And the beat goes on.
General | Posted 11 years agoWell its finally official. The demon has made it another year. I'm 27 this year which as my father says, makes me old like him lol. So far its been great, not sure what today will bring, but I'm sure today will be amazing
Thanks for.listening guys! This is your friendly, 27 year old, demon fruit bat signing out.
Khaos of Envy
Thanks for.listening guys! This is your friendly, 27 year old, demon fruit bat signing out.
Khaos of Envy
Pokemon X & Y Raffle
General | Posted 12 years agoI don't usually do this type of thing, but I thought why not.
Check this out and enter yourself http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5166063/
Check this out and enter yourself http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5166063/
Welcome back to more ramblings of an insomniac
General | Posted 12 years agoGreetings furries and friends. Been a while since I did one of these, but until now I haven't taken the time I guess. Then again how many of you read these? Anyway, you ever get an odd feeling that something ain't right but you can't put your finger on it? Yeah that's me right now. I'm laying next to my master, listening to his sleeping noises over the fan and I find myself with this weird feeling in my stomach like something ain't right. Could just be an upset stomach, could be gas who knows, but I can't shake this feeling something is off. So I thought I'd talk to you guys, we haven't chatted in a while, the few who read these. Seriously, does anybody read them? I know I'm not popular or anything so probably not, but that's okay I'll just talk to talk if nothing else. Good news, my parents are back together finally and its great, talked to mom today, she called me and asked if I heard the new song "Same Love" by Macklemore and Ryan Lewis featuring Mary Lambert. Said it reminded her of me the whole ftime she watched it, which I have heard it and its kind of assuring mom thinks that way, it means she's accepting my being gay. Great song by the wayh or shower, this injury has shown me how much I took for granted. I am hopefully going to see a doctor next week if they can schedule me in so wish me luck. As for everything else....hmmm...love life is great, sex is always amazing if I do say so myself.
Things are slowly looking up so I want to thank y'all for your thoughts, and I want to thank my master, brothers, sister, family, and friends for all their love and support, you guys are the best.
Well, I've bored you all to tears long enough, I'll let y'all go. Always remember...
This Khaos of Envy, signing off
Things are slowly looking up so I want to thank y'all for your thoughts, and I want to thank my master, brothers, sister, family, and friends for all their love and support, you guys are the best.
Well, I've bored you all to tears long enough, I'll let y'all go. Always remember...
This Khaos of Envy, signing off
Even more ramblings of an insomniac
General | Posted 13 years agoHey guys, its that time again....Yup more of my ramblings from the furry insomniac.
Well as usual its like 5am and sleep has yet to come to me so I sit here writing a journal I doubt will be read heh. A small update shows that not much has changed, my knee is still causing me a good deal of pain, some days are easier than others and some are a lot worse. I don't let it get me down and I plan to keep moving forward. Things are still the same, trying to meet rent that I'm behind on, but I'm working on that slowly. My parents are still separated, which has made things still difficult but I'm hoping for the best.
I've been feeling down the last few hours and I'm unsure why. Right now I'm listening to my Master sleep next to me mixed with the sounds of the tv I'm not paying attention to. It's peaceful enough aside from the occasional drama but what household doesn't have that huh?
Well I'm running out of things to ramble on, I guess I should try sleeping again if my knee will allow me to.
I will see you guys later on.
This is Khaos of Envy, your friendly neighborhood demon king signing off.
Well as usual its like 5am and sleep has yet to come to me so I sit here writing a journal I doubt will be read heh. A small update shows that not much has changed, my knee is still causing me a good deal of pain, some days are easier than others and some are a lot worse. I don't let it get me down and I plan to keep moving forward. Things are still the same, trying to meet rent that I'm behind on, but I'm working on that slowly. My parents are still separated, which has made things still difficult but I'm hoping for the best.
I've been feeling down the last few hours and I'm unsure why. Right now I'm listening to my Master sleep next to me mixed with the sounds of the tv I'm not paying attention to. It's peaceful enough aside from the occasional drama but what household doesn't have that huh?
Well I'm running out of things to ramble on, I guess I should try sleeping again if my knee will allow me to.
I will see you guys later on.
This is Khaos of Envy, your friendly neighborhood demon king signing off.
More Ramblings of an insomniac
General | Posted 13 years agoWell friends and furries, here I sit once more in the early morning not able to fall back asleep so I'm writing this journal. Not much has changed since I last did this, my right leg still deals my a great bit of pain most days but some are better than others. I'm not letting it beat me that's for damn sure. This week has been quite the challenge for me, having one thing after another to wrong. First my computer decides its going to finally call it quits after six years. I'm attached to the old girl, its been with me through a lot. Then I find out my mom is not doing what she promised to help me out financially and even short changed my father who is trying hard since they both generated a couple months ago. They still have joint bills and loans that my dad has to pay alone now cause my mom isn't doing as she promised which is now affecting my well being as now I have nothing to pay our landlord with. Luckily he is understandable and works with me so I'm not too worried, just hope mom will do as she promised in two weeks and gives me the money to help with the rent. This is taking a toll on my mind. I am trying to stay positive and have hope. I've already had to break two promises to me brother and to my Master/mate though they are understanding thankfully and are fine with waiting until I get things on track. I am doing everything to keep them happy, which sometimes I put my own on the back burner but I'm fine with that, guess its my Grandfather in me, he was always like that. Hopefully today is better, planning to hang out with our small furry group. Well its more like a family of 5 lol.
Anyway I'm starting to ramble on...though I did say that is what this is didn't I? I used to love cold weather but its doing murder on my knee right now. I hate nerve damage. It sucks royal donkey dick.
Also found out my cousin is going in for some kind of heart surgery. I am a little nervous about it cause her grandmother died of a similar disease. What gets to me is the fact I've not seen her in over ten years. We were planning a thanksgiving together seeing as we both are the only family we got here in North Carolina buy her surgery interrupted that. I pray Odin watches over her and brings her through this. I feel for her 4 year old son, and the fact he has to go through this at such a young age and the disease is said to be genetic on her dad's side. I'm on her mother's side lucky for me.
Well, I'm just going on and on and I needn't waste more of your time, especially if you read this far. Thank you all for listening to me rambling guys. I'll be around, just message me.
This is your friendly neighborhood Demon King signing off.
Khaos of Envy
Anyway I'm starting to ramble on...though I did say that is what this is didn't I? I used to love cold weather but its doing murder on my knee right now. I hate nerve damage. It sucks royal donkey dick.
Also found out my cousin is going in for some kind of heart surgery. I am a little nervous about it cause her grandmother died of a similar disease. What gets to me is the fact I've not seen her in over ten years. We were planning a thanksgiving together seeing as we both are the only family we got here in North Carolina buy her surgery interrupted that. I pray Odin watches over her and brings her through this. I feel for her 4 year old son, and the fact he has to go through this at such a young age and the disease is said to be genetic on her dad's side. I'm on her mother's side lucky for me.
Well, I'm just going on and on and I needn't waste more of your time, especially if you read this far. Thank you all for listening to me rambling guys. I'll be around, just message me.
This is your friendly neighborhood Demon King signing off.
Khaos of Envy
Power rangers!!!!
General | Posted 13 years agoHey guys, go and check this out!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3934998/
Sign up before it's too late, we need all the rangers we can get!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3934998/
Sign up before it's too late, we need all the rangers we can get!!!!
Song related Art
General | Posted 13 years agoHey guys, go and check this out. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3635408/
Early Morning ramblings of an insomniac.
General | Posted 13 years agoGood Morning furries.
Greetings and welcome. Figured I'd ramble on a bit here seeing as how I can't sleep. Well for those who know me I do have a bit of insomnia, but that's not why I can't sleep lately. You see I took a nasty fall last Tuesday morning (long story, won't bore you unless you ask.) Which left me with a bad knee injury and in a good deal of pain. Now one thing about me is I hate being waited on and seeing as how I'm confined to a couch about 90% of the day my Master and roommate have been doing nearly everything for me. I mean I literally can't put much weight on the knee without a lot of pain. It's better now though and I am up for a little more but no more than a couple minutes before it hurts again. I've had a lot of support from both my Master, Pet, and roommate that its been a lot easier on me. As it stands now my restless leg syndrome is my worst enemy and causing my leg to have annoying pain for the most part. The whole ordeal was not only scary but eye opening for me. I got lucky my bones are dense and thick or it might have broken. It's also shown me I need to lose a great deal of weight as well because its not helping me in this case. But I'm well other than that and trying to look for a job in the meantime.
Anyway enough rambling. I am laying here, watching netflix and trying to decide what to watch. Anybody got any suggestions? I'd be happy to hear them.
This is Khaos of Envy.
Y'all come back now, ya hear?
Greetings and welcome. Figured I'd ramble on a bit here seeing as how I can't sleep. Well for those who know me I do have a bit of insomnia, but that's not why I can't sleep lately. You see I took a nasty fall last Tuesday morning (long story, won't bore you unless you ask.) Which left me with a bad knee injury and in a good deal of pain. Now one thing about me is I hate being waited on and seeing as how I'm confined to a couch about 90% of the day my Master and roommate have been doing nearly everything for me. I mean I literally can't put much weight on the knee without a lot of pain. It's better now though and I am up for a little more but no more than a couple minutes before it hurts again. I've had a lot of support from both my Master, Pet, and roommate that its been a lot easier on me. As it stands now my restless leg syndrome is my worst enemy and causing my leg to have annoying pain for the most part. The whole ordeal was not only scary but eye opening for me. I got lucky my bones are dense and thick or it might have broken. It's also shown me I need to lose a great deal of weight as well because its not helping me in this case. But I'm well other than that and trying to look for a job in the meantime.
Anyway enough rambling. I am laying here, watching netflix and trying to decide what to watch. Anybody got any suggestions? I'd be happy to hear them.
This is Khaos of Envy.
Y'all come back now, ya hear?
Expressing the unknown...
General | Posted 13 years agoYesterday was one of those days that no matter what the gods decided it was time you had it rough. Yes I know what you're thinking, "Here he goes on another emo rant." and truth be told you're right.
It's almost 6am here and I've barely slept a wink. I have the sounds of the air conditioner and movie playing to keep me company at this hour. I've laid here and been trying to understand how to express things I felt yesterday. And so far I've come up with zilch.
All day I've been asked if I were okay and I good the truth of yes. The only issue is I had so much come at me at once I feel my brain shut down at some point. The day started fine with a visit from a friend and after he left I was hit with drama I was not wanting. After dealing with that it left me frustrated and a good deal pissed off, nothing I couldn't handle. Next I hear from a close friend back home telling me he just got out of surgery the day before to have a nerve blocking pump implanted into his back. And if that weren't enough my mother told me over the phone her blood pressure ane blood sugar have been low which she is supposed to have both high due to her medical issues and she could barely stay awake talking to me.
On top of all this I'm dealing with life as it is with job searching etc. So much is riding on me right now and I'm so scared I will fail and disappoint more people.
Also it doesn't help I feel people close to me are leaving me out of the loop and I don't find out things until its too late. As well as I was confronted with an emotion today I didn't understand and did not like. I've felt it before but it was amplified with everything happening.
To those that see this I apologize for yet more ranting from me and to those close to me I apologize for my inability to do what is needed of me.
Perhaps its my own over thinking like usual, letting my mind over work, but anyway I will deal with it all in stride.
Again do forgive my ranting.
Khaos of Envy signing off for now.
It's almost 6am here and I've barely slept a wink. I have the sounds of the air conditioner and movie playing to keep me company at this hour. I've laid here and been trying to understand how to express things I felt yesterday. And so far I've come up with zilch.
All day I've been asked if I were okay and I good the truth of yes. The only issue is I had so much come at me at once I feel my brain shut down at some point. The day started fine with a visit from a friend and after he left I was hit with drama I was not wanting. After dealing with that it left me frustrated and a good deal pissed off, nothing I couldn't handle. Next I hear from a close friend back home telling me he just got out of surgery the day before to have a nerve blocking pump implanted into his back. And if that weren't enough my mother told me over the phone her blood pressure ane blood sugar have been low which she is supposed to have both high due to her medical issues and she could barely stay awake talking to me.
On top of all this I'm dealing with life as it is with job searching etc. So much is riding on me right now and I'm so scared I will fail and disappoint more people.
Also it doesn't help I feel people close to me are leaving me out of the loop and I don't find out things until its too late. As well as I was confronted with an emotion today I didn't understand and did not like. I've felt it before but it was amplified with everything happening.
To those that see this I apologize for yet more ranting from me and to those close to me I apologize for my inability to do what is needed of me.
Perhaps its my own over thinking like usual, letting my mind over work, but anyway I will deal with it all in stride.
Again do forgive my ranting.
Khaos of Envy signing off for now.
Another year down, and the demon gets older
General | Posted 13 years agoWell as of tomorrow, March 25th, I will be 25. Yay woofat is getting older! I am still working on getting my life in line for once. I still have many things to learn and learn not to do with myself. Since I moved out of my parents I've learned a good deal not only about myself, but about life. I know now that my parents, though harsh they may have seemed, only meant well to prepare me for this world and I am grateful they did. Even though I have to get through my own personality quirks that plague me at times, I am still happy with how my life is going now. I may have lost my mate but I have found happiness with my master and want nothing more that to be with him in every way to be the perfect pet for him.
Well that's about all I have to say so I'm signing off for now fellow furries.
This is Khaos Envy signing off.
Well that's about all I have to say so I'm signing off for now fellow furries.
This is Khaos Envy signing off.
Finally finding my stride
General | Posted 14 years agoHowdy y'all....oh god that sounded really corny and southern of me >.>'
Anyway I'm making this journal to get rid of the emo one I had up. I'm finally hitting my stride with getting out on my own and everything. Though I still have a lot to do as far as job hunting and getting into school, I'm finally feeling more at home here. My master has been kind and loving and if not for him I would not be here. I have to give him a lot of credit as he has been there through a lot of troubling times in the past. I want to say I love you master and am grateful to finally be with you! Things are new but finally falling into place. I am glad I am trying to get out on my own and trying to be independent.
Anyway, thanks to all you guys who sent support to me in my last journal, it meant the world to me. It showed me I have a lot of friends. So thank you all!
Signed, Khaos of Envy
Anyway I'm making this journal to get rid of the emo one I had up. I'm finally hitting my stride with getting out on my own and everything. Though I still have a lot to do as far as job hunting and getting into school, I'm finally feeling more at home here. My master has been kind and loving and if not for him I would not be here. I have to give him a lot of credit as he has been there through a lot of troubling times in the past. I want to say I love you master and am grateful to finally be with you! Things are new but finally falling into place. I am glad I am trying to get out on my own and trying to be independent.
Anyway, thanks to all you guys who sent support to me in my last journal, it meant the world to me. It showed me I have a lot of friends. So thank you all!
Signed, Khaos of Envy
Odd unknown feelings
General | Posted 14 years agoWell guys, here I am again. I hate adding my thoughts here as there is enough drama in the fandom without my help, but I feel getting this out of my mind and on something is better than keeping it in my head much longer. So, here goes. Care to read on if you wish. (As if anyone is going to read this Journal anywho)
These last few months have been an interesting journey for me, I've had new experiences, met new people, tried to become more social, and found out things about me I needed to know, and that has made me very happy. The biggest plus is being with my master, whom I hold a deep love and adoration for and if not for him I wouldn't be typing this today. You see furries, this wolf bat wasn't always as happy go lucky as he seems. There were times I almost left the fandom, and even this world, but thanks to my Master I am still here. I've been down to the bottom of the barrel, a place I never want to see again, and he was able to yank me from out of my hole. I honestly don't know why I'm spilling all this to random strangers and some friends, but eh...I just need an outlet for this emotion. Anyway, I have always been shown a mixture of fear, respect, and contempt my whole life. Teased, ridiculed, and bullied as a kid which led to my severe drop in self esteem by my teen years. Now granted, maybe I could have done something to stop it all, but I didn't and I live with that. It has been my appearance which has both intimidated, and caused me grief from others but I have tried to grow and accept me for how I am. But the reason I fell so far only over a year ago after dealt with it my whole life, is that when even your own family sees you how everyone else has your whole life, you take a hard hit. I know, I know, what a dumbass reason for thinking of ending things right? Well that may be so but you must see it from my angle, I've always been the way I am and to suddenly hear my own family reveal their true feelings about my appearance was a heavy blow cause I was raised to believe family was a rare thing to treasure, and that was broken that day. *sigh* Why am I even writing this? I don't have even the foggiest clue really.
That aside, I am happy my Master did save me that day and I owe him a debt I doubt I could repay. Cause now I have not only my Master, but a great Pet as well and a wonderful Mate. All of them behind me makes me strong. Though today I don't feel very strong. The real reason I need to vent this is that I am really going through emotions, one of severe homesickness, and my esteem being absolute zero. Yeah, yeah, I'm digging a hole and I know it. I won't make an excuse against it. Because I honestly feel like shit, not physically but mentally. Master and my Pet both keep telling me the same thing, and I try hard to believe them as I trust them and my Mate with my life, but I guess a life time of being brought down by friends, and society itself has made a little place somewhere in the back recesses of my brain that keep this scar from healing. Society demands perfection, as do most everyone. I can't live up to that perfection, of that I am certain. I've seen what people find attractive, sexy, hot, etc and I am far from any of those things no matter what I'm told, attraction is physical and mental, and even though I may be mentally attractive, its the physical that always gets me.
I know I will probably get in trouble for all this later. I tried very hard not to dig this hole, I really did guys. I apologize for digging Pet, this came on my all of a sudden. And Master, sorry to you as well. I don't know why I felt like this today, but I just needed to get this off my chest, even if for a little while.
To anyone curious about anything said, you know how to contact me. No one will read this probably so I'll delete it in a day or so anyway.
Sincerely,
Khaos of Envy
These last few months have been an interesting journey for me, I've had new experiences, met new people, tried to become more social, and found out things about me I needed to know, and that has made me very happy. The biggest plus is being with my master, whom I hold a deep love and adoration for and if not for him I wouldn't be typing this today. You see furries, this wolf bat wasn't always as happy go lucky as he seems. There were times I almost left the fandom, and even this world, but thanks to my Master I am still here. I've been down to the bottom of the barrel, a place I never want to see again, and he was able to yank me from out of my hole. I honestly don't know why I'm spilling all this to random strangers and some friends, but eh...I just need an outlet for this emotion. Anyway, I have always been shown a mixture of fear, respect, and contempt my whole life. Teased, ridiculed, and bullied as a kid which led to my severe drop in self esteem by my teen years. Now granted, maybe I could have done something to stop it all, but I didn't and I live with that. It has been my appearance which has both intimidated, and caused me grief from others but I have tried to grow and accept me for how I am. But the reason I fell so far only over a year ago after dealt with it my whole life, is that when even your own family sees you how everyone else has your whole life, you take a hard hit. I know, I know, what a dumbass reason for thinking of ending things right? Well that may be so but you must see it from my angle, I've always been the way I am and to suddenly hear my own family reveal their true feelings about my appearance was a heavy blow cause I was raised to believe family was a rare thing to treasure, and that was broken that day. *sigh* Why am I even writing this? I don't have even the foggiest clue really.
That aside, I am happy my Master did save me that day and I owe him a debt I doubt I could repay. Cause now I have not only my Master, but a great Pet as well and a wonderful Mate. All of them behind me makes me strong. Though today I don't feel very strong. The real reason I need to vent this is that I am really going through emotions, one of severe homesickness, and my esteem being absolute zero. Yeah, yeah, I'm digging a hole and I know it. I won't make an excuse against it. Because I honestly feel like shit, not physically but mentally. Master and my Pet both keep telling me the same thing, and I try hard to believe them as I trust them and my Mate with my life, but I guess a life time of being brought down by friends, and society itself has made a little place somewhere in the back recesses of my brain that keep this scar from healing. Society demands perfection, as do most everyone. I can't live up to that perfection, of that I am certain. I've seen what people find attractive, sexy, hot, etc and I am far from any of those things no matter what I'm told, attraction is physical and mental, and even though I may be mentally attractive, its the physical that always gets me.
I know I will probably get in trouble for all this later. I tried very hard not to dig this hole, I really did guys. I apologize for digging Pet, this came on my all of a sudden. And Master, sorry to you as well. I don't know why I felt like this today, but I just needed to get this off my chest, even if for a little while.
To anyone curious about anything said, you know how to contact me. No one will read this probably so I'll delete it in a day or so anyway.
Sincerely,
Khaos of Envy
Remember the 90's?
General | Posted 14 years agoIf you're under the age of 12 you shouldnt even read this; and if you do, you should not repost.
Just because you were born in 97 doest mean you're a 90s kid. ... It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons -I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90s just wont cut it.
You're a 90s kid if, You remember watching: -Kenan and Kel -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rocko's Modern Life -Animaniacs -Gargoyles -Tom and Jerry [when they didnt talk] -Hey Arnold -Out of the Box -Bear in the Big Blue House
You've ever ended a sentence with the word PSYCHE! You just cant resist finishing this: "In west Philadelphia born and raised...
You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
When everything was settled by:
-rock paper scissors or -bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or -miss mary mack
When kick ball was something you did everyday!!
You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.
You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.
You always wanted to send in a tape to Americas Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.
You remember watching: -The Magic School Bus -Wishbone -Reading Rainbow -Ghostwriter on PBS
You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.
And you played with Silly Puddy and Sticky Tac that you stole from the teachers walls.
You remember those Where's Waldo books.
Those awesome Buzz Lightyear shoes that light up.
You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gum
You remember watching: -The 1st Batman -Aladdin -Ninja Turtles -Ghost Busters
You remember Ring Pops!!!
If you remember when every thing was da BOMB!
You remember boom boxes vs. cd players
You played and/or collected Pogs
You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere u went
You watched the original cartoons of -Rugrats -Wild Thornberrys -Power Rangers -Rocket Power.
All your school supplies were Lisa Frank brand
If you collected those: -Beanie Babies -Yu Gi Oh and Pokemon cards -Coins with the states on them -Carebears -Silver dollars, which were cool to have
Everyone watched the WB
If you even know what an original walkman is..
You know the Macarena by heart
"Talk to the hand". . .enough said.
You went to McDonalds to play in the play place
Before the MySpace frenzy...
Before the Internet & text messaging...
Before Sidekicks & iPods ...
Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360...
Before Spongebob...
When light up sneakers were cool and you had spiral spring shoelaces
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs
When gas was $1.
When we recorded stuff on VCR
You had slap bracelets!
You actually played outside until it was dark!
Way back-Before we realized all this would eventually disappear
ONLY REPOST IF YOU SMILED AT AT LEAST HALF OF THESE THINGS BECAUSE THEY BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES. The good old days! <333
Just because you were born in 97 doest mean you're a 90s kid. ... It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons -I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90s just wont cut it.
You're a 90s kid if, You remember watching: -Kenan and Kel -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rocko's Modern Life -Animaniacs -Gargoyles -Tom and Jerry [when they didnt talk] -Hey Arnold -Out of the Box -Bear in the Big Blue House
You've ever ended a sentence with the word PSYCHE! You just cant resist finishing this: "In west Philadelphia born and raised...
You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
When everything was settled by:
-rock paper scissors or -bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or -miss mary mack
When kick ball was something you did everyday!!
You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.
You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.
You always wanted to send in a tape to Americas Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.
You remember watching: -The Magic School Bus -Wishbone -Reading Rainbow -Ghostwriter on PBS
You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.
And you played with Silly Puddy and Sticky Tac that you stole from the teachers walls.
You remember those Where's Waldo books.
Those awesome Buzz Lightyear shoes that light up.
You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gum
You remember watching: -The 1st Batman -Aladdin -Ninja Turtles -Ghost Busters
You remember Ring Pops!!!
If you remember when every thing was da BOMB!
You remember boom boxes vs. cd players
You played and/or collected Pogs
You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere u went
You watched the original cartoons of -Rugrats -Wild Thornberrys -Power Rangers -Rocket Power.
All your school supplies were Lisa Frank brand
If you collected those: -Beanie Babies -Yu Gi Oh and Pokemon cards -Coins with the states on them -Carebears -Silver dollars, which were cool to have
Everyone watched the WB
If you even know what an original walkman is..
You know the Macarena by heart
"Talk to the hand". . .enough said.
You went to McDonalds to play in the play place
Before the MySpace frenzy...
Before the Internet & text messaging...
Before Sidekicks & iPods ...
Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360...
Before Spongebob...
When light up sneakers were cool and you had spiral spring shoelaces
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs
When gas was $1.
When we recorded stuff on VCR
You had slap bracelets!
You actually played outside until it was dark!
Way back-Before we realized all this would eventually disappear
ONLY REPOST IF YOU SMILED AT AT LEAST HALF OF THESE THINGS BECAUSE THEY BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES. The good old days! <333
Confliction and Contemplation
General | Posted 14 years agoHeya guys. Well here I am, it's almost 5 A.M. and I am having insomnia of the worst kind. (usual for me lately and most of my adult life) And as I lay here in th dark, listening to some pop hits coming in low on the television, I can't help but think over things. My first thought is about my trip I've been on for the past month to visit my master and brother here in North Carolina, which has been an amazing trip by the way, and I have enjoyed every minute of it, but my mind is torn. On the one hand I am loving it here and have been able to relax and be me for once, and on the other hand I am missing my home in Alabama something aweful and want to be back where the "skies are so blue". I've been conflicted for weeks, my Dad for once in I can't remember how long, told me he was proud of me for branching out and doing my own thing and trying to make my own life. While my mother has been missing me, she is like my best friend, its been just me and mom against the world. Even if mom causes drama and stirs up shit I still love her cause no matter what she has stuck by me all my life. So you see guys, I'm just torn on whether to stay here or return home and decide later on moving. Also I've gotten new I may not even be able to be home for Christmas which is something I desperately wanted to do. Dad, having used up all his vacation days early in the year like always due to his diabetes and other ailments, says he won't be able to come get me ON Christmas, which is the last thing I want to do on that day. Secondly, my wonderful mate Max and I have been talking about finally meeting and spending the holidays together, and so this has popped my bubble on those plans so I'm in a rather moody slump. Two years he and I have been together and the one time I thought we might actually meet dashed in an instant. Well, I'm not going to give up hope and try to see my wife whenever possible. I know no one will ever read this journal, but I wanted to get the words out there and rant as it were. If by some chance someone does read this and has any encouraging words, I'd love to hear them.
Sincerily yours,
Khaos of Envy
Sincerily yours,
Khaos of Envy
Furry Meme thingy
General | Posted 14 years agoWell my pet tagged me so here we go. I gotta tag five people too so here they are
DarkFang619
Omniwolfspike
Shuura
aapur
okay so maybe only four cause I can't think of anyone else
[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back (okay I do do this sometimes I admit)
Total: 6
[ ] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 11
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 14
[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it (planning to buy one though)
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it (gonna get one for my master)
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 15
[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 20
[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep (my chair)
[x] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 25
[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to yourself as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 28
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet (I do have a master and do so around him)
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Final Total: 33
double your total score and you have your percentage
66% Furry....hmmmm....that accurate?
DarkFang619
Omniwolfspike
Shuura
aapurokay so maybe only four cause I can't think of anyone else
[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back (okay I do do this sometimes I admit)
Total: 6
[ ] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 11
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 14
[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it (planning to buy one though)
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it (gonna get one for my master)
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 15
[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 20
[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep (my chair)
[x] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 25
[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to yourself as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 28
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet (I do have a master and do so around him)
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Final Total: 33
double your total score and you have your percentage
66% Furry....hmmmm....that accurate?
What if?.....
General | Posted 14 years agoGot this from my buddy
aapur thought it was interesting so I did one on him and figured why not and put it here for anyone else.
What if~
♥ I died:
♥ I kissed you:
♥ I fell:
♥ I lived next door to you:
♥ I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
♥ I stole something:
♥ I was murdered:
♥ I cried:
♥ I asked you to marry me:
♥ I was hospitalised:
♥ I was turned into a zombie:
~What do you think about my~
x Personality:
x Eyes:
x Hair:
x Family:
x Smile:
~Would you~
♪ Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
♪ Keep a secret if I told you one?
♪ Hold my hand?
♪ Study with me?
♪ Cook for me?
♪ Love me?
♪ Date me?
♪ Have sex with me?
~Have you ever ~
☼ Lied to make me feel better?
☼ Wanted to kiss me?
☼ Wanted to kill me?
☼ Broke my heart?
☼ Thought I was unbearably annoying?
☼ Hated me?
☼ Wanted to tell me something but didn't?
☼ Wondered about my sanity?
☼ Wanted to do something to me?
~More ~
► When and how did we meet?
► Describe me in three words.
► What was your first impression of me?
► What do you think of me now?
► What reminds you of me?
► Could you see us together forever?
► When's the last time you saw me?
► Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?
aapur thought it was interesting so I did one on him and figured why not and put it here for anyone else.What if~
♥ I died:
♥ I kissed you:
♥ I fell:
♥ I lived next door to you:
♥ I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
♥ I stole something:
♥ I was murdered:
♥ I cried:
♥ I asked you to marry me:
♥ I was hospitalised:
♥ I was turned into a zombie:
~What do you think about my~
x Personality:
x Eyes:
x Hair:
x Family:
x Smile:
~Would you~
♪ Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
♪ Keep a secret if I told you one?
♪ Hold my hand?
♪ Study with me?
♪ Cook for me?
♪ Love me?
♪ Date me?
♪ Have sex with me?
~Have you ever ~
☼ Lied to make me feel better?
☼ Wanted to kiss me?
☼ Wanted to kill me?
☼ Broke my heart?
☼ Thought I was unbearably annoying?
☼ Hated me?
☼ Wanted to tell me something but didn't?
☼ Wondered about my sanity?
☼ Wanted to do something to me?
~More ~
► When and how did we meet?
► Describe me in three words.
► What was your first impression of me?
► What do you think of me now?
► What reminds you of me?
► Could you see us together forever?
► When's the last time you saw me?
► Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?
A song dedicated to my Master
General | Posted 14 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6ITkCCLKqM&feature=channel_video_title Go take a listen to it. this song has a lot of meaning to me, it was played to me by my Master when he saved me from my darkest hour and I will never forget it. Thank you master for everything you have done for me
Khaos Envy
Khaos Envy
Born This Way
General | Posted 15 years agoI'm not one to post a journal with a song in it, but I honestly feel this song speaks volumes and to me it is an anthem of my life in a sense and how I believe in some things.
Give it a listen if you wish http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wV1FrqwZyKw
Give it a listen if you wish http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wV1FrqwZyKw
I'm 52% cute? Okay this thing is wrong....
General | Posted 15 years ago[x] = You have blue/green eyes.
[ ] = You blush a lot.
[x] = You giggle.
[ ] = You're quiet.
[x] = You say random silly things.
[ ] = You have a baby face.
[x] = You wear a more down to earth style of clothing.
[x] = You don't wear halter tops or anything to showy.
[ ] = Your under 5 feet 6 inches tall.
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
Innocence:
[ ] = You're a virgin. (not by my own choice mind you)
[ ] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush.
[x] = Your idea of a date is really romantic.
[ ] = You sleep with a stuffed animal.
[x] = You like to cuddle.
[ ] = You've never played the Nervous game.
[x] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.
TOTAL SO FAR: 8
Colors:
[x] = You like the color pink/light blue.
[ ] = You tend to wear bright/girly colors.
TOTAL SO FAR: 9
Personality:
[x] = You can be ignorant/oblivious.
[x] = You'd consider yourself shy.
[x] = You like happy upbeat music.
[ ] = You like "Cutesy" music.
TOTAL SO FAR: 12
What YOU think is cute:
[x] = You like small animals
[ ] = You like babies a lot.
[ ] = Small/mini versions of things make you go
TOTAL: 13
Multiply how many you got by 4
Repost as: "I'm ____% Cute
13 x 4 = 52
[ ] = You blush a lot.
[x] = You giggle.
[ ] = You're quiet.
[x] = You say random silly things.
[ ] = You have a baby face.
[x] = You wear a more down to earth style of clothing.
[x] = You don't wear halter tops or anything to showy.
[ ] = Your under 5 feet 6 inches tall.
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
Innocence:
[ ] = You're a virgin. (not by my own choice mind you)
[ ] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush.
[x] = Your idea of a date is really romantic.
[ ] = You sleep with a stuffed animal.
[x] = You like to cuddle.
[ ] = You've never played the Nervous game.
[x] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.
TOTAL SO FAR: 8
Colors:
[x] = You like the color pink/light blue.
[ ] = You tend to wear bright/girly colors.
TOTAL SO FAR: 9
Personality:
[x] = You can be ignorant/oblivious.
[x] = You'd consider yourself shy.
[x] = You like happy upbeat music.
[ ] = You like "Cutesy" music.
TOTAL SO FAR: 12
What YOU think is cute:
[x] = You like small animals
[ ] = You like babies a lot.
[ ] = Small/mini versions of things make you go
TOTAL: 13
Multiply how many you got by 4
Repost as: "I'm ____% Cute
13 x 4 = 52
Character Question Meme
General | Posted 15 years ago1) Choose one of your own characters (OC). (Khaos)
2) Make them answer the following questions.
3) Feel free to add some questions of your own.
1) What gender are you?
Male
2) What is your age?
You know after the first few millennium you lose count
3) Do you want a hug?
Um, I don't think so
4) Do you have any bad habits?
If you call drinking, smoking, and gambling bad
5) What is your favorite food?
Anything that doesn't eat me first
6) What is your favorite ice-cream flavor?
Again, any that doesn't eat me first
7) Are you a virgin?
Do you realize who you're talking to?
8) Have you killed anyone?
*snaps fingers* There, a whole country died, are you happy?
9) Do you hate anyone?
My father
10) Do you have any secrets?
None that I'd tell your ass
11) What is your favorite season?
Fall. Cause of Halloween
12) Who is your best friend(s)?
Dark Fang, Maverick Skye, Copy, and Aapur
13) What are your hobbies?
Battle, war, sex, and *snaps fingers* killing whole countries never gets old hehe
14) What is your favorite drink?
Anything with alcohol
15) When is your birthday?
How should I fucking know? It was the beginning of fucking time
16) What age did you die?
Umm, immortal....can't....dumbass
17) Are you nice or mean?
Depends who's asking
18) Are you social or shy?
Social. Shy's too boring for me
19) What do you think of your parents?
I love my mother...and I killed my father, any other bright questions?
20) What's your weakness?
*scoffs* Like I'd tell you. Maybe I should kill you know and find yours?
21) How long can you stay under water?
What the fuck part of IMMORTAL don't you get?!
22) What do you do on a regular daily basis?
I blow shit up and burn cities down, next question before I rip your head off
23) Do you love someone?
Okay, now you're getting personal
24) When was the last time you wet your self.
I'm not even going to acknowledge that with a response
25) What's your favorite band(s)?
Kiss my furry ass
26) Ever worn a dress?
If I told you, I'd have to kill you
27) Willingly?
I swear I'm going to enjoy torturing you
28) What do you consider fun in the day-time?
*snaps fingers again* Do I need to explain again?
29) At night?
Why don't you ask the 'virgin' question again and that might give you a clue jacknut
30) Ever kissed anyone?
Again, I address you to the 'virgin' question
31) ...Of the same gender?
You really have no idea who you are talking to do you? Yes I kissed him then yiffed his brains out, that make you feel better?
32) If you could have any super power, what would it be?
I swear you are fucking dense.I will spell it out for you I-M-M-O-R-T-A-L
33) What's you're favorite thing to touch?
Okay, you know what. If I told you that you would have children running away asking their parents sexual questions so no I won't answer
34) Anyone loves you?
Well if not then they lied over 1000 times
35) What's your favorite colour(s)?
Purple and orange, why do you care?
36) When was the last time you cried?
Kiss my furry ass! I'm not answering
37) Do you have a pet?
Yes, but he could take the heat of hell so he burst into flames
38) What did you name your pet?
Fluffy
39) Are you crazy?
If you call being a demon lord crazy then yes
40) What are you?
I'm a fucking wolf demon, what's it look like?
41) What's your nickname?
Envy
42) Do you consider yourself a happy or a down person?
Let me slit your throat and I'll show you how happy I am
43) If you were a superhero, you'll be...?
Your mother!
44) Favorite movie?
Nightmare on Elm street if you must know
45) What is your current occupation?
Demon Overlord
46) Ever wanted to kill anyone?
*goes to snap fingers* You know what...no...I think it's time this all ended *draws sword* Good night
2) Make them answer the following questions.
3) Feel free to add some questions of your own.
1) What gender are you?
Male
2) What is your age?
You know after the first few millennium you lose count
3) Do you want a hug?
Um, I don't think so
4) Do you have any bad habits?
If you call drinking, smoking, and gambling bad
5) What is your favorite food?
Anything that doesn't eat me first
6) What is your favorite ice-cream flavor?
Again, any that doesn't eat me first
7) Are you a virgin?
Do you realize who you're talking to?
8) Have you killed anyone?
*snaps fingers* There, a whole country died, are you happy?
9) Do you hate anyone?
My father
10) Do you have any secrets?
None that I'd tell your ass
11) What is your favorite season?
Fall. Cause of Halloween
12) Who is your best friend(s)?
Dark Fang, Maverick Skye, Copy, and Aapur
13) What are your hobbies?
Battle, war, sex, and *snaps fingers* killing whole countries never gets old hehe
14) What is your favorite drink?
Anything with alcohol
15) When is your birthday?
How should I fucking know? It was the beginning of fucking time
16) What age did you die?
Umm, immortal....can't....dumbass
17) Are you nice or mean?
Depends who's asking
18) Are you social or shy?
Social. Shy's too boring for me
19) What do you think of your parents?
I love my mother...and I killed my father, any other bright questions?
20) What's your weakness?
*scoffs* Like I'd tell you. Maybe I should kill you know and find yours?
21) How long can you stay under water?
What the fuck part of IMMORTAL don't you get?!
22) What do you do on a regular daily basis?
I blow shit up and burn cities down, next question before I rip your head off
23) Do you love someone?
Okay, now you're getting personal
24) When was the last time you wet your self.
I'm not even going to acknowledge that with a response
25) What's your favorite band(s)?
Kiss my furry ass
26) Ever worn a dress?
If I told you, I'd have to kill you
27) Willingly?
I swear I'm going to enjoy torturing you
28) What do you consider fun in the day-time?
*snaps fingers again* Do I need to explain again?
29) At night?
Why don't you ask the 'virgin' question again and that might give you a clue jacknut
30) Ever kissed anyone?
Again, I address you to the 'virgin' question
31) ...Of the same gender?
You really have no idea who you are talking to do you? Yes I kissed him then yiffed his brains out, that make you feel better?
32) If you could have any super power, what would it be?
I swear you are fucking dense.I will spell it out for you I-M-M-O-R-T-A-L
33) What's you're favorite thing to touch?
Okay, you know what. If I told you that you would have children running away asking their parents sexual questions so no I won't answer
34) Anyone loves you?
Well if not then they lied over 1000 times
35) What's your favorite colour(s)?
Purple and orange, why do you care?
36) When was the last time you cried?
Kiss my furry ass! I'm not answering
37) Do you have a pet?
Yes, but he could take the heat of hell so he burst into flames
38) What did you name your pet?
Fluffy
39) Are you crazy?
If you call being a demon lord crazy then yes
40) What are you?
I'm a fucking wolf demon, what's it look like?
41) What's your nickname?
Envy
42) Do you consider yourself a happy or a down person?
Let me slit your throat and I'll show you how happy I am
43) If you were a superhero, you'll be...?
Your mother!
44) Favorite movie?
Nightmare on Elm street if you must know
45) What is your current occupation?
Demon Overlord
46) Ever wanted to kill anyone?
*goes to snap fingers* You know what...no...I think it's time this all ended *draws sword* Good night
10 Free short stories to those who comment!!
General | Posted 15 years agoA challenge done by my friend
aapur and as per his challenge I am putting up 10 short stories to the first ten people to comment on this journal.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.
and if you accept then you have to put up 10 of something as well
Thanks, and if you want you can note me with the specifics of what kind of story you would like. I will do yiffy stories as long as there is nothing I go against, but I'm open so ask and I'll tell you if I'll do it.
aapur and as per his challenge I am putting up 10 short stories to the first ten people to comment on this journal. 1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.
and if you accept then you have to put up 10 of something as well
Thanks, and if you want you can note me with the specifics of what kind of story you would like. I will do yiffy stories as long as there is nothing I go against, but I'm open so ask and I'll tell you if I'll do it.
Finally time for a Halloween story
General | Posted 15 years ago Greetings to all my watchers and other members of Fur Affinity!
It is I Khaos of Envy, you friendly chaotic demon wolf writer! I know I have been absent from my writing and promised new stories over and over, blah blah blah same old shit I know. But now it is time to unveil my newest work Furday the 13th, which is a take on the classic film franchise that got me into loving horror movies. As you all know, if you read my profile or know me in general, I love horror movies and have watched them all my life so it is only fitting that I make an homage to some of the greats. I plan to have Furday the 13th finished between now and Halloween, and maybe an extra story if I can get my groove on like I want. So to all my watchers and my friends I bid you a good day and hope you enjoy my story. Keep it real, keep it fresh, and always keep it yiffy
Khaos, out!
It is I Khaos of Envy, you friendly chaotic demon wolf writer! I know I have been absent from my writing and promised new stories over and over, blah blah blah same old shit I know. But now it is time to unveil my newest work Furday the 13th, which is a take on the classic film franchise that got me into loving horror movies. As you all know, if you read my profile or know me in general, I love horror movies and have watched them all my life so it is only fitting that I make an homage to some of the greats. I plan to have Furday the 13th finished between now and Halloween, and maybe an extra story if I can get my groove on like I want. So to all my watchers and my friends I bid you a good day and hope you enjoy my story. Keep it real, keep it fresh, and always keep it yiffy
Khaos, out!
UD Meme
General | Posted 15 years agoI was tagged by
aapur
Your name:
Kelsey
most bad ass, extremely athletic (not really me lol) and sexy person, typically a smart ass but cares a lot about the people he is closest to, hard core and slightly cocky but never lets it all go to his head. typically the quickest with comebacks, loves to listen to people, and enjoys proving people wrong. always up for a challenge and hates losing
Your age?
23
The number that Tony Soprano hit while playing roulette then let it ride to loose it all to number 11. Significant because it showed Tony's gambling streak had hit the bottom. (only reason I like this is cause the Soprano's fucking kick ass)
One of your friends?
Nick
the hottest, sexiest man you will ever meet. usually has a very large penis, makes a really good boyfriend and is always confident about himself. can kick almost anyone's ass and is quite a gentleman. always get with a nick, you will always be pleased.
What should you be doing?
sleeping
Gaining one's confidence and luring them into a desired area to kill or beat them because of something they have done
Favorite color?
the color of happiness
Birthplace?
Alabama
Well, it is a shame that people judge this beautiful state due to their lack of knowledge. Alabama's education is improving every year. Bessemer high school in Birmingham, AL, was ranked the number one high school in the country thanks to the outstanding performance of students and their (national) test scores. The University of Alabama, Auburn University, and many more colleges and universities are ranked among the best in the nation(These facts can be viewed on the internet). Not only the education, but the cities are among the best. Huntsville, AL is one of the main reasons NASA is where it is today. Technological advances are conceived everyday to help improve the space program and potentially the benefit for mankind. God has blessed this state with wonderful and faithful people. He has also created beautiful mountains, valleys, and beaches, and yet the history of this great state adds to the immaculate beauty. It is very unfortunate that people have to be so critical and narrow-minded about Alabama and the South itself. The South is where its at, and you will never know until you experience it! Oh by the way, racism exist everywhere and not just in Alabama. The few racist people and "rednecks" that reside in Alabama are not recognized by the predominant society of normal people. This includes the entire Southeast.
Month of your birth?
March
Month in which creative, layed-back, dreamy, cool people were born.
Last person you talked to
Dad
The one that treats you like an equal and respects you. The one that provides moral guidance and teaches you about life. The one that co-conspires about hiding broken stuff from Mum. He protects and cares and makes you laugh but calls you ridiculous nicknames.
One of your nicknames?
Khaos
Someone who is best at a game.
Tag three people
don't have three to tag lol
aapur Your name:
Kelsey
most bad ass, extremely athletic (not really me lol) and sexy person, typically a smart ass but cares a lot about the people he is closest to, hard core and slightly cocky but never lets it all go to his head. typically the quickest with comebacks, loves to listen to people, and enjoys proving people wrong. always up for a challenge and hates losing
Your age?
23
The number that Tony Soprano hit while playing roulette then let it ride to loose it all to number 11. Significant because it showed Tony's gambling streak had hit the bottom. (only reason I like this is cause the Soprano's fucking kick ass)
One of your friends?
Nick
the hottest, sexiest man you will ever meet. usually has a very large penis, makes a really good boyfriend and is always confident about himself. can kick almost anyone's ass and is quite a gentleman. always get with a nick, you will always be pleased.
What should you be doing?
sleeping
Gaining one's confidence and luring them into a desired area to kill or beat them because of something they have done
Favorite color?
the color of happiness
Birthplace?
Alabama
Well, it is a shame that people judge this beautiful state due to their lack of knowledge. Alabama's education is improving every year. Bessemer high school in Birmingham, AL, was ranked the number one high school in the country thanks to the outstanding performance of students and their (national) test scores. The University of Alabama, Auburn University, and many more colleges and universities are ranked among the best in the nation(These facts can be viewed on the internet). Not only the education, but the cities are among the best. Huntsville, AL is one of the main reasons NASA is where it is today. Technological advances are conceived everyday to help improve the space program and potentially the benefit for mankind. God has blessed this state with wonderful and faithful people. He has also created beautiful mountains, valleys, and beaches, and yet the history of this great state adds to the immaculate beauty. It is very unfortunate that people have to be so critical and narrow-minded about Alabama and the South itself. The South is where its at, and you will never know until you experience it! Oh by the way, racism exist everywhere and not just in Alabama. The few racist people and "rednecks" that reside in Alabama are not recognized by the predominant society of normal people. This includes the entire Southeast.
Month of your birth?
March
Month in which creative, layed-back, dreamy, cool people were born.
Last person you talked to
Dad
The one that treats you like an equal and respects you. The one that provides moral guidance and teaches you about life. The one that co-conspires about hiding broken stuff from Mum. He protects and cares and makes you laugh but calls you ridiculous nicknames.
One of your nicknames?
Khaos
Someone who is best at a game.
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I'm back and writing again! May the gods be praised! lol
General | Posted 15 years agoGreetings all! I am happy to announce that I will now be getting back to work on my stories, and bringing you all some fresh new ideas from my warped mind. I apologize for my lengthy absence. I have dealt with quite a bit of drama lately.
Basically the person that reviewed my work and pushed me to write came to visit me back in February and March, causing quite a stir in my family. And after her, greatly wanted, departure she decided to spread some nasty rumors about me through her family and mine, which all were untrue and some unfounded.
But, I cannot be troubled by this any longer. The sad thing is she passed just recently, took her own life for reasons no one knows, and I was shaken by this, and for the fact that we were not on speaking terms. I hate what transpired between her and I, but she should have acted with more maturity than what she did. I hold no ill grudges to the dead, and have moved past my feelings.
I am sad for her passing cause if it were not for her I would not be writing and I would not have met the love of my life. I owe her my current happiness of being with my mate, whom I love more than anything and am glad to be with. Without her I would not have met all my friends here on Sofurry and Furaffinity.
So to make my long story short I am back to writing, with some great new concepts and a new Blue Moon chapter in the works. I hope to be back up and running soon and have a story for you all. I thank you for your patience with me and your understanding
This is Khaos of Envy, signing off
Heidi, may you rest in peace my friend. You will be greatly missed
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