Im posting this because i am again, looking for commissions if anyone is interested. I spent a good bit of time job hunting and im currently waiting for a callback from potential employers. but while i have my medications back i wanna see if anyone would be willing to help out with only one single commission right now.

If anyone is interested they can add me on discord

my username is kentasan

Hey guys.

i know its been awhile but i really think i am finally back while i try and push for things like jobs and mental health diagnosis...

I've been uploading and working on art alot more consistantly with a better workflow. and i still need commissions from ANYONE who is absolutely able to help.

my bday is in as little as 3 days and i wanted to at least try and do something nice for myself even if i have to work for it.

As I've said before I'm back with doing the art thing. and so far I have gotten positive feedback from some people whom I've done resent work for. Since I've gotten better and faster with drawing these commissions wont take as long as i used to. i can do them in literal days. Im just trying to hold on with commissions until a job finally sticks

so please if anyone is able to help me please DM me either here or at my alt account at  Kenta-Mikami or add my discord at Kenta-San#9331

At prices are negotiable at this point. depending on what one can afford i may not even do full price pictures

So while i have been doing some private commissions to see how well things go, i'm now going out of my way to start giving consistent uploads now that i know how to draw a bit faster as well as fix up old pictures I already owe. im also trying to fix my bad rep now.

I am still in need of commissions so if anyone wants any. things will be a bit better from now on. ill even settle for picture first before i take payment. or half to start or half to finish.

Ok, everyone. i took a break from this sort of thing but now i despurately need commissions so i can pay for some much needed stuff, mostly a new ID so i can go job hunting again. But this time im not going to get greedy or overzealous. Im not gonna stack too many commissions on top of each other and i have been getting slighty better at drawing faster. as ive done private commissions in no less than a week thanks to new art software.

This is is going to count as a request for emergency commissions, so please let me know if you are interested. and we can discuss EXTENSIVE messures that will stop me from screwing people over.

I posted on my personal account...:

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/kenta-mikami/

read if you are curious... or dont.

I have a second account at https://www.furaffinity.net/user/kenta-mikami/

I've made the decision to make this my commission account. Anything involving my commissions and what i owe people should be discussed on "Kenta-San"'s page. This new account where im gonna try and re/upload my personal pictures, after ive gotten them to the quality i want to try and get them to.

The reasons im doing this is because ive noticed that the style of what commissioners ask of me and the style i actually want seem to differ in my eyes, That and im trying to push towards a change but its mostly to try and see which kinds of people are willing to have much to do with me and how far...

That being said im tired of keeping people in the dark and im looking for several ways to combat my upload anxiety. i dont want people to think i no longer care or i still havent been trying. but this is still a personal battle for me, and i want as many people to see that im trying and how much changing is happening through their own eyes. Ill continue to upload and communicate with commissioners about what i owe and if i miss anything please keep me up to date and please be patient with me. I finally figured out the last problem i have with my art and its my finalization, so if i can have any helps or suggestions to overcome this problem then please let me know.

*this is a really fast post*
I tried to do it tonight while it was my bday but i ended up getting sick and it set me back a bit. some art that i owe will go out tommorow along with some additional plans about what im going to do with my art from now on.

But one of the major things is that im making a separate count for my personal art, and this is going to be my commission art, account. i will explain why this is tommorow.

Im just going to go ahead and get some anxiety out of the way. Im aware of some owed commissions, and ive finally psychologically worked myself into applying all the things i've been trying to teach myself in these last few years. while i stll have medical and psychological issues that still need addressing, im done. im tired of feeling guilty and im tired of feeling sorry for myself. im ready to make plays

since im gonna need even more help these next two coming weeks im gonna make sure all my owed shit is done before then. and its going to be done with quality and timeliness in mind. This is my final personal test. if i cant do things right now, then im never going to in the future. Exect alot of pictures this coming month.

Ok so since im took a break from art somewhat and im now feeling confidant in the things i've learned. Im ready to try again and move foward with fullfiling my promises and trying to put out more art. but things have gotten more financially inconsistent on my end, and i have yet to get the medical treatment that im pushing hard to get, to fix my health.

so i post this saying that i'm urgently taking open commissions... BUT i will in fact do payment second and product first. Im fairly more confidant in my anatomy and shading but i just need to know what to work for. and if there is anyone out there currently waiting on commissions but will commission me again after they are done, i will also try and jump on them. but for now im trying to work on some indecisiveness on my end.

please message me as soon as possible if anyone is interested and i will have any and all things done asap

I'm basically posting this cause i just wanted to clear some anxiety and update my plans... or intentions would be a better term.

For a while now i have been trying to get further in my life and be more consistent and getting my life together and try and keep all the promises i've made to friends and family. Any reason i have not to has been seen as excuses. Maybe people are right. There are some factors that need to be taken to make sure i can be able to perform what i want to as i have no doubts in my abilities anymore... its literally everything else i have no confidence in.

I thought the worse of my mental and physical health over the years had come and gone but as usual i end up surprising even myself. either has gotten better over the years and now im just letting people know whats up. Ive had stomach issues for a while now, and while i admit i haven't had the most healthy lifestyle im trying to fix that so that things can be better for me in the long run. these problems may even be temporary and not life threatening like i think thought they are. but my mental health just keep getting consistently worse.

Around this week my mom is finally helping me get the help i've tried to be too proud of myself to get, and i just wanna see where things will go after that. i haven't forgotten the things ive promised or practiced on. but i think i just need to step back and re-evaluate what ive been doing., and try and reshape my mentality because im clearly not the same person i was a few years ago.

again im just keeping people up to date...I didnt want to be silent anymore. i wanted to upload some commissions ive worked on but id rather just wait till things get worked out. I WILL be back. that's the only thing i can promise confidently at this point. but i just need a small break.

So things in my life are more or less going the way that i thought it would. Im basically getting kicked out of my house. I say "basically because although mom is allowing me to come into the house when she is at home, i really dont have much else liberties. ill be finding any other time to work on and look for jobs, and im basically going to be sleeping outside.

I cant say im sad or angry about this. Ive been wanting to get away from the house and mom for ages and not have this situation stressed more than it already is. If i wasn't serious about changing before then i definitely am now/.

As far as art goes, im still doing what i can to hand things out that i owe. I'm working with some friends who are helping me to draw and still commission me despite some things here or there. but i don't feel comfortable leaning on help without giving anything back. If art is slow then this is mostly why. im now trying to get things going with this job i have and save up so i can make a down payment for an apartment. its going to be a rough month but ill try and keep people up to date...

I'm updating my journal to let people know how and where things are going and how close i am to finally changing for the better.

First i wanna say that after several months of applying i finally got an interview, and its this March. I wish it where sooner but if i can land a job then i will have a more stable income and will be able to afford my help most consistently and more importantly be able to work out refunds with other people who'm ive wronged in the past. I'm also looking to make my financial situation more stable by looking into Medicaid and food stamps.

Moving onto commissions: I know that about 5 months ago i posted an emergency commission journal to ask for help. i thought i would be able to provide the product consistently but as it turned out i wasn't as prepared as i thought. i ended up having to refund two parties money i didn't have and as of last night failed to provide a commission to another consumer, they are making a journal entry about it on their end. I wont name names, but if it all leads back to me, know that i understand that i messed up and im working to make sure he is refunded properly as well. that literally leaves on party left from that emergency commissioning and im making sure i pay extra attention to them from here on out. At this point i dont feel comfortable with myself taking commissions like this anymore. I still do have some friends who are willing to help me out if i draw for them. but if anyone else wants to commission me id rather just do the product first, or get to a point where the buyer feels comfortable before they pay for anything. Im trying to work on my customer service, and i know ive always done or said things that would be perceived as unprofessional. Know that im trying to pinpoint and improve apon these issues as i was giving much helpful advice from peers and clients alike.

EDIT: * I wanted to make special mention that in an effort to improve and ive been reluctant to admit this in the past, but ive literally uninstalled one of the major thing that was distracting me which was League of Legends. Ive been using it as as a stress reliever, but that game is more a less a spiritual cancer to me. I love it, sure, but it was really clouding my judgement and im not in the place to be devoting the time i have been into it. People say i put time into it that i could have on commissions, and they are right. so i got rid of it untill i finally make myself more stable.*

As for other owed commissions i am working with some friends to make sure that the pictures are of high quality and not rushed. I understand that part of the reason for my poor speed and poor quality is cause of HOW i draw my picture and how it basically has no structure, and i end up taking even longer to work on pictures by redrawing and re-finalizing parts of the picture. Ill be uploading some of these commissions over the next few weeks.


This being said i know that i could still be doing a better job at changing, its not an instant process and other peoples opinions matter. If anyone has something they want to point out to me then please dont be afraid to tell me. Ill listen and continue to work harder to fix my stigma around here.

2019 is a new year, and its a new chanve for alot of people. But this has been a longtime comming in my place. But as a friend once told me "The first step of an apology is learning what you did wrong, and then taking the steps to make sure it doesnt happen again" This past year or two i never did such a thing. Ive been all talk, ive said that i wasnt gonna abuse peoples trust, that i wasnt going to be the same shity person ive been for the longest of time. and sure enough, thats EXACTLY all ive been doing. and people have notices, they arent putting up with my bullshit any longer, and at this point neither am I.

IM sorry for what ive put people through this past year, Im sorry for all the begging and message spam. And im sorry for all the commissions i took without giving any thing in return. This was all the product of years of built up issues in my life and im finally seeting through to getting it fixed.

So the steps im taking for it? First im finally getting professional help now that my inusrance are more or less covered, and im on better terms with my mom and my living conditions, meaning i will no longer need to beg people for help to get my life afloat as well in putting full effort into looking for a job. Next im aware that people are unsatisfied with the quality of the commissions ive given to them, and the only reason they havent said anything is cause it will take even longer to correct them. Im working with some people on being a better artist so that this mistake will not happen again. and 3rd, im showing my initiative by uploading more art so people actually know that i am in fact active.

When all of this is done, i hope to win back the trust and friendship of all the people whom ive wronged. it wont be easy but know that i care, and im trying to make things right. Ive hand out some commissions and ive refunded some people. please contact me about any prior business ive had with you and i will do everything in my power to make things right. That is all i want to do from here on out. I'm sorry and i hope that people can forgive me and give me the chance to make things right in the long run...

I just wanted to let people know that im still active. I have been doing art for people but i havent gotten around to uploading it here on my FA account. im trying to overhaul my gallery but until then, i was uploading pics (and some WIPS) to my tumblr at http://kentasanart.tumblr.com I will upload some pics here that i'm still proud of. and to anyone who wants to see more progress or examples for future commissions I will be able to do so happily via more direct messages on IM programs like Skype or discord.

I was also almost done with more commissions, but i wanted to finalize them before i hand them off. but that leads to the next part:

I im in huge need of more emergency commissions. I lost my ID and i have to get a new one if i want to find work, and I am now unable to purchase my much needed medication to get through work along with other obligations im trying to finish. I also have an internet bill that needs to be paid no later than midnight tonight or else i will no longer have contacts wtih any of my friends or commissioners. This is alot of money i need to come up with over the corse of a few days so to anyone who is able to help please message me.

To anyone who helps me, im offering my usual dealings at half off or any other negotiable plans, and so i dont take too long for these commissions i will offer a money back if a deadline isnt met. So please contact me ass soon as possible to anyone who is able and willing to help.

I'm trying to get some money together for an important doctors appointment i'm trying to make. I have exactly one day to get it together tomorrow. so this will be the last day i have to work on commissions till the problem is addressed.

I already have a lot of commissions done, and either turned in or ready to turn in. That being said I've gotten better and faster with working on commissions. Several people have so far been able to verify this, but i wanted to try one last time for these emergency commissions. If you are interested and/or haven't hear back from the progress of your commissions then PLEASE contact me. There is a lot going on in my life and this can make or break when i'm able to get art together more consistently in the future. but for now, i can meet some of the demands.

I'm making this journal entry as i go cause i'm really desperate and don't know what else to do. atm, i have to come up with a ton of cash by today. and i'm in danger of losing power at home. I needed to by more med and come up with rent.

The good news is that a lot of my queue have been completely taken care of. Either by completion or by offering a refund. I am already taking care of some clients who wanted a latter, and i just want a better idea of anyone who i may have missed. If there where someone who wanted a refund from me then please let me know so i can make sure that everyone is taken care of.

At any rate, i am more than able to take newer commissions to take care of the current problems im facing since some newer people im trying to draw for have seen that i can come up with pics in a more productive and timely manner. The things that where slowing me down before are finally coming to an end.


This is REALLY important to me and im out of options atm. if anyone is seriously interested then please contact me asap.

Thanks to the people who helped me last week, i finally got that important thing taken care of. But now I have till Wednesday to save up as much as i can to pay off the rest of what i need to before the end of the month. Once this is taken care of, i will start to enroll in temp services, and hopefully i wont need to take urgent commissions like this for another long time. :( I've made progress with the previous commissioners and i'm going to work hard to have everything i can uploaded by tomorrow, for the last day i need to really get to work.

So again, if you are interested please let me know.

Its been a while since i posted this since I said i was done with public commissions in favor of private ones and i have yet to upload any of my more recently completed pics. I'm in urgent need of commissions for the remainder of this month. Alot of important bills need to be taken care of in the next few weeks, starting with a 100$ that i need to take care of tomorrow.

Considering some people may be still waiting on their commissions, i have gotten my art to a point where i can draw alto faster than i used to as long as i know exactly what i'm trying to come up with as for a subject. that being said I think i would like to limit commissions to not being too complicated. No detailed BG, no excessive add-ons or characters. all to make it more easier for the my commissioner so that they are helped with a fast and up to date progress.

And although i do need as much money i can as soon as possible, i wont hold people to a full payment upfront. I will also be as flexible as to take half now and half later. But i really need help right now. If anyone is interested then please contact me as soon as possible.

First things first: http://kentasanart.tumblr.com/

I'm going to go ahead and open up my tumblr page as another serious source of where i chose to upload my art. Here i will start trying to upload more that just finished products, but some sketches, ideas and what not as i'm bothered about the fact that i don't get my ideas out there as much as i want, and i'm sure there are some people who wish to see me do more things. I'll do more of what i can. Plus i need a backup site in case FA goes to shit again...

That being said, i realized more things about my productivity when i don't let my crippling anxiety effect my way of thinking. I don't want people to think that i have not been drawing commissions, because if some people would notice, people who commission me would upload their finished work on their accounts rather than it being uploaded on mine. Its clear to me that i do have OCD and tend to be a crippling perfectionist when it comes to my art. I like to spend as much time and effort as necessary on the things that i love to ensure that its perfect in my eyes and appealing to the eyes of other. So i communicate with my commissioners about how their pictures look and i end up sending it to them when they say that they love it... Yet, i can't find myself to upload the pics myself out of the mentality that it could look better and i want my art to have a social standout of what the full capabilities of my talents can show to other. I'm trying REALLY hard to work around this mentality. but that has been my issue so far. I've identified it better, now im trying to act on it. if anyone has advice on how to do this better than i am willing to listen.

As far as commissions go, i am opening up commission again. But with a twist. To ensure that i don't get overwhelmed with details and take a really long time with my art for others. I'm going to try and ask to exclude complicated Details on my art. In otherwords, im temporarily downplaying the use of add-ons, and DEFINATELY no comics for my commissions to keep it simple until my productivity skills have improved. If all goes well with the piece then i will attempt to make add-ons.

Also, this is an EMERGENCY COMMISSION again, as i need to reach a goal of 150 by Wednesday. So if anyone is interested i will keep in touch with you as best as i can though out the commissioning process.

FINALLY, FA IS BACK UP!

I dont have alot of time to really try and type this out but im in really BIG need of commissions right now. I have to get my money together before midnight tomorrow if everything is going to work out.

Thanks to the supervision of my peers and my new found skills gained from practicing. My art has been getting a lot faster. Its just that i had to switch priorities to people who were willing to commission immediately again do to my money emergencies now. and it applies here too.

To ANYONE who is willing to commission again, i will have your stuff bumped in priority (old or new) as a thank you for your troubles, then things should be smooth sailing when things blow over... :(

Please message me ASAP anyone who is willing to help.

FINALLY, FA IS BACK UP!

I dont have alot of time to really try and type this out but im in really BIG need of commissions right now. I have to get my money together before midnight tomorrow if everything is going to work out.

Thanks to the supervision of my peers and my new found skills gained from practicing. My art has been getting a lot faster. Its just that i had to switch priorities to people who were willing to commission immediately again do to my money emergencies now. and it applies here too.

To ANYONE who is willing to commission again, i will have your stuff bumped in priority (old or new) as a thank you for your troubles, then things should be smooth sailing when things blow over... :(

Please message me ASAP anyone who is willing to help.

First thing's first... All commissions that i previously owed people are either over and done with, or are in a point of near completion (except for some i may have forgotten, which i doubt). The only problem is finding a means to send them all out now. Which leads me to my current problems.


Due to complication involving my parent and living conditions that im not going to get into right now, Alot of my privileges involving internet are severely limited. and i have no more freedom unless im able to buy it back, Im here forcing myself to take some risks i never wanted to take but, I'm in now more need of money than I've ever been in my life.

So about commissions, some things have to be redone. First off i'm all but stopping the concept of public commissions. For lack of a better term, im not responsible enough for them. I'm aware of how long it takes me to draw commissions, and i know i've kept some people waiting longer than they should have, and i'm sure i've ruined alot of trust, and that i'm an asshole. I fully 100% accept responsibility on this matter, and i do have alot of them finished now. But due to my inability to properly manage all the issues i have to deal with in real life i think it would be best for my commissions to be private, limited to some Skype friends who are willing to turn me into an art slave as long as i have nothing else going on to distract me from my work (lol). Its better than being swarmed by random strangers and bearing a huge responsibility of giving in a timely manner.

This doesn't me i wont commission anyone random however. If anyone can trust me with a commission and they love my art enough to want to ask me to do something, i only ask you personally ask me in a PM and we can talk about if im free and able enough to do it, and i will likely ad you on skype to keep more up to date. Other than that i dont know how often i will be able to respond due to my limited internet access.

I'll try and update when things change...

Well, i FINALLY got my PC build and i'm loving every second of her. The huge memory boost means that i'm able to draw with a large number of art resources open at once, and i'm almost done with the huge sum of commissions that i had to do.

With that being said i think its time i opened commissions publicly again, as i am in huge need of more cash now. I will be ready to upload them all really soon.

But so i am more organized with new pictures that i wanted to do i am currently going to do my part and follow up with slots and keep them up to date so im not overflooded with commissions again.

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Slot 1: Montiga/Lugia Agent Orange vore comics
Slot 2: Blake and Jazz vore, 60% done
Slot 3: Lee-zha and Nicole Vore pic, 60% done
Slot 4: Albin, Naga character Sheet, 1st pic done, 2nd pic 60% done, 3rd pic 30%
Slot 5: Various portrai pics for a youtuber's channel, 1st half 80% done, secont half pending

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Commission info

Sketch - $10. For each additional character past 2, add $5.

Lineart - $20. For each additional character past 2, add $10.

Flat Color - $30. For each additional character past 2, add $15.

Shaded Color - $40. For each additional character past 2, add $20.

*Adding a Background to the pic is an additional 5 bucks, however minor BGs are free (Ex, only a simple chair, desk, ect.)*

*Comics are about the same as the price above, Each panel is an additional 5 bucks per page*

*Single pics with X-views and side panels are also 5 bucks for every added on*

Bust (single/sketch) - $3. The price is goes up by $3 for each character added. Ex: 2 busts = $6. 3 = $9. So on.

Bust (single/lineart) - $8. Same rules apply from above.

Bust (single/color) - $13. Same rules apply from above.


IMPORTANT NOTES

*I will only take Paypal as payment, you are free to pay before or after i finished but i will send out the final product only after i receive payment.

* I will show clients WIPs of the pic but there will be a watermark to help stop people from running off with just a WIP of the pic without paying. a fill High Quality version of the pic will be sent when transaction is finished.


*FETISHES ARE NEGOTIABLE. There are some fetishes i don't feel comfortable with and wont touch. This doesn't mean that i wont draw fetishes i don't understand. I may even make exceptions depending on the context of the picture. But i can insure better quality if its a subject that I can click with.

*NEWIf i take to long with a pictured or show general unprofessional-ism, then i will offer compensation by usually a free pic, upgrade from what was originally asked for, ect. I appriciate any business given to me and i want to show it and not be an asshole :(

I finally got my anxiety medicine, my health insurance is about to kick in, and im getting my tax return back soon (more than i thought actually!) Its fair to say that i'm finally in a much better mood after having to take a break from art and what not. I'm now continuing to work on owed commissions, but until that's taken care of im going to have to put public commissions on hold for the time being and fall on private commissions.

Also when my tax refunds gets here i will finally be able to build my gaming PC that i have been trying to build for years. The better hardware means i can finally pump out art better and faster and will able to dive into animation. :D