i cant stop crying right now ugh

yeah i had to get one eue

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6362692/ only $5 8T

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! * just hurd noboris jap voice *

go on a adventurer but i dun wanna go alone :c

yup im here 8Y

ok so hopefully my net will be working some time today or atlest thats what the bitch over the phone told me =m=

but yes when i do get back on i got some new adopts limited time only though only 6 batchs will be made and only 5 custems

hope to see u guys soon

fucking hate comcast right now no matter when i call to ask how long might the net be down they keep giveing me a recording of how there was a fucking storm im well awar there was a storm =m= ugh i really hate comcast and i really hate useing my cells net

i did resev a few nice gifts today from pepole on FA it helped me feel better but plz dont think im not gratefull or anything but iv still felt really down i was sapost to mic chat with  caramelmilk and my online daddy today i was looking foward to it and i was so exited and the fack that i didnt get to really hurt is all i know it sounds stupid but thats really the only reson i was looking foward to my b-day T^T sorry for all the emo jurnals...

yup horable b-day so far TmT ... all i wanted to do if spend time with the pepole i love but it looks like i cant even do that * sits in corner sobing * i need to stop looking foward to things

but my nets down im on my cell right now guys xmx everythings fine here just alot of fallen trees and no net witch will screw up all my bday plains for nomrow TmT * sigh * oh well

yeah i think the hurricain got here early xmx

i keep begging my mother to stay home tomrow i dont think its a good idea to go to work during a hurricain and worest of all shes haveing my father stay with us tomrow during the hurricain! ( for thoughs who dont know my father is pritty much really abusiv only to mme not my sisters for some odd reson :\ ) so i cant feel safe at all =m= wtf is wrong with her ugh...

all the stors here are sold out of battarys 8Y

yup doing flat coloers for $6 ( exampel http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6375548/ ) just not me or messeg me in my stream~ ( for extra chars its $2 ) ( i will not draw any porn for these norewill i do any muscular char or fat furs sorry )

selling mehas old look c: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6031827/
the winnder of the bet will get the ref sheet of this char to~ ( but i as plz chang the name to something other then mehalena or lena )

AUCTION ENDS ON SEPT 8TH

highist biddr so far  EspiritDeCorp $25

ok it was a hard pick XD so i ended up picking 2 sorry

winnderas are  Lady_Salem and  Lilypads

... >> ganna remke mehalena again sorry i just cant sem to come up with something im really happy with ;m;

OMG ONE AND SORRY BUT I GET TO PICK WHO GETS IT
i will pick the most intresting char c: and the winner will get one free pixel art

winner willl be desided tomrow at 10 PM~

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2654746/ pimnping a bro man good frend go help out if y can

ok i take a nape for a few houres and i get nnote spaned and messeg spaned asking if i got his with a eathquack wtf happend i sleep for a few houes and this happend im so confused and scared

lenas favs are

Chandelure
Bisharp
Cyndaquil
Gallade
Serperior ( and snivy )
Leavanny
Whimsicott
Haxorus
Vulpix
Mareep
Flygon
Skitty
Togetic
Furret
luxray

my ferrret is ok! <3 so happy right now ;u;

well its a early b-day giift lol i gots a i guess it can be called a kimono o3o who wants to see when ityt comes in the mail

im looking at old art right now and i cant stop crying wtf .... god i miss my old friends