This account is NSFW now !
Posted 10 months agoJust like the title says, I won't be keeping my NSFW to e621 and bsky only.
I have decided to start posting NSFW here too, starting with the art I had originally deleted from my gallery.
This means there will be posts very commonly in the next days, because I don't want to spam you all with a bunch of pictures all at once.
I will also be posting WIPs and new art commissions I hadn't posted here before, but that are available on e621.
To clarify, I don't make the posts on e621 although I do have an account. Most of the posts are made by customers who have put the proper credit on the image.
I haven't touched that site in about 3 years, but I'd like to use it again. It is very different from other sites so I'd have to learn my way around it.
I am letting you all know of this also, so as to let people who had been following under the idea that I draw SFW only, when I don't anymore. I know this site has a NSFW filter, but I wanted to give you all a heads up anyway.
Thank you so much for your comprehension, have a nice day ! ♪♫
I have decided to start posting NSFW here too, starting with the art I had originally deleted from my gallery.
This means there will be posts very commonly in the next days, because I don't want to spam you all with a bunch of pictures all at once.
I will also be posting WIPs and new art commissions I hadn't posted here before, but that are available on e621.
To clarify, I don't make the posts on e621 although I do have an account. Most of the posts are made by customers who have put the proper credit on the image.
I haven't touched that site in about 3 years, but I'd like to use it again. It is very different from other sites so I'd have to learn my way around it.
I am letting you all know of this also, so as to let people who had been following under the idea that I draw SFW only, when I don't anymore. I know this site has a NSFW filter, but I wanted to give you all a heads up anyway.
Thank you so much for your comprehension, have a nice day ! ♪♫
Drop your bluesky in the comments!
Posted a year agoJust like the title says !
Drop your Blue Sky account link in the comments !
I will be following everyone ♥
Here is mine by the way: https://bsky.app/profile/chumii.bsky.social
Drop your Blue Sky account link in the comments !
I will be following everyone ♥
Here is mine by the way: https://bsky.app/profile/chumii.bsky.social
I am back !
Posted a year agoJust like the title says ♥
Some things happened that I now have to start over.
I am not alone, and luckily found a new job at this new location :)
But heyy ! Art is also on the menuuu !
Let me know, how are you all doing ? hahah
Some things happened that I now have to start over.
I am not alone, and luckily found a new job at this new location :)
But heyy ! Art is also on the menuuu !
Let me know, how are you all doing ? hahah
OPEN for COMMS ! ♪♫
Posted 2 years agoUpdating the to-do list:
Commissions OPEN
1. Carbon - Ref Sheet *on final edits
2. Kelzygosa - Live2D Rig *on final edits
3. OPEN
4. OPEN
5. OPEN
6. OPEN
This is my current pricelist :
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52527835/
More info : https://chumiiart.carrd.co
You can send a comment or note, or DM me through Telegram here: https://t.me/Chumichan
Got a question? Ask freely!
Commissions OPEN
1. Carbon - Ref Sheet *on final edits
2. Kelzygosa - Live2D Rig *on final edits
3. OPEN
4. OPEN
5. OPEN
6. OPEN
This is my current pricelist :
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52527835/
More info : https://chumiiart.carrd.co
You can send a comment or note, or DM me through Telegram here: https://t.me/Chumichan
Got a question? Ask freely!
My current to-do list !
Posted 2 years agoUpdating the to-do list:
Commissions OPEN
1. Carbon - Ref Sheet
2. Kelzygosa - Live2D Rig
3. Brais - Telegram Sticker Pack.
4. OPEN
5. OPEN
6. OPEN
This is my current pricelist :
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52527835/
More info : https://chumiiart.carrd.co
You can send a comment or note, or DM me through Telegram here: https://t.me/Chumichan
Got a question? Ask freely!
Commissions OPEN
1. Carbon - Ref Sheet
2. Kelzygosa - Live2D Rig
3. Brais - Telegram Sticker Pack.
4. OPEN
5. OPEN
6. OPEN
This is my current pricelist :
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52527835/
More info : https://chumiiart.carrd.co
You can send a comment or note, or DM me through Telegram here: https://t.me/Chumichan
Got a question? Ask freely!
OPEN for Comms!
Posted 2 years agoHeya, Chumii here ♥ ♪
I am currently dedicating full time to Art. Comms are OPEN!
This is my current pricelist :
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52527835/
More info : https://chumiiart.carrd.co
You can send a comment or note, or DM me through Telegram here: https://t.me/Chumichan
Got a question? Ask freely!
I am currently dedicating full time to Art. Comms are OPEN!
This is my current pricelist :
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52527835/
More info : https://chumiiart.carrd.co
You can send a comment or note, or DM me through Telegram here: https://t.me/Chumichan
Got a question? Ask freely!
HUGE UPDATE ; Also, Hello!
Posted 3 years ago
Hey !
It has been a while, hasn't it?
So many things have happened over the years. I graduated from college, I have my Bachelors in Art and now a few more degrees in Education. Man, I love teaching and am hoping to soon get my work permit in the US and apply. I moved in to live with Seether, the love of my life and we got married in December of last year. As Seether and I started our path as a married couple, we found our path back to religion. That made me rethink the way I do art, which lead me to stop taking NSFW comms. You may s this decision was made, but don't worry, I will soon purge it all.
We now have three pets, two dogs and one cat. Cookie, Sugar and Spaghetti. Cookie is the reason why I am still alive. I adopted her shortly before everything in my life went south and she helped me keep moving forward. NOTHING would have stopped me from bringing her with me when I moved. She made my life better and I owe to give her an amazing life back.
Streaming is big for me now and I am having a great time doing streams. Artwork has been going great! I learned so much since my last update here.
Sadly, I don't think I would ever come back to use FA for other than sharing my most recent art once every few months.
This website is fine, but I have gotten more accustomed to using Telegram and Twitter as my main access to social media as of lately, so do check those out in the links below.
I hope to read how have you guys been as of lately. I will be checking the comments ♪♫
Important links:
♪ https://t.me/Chumiart
♪ https://twitter.com/KhramChee
♪ https://chumiiart.carrd.co/
Commissions Open for April ♥
Posted 4 years ago
Update:
I took almost a year to myself. Been working on personal art that I will begin to post in the following days. I hope you guys don't mind the spammy nature my account will take in the upcoming days ♥
Now, I see myself having to open commissions to save up as much money as I can to buy myself a new computer asap.
My current computer is starting to act up and I am in dire need for a new one before this one dies.
That's why I'm opening commissions.
The computer I want to buy costs exactly $1000 and I currently have $100 in my Paypal Account. I will make sure to keep you all updated with this !
Important links:
♪ Pricelist: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36704695/
♪ Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/SeetherCord
Savings: $100 / $1000
To Do List:
1- Open
2- Open
3- Open
4- Open
5- Open
Commissions Open!
Posted 5 years agoHey there!
I'm getting back on track with things!
I finally graduated from College, now it's just time to wait for the ceremony :D
They recently messaged us asking whether or not we prefer it to be in person or online, I personally voted for online but we'll have to wait to see ^^
Here is my pricelist:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36704695/
Feel free to leave a comment, PM me or message me through my Telegram Chumichan
♥
I'm getting back on track with things!
I finally graduated from College, now it's just time to wait for the ceremony :D
They recently messaged us asking whether or not we prefer it to be in person or online, I personally voted for online but we'll have to wait to see ^^
Here is my pricelist:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36704695/
Feel free to leave a comment, PM me or message me through my Telegram Chumichan
♥
I have updated my Pricelist!
Posted 5 years agoI have changed my prices up a bit to a price where I feel comfortable and also items I would be interested to draw.
I am also hosting a small raffle in my telegram channel chumiart on telegram!
Feel free to check it out!
I am also hosting a small raffle in my telegram channel chumiart on telegram!
Feel free to check it out!
Selling my partial fursuit.
Posted 6 years agoThe whole story as to why is in the listing down below ♥
https://www.thedealersden.com/listi.....fursuit/153294
I met SeetherCord in person!
Posted 6 years agoHey! Remember I was trying to save up money in order to meet SeetherCord in person?
Well, as you read on the title of this journal, we MET in real life!!
Everything from start to finish was amazing, it was sweet, fulfilling and happiness flowing from the first second till the last one.
We had an amazing time during those three weeks. Seether is really sweet, he's lovely and I couldn't be happier to be dating someone as kind and hard working as he is.
I want to thank everyone who bought commissions from me and also decided to donate money to help us out.
We are already starting to save up to meet yet again, but he's the one coming to my country, though this time we have things better figured out.
It's so strange to say that I personally feel so surprised over the fact that him and I got along and interacted so smoothly and nice from day 1. It felt as if we had known in person for years when in reality we had just met in person. This makes me think that we are meant to me, y'know? I've NEVER felt as connected with anyone else. Not in the way I do with him.
As for the few commissions that I accepted before the trip, I have not forgotten about you!
I will get back to art soon and will notify you all of the progress <3
Thanks for reading so far *hands a cookie* Hope you have a great day!
Well, as you read on the title of this journal, we MET in real life!!
Everything from start to finish was amazing, it was sweet, fulfilling and happiness flowing from the first second till the last one.
We had an amazing time during those three weeks. Seether is really sweet, he's lovely and I couldn't be happier to be dating someone as kind and hard working as he is.
I want to thank everyone who bought commissions from me and also decided to donate money to help us out.
We are already starting to save up to meet yet again, but he's the one coming to my country, though this time we have things better figured out.
It's so strange to say that I personally feel so surprised over the fact that him and I got along and interacted so smoothly and nice from day 1. It felt as if we had known in person for years when in reality we had just met in person. This makes me think that we are meant to me, y'know? I've NEVER felt as connected with anyone else. Not in the way I do with him.
As for the few commissions that I accepted before the trip, I have not forgotten about you!
I will get back to art soon and will notify you all of the progress <3
Thanks for reading so far *hands a cookie* Hope you have a great day!
A little Update ♥
Posted 6 years ago
Update:
I have gotten back on track with commissions, I think I can work on up to three a month, but I will still take my mental health first before opening more slots each time.
Seether and I have merged our Patreon and Ko-Fi and by donating to either you are helping both of us achieve our dreams as artists.
His is to make videos for a living and mine is to draw and teach art.
Here are the links:
♪ https://ko-fi.com/seethernchee
♪ https://www.patreon.com/SeetherCord
Savings: 1100$ / 2000$
Needed for the trip: 1600$
¿What about the Commission Changes?
I'm taking only ten stickers per person now. No more packs bigger than 10 stickers will be accepted!
Current Sticker pack price: 1 Sticker = $6 . 10 Stickers = 50$To Do List:
1- Brais 2 Commissions - (Paid - One Done)
2- Halfbody for Azareus - (Paid - Not Started Yet)
3- Couple fullbody for DJMatt at Telegram ( Paid - Not Started Yet)
No more Slots until Current Comms are Finished.
2019 Update
Posted 6 years ago
Update:
A few unexpected things happened that I had to give money back to a lot of people. The funds went down from 1800 to 1100 USD.
I fell into depression again and refunded some of the money.
I will only be taking commissions if I feel like drawing them for now... Sorry for anyone who has been waiting for my list to open.
If you want to ask if I'd take your comm feel free to though.
Here's the link: https://www.ko-fi.com/khramchee
Savings: 1100$ / 2000$
Needed for the trip: 1600$
¿What about the Commission Changes?
I'm taking only ten stickers per person now. No more packs bigger than 10 stickers will be accepted!
Current Sticker pack price: 1 Sticker = $6 . 10 Stickers = 50$To Do List:
1- Couple drawing - Discord (Paid)
2- Ovy fullbody - whatsapp (Paid)
3-
December commissions open!
Posted 7 years ago
Update:
Pricelist will soon be updated because of my bad pricing knowledge back when I first did it.
Sticker prices will not change, only the other ones will either rise or get lower.
I am more than thankful over the donations you dearests have done to our Ko-Fi. It is thank to you all that I Will be able to go to the US to meet Seether in person.
At the moment we are saving up a little extra money as a ''just in case''.
Set date for the trip: May 2019
Here's the link: https://www.ko-fi.com/khramchee
Savings: 1800$ / 2000$
Needed for the trip: 1600$
¿What about the Commission Changes?
I'm taking only ten stickers per person now. No more packs bigger than 10 stickers will be accepted!
Current Sticker pack price: 1 Sticker = $6 . 10 Stickers = 50$To Do List:
1- Raffle Winner 2nd place. (Not started yet)
2- Pepper 10 Stickers (Waiting on list)
3- OPEN
4- OPEN
5- OPEN
Comms Closed
Posted 7 years ago
Update:
I will only take one commission this month ^^''
I am more than thankful over the donations you dearests have done to our Ko-Fi. It is thank to you all that I Will be able to go to the US to meet Seether in person.
Set date for the trip: May 2019
Here's the link: https://www.ko-fi.com/khramchee
¿Why the Trip?
SeetherCord and I have decided to take our Relationship way more seriously after having to deal with really difficult situations that made us both stronger and brought us closer together, that lead to us agreeing that we NEED to meet in person before taking the next step.
¿What about the Commission Changes?
I only take comms of 10 to 15 sticker packs. No more big packs, sorry.
Plus, I want to try doing more headshots and fullbody drawings, please consider buying these from me!
¿Why the Trip?
SeetherCord and I have decided to take our Relationship way more seriously after having to deal with really difficult situations that made us both stronger and brought us closer together, that lead to us agreeing that we NEED to meet in person since we consider to know each other enough online that the only problem we got now is distance.
¿What about the Commission Changes?
I'm taking only ten stickers per person now. No more packs bigger than 10 stickers will be accepted!
Current Sticker pack price: 1 Sticker = $6 . 10 Stickers = 50$To Do List:
1- Kuma Raccoon - 4 headshots. (DONE)
2- Raffle Winner 1st place. (DONE)
3- Raffle Winner 2nd place.
4- Raffle Winner 3rd place. (DONE)
5- Lerod - Fullbody Drawing
6- Pepper 10 Stickers
7- ChrisEagor - Fullbody Drawing
We have reached the goal!
Posted 7 years agoWant to participate on an Art Raffle? Here's the link to Twitter ! :
https://twitter.com/KhramChee/statu.....28699455905792
I am more than thankful over the donations you dearests have done to our Ko-Fi. It is thank to you all that I Will be able to go to the US to meet Seether in person.
We haven't set a date yet, but we are sure that we want to meet around May of next year, so be expecting photos soon!!
Here's the link: https://www.ko-fi.com/khramchee
¿Why the Trip?
SeetherCord and I have decided to take our Relationship way more seriously after having to deal with really difficult situations that made us both stronger and brought us closer together, that lead to us agreeing that we NEED to meet in person before taking the next step.
¿What about the Commission Changes?
I only take comms of 10 to 15 sticker packs. No more big packs, sorry.
Plus, I want to try doing more headshots and fullbody drawings, please consider buying these from me!
To Do List:
1- 7 Stickers for Brais the Armaldo (Almost Done)
2- 1 sticker for Pip the boi (Done)
3- 12 stickers for Drekhan (Done)
4- 10 stickers for Steel the Warrior (Working on it)
Comissions CLOSED - Art Raffle on my Twitter!
Posted 7 years ago
Want to participate on an Art Raffle? Here's the link to Twitter ! :
https://twitter.com/KhramChee/statu.....28699455905792
I have decided to start up a Ko-Fi Page to help raise money to pay for the trip to visit SeetherCord
With your help we went from 600 to 900! We are halfway there!
Here's the link: https://www.ko-fi.com/khramchee
US $1100 / 1500 Saved so far Out of Comissions and Patreon Donations
Setting up the Ko-Fi would help us raise the money and spread my comissions a little more.
¿Why the Trip?
SeetherCord and I have decided to take our Relationship way more seriously after having to deal with really difficult situations that made us both stronger and brought us closer together, that lead to us agreeing that we NEED to meet in person since we consider to know each other enough online that the only problem we got now is distance.
¿What about the Commission Changes?
I will stop taking Sticker Pack Commissions, I have Overworked myself with them and need some time before taking more. I will take regular commissions for now until I feel good enough to go back into working with stickers once again. I'm really sorry...To Do List:
1- 7 Stickers for Brais the Armaldo
2- 1 sticker for Pip the boi
3- 12 stickers for Drekhan
4- 10 stickers for Steel the Warrior
I need to get this out of my chest. (Long Text)
Posted 7 years agoI know pretty much few of my followers noticed how or when did I start or end my relationships before Seethe came into my life, and that is because I didn't date anyone for a year, and here's the reason why:
Back when I was 14 I met someone online, he was from Mexico and most of my friends refer to him as ''The Mexican Guy''.
Pretty much all my longer lasting friends know EXACTLY who am I talking about, but for anyone new, here's it.
I met him when I was 14, he was 16 and about to turn 17. He was dating a girl and back then they had been together for four years already. The girl broke up with him to date someone else and he came to me all sad and depressed to which I responded with cheering up messages and I tried to make him feel better as much as I could. I felt like I had made a connection with him and shortly after he asked me to date, to which I said yes.
Everything was great throughout the first year, just like any normal online relationship we chatted everyday, but bad things didn't take much time to start happening. He betrayed me with a friend we had in common. I let it pass, the girl kinda hated me but I honestly didn't care about her, I always blamed him. Second time, I talked it out with the girl and both of us agreed he was being an asshole. It may seem as if I was taking everything in a level headed way, but it hurt me a lot. I just didn't show it as much. I cried, though not in front of him. Third time happened and I didn't even try to talk with the girl this time, it had hurt so much that I broke up with him.
You could be thinking ''Oh, wow, she's finally reacted'' but no, I came back to him. I didn't feel as connected to him as I used to. I started college already and was settling my life plan, I had and still have that same plan in mind and wanted him to do the same. He didn't finish high school because he was kicked out of it for being a bully. But I forced him to go back and get his degree. It was a fight but he did it. He then was also forced to start going to college, I told him I wanted him to have a bright future. I wanted him to become whatever he'd like to do as an adult, to which he agreed.
Everything seems to be getting better, right? Well... no. He started to smoke cigarettes and getting wasted pretty often. I hate drug use and that became our main fight now. He would call me next day and tell me that he THINKS he fucked someone the night before. He would often poke fun of how strict I am about having a good behavior. I would not answer though it did bother me.
He made me meet his friends, they called themselves ''The Autistics'' and would play video games almost every day. These guys were and to this day I think they are pretty cool. They always treated me as if I was just one more dude in there and we'd play games together too. They wanted the best for our relationship and thus they told me he was betraying me. A fourth time.
I can't really explain what was going on in my mind but I developed the best plan to come back at him for it. I had had enough.
I started dating someone, yeah, I betrayed him too. To be more specific, I dated LeoKitsune. I can't think about this without feeling my stomach going crazy because Leo was and still is such a great person. I am really sorry for what I did and I don't deserve your forgiveness over anything. I also know you may never read this but it's fine. I'll hold this grudge for the rest of my life.
I made it obvious and too easy to find out, and when he did find out, his world started falling apart. He started saying it hurt him so much. He told me he finally understood how bad it made me feel and apologized over the past, but it wasn't enough for me. I didn't want just an apology, I wanted him to CHANGE. He denied it and said he was going to kill himself and that he was standing on the edge of his balcony, ready to jump.
I didn't even think twice, I let his family know about these messages. They reacted and took him to proper psychiatric care.
While on the other end I was dealing with haters who followed LeoKitsune sending me death treats through Notes in my old account. This is why I left the account of Chumi-chan abandoned. It was well deserved though.
I left internet for a month and on November of 2015 I created this account. I got a few unread messages on my Facebook from my ''mate's'' cousin saying that he wanted to talk to me, though all the messages would be monitored by his family. He told me he wanted to talk in a less monitored area, and so we did. On whats app we started chatting. He asked me to come back to him. I denied. Again. I denied. Again. I denied. I'm gonna kill myself if you don't come back to me. I denied. So, he said goodnight. I replied with goodnight. Let his family know again.
Everyone on his end, including family and friends hated me at this point. They all accused me of being the reason why he tried to kill himself twice. He had tried taking pills, though his family arrived on time to take him to the hospital and get him treated.
After this, we tried dating again, he was destroyed emotionally and I was fed up. I felt no emotional connection anymore. I just kept dating because I wasn't used to being without him. I didn't lose all hope yet though, I told him we could still work it out. We tried but I didn't see as much enthusiasm from him anymore. He went from being overconfident full of himself to over dependent and looking for approval on everything. He would ask me to tell him I loved him. He would complain I don't show my emotions to him anymore. I didn't deny it, I had closed myself from him because I didn't want to get hurt again.
A year passed, around May of 2016, I told him I wasn't seeing any progress, no changes, no improvements. He said he felt the same way about me and it sparked an argument that lasted for days and days. Almost a whole week of us talking about what each other had done wrong and how it hadn't changed. So He decided he was done with me. He broke up.
It took me by surprise and I couldn't stand being without him, so I asked him to just be friends and chat whenever we could. He disagreed and cut all communication with me. I didn't do anything about it personally. I tried to live without him and slowly got back in track with my personal life plan. Around a month later he came back, he wanted to date again, to which I denied but we stayed as friends. He'd ask me if I would like to date again more often than not, and I denied every time. I had gotten independent enough that I didn't need him anymore and that bothered him a lot. He would often tell me that I ''don't tell him about my day the way I used to'' or that ''I don't chat to him as often as I used too'' also stating that by doing that it was killing our friendship. I would reply that I would do that to my boyfriend and that he was just a friend.
It kept going like this for a few months until he finally snapped at me and tried to cut all communication again. He gave me the paypal account we shared and I denied it, saying it was registered under his name and bank account and that Paypal would not let him register a new one. He agreed in a grumpy way. After this he didn't say a word and I didn't say a word. I concentrated all my attention into getting good grades at college though I felt as if he wanted me to chase after him? I don't really know.
I had met Seether at this point and he had already asked me out twice to which I also denied. I didn't want to date anyone. I tried an irl relationship that didn't last a month and I felt like I wasn't ready to date yet, though I'm happy Seether understood it and we stayed as friends. Up until March of 2017. When I asked him out. He said yes and everything began from zero. It was scary and I am not going to deny I felt a little paranoid over him cheating on me, but he gained my trust over time.
About three months into the relationship, an error happens in which a mistake on my end caused a customer to pay my ex for a comission. I didn't give them the new paypal account.
I had to talk to my ex again and ask for them to refund the money back to the person. His response? '' Date me again and I'll give the money back.'' NOPE. No time for that shit here. I said no, he then spent the money. I let the client know and they issued a paypal complaint. After a month the money is given back to the customer. My ex goes to telegram and tells me to fuck off. I am like ''Okay?''.
Though it doesn't end there yet. A month after that he sends me a message in telegram saying that he apologizes over the paypal issue and that he wants us to date YET AGAIN. I denied. At this point it made no sense honestly. It had been over a year since he broke up with me and then keeps trying to ask me to come back to him. I had had enough and it's going to stay like that.
I am not telling this because I was a 'victim of abuse' because looking back at it I was just an unstable girl dating an unstable boy.
I did wrong and he did wrong.
I admit my wrong doings and am trying my best to become a better person and a good mate to Seether.
I am happy for what I learned from dating him and I take that relationship as a life experience.
Thank you for those six years together and I hope you have a great future.
And to anyone who read this far, here's a cookie *hands you a huge cookie*
Back when I was 14 I met someone online, he was from Mexico and most of my friends refer to him as ''The Mexican Guy''.
Pretty much all my longer lasting friends know EXACTLY who am I talking about, but for anyone new, here's it.
I met him when I was 14, he was 16 and about to turn 17. He was dating a girl and back then they had been together for four years already. The girl broke up with him to date someone else and he came to me all sad and depressed to which I responded with cheering up messages and I tried to make him feel better as much as I could. I felt like I had made a connection with him and shortly after he asked me to date, to which I said yes.
Everything was great throughout the first year, just like any normal online relationship we chatted everyday, but bad things didn't take much time to start happening. He betrayed me with a friend we had in common. I let it pass, the girl kinda hated me but I honestly didn't care about her, I always blamed him. Second time, I talked it out with the girl and both of us agreed he was being an asshole. It may seem as if I was taking everything in a level headed way, but it hurt me a lot. I just didn't show it as much. I cried, though not in front of him. Third time happened and I didn't even try to talk with the girl this time, it had hurt so much that I broke up with him.
You could be thinking ''Oh, wow, she's finally reacted'' but no, I came back to him. I didn't feel as connected to him as I used to. I started college already and was settling my life plan, I had and still have that same plan in mind and wanted him to do the same. He didn't finish high school because he was kicked out of it for being a bully. But I forced him to go back and get his degree. It was a fight but he did it. He then was also forced to start going to college, I told him I wanted him to have a bright future. I wanted him to become whatever he'd like to do as an adult, to which he agreed.
Everything seems to be getting better, right? Well... no. He started to smoke cigarettes and getting wasted pretty often. I hate drug use and that became our main fight now. He would call me next day and tell me that he THINKS he fucked someone the night before. He would often poke fun of how strict I am about having a good behavior. I would not answer though it did bother me.
He made me meet his friends, they called themselves ''The Autistics'' and would play video games almost every day. These guys were and to this day I think they are pretty cool. They always treated me as if I was just one more dude in there and we'd play games together too. They wanted the best for our relationship and thus they told me he was betraying me. A fourth time.
I can't really explain what was going on in my mind but I developed the best plan to come back at him for it. I had had enough.
I started dating someone, yeah, I betrayed him too. To be more specific, I dated LeoKitsune. I can't think about this without feeling my stomach going crazy because Leo was and still is such a great person. I am really sorry for what I did and I don't deserve your forgiveness over anything. I also know you may never read this but it's fine. I'll hold this grudge for the rest of my life.
I made it obvious and too easy to find out, and when he did find out, his world started falling apart. He started saying it hurt him so much. He told me he finally understood how bad it made me feel and apologized over the past, but it wasn't enough for me. I didn't want just an apology, I wanted him to CHANGE. He denied it and said he was going to kill himself and that he was standing on the edge of his balcony, ready to jump.
I didn't even think twice, I let his family know about these messages. They reacted and took him to proper psychiatric care.
While on the other end I was dealing with haters who followed LeoKitsune sending me death treats through Notes in my old account. This is why I left the account of Chumi-chan abandoned. It was well deserved though.
I left internet for a month and on November of 2015 I created this account. I got a few unread messages on my Facebook from my ''mate's'' cousin saying that he wanted to talk to me, though all the messages would be monitored by his family. He told me he wanted to talk in a less monitored area, and so we did. On whats app we started chatting. He asked me to come back to him. I denied. Again. I denied. Again. I denied. I'm gonna kill myself if you don't come back to me. I denied. So, he said goodnight. I replied with goodnight. Let his family know again.
Everyone on his end, including family and friends hated me at this point. They all accused me of being the reason why he tried to kill himself twice. He had tried taking pills, though his family arrived on time to take him to the hospital and get him treated.
After this, we tried dating again, he was destroyed emotionally and I was fed up. I felt no emotional connection anymore. I just kept dating because I wasn't used to being without him. I didn't lose all hope yet though, I told him we could still work it out. We tried but I didn't see as much enthusiasm from him anymore. He went from being overconfident full of himself to over dependent and looking for approval on everything. He would ask me to tell him I loved him. He would complain I don't show my emotions to him anymore. I didn't deny it, I had closed myself from him because I didn't want to get hurt again.
A year passed, around May of 2016, I told him I wasn't seeing any progress, no changes, no improvements. He said he felt the same way about me and it sparked an argument that lasted for days and days. Almost a whole week of us talking about what each other had done wrong and how it hadn't changed. So He decided he was done with me. He broke up.
It took me by surprise and I couldn't stand being without him, so I asked him to just be friends and chat whenever we could. He disagreed and cut all communication with me. I didn't do anything about it personally. I tried to live without him and slowly got back in track with my personal life plan. Around a month later he came back, he wanted to date again, to which I denied but we stayed as friends. He'd ask me if I would like to date again more often than not, and I denied every time. I had gotten independent enough that I didn't need him anymore and that bothered him a lot. He would often tell me that I ''don't tell him about my day the way I used to'' or that ''I don't chat to him as often as I used too'' also stating that by doing that it was killing our friendship. I would reply that I would do that to my boyfriend and that he was just a friend.
It kept going like this for a few months until he finally snapped at me and tried to cut all communication again. He gave me the paypal account we shared and I denied it, saying it was registered under his name and bank account and that Paypal would not let him register a new one. He agreed in a grumpy way. After this he didn't say a word and I didn't say a word. I concentrated all my attention into getting good grades at college though I felt as if he wanted me to chase after him? I don't really know.
I had met Seether at this point and he had already asked me out twice to which I also denied. I didn't want to date anyone. I tried an irl relationship that didn't last a month and I felt like I wasn't ready to date yet, though I'm happy Seether understood it and we stayed as friends. Up until March of 2017. When I asked him out. He said yes and everything began from zero. It was scary and I am not going to deny I felt a little paranoid over him cheating on me, but he gained my trust over time.
About three months into the relationship, an error happens in which a mistake on my end caused a customer to pay my ex for a comission. I didn't give them the new paypal account.
I had to talk to my ex again and ask for them to refund the money back to the person. His response? '' Date me again and I'll give the money back.'' NOPE. No time for that shit here. I said no, he then spent the money. I let the client know and they issued a paypal complaint. After a month the money is given back to the customer. My ex goes to telegram and tells me to fuck off. I am like ''Okay?''.
Though it doesn't end there yet. A month after that he sends me a message in telegram saying that he apologizes over the paypal issue and that he wants us to date YET AGAIN. I denied. At this point it made no sense honestly. It had been over a year since he broke up with me and then keeps trying to ask me to come back to him. I had had enough and it's going to stay like that.
I am not telling this because I was a 'victim of abuse' because looking back at it I was just an unstable girl dating an unstable boy.
I did wrong and he did wrong.
I admit my wrong doings and am trying my best to become a better person and a good mate to Seether.
I am happy for what I learned from dating him and I take that relationship as a life experience.
Thank you for those six years together and I hope you have a great future.
And to anyone who read this far, here's a cookie *hands you a huge cookie*
Comissions OPEN! We are halfway there!
Posted 7 years ago
I have decided to start up a Ko-Fi Page to help raise money to pay for the trip to visit SeetherCord
With your help we went from 600 to 900! We are halfway there!
Here's the link: https://www.ko-fi.com/khramchee
US $1500 / 900 Saved so far Out of Comissions and Patreon Donations
Setting up the Ko-Fi would help us raise the money and spread my comissions a little more.
¿Why the Trip?
SeetherCord and I have decided to take our Relationship way more seriously after having to deal with really difficult situations that made us both stronger and brought us closer together, that lead to us agreeing that we NEED to meet in person since we consider to know each other enough online that the only problem we got now is distance.
¿What about the Commission Changes?
I will stop taking Sticker Pack Commissions, I have Overworked myself with them and need some time before taking more. I will take regular commissions for now until I feel good enough to go back into working with stickers once again. I'm really sorry...To Do List:
1- 1 Sticker for Corlette
2- 7 Stickers for Brais the Armaldo
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Ko-Fi Announcement! Plus Comissions Changes!
Posted 7 years ago
I have decided to start up a Ko-Fi Page to help raise money to pay for the trip to visit SeetherCord
We have saved up $600 so far and have got until next year's February to raise the other two thirds of the money <3
Here's the link: https://www.ko-fi.com/khramchee
US $1500 / 600 Saved so far Out of Comissions and Patreon Donations
Setting up the Ko-Fi would help us raise the money and spread my comissions a little more.
¿Why the Trip?
SeetherCord and I have decided to take our RelationShip way more seriously after having to deal with really difficult situations that made us both stronger and brought us closer together, that lead to us agreeing that we NEED to meet in person since we consider to know each other enough online that the only problem we got now is distance.
¿What about the Comission Changes?
I will stop taking Sticker Pack Comissions, I have Overworked myself with them and need some time before taking more. I will take regular comissions for now until I feel good enough to go back into working with stickers once again. I'm really sorry..To Do List:
1- 8 stickers for Tommy Lightdancer (Finished)
2- 20 Stickers for Nall the Wolf (Not Started yet)
3- 20 stickers for Corlette (Not Started yet)
4- 8 stickers for Kurama (Not Started yet)
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COMISSIONS CLOSED. PLUS: IMPORTANT UPDATE
Posted 8 years ago
WE HAVE REACHED $500! ONE THIRD TILL THE $1500 WE NEED FOR THE TRIP!
I have to announce: February Slots May NOT be open.
I will take my time to work on comissions from January.
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WE REACHED $500 !
I want to meet Seethercord in person.
Funds for the Trip
$500 / $1500
PriceList:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24879177/
Stickers are $6 per sticker.
Any question, feel free to leave a comment
To Do List:
October Comissions:
1- Digit Keeper of Colors (Telegram) 10 Stickers - Lineart being done
2- Niles (Telegram) 6 stickers - Lineart being done
3- Steel The Warrior (Telegram) 20 stickers - Not Started Yet.
4- Brais the Armaldo (Telegram) 4 stickers - Not Started Yet
Thanks for bearing with me.
Posted 8 years ago I am sorry for not making a ''Happy New Year'' message neither here or anywhere else online apart from replying PMs from people who decided to wish it to me directly... but my New Years Eve nor Jan 1st were nice days and it was quite an awful way to begin 2018.
It all started around halfway through december, when because of an error by me in comunication with a customer a lot of money was sent to my Ex's paypal account. He decided it was a great idea to ask me to come back in exchange of the money, after getting a No as polite as I could he came up with the idea of just spend all that money and tell me to F*ck Off. It was three digits in US money, I'm not saying how much was it exactly nor who the client is because honestly all this trouble was caused by me, but it was all going to the Fund to meet SeetherCord, my current mate... it is a huge step back for Us to have lost that much of money just because of my ex's tantrum.
Getting into the next trouble, my little brother got sick, at first around christmas time we all thought it was just a simple flu or something like that, but it got worse as days passed by, on the 30th I went to visit my father just to be told my brother was in the hospital. Doctors had said that if he was feeling better the next day he could come back home, but right as the blood test results were shown to my father he was shocked by how high my younger sibling's white bloodcells were so high in number, that means it was getting worse, and by the massive growth in number it was escalating quickly, so my little brother had to be rushed to a bigger hospital around 7 hours away, the trip had to be done on the spot. It was saddening for me to see both my father and his wife cry desperately, it seemed as if they felt helpless towards the situation. Note that this paragraph all happened between 30th and 31st.
I was left behind, I did not go with them, they asked me to take care of the house for them while they were out. SeetherCord was there to cheer me up later that day... though on his end things were not as joyful either, later that night one person from his family had to be rushed to the hospital too, it was januray 1st around 3am. Arguments sparked on his end and it got him stressed, both of us stressed on 1st on January was sad, we were worried about each of our family members, and having to take care of our family members' house too, and at the same time worried about each other... yeah. It was awful for both of us.
But on a brighter note, both the family members have improved a lot in health in the later days, we managed to keep up the positive spirit and smile through this daunting New Year Celebration.
I decided to write this to say thank you to every customer for being patient because I told more than one that I would start working on their comission after the celebrations and I had that in mind but these past 2 - 3 days were personally uninspiring to do art at all, though I am working into getting back to comissions this week and get to each one of you with Progress of your Slot soon ♥
Thanks for bearing with me ☺ January Comissions OPEN
Posted 8 years ago
I have to announce: Progress on comissions is going to be unstable since I already have a few trips and important stuff to be done from December until end of January so if you are interested into getting a slot I beg your patience. Work is likely to get slow.
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WE REACHED $400 !
I want to meet Seethercord in person.
Funds for the Trip
$400 / $1500
PriceList:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24879177/
Stickers are $6 per sticker.
Any question, feel free to leave a comment
To Do List:
October Comissions:
1- Digit Keeper of Colors (Telegram) 10 Stickers - Sketches Started
2- Steel The Warrior (Telegram) 20 stickers - Not Started Yet
3- Niles (Telegram) 6 stickers - Not Started Yet
4- Brais the Armaldo (Telegram) 4 stickers - Not Started Yet
5- OPEN
December and January Comissions OPEN
Posted 8 years ago
I have to announce: Progress on comissions is going to be unstable since I already have a few trips and important stuff to be done from December until end of January so if you are interested into getting a slot I beg your patience. Work is likely to get slow.
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WE REACHED $400 !
I want to meet Seethercord in person.
Funds for the Trip
$400 / $1500
PriceList:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24879177/
Stickers are $6 per sticker.
Any question, feel free to leave a comment
To Do List:
October Comissions:
1- ShredVenita (Telegram) 10 stickers - Finishing.
2- Tommy lightdancer (Telegram) 5 stickers - Lineart being done
3- Digit Keeper of Colors (Telegram) 10 Stickers - Sketches Started
4- Steel The Warrior (Telegram) 20 stickers - Not Started Yet
5- OPEN
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