I made a new account .w.

Finally freeeeeeeeeeee... for a few months. .3.
I don't have any plans, so just gonna draw, exercise, write, and game xD Gotta remember the people who needed/wanted a drawing from me <.<' //shot

Love me baby baby, give me very very~
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NmLnvVVUIDI

time to get started on a few new things while I'm practicing my art style for the summer .o.

gaahhhhh I'm not yet satisfied with my character's looks and stuff, aaaaggghhhh D<
and I'm like, killing my hand by gripping the pencil hardly because of it qnq

I need some time to chill and such x.x
soooo... I plan to do some doodles of peeps sonas or so.
if u want, I'll draw a shota version of you're sona. o-o

plus I need some tips on how to draw certain things as well .=.
Things that I need help on:
- Expressions
- Back View (of a male)
- Front views (face, body, etc. of a male)
- Lower body (front & back of a male)
- Drawing Cat Sonas
- Blood effects

since I'm using my pencil and paper, can you guys help me with the tips listed above? it has to be traditional ways though o.o

Someone is trying to hack into my Gmail Account ._.

been such a long time since I've been on here...
And I'm sorry for those who wanted to talk to me x.x

Been busy and quite discouraging lately... but don't worry about me, it's alright... I think.
I got some new drawings, maybe I'll post them soon or so. maybe.
but yeah, I didn't get my tablet. things happened and I don't want to remember about it.
so yeah... just me and my drawing binder as usual again, but it's still fun to carry it around a lot :3

I MISSED YOU GAIS SO MUCH LIKE, MWOINDOIAJDOIAJDOIJ!!! QAQ

1 more week before I'm allowed to get my Tablet! and it's before spring break so I get a week of using my tablet!! I'm so happy! YEEEEEEEE~~!

I gotta work hard though, so... Be drawing soon guys! xD

Nothing much changed to be honest. I was very mad at myself this week... I could've done better...

but yeah... I'm back guys. My art style is kinda improved and I'm still unable to get a tablet right now. Considering how bad I'm getting my grades...

But hey, I'll do my best, yet... I'm still scared though... *sighs* I wish people would really literally help me out sometimes...

ah well, I'll be posting up a few pictures and hope you guys like em.

Plus I wrote down a few things about my characters that you should know so look forward to it.

Glad to be back.

For a week, I'm going to not be on the labtop at all. so I wish you understand that I have many things going on at my part of the story.

I know what I need to do now, and that's to Go to school and get my Grades that I wanted. I won't lack, I won't lie, I'm going to go for it and make the goal.

I'll be seeing you guys in a week, with a few new improved artworks plus a new me. see you guys until then, Thank you.

I just want to say thanks to those who wished me happy birthday today, I'm actually quite happy and glad that a few people are telling me Happy Birthday... I barely get those.

But Thanks everyone for wishing me Happy Birthday. I appreciate it a lot.

It's kinda sad, when I go online, No one comes on ; ^ ;
I want someone to PokeSparr with.
If you want to battle me, feel free to ask, and I'll get my Pokemon Ready.
I do Triple Battles and Double Battles with Normal Rules.

Pokemon I will be using: Tsujo, Satari, Boruto, Kogasu, Mahono, Daku, Shokubusto, Korudo, or Yosei.

I won't say the names of my pokemon, cuz that'll be a secret :3
I'll be waiting, plus I'll be training, so come and ask me for battles if you like .o.

March 5th... My Birth Date.

I'm hoping to get a new tablet on my birthday, I miss drawing on the labtop... and coloring too! I found some color schemes to try out as well, but without a tablet, it's kinda... sad.

but yeah, please come by and wish me happy birthday, or even draw me a gift. I would appreciate it a lot. I'll do something in return if I can... I'm just that nice.


Just saying, since many don't really know my birth date to even celebrate it with me.

I just made a Twitter Account... looking for people to follow or for people to follow me or etc.
Oh and please give me some info on what to do on Twitter, I'm new there, haha...

https://twitter.com/KM_Fantasies

"I'll work harder and succeed... but I want something in return. Something special that is meaningful to my life."
-Foxai Tenkikoya

"You say nobody cares about you? Well... just ignore them, they're just people who doesn't have the balls to listen. Just wait 'till they realize what they did wrong and come back to you."
-Blood Kyofu

"Even though no one likes talkative types, no one likes non-talkative types... you should always be yourself, no matter where you are. Don't judge others by their age and who they are, that'll just widen the friendship farther into darkness..."
-Kento Mizuki

"Don't ever leave someone alone... It'll just make them more lonely. So please go back and be friends with that person who needs you best."
-Wuffie Tsukikiba

"Why is it that when we play a game, you always walk away from me? Is it because you don't like playing video games? or is it because you don't want to spend time with me? I don't care how busy you are, I'll make it up to you because I'm a friend of yours."
-Turner Gemutora

"Jealousy gets in the way of a relationship. It always happens and it happens to everyone, but never doubt yourself even if you are jealous... it just means your a living being."
-Leona Utsukushi

"Do you ever have that feeling of having the urge of killing someone? I once did... but I kept smiling."
-Duke Shinshi

"As I stare up at the clouds, time comes by fast and you wonder why no one has noticed, yet... a single rain drop."
-Bonkai Okane

"No matter how many times I pray, good things will never happen... Unless we can make a change. A change that can effect you and I both."
-Osuma Rikoto

"People write journals, poems, songs, stories, to show that they mean something to the world, to show an event that as happened, to show how they felt through their hearts and to say, that they too, are living beings."
-Cyle Kashu

These are quotes that I sometimes write. They are meant to everyone and myself as well. Choose which quote you liked, tell me below and why did you choose that quote. Be honest.

...when I saw my friends... having fun with each other without me... my jealousy rages... I cry... alone in my bedroom... no one to come rescue me from my cage... my heart hurts... calling for help...

...I'm sorry... I'm sorry that I haven't been a good friend and talk to you... I'm just... so anti-social and can't make any friends to be with all the time... I'm so quiet... I'm so Silent... I don't talk at all... I'm afraid to lose any of you... I don't want to cause trouble... I don't want to be a burden... I just want to be a good friend you can rely on too... but... I'm not a person you can actually rely on... I'm just a failure... just a drama freak... just trash to you... I'm not meaningful at all to you aren't I...? ...No one talks to me because I don't talk to them... but I actually want to... I really want to... I would love to be your best friend in the world... I want to hang out with you... but I can't... because I'm too scared... to actually talk at all... I realize that I haven't been talking with any of you... I'm ashamed of myself... of what I can't go back and change... That I'm lonely... only with friends around the world who I can't interact with personally... I want to feel your hugs... I want to feel your warmth... I want to feel your kind... to know that... you want me to stay in this world with you... Every time you go away from the computer while we chat... I waited... and waited for you... to come back and talk to me... but you don't... you go talk to someone else... besides me, who is waiting for an answer... I always let you go do your stuff... but you never give the time to want to be deeper friends with me... you leave me... in the position of killing myself... who ain't worthy of your friendship... I want to talk normally... like my real self... but I hide it behind my words... of jealousy... I cry every time you leave the chat... I cry every time you leave me alone... and never promising me... you break it... with lies... lies that can hurt no more... than my fragile heart... that breaks mentally... slowly... quietly... unheard...

...I'm sorry guys... I'm just writing my feelings out... I want to talk to you... really... especially my special friends... who was worth my time... I know many won't read this... and find me useless...

bleh it was tiring... =3=

School Interms are coming up, gonna be testing Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday during school periods. Going to have to study a lot pretty much now... but I'm gonna have fun as I do.

2 tests on Wednesday, 2 tests on Thursday, and 3 tests on Friday...

that's 7 tests in all so wish me luck.

Oh, I forgot to mention that I'm going to post art soon. so please enjoy what i'm going to submit.

-The Souls Of Fantasy. Kento.

"When doing an important task, do not fool around, it'll only increase the time for the enemy to approach you" - Foxai Tenkikoya

My... Heart Hurts... So Much...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jl_aUhZtKyg

Now we'll Just Be Friends...

I want people to know my characters/forms more before judging them quickly through looks.

Kento Mizuki. Which is my Fursona. As you know, He represents my Loneliness. But he also represents my Happiness too. Reason why He's lonely is because he's an only child, only with a father. He loves his father, but barely spends time with him. His father cares about Kento very much and adores him to heart. Kento speaks in a kind manner and barely wants to do anything foolish. His personality is kind, gentle, dandere, quiet, and friendly. He barely speaks to anyone, anybody at all that he barely knows. just like me irl. But when he gets to know you and you get to know him. He'll show more of his other side with you. It's rather cute to see him smile then to frown. In the story I'm writing for him. Explaining how his story started and how the other forms started before all of the forms were captured to one place and was experimented. I'll explain later in my stories. I'm taking it slow so you guys will get to know them one by one first. Kento's hobbies are drawing, writing, cooking, dancing, and singing. Just like me. I've given him a lot of my personal feelings. When in battle, his weapons are 5 type of staffs. Plus He has a Dark Side to him. Reason why He has a dark side? well, that's because I do too. and his and my dark sides are a bit out of character. He's more serious and 'evil' if you want to say when he's like that, both of his eyes turn into a blood red color if it happens. There is a way you can like his dark side though... but that'll be a secret. In the story I'm making for Kento, Which is called "Lonely bunny in a cage" which features how he was lonely and quiet pretty much. In the story, He goes to the market to get stuff for his father, a weekly thing for him to do. After he gone to the market and back home, He would put the stuff on the kitchen table and lay on his bed in his room. His father wakes up then, he goes to Kento's room to see how he's going. Kento didn't talk much to his father, but his father talks to him occasionally. His father would hug him and care for him when he gets sick, even sleep with him. Kento loves his father for being caring. The third week, As he gone with his father to get the supplies his father needs, they got separated and Kento was captured. His father was very worried about him, but he only found a star shaped accessory that fell from Kento's hoodie in a section of the store. If you wonder on how he got captured. please wait for the story to be finished, it'll give more detail on what happened.

Thank you for your time. ^^

It's... hard to breathe... :c My chest hurts... blehh...

Looks like I'll not be taking gym class for a week... D:

Konnichiwa Minna~! It's 2014 and I just want to say a few things, so listen and read along please. Arigato~

I just wanna say Arigato Gozaimasu~~! For being nice people last year and have helped me whenever I'm having difficulties and such. I've been through a lot of struggles but I'm coming to sense that I must do what I must do that is right.

This year, 2014, I want to mature a bit more. I'm hoping to make new friends this year and grow with them as well. I'm going to learn how to cook better, tasty dishes, and cook my own dishes so that I can feed almost everyone~! As well as Learn Japanese, Korean, and even Chinese too. Well... of course I'll have to schedule all this due to school and all, but I think It'll work out eventually. I'm also planning on improving on my art style a lot more this year too! So I'll be drawing everyday daily! xD It's a plan, but I need a little help before I can post/submit one picture a day :3 I'll work hard and do my best this year. I Promised I'll do my best~ x'3 adoaidoiasd I'm talking to myself too much. bleh blah bluh... okay enough. o3o Tiem to rap things up~

Ahem,
I'm looking forward to live another good year with you all~!!

-Kento Mizuki.

PS. About my sickness, My head still hurts occasionally, but my stomach problems were solved, and I'm doing a little better now, thanks to those who cared and it made me feel better. Arigato Gozaimasu~~!

I woke this morning after feeling a trigger in my body and i rushed to the bathroom, I was breathing very hard, My stomach and my head hurted so much and i felt like i was going to die, I threw up and it felt horrible... my mom knocked the door and asked if i was alright, i barely spoke and she told me to hurry up and she'll check on me, the moment i finished, i went out and I saw my mom crying, i made her worry so much... she says that I threw up because I haven't eaten anything since, my mom gave me something to eat a little and then she gave me a few pills that was given to me from the doctor, i took it and I went back to sleep, I woke up again and wasn't feeling too good, I told my lil bro to get my big brother, a few minutes later, he came and gave me medicine, i took it and went back to sleep again, I woke up just now, and I was a little okay... I was still shivering a lot and just laid in bed to rest.

Ugh... I'm really sick..

MY TABLET PEN BROKED SO I CAN'T DRAW DIGITALLY PROPERLY ANYMORE QAQ *RIP TABLET*

I'm hoping to get a new one soon (Hopefully better), I can't draw anything colorful without one x.x

Welp. :I I'm back to the Traditional ways until then, so please enjoy my messy, shady, and uncolorful looking pictures~! .o.

I draw very neat Traditionally than Digitally tbh soooo I'll stick with that lol.

I'll get done drawing Christmas gifts soon~ ^^; (I slacked off today somehow... ouch...) *goes and starts drawing* >=>''

Konnichiwa Minna! I just wanna wish everyone Merry X-mas and Arigato for being supportive over the months of 2013!

Sadly, I'm not sure if I'll be able to spend time with Danny this X-mas, I'm a little worried about him, been weeks we haven't spoke to each other... But I'll still draw something for us together for the holidays. Wherever you are Honey, Merry X-mas~ ^^

I'll be making gifts for friends probably tomorrow mainly. So I'll be Extra Nice~ I just gotta practice a LOT more, So please help me and give advice, suggestions, and a few tutorials I'm looking for~! x'D Mainly I'm looking for Body Tutorials, Position Tutorials, Hand Tutorials, Chibi Tutorials, and Also a few Background Tutorials (Of course, I want things to look pretty and unique~! xD )
Thanks to those who are Willing to help! :D Arigato Gozaimasu~~

Merry X-mas~~

I just wanna know who's been keeping contact with me these past days/weeks or so, just to draw a gift for them.
Be Honest Now... you don't want me to do a little research.

that's about it, gotta finish up HW before bed... and i'm tired... Gahhh..zzz....

Everyone hates me, never saying what I did good, only to bring in the bad stuff i cannot do, about my responsibility, what i HAVE to do, ...I don't want to be ordered around just because i like to do the things I do... I don't have the will to even do anything right now except cry onto my pillow...

Very Depressed... Very Depressed...

About my BF's birthday tomorrow, my picture for him will take awhile, because I'm hurt... from the discouragement I'm hearing...