well, lately I know I haven't been around to talk to everyone, *or not being talked to by anyone* but thought I'd give an update journal on life :)

so about a month ago I took a pet, her name is  kintarius and we've been talking and playing games, I've been streaming a lot and she's helped me out tons with it.

I was looking into getting a new fursuit (a toony fullsuit) from by cats 4 cats, or erro. but looking at my financial situation a bit closer I found I'm not going to be able to afford to do this :( atleast not for awhile.

Also was going to be attending CES in January in Las Vegas, hopefully to find a higher paying job or at least make some connections to work on my knowledges to try and earn a bit more. but due to finances, it's not looking like I'll be able to take the week off to go there for that.

Initially there was some confusion about F3, I was trying to get there. and I found out that the person from here I thought was going actually isn't. (not going to be there either D: )

I haven't been out LARPing much either lately, so I may try and get back into the swing of that.

when i took  kintarius as my pet, her family took me in as their father. which is something I'm not wholey used to. I haven't been in a family in years. so I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I don't screw anything up there.

I've been looking into a new job in SoCal, I'm not going to say any company names or anything like that. but it'd be in a game development studio.

for those of you who don't know I did go to an eye doctor and get confirmation that I am dyslexic (or atleast have major astigmatism) so forgive me for spacing out my journal as much as I am.


there's a couple people who are in and out of contact with me lately, it would be nice if I had more people to talk to on a regular basis during the day.

next con hopefully on the schedule is Wild Nights! I had such a blast last year that I know I'll stop at next to nothing to make it this year.

so I'm streaming tonight guys :3 It's been quite awhile since I've had the chance to stream.. so it'll be nice to have some company!!!

www.twitch.tv/kixen/

Escape to F3 Convention, December 14th-16th, in Springfield, MO!
http://f3convention.wix.com/f3con

Guests of Honor:
Calamity Cougar
Okidoki Coyote
Hazard
their doing a raffle for free entry, so figured why not atleast try..

and on the off chance I win, I'll try and find a way there :)


F3 is a fan convention & social gathering for fans of anthropomorphic animal characters, & the art thereof. The theme of the convention this year is “Escape From The Zoo”.

F3 Convention has everything you have come to expect from a furry convention, plus;
* Calamity Cougar’s Furry Drama Show
* Fursuiting with Okidoki Coyote
* Art panels with Hazard
* Nightly dances and raves with epic DJs
* Panels on everything from Anime and Rave Kandi to Secondlife and Writing
* Gaming, Furry Movie Room, Dealer’s Den, Artist’s Alley…It goes on and on!
* Meetups for Bronies, Otaku, Furcadians and more!

Pre-Registration has been extended to the 8th of December, due to site hosting issues.

Also, the hotel still has rooms! Just call the number listed on the website and tell the hotel your there for F3 convention to reserve a room.

going to be streaming a match or two of League of Legends, then afterwards perhaps I'll stream some Dreamfall the longest journey, or even the original Longest Journey, or perhaps some firefall :) we'll see what happens. come on in!

www.twitch.tv/kixen/

Going to be picking up the game from where I left it off at yesterday!!! gonna wait for atleast 2 people to be in stream before I pick up.. :) come join me!!


www.twitch.tv/kixen/

figured... I've seen a ton of people doing these.. but I'm never really sure what too much information is xD kinda a drawback I have... anyone have any questions for me? :3 I'll answer whatever questions are left in this thread when I get home from work tonight

come join me as I play some games.. may get to RTS today or more firefall.. perhaps some faster than light? ^_^ come say hi.


www.twitch.tv/kixen/

so I seem to know a ton of people.. but.. I'm wondering if a ton of people know me? so figured I'd be stereotypical and add some questions up online.. just was curious who actulaly knows me and who kinda pretends to know me.. I call a lot of people my friends.. but I'm afraid not a lot of them know enough about me that they should call me theirs


what's my favorite color?
what am I currently hung up on emotionally?
where do I go when I get upset?
who is my favorite band?
what do I stare at when I'm really bored?
what's my favorite kind of food?
what is my favorite game?
what do I do for a living?
do I drink?
do I smoke?
what's my favorite species?
what's my nickname?
Do I prefer Heat or Cold?
am I a sub or a dom?
Do I prefer guys or girls?
white or black?

gonna be streaming again guys!!! come join me

www.twitch.tv/kixen/

^_^ this broadcaster is great make an account there and check it out!!!

The game of choice will be... FireFall

www.firefallthegame.com < go check it out sometime.. sign up for beta que

and yes :p I cut and paste all that ^^ because I'm lazy ;p


may stream lucius tonight aswell

gonna be streaming again guys!!! come join me

www.twitch.tv/kixen/

^_^ this broadcaster is great make an account there and check it out!!!

The game of choice will be... FireFall

www.firefallthegame.com < go check it out sometime.. sign up for beta que

gonna stream tomorrow night it's looking like.. sorry had a bit of an off night tonight talking to someone...

also got my vita working with emulators which was a big goal of mine <3 homebrew on my consoles is the best!!

watching naruto right now and relaxing before going to bed..

thinking about streaming firefall.. does anyone have any preferences for a stream tomorrow? atleast game wise?

I'm happily a jealous fuck ;p think I'm finally realizing that!

^_^ If I have a crush on someone. I'm proud to stand by that and only that crush :)

;p even if it does take me awhile to realize that it's there ^_^ atleast I'm emotionally monogamous :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IjGW2hxcbfw something bout this song always cheers me up when I'm feeling like this


going to start doing a lot more stream guys :) be tuned

so as anyone who's met me knows. my fursuit head and me really don't click very well ;p I'm a bit too excited and cartoony for my head.. so I'm looking around at a few people who make heads. probably going to be about 2k for a fullsuit from someone I want..

xD the guy who I'm looking into said he could have it done by the end of December O.O which is a lot faster than I'm sure I could afford one. lol ^_^ think I'm going to try and have it done by next February :3 if nothing else I want it by Wild Nights :3 also waiting to hear back from another maker :) so we'll see how that goes :3

not gonna know what to really do with my old head though O.o

:p gonna be a pain to raise the money for the new suit. but It'd be nice not to scare people when I'm excited with my jaw looking like it dislocated ;p

was a blast seeing and meeting so many new furs!!! ^_^ I'm sure a ton of people saw me ;p (only shirtless fur there after all) :p I met a lot of new people and couldn't remember most of their names ;p but I'm great with faces and fursonna's so it's okay!!! if we met tooootally give me a comment saying hi ^_^ we should add skype or something like that. cause I'd LOVE to keep talking to a lot of you. everyone keep happy thoughts for kylantha, she ended up having to hitch hike home from kansas yesterday.. the drive through kansas for 10 hours was MISERABLE D: gah I hate kansas and never will stop hating kansas.. ^_^ told a ton of you the next con I'm planning on going to :) hope to see a lot of you there :)

SHOUT OUTS!!!:
Shower wolf *had a blast taking a shower with you ;p*
Purple *thanks for letting me paw at your shiny jinglies*
Pachua *good times as always!! can't wait to get to do it again with you*
Hazelnut *was a pleasure meeting you and going out for pizza! hope to see you at wild nights*
Zeeka *^_^ was astounding meeting my first hyena, hope that we can play some games together*
Kar *thanks for the sandwichs!!! I still have your bandanna! do you need it back? O,O*
Medic!! *thanks for letting me skip around in your boyshorts xD was a new feeling dancing around in them*
Sammich!! *was a blast dancing around and chasing you! thanks for the kick ass sketch in my book!*
kylantha *was really nice connecting with you on the last night of the con ;p can't wait to keep talking*
Shasta!! *congrats on your dj performance!! you kicked ass!! I have some song suggestions for you sometime*
Fenris *thanks for being there with me when I kept sitting by myself and every morning when I woke up. sorry I didn't go back to your tent and cuddle with you.*




think that should do it for now guys :) gotta head out to work! hope to hear from peoples :3

sorry for random rage journal earlier guys.. things are going to get better. they always will.. don't yell at wolvie for his choices.. >.> they may not be wise in my eyes, however to him I'm sure they are. he's going to have a hard enough time with things coming his way soon enough. I don't want to complicate things any further.. >.>

just do me a favor and leave him be.. I know he feels awful already no need to push that feeling further

Gonna try to have fun at Oklacon still

so for those of you that have been out of the loop lately figured I'd throw together a journal to let ya know whats going on... so as of august 10th I started dating (officially) dating wolvie <3  alphasempaiwolviesyxx and things are going fantastic! I'm really enjoying his company we talk almost every minute of every day it makes me stupid happy :). though I promised myself I'd never do a long distance relationship again for some reason he made me break that promise.. ;p so lately I've been stocking up on movies and junk food in anticipation to see him again :) been going through some stress with my living situation coming up.. Think we have it all figured out though... I'm going to be going to Oklacon with wolvie :) and i'm really excited to be going back down there. wolvie's having some trouble lately though guys.. sooo (not religious) but keep happy thoughts in mind for the two of us? hoping we can pull through it together... and if you live in colorado you should hit me up sometime.. I've kinda barred myeslf from the outside world to talk to him all the time <3 really liking him a lot.. keep us in mind :) and if you do live out here hope to hear from you about meeting us :)

rather curious if anyone actually reads my journals.. just leave a message saying hi or something? could use some company

hey guys great artist friend of mine salahare! come check out her stream and say hi!! ^_^


www.livestream.com/salaharedrawstoo/

starting in a couple minutes

Where are you staying?
uhhhm, may crash on a floor with some friends, or drive home.. we'll see

What day are you getting there?
friday

Who will you be with?
djdeathfyre, and wolviesyxx probably. I do tend to enjoy having people around

What is your gender?
male

Are you mated? in a relationship?
single

What suit(s) will you have?
my own, kix

Can I talk to you?
yeah ^_^ i'm not known for being an asshole lol

Can I touch you?
sure! just not like that >.< maybe a handshake or hug? lol

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
^_^ long as your not crushing me with a hug that's fine.. but snuggles are kinda ehhh special to me lol

Can I buy you drinks?
^_^ i wouldn't complain

Attending parties?
maaaaaybe :3 depends if I find a DD or not

Attending any events?
eh I get around, we'll see

Are you nice?
try to be ^_^

Can we hang out?
sure why not ^_^

Where will you be most of the time during the days?
either dying in the headless lounge (depending on heat) or lounging around the halls

What/where will you be eating?
mmmm sonic <3

Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
yes / socially

Can I look in your sketchbook?
don't plan on bringing mine..

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
I may sneak a sketch book in for doodles :3

Can I take your picture?
psssh hell yeah! throw me a link to pics

Other cons you may go to?
are many! lol

http://www.meetfurs.com/ go and check it out sometime ^_^ I am gonna be hanging out on here more and more cause of how dead life has been for me lately ^_^ hope to run across some people who recognize me

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3613690/ so wolvie my friend is making free badges for people that are going to RMFC!

she's upgrading them for a cost to color and such, and she could really use the money cause she's a single parent having a hard time.. sooooo go get a badge :3 even a free one would make her happy to draw ;3

lately i've been feeling kinda popufur online xD i mean i have gotten a ton of request art done. i've been to a few states randomly for furcons. and i kep getting watches kinda out of the blue ^_^ xD i think next level will be people randomly sending me gift art ^_^ least i hope so


feels good man ;p


^_^ bored most of the day lately though nowthat i lost y job. but hey if anyone wants to chitchat i'm always up for a good conversation. shoot me a message here or on skype

Well with all of the other fluff balls away.. Kix decided he wanted to run around and play :3 i'm free friday..

tonight i'm going to aurora furs....
then saturday i'm going to Denver Comic Con...
then Sunday i'm going to go hit up the Ren fair for the first time <3 i'm SUUUPPPEEERRR excited :3

look for me at comic con i'll be in fursuit.. and i'll also be at the Crusade of Legends event on saturday afternoon. ^_^ smacking bitches with my sword nd shit ;3

buddy of mine named djdeathfyre moved in and brought an xbox. so i made an xbox live profile :3 hope to game with some peoples ^_^ hit me up i'm kixenmix all my other nics were taken >.<

so I totally found out a furcon like 45 minutes from where we are.. so I'm totally going

however I'll only be able to chill there Friday before heading back home to Denver. XD come poke me. I'll be suiting if I can find a shower first. XD look for the wild nights shirt. hope to see ya there