nice art and is doing a raffle for anything you want! ::D
you can get a ych or something in her gallery or a from scratch original drawing ^^w^^
Silvganhttps://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8590829/
makes really nice traditional art and is having a 100 watcher raffle ::3
Jobywolfhttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/26119516/
another great artist with lots of incredible bases doing an increbidle raffle!!!
everybody go join!!!!!!!!!
I GOTS SAI 88D
Posted 7 years agoIM REALLY EXCITEDDD xxD
i'm still figuring things out with it but the binary tool is really fun ::o
i hope to make some better art soon!
also hi ::3 how is everyone doing today? ''w'' *wave wave*
i'm still figuring things out with it but the binary tool is really fun ::o
i hope to make some better art soon!
also hi ::3 how is everyone doing today? ''w'' *wave wave*
thanks you
Posted 7 years agoi just wanna thank everyone for being so nice in my last journal sometimes i just get sad and i just dont wanna be a burden but its just nice having help from friends to help me keep going with art and other things too......
sometimes we all just need motivaton to just keep going and i think thats just normal ==w==
sowwies for being emotional tho ;;w;;
also just i changed my icon!! just f5 to see it ::3
sometimes we all just need motivaton to just keep going and i think thats just normal ==w==
sowwies for being emotional tho ;;w;;
also just i changed my icon!! just f5 to see it ::3
sigh.......
Posted 7 years agosometimes i just wanna quit art ==o==
i try really hard to get better and i think i have, my old art is way worse than my new art but then sometimes people cant tell what ive drawn at all and its like wow i must be really bad at art ::'x
if people cant even tell what i drew than why drew it
whats the even the point
and the people that comment saying they cant tell what i drew arent that often but then imagine how many people think that and dont comment.... if theres people saying it there must be even more people thinking it................
i just want to make nice art for people and express my thoughts and ideas but nobody can understand me
i'm crying now........ TT.TT
i try really hard to get better and i think i have, my old art is way worse than my new art but then sometimes people cant tell what ive drawn at all and its like wow i must be really bad at art ::'x
if people cant even tell what i drew than why drew it
whats the even the point
and the people that comment saying they cant tell what i drew arent that often but then imagine how many people think that and dont comment.... if theres people saying it there must be even more people thinking it................
i just want to make nice art for people and express my thoughts and ideas but nobody can understand me
i'm crying now........ TT.TT
how do i get my icon to work
Posted 7 years agoi tried to upload it but it doesn't appear what do i do to fix it i don't want to have a blank icon DX< :'C
ahhhh i cant submit my arts either <8Z?? my gallery folder is missing somehow i think it's a bug
this site is kinda of a broken mess.................................. >.>;;
I keep editing this journal cuz i can't do anything else LOL xD;;
FA y u so broken..................
at least commenting and faving isn't broken i guess =w=;
EVERYTHING IS FIXED YAY 83
ahhhh i cant submit my arts either <8Z?? my gallery folder is missing somehow i think it's a bug
this site is kinda of a broken mess.................................. >.>;;
I keep editing this journal cuz i can't do anything else LOL xD;;
FA y u so broken..................
at least commenting and faving isn't broken i guess =w=;
EVERYTHING IS FIXED YAY 83
