well made thought hurricane fine no damage to my place and my whole city lost power.
top and bottom part of city got power back before us,but middle us toke 3 days to get power back.
Food supply to store getting delayed cause Gas trucks got push in fast and lost all food in fridge for us.
have some food didn't need be fridge but cold stuff from store going be while before it.
had two of streets in my neighborhood flood and both ways in and out flooded to.
streets were flood are passable now.

i'll be 42 in two days.

I'm alive but been busy with rl stuff.

I got hacked and got some cash stolen from discord friend account got hacked by same person.
I got both steam and discord back now.
now got get new debit card now and have wait due to holiday.

please if got cash to spare please help my mate with moeny problem help keep from losing his home.
here his Gofund me page
https://gofund.me/b1fc7548

well so far been light rain with wind here in Zephyrhills, FL .....
had only one power outage so far.

only had winds and rain so far in zephyrhills and only one short power outage

i'm official 40 now.

i'll be 40 these year and got two week and 2 days left till be 40.

I'll be 40 these year and be my first b-day at new place sense we moved.
Move been rough and still not even first year yet but it will be when july comes.
i still wish i would packed more stuff but i couldn't due limited space.
still building stuff up and trying get path what i do daily.

sense moved all i been doing is compromise with my dad due to his only seeing one side his side....
i been wanting to go one store might have replacement desk for me... it get canceled due my dad take eons to look in store... in short he make quick trip hours.
that was compromise and i lost out on that one due my dad slow assness, any time he get involved i have to compromise due my dad only caring about his needs that tend be waste of time and he trying get again flood new place with stuff if he is't watched...
My dad got habit of buying stuff but never using it and my mom was same way..... if i asked when kid i was turned down all time.
my parents had nasty habit of being beyond cheap with us kids but never with them selfs.
my needs get push away for his needs to please his pain in ass needs....
To please his hyper fixated needs for dinner made meal made me feel sick...... i told him pork dose't agree with me alot of time..... he brush it off and keep pushing for it.
i only really eat chicken,fish,turkey and beef sometimes due fact some types of meat upset my gut and i been like sense was kid...
he wouldn't really know he always at work or just doese't care not sure.

My sister kid some how got covid and gave my sister it.. due to recklessness of my governor of my state.
My sister did get vaced but she also take RA med.... she fine but she just feeling royalty kicked in pants from covid.

moving away from my old stomping grounds to new one been huge adjustment..... current county living is tend be more poor and not so smart part of state.
I got profiled by some dumb lady than had some random dude come up and yell at me saying i did something when i didn't do anything while at cashiers stop after payed for my stuff..
shit sacred living shit out of me and i ran out just get away from crazy dude... than just went in differt store to lose them if followed ... did same on way home try make sure none followed me.
first real bad experience i had in area... now just on edge all time now before wasn't ....i'm terrified inside now but force my self to go out once a day by my self...
These area.... so backwards when comes to being friendly...... i your friendly the think your some monster first things jumps in people minds here..
can't being friendly just hurts my very being mind and soul.....
i only move here be closer to my sister and other reason...
i feel more alone now after all that crap happen.... i broke down few times in just siting on floor crying till can't cry any more first week after that happen i did that.
i still feel aftermath of that problem happen... just made more fearful all over again of world...
i'll be 40 next year.... but still feel like lost kid crying all time at all things make me fearful...
i have alot mental pain from child hood to adult hood.... honestly i hate outside world and inside world of my family life...
it only make feel scared,sad and plain tried of pain.
*curls up in ball*
one thing my life keep pushing me away from anything dealing with sea life.....
if was orca just curl up in ball and sink just get away from outside world.
.........hate world outside my home.... all just dose is hurt me and keep me scared.

move in new place now still getting stuff from storage now.

Monday theses week i had go early to hotel and been hotel sense Monday i had buy labtop to just get away from my dads over talking about random shit.
i did none fileing for thing for goverment and i been holding on to cash so used part of it buy new labtop just have something to do while stuck in hotel.

i have real date now July 16 be moved in new place, my first move but I have spend 3 days in hotel before move on July 16.
I will have my switch with me plus have my cell with me.

tomorrow my b-day and i'll be 39.

life for me been rough some weeks and other weeks feel like hell some times.
some days i have small break downs just from stress of covid crap and these years been hell with all pandemonium happening.
my sleep been on and off some days or don't sleep at all at night.
i'm fairing ok some days others i just want stay a sleep......

Well first trip my boyfriend to come down to to see me on my b-day got delayed due that Virus going around but silver lining he got money refund due to lock down and last month towards last two week he finally able to come down i was so happy and choice stuff to do was limited but still had fun.
he might try visit me again these year in fall or winter on top of that my boyfriend surprised me with New switch and 3 games, games i got is the legend of zelda link's awakening, super smash bros ultimate and Animal crossing new Horizons.
funny thing i got to end boss in link's awaking almost in week.

I turned 38 today!

i will be 38 in 9 days and one thing wanted happen got cancel due to cov 19 having my boyfriend come down to see to for my b-day.

merry yiffmas and happy Nude deer!

I'm kind peeving hatred of hearing of 4k these and that all time i see or hear people whine about it's not playing in 4k....
4k is over rated plus costly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you add 4k, 8k or etc........... up cost by so much.
1080p just good as 4k but so much better when come to 4k cost vs 1080p quality.

Woot my b-day is tomorrow and i will be 37!

Well my 37 b-day is in three weeks and my boyfriend coming down for my b-day to is huge plus!