This will either burn me out even more or create a habit so

TAKING THE RISK

i know nobody was asking themselves but I WON'T TAKE SHIT UNTIL I FINISH EVERYTHING

Can someone just say yes so i gain the confidence to just put that shit on youtube ?

I feel like doing some non committed work, so post your SFW character refs !!
These will be done in my traditional sketchbook, so only photos / scans, sorry !

I'd appreciate if you were watching me as well !
Also maybe check out my Twitter, Instagram or Youtube (or Ko-fi ;)) - all go by keylawuff


Thank you !!

I didn't even realize i hit 299 watchers until now !!

Thank you all a lot :')) maybe I'll do a little raffle for a little fun doodle, maybe i'll just do some sketchbook sketches for some people (that seems like a fun idea !)

For now i've got to get up and go to school / feed my birds so SEE YOU LATER ♡

https://youtu.be/v3snpvdzUxQ

please go check it out aaaaaaa

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCS.....yh6kjvL5EJyjQQ

LIKE IDK YOUTUBE RECOMMENDED THEM TO ME AND LIKE ITS JUST SUCH CHILL MUSIC IDFK

its like cheerful and chill and he has a really nice voice i think

Dear mug,

It ended so suddenly, I'm still in shock you had to go so soon.

You were a great mug.
Despite being smaller than the other mugs in the cupboard, you always did your job with so much enthusiasm.
Being a smaller mug truly didn't make you a worse mug. You perfectly held my occasional morning matchas, and I'm so grateful for all the beautiful sunrises we got to share.
It ended with one last matcha in the summer sun, I hope you get to enjoy the sun in a better place now.
I'm sorry I let you sit on the edge of the table, I truly should've known better. I should've been more careful, now I've lost a one in a lifetime mug.

To you, "Actually I'm totally different" mug.
You will be missed.

*2014-†2019

I'm on team dream this year, felt a more happy / pastel aesthetic was more fitting :'D

https://artfight.net/~keylawuff

I will try my best to attack everyone back ! Let's hope this gives me as much of a motivation push as last year >:)

I need to experiment and maybe get some ideas so if you have t shirt design ideas or like phrases i could print on them feel free to share the idea xD

I wont sell them, these are just for fun / practice. (Or wearing them myself)

I'm getting more motivated again and I'd love to do some quick doodles since they don't take a lot of commitment and are likely to get my motivation up

so if you want a little quick non colored sketch of your character ---

http://ko-fi.com/keylawuff

welp, I've always been able to ship my stuff for pretty cheap, but now i pay a minimum of 10$
SO
RIP MY MARKETABILITY COMPLETELY LMAO

guess I'll just have to accept it.

I made a little beach YCH and now I'll make food and then work on some long owed comms
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/31786441/


and here's a YCH by my friend who's trying to earn some $$ for her trip abroad :'D
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/31786404/

I was weirded out by Fa's minor layout update, but I just found out you can now give 5$ tips to people ?
I think that's a really sweet feature, though a bit weird and oddly placed on the userpages.

What do you think about the new shinies?

I JUST CANT DESCRIBE POSSIBLY HOW MUCH I LOVE WINX (the old seasons, they really fucked up the style later)
AND LIKE
I WANT IT ALL

just thought id tell you this again

i cant express how happy i felt today

i had a great day overall
and I'm soooo sure that my mood highly depends on the weather
in total i dont think that rainy days etc make me depressed instantly, i looove thunderstorms for example, i just think that after a long period of colr and freezing and rain i need some good weather.
and its probably not even the vitamin D thats missing its just that in general sunny warm weather gives me life lmao

i havent been this happy all year.

Usually I'd say art block but I'm just blocked in general.

I can't really get up in the morning, i take sooo much longer than i used to and everything seems impossible.
I used to be able to tell myself "You're going to do this tmmrw" and actually do it.
Now i just don't do anything at all it's terrible

I've been lying around for what feels like eternity and i don't know what to do.
I'm really hoping that all that's wrong is just that my brain and body DESPERATELY need summer and sunlight but I'm not sure that'll fix it either because whatever reason i thought to have found seemed to change nothing.

I also used to be able to limit my calorie intake and in February i started working out 3-4 times a week
Now i keep overeating and setting myself any sort of schedule seems useless.
I keep forgetting that I have tried scheduling again but it just won't work.

Vack in 2015/16 i used to stream 6-12 hours (almost daily) now i can't seem to even get up to 2 per month.

Last year i kept a terribly busy stream schedule for a few weeks (i knew i had to cut back but i was doing 100% fine) in which i streamed on 4 days of the week.
Any time i try to find even one day to set myself to stream on it doesn't work. so it's now 0
and here its not just about streaming but more about drawing in general

Oh yeah also for a while i switched from streaming to weekly youtube videos (which was too frequent for me, since i was already less productive than before and i needed more time for commissions, so every second week wouldve been more managable) but after one minor setback i completely stopped.

I want to draw again
I want to get out of this seemingly bottomless pit
I want to start losing weight again and get healthier
yet i can't seem to manage anything.
(I want to do youtube )
(I want to stream )
I so often see artist that are so admirable and I'd love to be able to draw like them and it makes me want to get up and start right that moment so i can improve as fast as possible and get further and maybe even do something with art in the future

yet I don't. I just lie around. breathing, sleeping, watching useless youtube videos.

Looking to find some new summer feely songs for me
Summer is my dreamy romantic time so here's some songs I like

I specifically like the way the guitar is played in these (I think it's called fingerpicking ??) and how calm they are, you can just listen and daydream away uwu


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MACzQc6FlRM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2QT5eGHCJdE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmKAn8rNbKg

I don't like profile-pic less people.

I am so tempted to do a silly doodle of his whatsapp PFP and force him to use it on steam but im afraid that wont work lmao


WHY WOULD YOU NOT USE A PROFILE PICTUREEEE

I need one desperately.

I cannot for the life of mine start or keep a habit atm and i keep overeating daily to the point where ive set a new high record to my weight.

if any of you have weight loss goals, please feel free to hit me up via telegram or discord so that we can chat and we can watch each others habits and motivate each other ;-;

Telegram: keylawuff
Discord: keylawuff#3481

so i just switched to beta again and i think I like it better ?
I hate getting used to it and also I have to keep the site zoomed out to 75% at all times because IT'S SO HUGE ??? but like
if it werent for the site being significtantly more zoomed in and there being no commas in between the notifications for journals, watches etc....

what do you think ? which one do you prefer ?


I sort of also like the old FA style for not looking like weasyl (or how i remember weasyl to be lmao)

also kind of liked that the comments were the same color as the background but idk


WHATS YOUR OPINION ?

great

no wonder i was so tired in school oof

I hope that itll be fixed soon uwu
i took whats probably to be the last warm shower in this household until its fixed

glad i have a mini heater for my birds room ;-;

also i ate wayyyyy too much again
i need to stop and get back on track with counting calories so i can fit my warm onesie
althlough like 2 days ago i looked in the mirror and i was like DANG U FINE
but also my knees hurt when i get up sometimes and id like to lose like 10kg

SO i just wanted to remind myself and you
that THIS is how my first anthro drawing looked.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15099121/


If i get my work done I might have to make another reference for myself because even my most recent one still
like i improved so much since then
yay !
https://www.furaffinity.net/full/20948908/

http://keylawuff.storenvy.com/

If you buy something and leave a link to a SFW reference of a character in the notes I will make a little doodle of them and send it off with the order !
Please understand that this might delay the order a bit ♥