I'm bored and lonley D: There isn't anyone to talk to around here! Some one please talk to me :(

My friend Brad has introduced me to a girl that I think I might get along with. She's cute and plump :3 I like da plump gals! But yeah, I just started to write her so we're still getting to know each other. I'm hoping that me and her do get along.

Sorry about that guys and gals. My computer has been messed up these past few days and my uncle finally got to fixing my stuff. And I've been on their computer so I couldn't log on here while using it. (My family have no clue I'm a furry. Yet.) But that is all in the past and I'm back on. I've been drawing some stuff for a group of girls at my school, I'd post them, but they have them already, but I'll post some stuff when I have the chance. But I think the girls I'm drawing for are secretly furries, they just don't know it yet. Because one likes monkeys, another likes pandas, another likes mice, and the other likes frogs. I don't know if they got the idea that I am yet, but eh. Most of my friends know that I'm a furry and they don't think any differently of me for it, so that's good. Hm... What else? Well, I can't think of anything at the moment, so yeah... I might edit this journal later.

I've decided on the American Badger as my fursona. Now to work on a picture o3o I'm just glad its finally decided. I'm going to have a small gathering of my fellow furries from around here at my house this Saturday since today (Sept. 23) is my birthday and I'm 19 now. My friend Alexis PT is a Gray Squirrel, my other friend Stephono is a wolf. Well, if anyone would like to draw something for me for my birthday please do! :O A badger fursona preferably :3 If some one does do one for me, just look through the stuff I've posted to find pics of me to use.

Ok, well I've narrowed my badger breeds down to the Honey Badger, Ferret Badger, and the North American badger. So which should I go with? I did a bit of research in my spare time, and will keep going into more research when I can. So... Hum.... Uh... Well I don't really have much to talk about other than I've started to keep a personal journal in a notebook, basically chronicling my day to day life. Its taking some getting used to, but I'm liking it so far. Helps me get things off my mind so I can focus.

Badger-ish.... I mean seriously. I'm thinking about checking out more about badgers and seeing how much they match up with me. If it all clicks right that might be my fursona instead of changing it to shape-shifter. If anyone can give me some info on badgers ahead of time please do. I'm looking into them in my spare time. Thanks ahead of time everyone.

Ok, during a school prep rally Friday, some fucktard brought a LIVE possum into the gym where we were having it and started lording the poor creature around scaring it shitless. The poor thing was about to have a break down in that damned cage during the rally. After the pep rally I chewed out 2 principles and a teacher. And no one ever really sees me pissed, but that teacher got the brunt of what is to come when I get my hands on that fat bastard Tuesday. I know there are laws against animal abuse in my state and I'm going to use them to my full power. I am NOT going to stand by while these fucking rednecks think they can do what ever the hell they please. They wrongfully captured it, and abused the little thing so I'm going to fight back where it couldn't. And when I find out what student brought it I'm going to make sure he finds out what its like to piss me off. I have an idea of who it is and I'm going to see to it that he is punished by law as well. I think its my right as a person to stand what I believe in, and as an animal lover I'm going to protect them as much as I can. What got me pissed off more was that my 4th period teacher thought I wasn't serious. The teacher I chewed out had me a few years back and she knows that I'm a laid back person and all for jokes and such, but when she saw me that piss I ended up scaring her. I barely kept myself from yelling. And then when I started talking to Mr. Fat Coach (Can't use real names) about the possum. And after I walked away he caught up to me and said "You don't need to be pulling on my arm, you can just ask my name." And I told him "I tapped your shoulder sir." And gave him the only death glare I've ever given any one and his fat ass backed off quick. I mean no disrespect, but Charna's Gut, I am not going to stand aside with this kind of matter. And then when I spoke with Mr. Big Nose he was a bit more respectful to me and I didn't chew him out as bad as Fat Coach and the teacher, but I sure as hell let him know I was pissed about it. And now I'm going to prepare my come back. I'm going to have some one's job in the end. And its going to be one of those principles. At the very least they'll avoid doing the same thing again, because I told the other 2 principles that if I EVER caught wind of this shit again that I'd make sure the law came down on them with full force. This is one furry they shouldn't have pissed off. Because I will bite back. Whose with me?

Ok ok! I know I haven't stayed with a fursona for long, but none have really 'fit' me. I kind of want to design a creature all my own, but... I don't know where to start. Can some one help me out? I doubt many people will even reply on this journal, but I have to try other wise I'll be left on my own on forming this one. I don't mind doing it on my own, but I like to have insight from other people to help mold my idea in ways I didn't think of before. Halp?

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Yeah, I know I say this alot and I'll say it again. I don't like being single. I mean a date at least would be something, you know? But I feel more like a hermit crab more than a labrador lately. I mean I went and helped at the Fancy Flea (yeah, that its real store name) working with my aunt and uncle at their booth. After I finished helping them I watched Ol' Man Possum whittle for awhile. Then I walked around the market for awhile. I did get lucky and score some more old comics from another vendor. We made a trade, a $7 knife for 7 comics. I'll post the comics later. What else? Hmm... Oh I ate at Popeye's over the weekend too. Popeye's Chicken is the best >w<b The other day I had a dream I was the Green Lantern o.o; It was awesome though I have to say. And of course my aunt woke me up before the good part. Oh yeah! On Gaiaonline.com, I made an awesome Ovan avatar! Check it out if you have a Gaia account. My username is Lunar_Belezenef. I haven't entered it on the arena yet. though, but I will. I made and posted a Green Lantern (Hal Jordan) avatar too. It only got Rank 28 though TT^TT I wasn't aiming to win, but at least higher than 28. Oh well. I'm hoping to get higher with Ovan at least. Maybe 20 at least.

Well, its nearly that time once again. The day that I become that much older. I'll be 19 this year. I'm not really expecting any gifts or anything from family (no surprise there) or from my friends on Gaiaonline. My birthday is normally an uneventful day. Its September 23. Its on a Wednesday this year so I have to go to school on my birthday again. Fuuuuun.... Eh.

Well, I went to my Granny Majure's funeral today. I got to see my dad again after a good many years and my brother too. There was a little drama because of my aunt B, but it didn't ruin it. But on the way to the graveyard some freaking ASSHOLE cut into our funeral procession! His stupid ass got a ticket I hope, second cop leading us went and found him. Freaking idiot. And most of my family wants to be the crap out of my cousin J. He's done some stupid crap and we'll leave it at that. And after seeing my dad after so long I relized that I am ALOT like my dad.

Yup. Depressed again... I've just a bunch of crap going on lately.... And no one to really help me get through it and be happy....

Yeah, my blues are gone. And I've been thinking... I don't think a dragon suits me very well... What kind of fursona do you think I should have? Please tell me your opinion? I really don't know myself. And I want to thank Kurrel The Raven for the great song called The Furry Song! You've helped me so much!

Yup... Depressed again.... Gah! I hate feeling this way! DX Can some one try and help me feel better? I've tried to cheer myself up, and it doesn't work....

I'm going to post some random and pointless pics of me pretty soon. I'm bored and wanna use my camera.

School starts back in a few days DX So I might end up posting tons of random little doodles on here for awhile. And... I don't know what else to say... I can't sleep well lately... I know part of it is that I don't have a mate to cuddle any more so that would be part I guess...

I'm bored as heck and out of sketch paper for drawing.... Ummm... Anyone have an idea for a story? I'm going to start doing some short stories. And yes some smut stories since thats easier to come up with than drawing smut o3o That stuffs hard for me to draw! Well if you have an idea just let know o3o Thankies in advance!

Ok well my playmate got me into vore and micro/macro :D Just thought I would post a journal about it. :3 Anyone into that kinda stuff too?

Sorry for being gone so long. My laptop got attacked by Spyware (My own fault x.x) And I had to have my uncle get it working again. But now I'm back and running :3 I missed my fwiends!

o3o ... e3e ... >3< ... TT3TT I'm bored and I have no idea of what to draw... I kinda wanna write a story, but I don't have a full idea on that...

Ok, well, I hav a "play" mate. Shes a futanari and I was wondering if anyone would draw her and my scalesona together. If anyone would like to do this request for me send me a note. Shes a neko futanari, large breasts, normal sized she-male package. I have a few ideas for the picture, but it would be better to discuss it in a note. I'd like to see it done, but if everyone is too busy I can understand. If you can though please let me know~

Well... I'm kinda busy with requests now :o I've finished a few and will post them after a bit. I'm still working one right now. Its a mousy girly. Any advice on making cute little mice girls? If so comment here or if it gets lenghty in a note would be nice. But so far I think she's coming along pretty well. Not as worried about find a girl anymore =3= gave up on that... Still looking some what though. But yeah, if anyone has a request also just let me know ok? And I'll do what I can :3

Yeah... Being a romantic I like having a mate (gf or what not) and it would be perfect if she was a furry, I know I've stated that abunch o3o But can you blame me? I'll try not to rant this time. But yeah, I'm now looking around at getting a fursuit made, I'm going to try to find something cheap and order it when I get my job and a way to pay for the suit and such. Since now I can drive I might be free to go to fur cons. Would any body know of a few coming up? Any way, I'm going to be working on a pic for all the people who are kind enough to watch me ^^ Thanks you guys and gals!

Ok so she said no.... >.< She said we had just met... Which we did... So me and her will keep talking... But I'm going to keep my options open. o-o Um... Thats all...

I think I might have found the perfect girl~!! She is chubby just the way I like 'em. She open minded, really sweet and funny... Just... just everything I wanted! The only thing is, is that she lives outta state, but now that I have my driver's liscence I can just go there if I want to now! So... I'm going to try and work up the courage to ask soon... Wish me luck guys and gals? >w<;