I hate colds

I hate my nose not being able to function
one of my nostrils actually is completely cleared now which doesnt really help me except i can now drink without feeling like in going to choke

I might not go to school tmmrw....
I really wanted to work on art today but i just feel miserable ahhh

Nothing has worked, I've pumped my nose full of nosespray, taken aspirin complex, inhaled mint oil stuff
still cant breathe properly

the most enjoyable moments of my day were those when i could breathe in through my nose for half a second after blowing my nose

_{also my stuffed nostril just dripped without me feeling it. ew.}


//edit: this sounds waayyyy more aggressive than it actually is meant to be :O colds arent that serious, just annoying

its been a while.

I did manage to squeeze in a small workout before my brain started completely dying but now in juts in bed praying that it doesnt stay for long

in one week ill be writing physics
and english
and also ill be going to a concert
on my own
completely

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I just wanted to thank all of you again. Either of you're just a lurker or a more active watcher or a commissioner of mine, thanks a bunch. I am so glad people find enjoyment in looking at my art and occasionally hearing me ramble on stream or in youtube videos !
I am also super happy that i was able to double my pocketmoney in 2018 with whatever i earned from commissions ! YOU GUYS HELPED PAY MY WACOM CINTIQ(S) !! which I've been admiring for years ♡
Also looking back in 2018 i got another "thing" ive been wanting for so long which is birds !! Got myself two cockatiels which im a bit too hesitant to name yet haha ! (One is called Toffee and the other one idk. Henry is cute. Zuko would also be awesome haha)

So thanks again ! Every year I get one step closer to making a living off of art ♡


SO
2018 went pretty well for me I guess, as always I had some REALLY unproductive months but my mental health was rather stable and I just feel good about it !

I'm really curious to hear how your years went, what your fav / least favourite memories were and what new years resolutions you've set for yourselves ♡

I havent been flooded with watchers but ive gained a few despite not having gained any the past few weeks so

what happened ? :'D

I need to get back into a work schedule.
urgently.
I need to get more social on my PC again so I actually will want to sit at my PC
AHHHHHHH

I have been so unproductivee and I have so much to draw WHY CAN I NOT KEEP UP PRODUCTIVITY

I didnt get to picking a winner until now I've been so incredibly tired

the winner is



if you still want a pin you can go check in my shop http://keylawuff.storenvy.com

School decided to hit me with 3 courseworks and a presentation. the week after that is going to be free though lmao. great --

also ive been wanting a bird for years, never tried again because my parents gave me a definite no.

now they seem to be considering it and im like super excited ;3;
I'm looking into getting a cockatiel, and yes, only one. I'm really hoping that works out im super keen on spending most of my free time on that bird but i know that i might have to get a second one if i just cant provide it enough entertainment.

my mom actually used to have a few birds, but her mom gave them away 4 years after for no apparent reason.

im super anxious about making mistakes and treating it wrong although im pretty confident im rather well informed but you know.

:)) I might experiment on some of the trick or treats later with this

blink icons ? wiggle icons ?
Idk ? like
anything you guys'd like to seee ?? :3

maybe something for winter ?
like blink and snow

OR FREEZING LMAO

it's so hard looking at peoples art
and theyre younger than you
and they do so many things wayyyy better than you
and youre like

... ;_;
I want that improvement too

although I have quite a bit to do still i really don't want to miss out on Art or Treat this year !

not everyone who comments will get a freebie !

Comment with a link to a SFW ref sheet ♥
You can also post multiple characters, but please stick to a few only. :')

I'm also not sure what exactly I will do, I guess I'll just doodle whatever I feel like ~


more info on the event: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8895687/

im not too confident about the quality and looks of them BUT still super excited to finally get them.

https://youtu.be/xLdPT-GEwx0

wow

youtube

a vivi

what a combo 10/10

you know before i just said it because it seemed s
to overall describe how i felt but now that my mind is blank because school starts tmmrw and i googled it a bit i like relate to so many symptoms and behaviours and honestly Im so happy because before i thought i was so weird for feeling uncomfortable eating in front of others but it seems to be more common for social anxiety ;3;

The first 30 seconds are especially interesting !
https://youtu.be/MwnRHBm4HQQ



[sub]I feel like that teacher that always says "YoU shOuLD ReaLlY lOoK aT wHAt WE diD tHiS LesSoN"

honestly I'd make more money if i went out and got a normal student job but drawing is a lot more fun and might even get me somewhere ? idk

I mean I just love being able to buy myself stuff from time to time like my tablets and art supplies

I'm just feeling really thankful today haha :'3



Pretty tired though, couldnt get enough sleep, woke up from a nightmare etc....
Have a lot planned before school starts again on monday and it's only 2 days away ahhhhh

oof

i want to work on my sealife buttons / potential stickers but also i want to do yesterdays inktober, todays inktober, my halloween ych commission, a businesscard design, a traditional badge and a full scene illustration

AND I KEEP GOING "oooooh that would be a nice idea"
holiday is working season truly

Theres just a lot of good things ?

Maybe its just because im more happy that i feel ive been getting more support, but ive been gaining confidence in my art, people are super nice and idk
Even reallife has been pretty well

IM SO MOTIVATED

Only missing a boyfriend now but :'DD
Ive been completely single for a year now which is sort of a long time for me and i could really use some romance in my life but you cant force anything to happen :'D

IM REALIZING that i think im always getting a boost in motivation around holiday season because IM NOT IN SCHOOL oh wow
Thats sad lmao

Gained a few watchers today and now I'm at 200♥

sorry for spamming you all a bit today, I was very productive haha ! ♥

so thank you ~

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check out this journal for more info !

it's hosted by FelisRandomis

Hey i also have twitter, instagram and youtube !

Http://twitter.com/keylawuff

http://instagram.com/keylawuff

Youtubes link i dont have but its also keylawuff and im super close to my first 100 subs :'3

https://youtu.be/jnS3eXYBHqM


If you havent already looked at my 4 1/2 year improvement go do so now ! :'3

yeah that's all i gotta say

I'm going to be the future owner of a 22hd and a companion 2

because i sure need it with my totally running business




......

i need to work on some commissions BUT LUCKILY I 'LL HAVE MY COMPANION SO I CAN WORK 24/7 SOON :'DDDD

https://keylawuff.storenvy.com/

you can also preorder my enamel pins that im making~

https://youtu.be/HX5veyl12Pk


here's another mess


I hope you enjoy it or whatever ;3; ♥