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Posted 8 years agoHiya D:
I will be a horrible shil for now!
My friend
Bennythedarkdragon is pretty much open for commission for 3D models c:
You can browse his gallery for his latest works, just drop him a note if interrested xD
Or just drop a shout and comment to encourage him some more! CAUSE HE DOES A FREAKING GOOD JOB FOR A SELF TAUGHT 3D Modeller!
I will be a horrible shil for now!
My friend
Bennythedarkdragon is pretty much open for commission for 3D models c:You can browse his gallery for his latest works, just drop him a note if interrested xD
Or just drop a shout and comment to encourage him some more! CAUSE HE DOES A FREAKING GOOD JOB FOR A SELF TAUGHT 3D Modeller!
No further excuses! Writing New Years Journal
Posted 8 years agoSince I won't be able to get these things off my chest anyhow O=
So 2016 is over and apparently everybody hates the year! Some celebrities died and elections didn't went the way everyone would like them to go. But really, isn't that what nearly all the years happen. I kind of feel people focus too much on the negative things and pay too much attention to the good things in life.
I would say 2016 was the biggest turning point in my life so far. I changed my life completely just recently.
I fully blame Eurofurence 22, which I gathered all my strength for to even get there.
Bennythedarkdragon helped me plenty by taking me along there, because alone I most certainly wouldn't have went there in the first place. He is truly an amazing friend and probably couldn't thank him enough for all the things he did for me so far ;3;
Pretty much calmed me down a lot and softened my social anxiety, so I could go out and meet so many awesome folk there. People like
Pilli10 or 
Zed who pretty much accepted me and helped me realize some value in my life.
So Fact is... I was all my life obese, unhealthy, shy, anti social and a generally a none existent self esteem. Constant depression and mood swings were my thing. I pretty much just lived to go to work 12 hours a day to forget how miserable I was and getting as much comfort out of my friends as I could. I literatly didn't care if I would die the next week or so, which explains why I didn't care about my unheathy diet and looks and all. I was pretty much set on my life ending sometime the next few years down the line alone, just because I didn't see a point or possibility to change it.
But it all changed... I went there and met a lot of people who... accepted me... for being fat, for being shy, for being ME. It killed the part in me that didn't give a fuck about myself anymore. I finally wanted to improve myself again and get back into a life I never had. Even moreso after I saw a fursuit I truly adored and slowly planted the will in me, to get one like that as well.
So my first true goal since a long long time: Get a fursuit of Lilith.
For that I decided to safe money, get healthy and LOSE WEIGHT!
For real this time and not just half assed. I fully flipped my life around the past couple of months. Got myself a scale and a weight journal. Read up on healthy diets. Banned all sugary things in my life and drink nothing but water and tea (without sugar!). No more take out! Just freshly prepared meals with lots of fruits and veggies. Started training and working out! Lifting weights, building muscles and keep a rough regiment to this day.
I started at 165 Kilo ( about 360 pounds ) and lost about 20 Kilo ( about in the past 2 months ( 44 pounds ) and build up quite a bit of muscle. And in the new year I don't plan to stop! I want to be able to look in the mirror and like myself again. I want to be able to stand in front of friends and family and not be ashamed of what a mess of a person I am. I haven't been more determined in the almost 3 decades of my life I spent here on this planet.
As much as I love being fat in fiction, it's NOT FUN in the real world, you get sick, you shorten your life expectancy, you reduce your overall quality of life and everyone around you thinks less of you ( at least in my case <w> Nobody ever said anything positive about my looks ever, not even my family )
I want to share more moments of joy with my friends, want to meet more awesome people, want to have fun and finally be happy to be alive!
That's why I want to return to Eurofurence this year and meet more friends.
AND BRING
Whitedragon along so he can get the same boost in morale out of it!
So I thank all of my friends that support me and are so patient with me...
so tl,dr:
Leaper fine now!
New years resolutions: - Lose weight, gain muscles, love friends, go to EF23, DROWN EVERYONE IN MY LOVE, get fursuit!
Love you all, finally unloaded a huge rock from my soul... please forgive me for walls of text!
So 2016 is over and apparently everybody hates the year! Some celebrities died and elections didn't went the way everyone would like them to go. But really, isn't that what nearly all the years happen. I kind of feel people focus too much on the negative things and pay too much attention to the good things in life.
I would say 2016 was the biggest turning point in my life so far. I changed my life completely just recently.
I fully blame Eurofurence 22, which I gathered all my strength for to even get there.
Bennythedarkdragon helped me plenty by taking me along there, because alone I most certainly wouldn't have went there in the first place. He is truly an amazing friend and probably couldn't thank him enough for all the things he did for me so far ;3;Pretty much calmed me down a lot and softened my social anxiety, so I could go out and meet so many awesome folk there. People like
Pilli10 or 
Zed who pretty much accepted me and helped me realize some value in my life.So Fact is... I was all my life obese, unhealthy, shy, anti social and a generally a none existent self esteem. Constant depression and mood swings were my thing. I pretty much just lived to go to work 12 hours a day to forget how miserable I was and getting as much comfort out of my friends as I could. I literatly didn't care if I would die the next week or so, which explains why I didn't care about my unheathy diet and looks and all. I was pretty much set on my life ending sometime the next few years down the line alone, just because I didn't see a point or possibility to change it.
But it all changed... I went there and met a lot of people who... accepted me... for being fat, for being shy, for being ME. It killed the part in me that didn't give a fuck about myself anymore. I finally wanted to improve myself again and get back into a life I never had. Even moreso after I saw a fursuit I truly adored and slowly planted the will in me, to get one like that as well.
So my first true goal since a long long time: Get a fursuit of Lilith.
For that I decided to safe money, get healthy and LOSE WEIGHT!
For real this time and not just half assed. I fully flipped my life around the past couple of months. Got myself a scale and a weight journal. Read up on healthy diets. Banned all sugary things in my life and drink nothing but water and tea (without sugar!). No more take out! Just freshly prepared meals with lots of fruits and veggies. Started training and working out! Lifting weights, building muscles and keep a rough regiment to this day.
I started at 165 Kilo ( about 360 pounds ) and lost about 20 Kilo ( about in the past 2 months ( 44 pounds ) and build up quite a bit of muscle. And in the new year I don't plan to stop! I want to be able to look in the mirror and like myself again. I want to be able to stand in front of friends and family and not be ashamed of what a mess of a person I am. I haven't been more determined in the almost 3 decades of my life I spent here on this planet.
As much as I love being fat in fiction, it's NOT FUN in the real world, you get sick, you shorten your life expectancy, you reduce your overall quality of life and everyone around you thinks less of you ( at least in my case <w> Nobody ever said anything positive about my looks ever, not even my family )
I want to share more moments of joy with my friends, want to meet more awesome people, want to have fun and finally be happy to be alive!
That's why I want to return to Eurofurence this year and meet more friends.
AND BRING
Whitedragon along so he can get the same boost in morale out of it!So I thank all of my friends that support me and are so patient with me...
so tl,dr:
Leaper fine now!
New years resolutions: - Lose weight, gain muscles, love friends, go to EF23, DROWN EVERYONE IN MY LOVE, get fursuit!
Love you all, finally unloaded a huge rock from my soul... please forgive me for walls of text!
Height Charts - Need suggestions
Posted 9 years agoSo anybody knows a good way/tool/sorcery how to easily make a height chart of different characters <.<
I seen a few but they usually don't go up far enough D:
I seen a few but they usually don't go up far enough D:
DAMN!!! THIS SONG AND MUSIC VIDEO IS SO ADDICTING!!!!
Posted 9 years agoI can't stop listening to it D:!!! HALP!!!
Do you like beeeeeeees? Big beees? sexy bees?
Posted 9 years agoCause I gonna shill! You better click this and have a look O=!
A full Bee Character ref sheet with all the cool stuff~
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21343642
A full Bee Character ref sheet with all the cool stuff~
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21343642
CON BADGES MADE OUT OF THIS NEW FUTURE MATERIAL!
Posted 9 years agoThey are made out of wood! AND MADE WITH LASERS!
I did meet Teal this year at EF22 and I did see the wooden lasercutted Badges myself. They look pretty fancy and people stop way more often to have a look at it. The certainly are an eye catcher!
Maybe give this journal a shot if you intent to go to a con sometime soon c:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7815802/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7815802/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7815802/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7815802/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7815802/
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I did meet Teal this year at EF22 and I did see the wooden lasercutted Badges myself. They look pretty fancy and people stop way more often to have a look at it. The certainly are an eye catcher!
Maybe give this journal a shot if you intent to go to a con sometime soon c:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7815802/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7815802/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7815802/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7815802/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7815802/
Pilli10 Pilli10 Pilli10 Pilli10 Pilli10 Pilli10 Pilli10A little nitpick about the % Furry meme...
Posted 9 years ago<w<
I decided to do a journal again, cause this kinda irks me in some way.
So there is this Furry test, which asks you 50 Things.. and if you tick all of them, you are 100% FURRY!...
But then again, if you do all of these 50 things constantly and are totally ingrained in your personality <w> I don't want to sound rude, but if I ever meet a person like that at a convention... I would make a very very big bow around them D:
or even worse... you are one of these scary people in the Otherkin videos <.<
I know! The meme is just for fun, but it still makes my eyebrows go up.
In case you don't know what I am talking about
[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[ ] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip This test got kinky quickly
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 0
[ ] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[ ] you love fish/meat Also Herbivores are not real furries! Who would have thought
[ ] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[ ] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 0
[ ] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 0
[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[ ] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 0
[ ] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[ ] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[ ] you really enjoy cuddling
[ ] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[ ] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 0
[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[ ] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 0
[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals This is a trick to play into the Anthrocon registration drinking game Kage invented!!!
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[ ] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[ ] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 0
[] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 0
Final total: ~
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"
I decided to do a journal again, cause this kinda irks me in some way.
So there is this Furry test, which asks you 50 Things.. and if you tick all of them, you are 100% FURRY!...
But then again, if you do all of these 50 things constantly and are totally ingrained in your personality <w> I don't want to sound rude, but if I ever meet a person like that at a convention... I would make a very very big bow around them D:
or even worse... you are one of these scary people in the Otherkin videos <.<
I know! The meme is just for fun, but it still makes my eyebrows go up.
In case you don't know what I am talking about
[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[ ] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip This test got kinky quickly
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 0
[ ] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[ ] you love fish/meat Also Herbivores are not real furries! Who would have thought
[ ] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[ ] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 0
[ ] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 0
[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[ ] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 0
[ ] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[ ] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[ ] you really enjoy cuddling
[ ] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[ ] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 0
[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[ ] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 0
[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals This is a trick to play into the Anthrocon registration drinking game Kage invented!!!
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[ ] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[ ] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 0
[] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 0
Final total: ~
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"
Check out this Artist for cool commissions ~
Posted 9 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7775135/
Yaaay~ He does an amazing work and got a lot better ~<3
You can ask really everything from Macro, fat, hyper and muscles ~
Yaaay~ He does an amazing work and got a lot better ~<3
You can ask really everything from Macro, fat, hyper and muscles ~
R.I.P Metal Gear
Posted 9 years agoUuuuh! FA doesn't support Timestamps... skip to 14:54 then O=
EuroFurence 22 - ARE YOU THERE YET? O= Let's meet someplace!
Posted 9 years agoI know my last Journal was more confusing than anything else <.<
So new try O=
I am at Berlin right now and am at the FE22 all Week till sunday!
If you are also there, maybe we can meet up or something!
Dunno... Social stuff! I heard it's good O=
So new try O=
I am at Berlin right now and am at the FE22 all Week till sunday!
If you are also there, maybe we can meet up or something!
Dunno... Social stuff! I heard it's good O=
EF Me... I AM JUST THERE!
Posted 9 years ago<w< I don't like the meme... it asks strange questions D:
But I am there with my friend bennythedarkdragon
<.< so be easy on me, I am quite shy and all
But I am there with my friend
bennythedarkdragon<.< so be easy on me, I am quite shy and all
My friend is doing a raffle! Have a lock!
Posted 9 years agoI got the best friends in the world
Posted 9 years agoI know I haven't been the best friend lately...
I know I haven't been as social or talky or easy to talk with as of late
Life just hit me like a truck and stuff just keeps piling up... gotta stay strong and pull through.
So thank all of you who still think of me and give me the little cheering I need to continue going xwx... I need all of it and cheerish everyone so much. You are the best, I hardly deserve so much nice. Am still glad for to have all of you.
I just dunno where else to put that... it's something on my mind for a while.
Thank you for all the niceness today... <3 much wuv
I know I haven't been as social or talky or easy to talk with as of late
Life just hit me like a truck and stuff just keeps piling up... gotta stay strong and pull through.
So thank all of you who still think of me and give me the little cheering I need to continue going xwx... I need all of it and cheerish everyone so much. You are the best, I hardly deserve so much nice. Am still glad for to have all of you.
I just dunno where else to put that... it's something on my mind for a while.
Thank you for all the niceness today... <3 much wuv
Searching for good artists doing Fetishy arts?
Posted 9 years agoYou should have a look at this!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7658848/
O= Yes! I will promote the hell out of this butt cause he is amazing! He did some really good Arts for the Leaps
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13269194/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7658848/
O= Yes! I will promote the hell out of this butt cause he is amazing! He did some really good Arts for the Leaps
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13269194/
Serious question... where are the puppet ganon remixes???
Posted 9 years ago<.<
I don't know where else to express this... I am really dissappointed that there are no good "Puppet ganon" remixes.
What's that? Of course nobody played the wind waker as most people were too butthurt over the toony graphics at the time.
I of course mean The legend of Zelda - Wind Waker
With the quite lovely 3 part 'kinda' final boss fight and all it's musical themes.
>.> since the fight against ganondorf was more a cinematic QTE ( actually just a dodge roll counter once near the end to finish the fight )
:c there is an abundance of remixes of all the final boss fights of the other zelda titles... why does this one get no love? Or am I just not finding them.
Does someone share my frustration?
I don't know where else to express this... I am really dissappointed that there are no good "Puppet ganon" remixes.
What's that? Of course nobody played the wind waker as most people were too butthurt over the toony graphics at the time.
I of course mean The legend of Zelda - Wind Waker
With the quite lovely 3 part 'kinda' final boss fight and all it's musical themes.
>.> since the fight against ganondorf was more a cinematic QTE ( actually just a dodge roll counter once near the end to finish the fight )
:c there is an abundance of remixes of all the final boss fights of the other zelda titles... why does this one get no love? Or am I just not finding them.
Does someone share my frustration?
Amazing adoptable up for grabs!
Posted 9 years agoD:! If you like bigness just as much as I do... you better go and check out
whitedragon
He is currently auctioning off a super amazing sexy character!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19672126/
whitedragonHe is currently auctioning off a super amazing sexy character!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19672126/
FA is empty? :C where is everyone going?
Posted 9 years agoCan people please come up with fun creative fooleries that make people more giggle than upset?
Pretty please with sugar on top?
Pretty please with sugar on top?
I am forced to share this... because it is so true
Posted 9 years agoI love the internet
RIP Tay...
GET THE MONKEY! Best Amiibo ad ever~
Posted 9 years ago<w> I think I need to share this with more people...
Okay this was just a matter of time... WHAT!
Posted 10 years agoWHAT'S NEW FUZZY GOAT! WHOOHOHOHOOOO!!~
Posted 10 years agoWhere the fudge is my Macro Clicker!
Posted 10 years agoI just noticed that there is surprisingly no "Macro" Themed 'Cow or Cookie' Clicker kinda game <w<
Macro community I am dissappointed...
The Clicker games are all about exponential growth and always rising numbers and contraptions to increase the growth of numbers...
Why hasn't somebody turned that into a game yet >w> like seriously...
Macro community I am dissappointed...
The Clicker games are all about exponential growth and always rising numbers and contraptions to increase the growth of numbers...
Why hasn't somebody turned that into a game yet >w> like seriously...
BBW Projekt that deserves your attention!
Posted 10 years agoHeya everyone o=
I am really not good at this whole FA Journal thing and advertizing people!
But if you enjoy big girls and having big girls of yours being drawn! Maybe you should have a gander at this!
syrios syrios syrios syrios
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6881545/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6881545/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6881545/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6881545/
syrios syrios syrios syrios
Give an aspiring fatty artist a chance! Before the Bandwaggon arrives :>
I am really not good at this whole FA Journal thing and advertizing people!
But if you enjoy big girls and having big girls of yours being drawn! Maybe you should have a gander at this!
syrios syrios syrios syrioshttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6881545/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6881545/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6881545/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6881545/
syrios syrios syrios syriosGive an aspiring fatty artist a chance! Before the Bandwaggon arrives :>
PSA for the bored ones
Posted 10 years agome is just bored
