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Posted 12 years agocheck out the amazing view from the ISS (international space station) in HD.
dem aurora and thunderstorms! <333
dem aurora and thunderstorms! <333
Moving On [Le Rant]
Posted 12 years agoWarning:The following can be considered bitching/whining, irritating, and quite pathetic. I hate to rant but I need to let it out a bit and vent. The last thing I want to do is to bother someone else with my bullshit though :T
I wish I had a time machine to go back 4 years ago. That's the length of time I've been stuck in this depressing rut of being a total hermit douche. You see, I never had the chance to make friends or even talk to anyone else that was gay/bi. All of my friends growing up were straight and mostly teammates of mine in sports. With that in mind, I felt like I couldn't really express myself much. I got fed up keeping to myself that one day I came out to my best friend and a couple others. After I let the cat out of the bag it seemed like they weren't comfortable around me anymore. It made me feel rejected, stupid, and wretched ;~;
From me being raised in a completely heterosexual environment, to all my friends constantly badgering everyone with homophobic slurs all the time left me feeling conflicted with my sexuality. It's so debilitating to my self-confidence that I tend to keep to myself all the time and pretty much alienate myself from everyone. I'm trying to avoid any conflict or confrontation I guess, idk. Fuck, it pisses me off how I act like a total pussy all the time xC
To sum everything up, I'm being a lil bitch shutting myself in for a good few years now with no friends or social life, crying myself to sleep some nights feeling all alone and it's my own dam fault. ;~;
Don't get me wrong I love meeting people and making new friends but I get so anxious now that I start to avoid people cuz I think I'm different and weird. After all these years of loathing around I think I might have gone socially retarded or something. -.-
I wish I had a time machine to go back 4 years ago. That's the length of time I've been stuck in this depressing rut of being a total hermit douche. You see, I never had the chance to make friends or even talk to anyone else that was gay/bi. All of my friends growing up were straight and mostly teammates of mine in sports. With that in mind, I felt like I couldn't really express myself much. I got fed up keeping to myself that one day I came out to my best friend and a couple others. After I let the cat out of the bag it seemed like they weren't comfortable around me anymore. It made me feel rejected, stupid, and wretched ;~;
From me being raised in a completely heterosexual environment, to all my friends constantly badgering everyone with homophobic slurs all the time left me feeling conflicted with my sexuality. It's so debilitating to my self-confidence that I tend to keep to myself all the time and pretty much alienate myself from everyone. I'm trying to avoid any conflict or confrontation I guess, idk. Fuck, it pisses me off how I act like a total pussy all the time xC
To sum everything up, I'm being a lil bitch shutting myself in for a good few years now with no friends or social life, crying myself to sleep some nights feeling all alone and it's my own dam fault. ;~;
Don't get me wrong I love meeting people and making new friends but I get so anxious now that I start to avoid people cuz I think I'm different and weird. After all these years of loathing around I think I might have gone socially retarded or something. -.-
Happy Thanksgiving Y'all!!!
Posted 13 years agoTime to chow down on some great food and spend some quality time with friends and family. Or you can enjoy the football games as an excuse to get away from your annoying relatives, either or works lol.
It's the time when we celebrate and give thanks for those who helped us get through the year. Be it family, loving friends, and the men and women serving in the military.
Happy Turkey Day Everyone! ^_^
It's the time when we celebrate and give thanks for those who helped us get through the year. Be it family, loving friends, and the men and women serving in the military.
Happy Turkey Day Everyone! ^_^
*Facepalm*
Posted 13 years agoI busted out laughing at this clip but then I thought about how many other jackasses like Sen. Pryor there are in congress trying to run the country. It's sad yet true http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=67_FB6-gGZs
Props to Orlando Cruz
Posted 13 years agoI gotta say, I never thought that the 1st gay major athlete to go public would be in the boxing profession. But I guess if any of his opponents/critics give him shit, he can just introduce their face to his fist lol
