upset tummy + lonlyness = very bad xmx

you guys are amazing watchs? cuz u are c:

whats a good program to do 8-bit music with? well make it omo i cant seem to find one

you guys really cheered me up thank you ;o;

yeah my grandmothers telling me im a bad artist since i dnnt like to draw things more reolistiv and the fact i dont want to go to a art school makes me a bad artist i luv my grandmother but im geting sick of her telling me this all the time :\ does not wanting to go to a art school or not wanting to draw reolisem really make me a bad artist?

im really lacking some latly xmx im lacking alot of things latly im just not feeling like myself anymore ugh lets hope this passes soon x3x

iv been in some pritty bad pain since last night =m= my mom at this point seems to be coming up with resons y not to take me to the doters to get this looked at i just feel kinda unwnted and unloved in my own home :\ i just need soething to cheer me up..

helth wise im geting a lil better thank god
familys still horabel lol no surpriz there 8P

b-days comeing uo in 23 days *u* cant wait lol

and lets see .. works kinda kicking my ass xD so fucking tird x,x

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STILL DOING CUSTEM WATER ROSES info here : http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2581924/

some water roses are still left in these 2 batchs~


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6229138/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6236818/

sorry im not makeing a new batch till thee last 4 are sold sorry |D

WATER ROSE INFO http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6222874

yup doing custem water roses c: only $5~

info needed :

fresh water or salt :
coloers :
marking paterns : ( i work better with freedem though xmx )
hair styel


note if intrested c: ill be working oon them on tonights stream~

did a custem adoptabel water rose stream would u atnd/buy one?

to go a day or 2 without being in pain :c iv gone to the docters abbout this befor and they keep telling me nothings wrong * sob *

PART SHEEP!

im getinh really sick of some pepole =m= nainly pepole i now even if they see im going through a hard time they still feel the need to assk for things and make me feel like crap

family is no better latly

good and bad

theres nothing magerly wrong with me but they told me i missed a few shots so i thouh eh o ill get them over with but on trhe way back to the car i feel a few times then i bock out into a cold sweet i aparently turnd white as a ghost and my lips turnd blue ;m; it was scarry so they brought me back into the docters and told me i went into shock idk wtf happend eather but after it cleard up they told me i could go home.... i thouh i was ganna die xAx

tomrow i final go to the docter to see whats wrong with me
im so scard to see whats wrong wiith me im sure its nothing but im scard theres something very wrong
ill update latter on when i get back after tomrow :c

http://www.facebook.com/GetMeOffTheMoon GO SIGN THIS TO BRING BACK MEGAMAN LEGENDS 3

looks like i need a new computer soon :c my computers ding on me... time to start saving up

u suck heat wave x,x

so i got a few new games today one being witch's wish and so far.... ITS SO CUUUTTTEEEE!!! *O*

that is all

well i seem to be geting better when it comers to my health but im still going to the docter to get everything checled out =u=
but in other news i finaly got a somewhat paying job now! 8D

i keep geting dehidrated and alot of other stuffs going on so if i dont reply at all sorrrrry then im away from the computer resting

y does it always make me so happy to be outsdid in a servier thunder storm? totaly ganna get myself killed onday |3 oh well makes me feel so much better

i demand u all to make a fruit oc

that is all

* flys away *