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Posted 15 years agoI apologize in advance for this long journal entry. It's probably hit the TL:DR length. I do hope people read it, but if not just skip ahead this is just mostly me and a lot of it is inner monologue. I just tend to get passionate when I write about some things and the words tend to flow. So please bear with as FA doesn't have a LJ cut feature.
It seems that’s the name of the game these days. It seems today that people instantly want things and then never really working for the long term, but only caring for the here and now. I guess I’m one of those with an old fashioned kind of ethic especially when it comes to relationships. Today it looks like people instantly want to go immediately from the ‘crush’ phase or expressing interest… then almost immediately into (by ‘furry standards’) we’re ‘mates’ now. Some people go from say meeting someone at a con and then almost immediately after into the whole “we’re mates now” phase too, completely bypassing the whole dating thing in general which baffles me. What happened to the really getting to know someone? The candle lit dinners, and things like that… Now people seem to rush, rush, rush… Not willing to put the time/effort to making a lasting bond... One that will test the trials of time itself. It seems that the whole ‘mate’ thing is not as highly regarded as I tend to view it as. It seems a lot use the word "mate" to refer to the bf or gf in general... I don't, but then again I tend to view things differently I guess. To me I look at the word ‘mate’ very different than most I guess. I see a mate as pretty much the deepest phase a relationship goes; that is pretty much the equivalent of marriage in a sense, where it seems now most think that a ‘mate’ is when you’re pretty much dating…
I’ve been in a few relationships and they take time and effort. I mean the internet can help some keeping communication, especially for long distance relationships, but I guess it also helps to perpetuate this whole going instantly to we’re ‘mates’ for some people. Communication is one thing, but that doesn’t substitute actual in person contact, and being together (believe me I know this from experience in long distance relationships), actually dating, and getting to know one another vs. in text and stuff. You might think you know someone, but text only goes so far in indicating emotion etc...
I’m guessing perhaps people are that desperate to try to have it get to that ‘mate’ level, or perhaps it’s just a label now instead of the whole boyfriend / girlfriend stage. I don’t know… I’ve been trying to open up to the whole dating/relationship thing in general as I’ve really not been in one since 2006 roughly. It’s not that I haven’t been ‘on the market’ per say… I’ve just been unsure some even of what exactly I want in a relationship. So therein I guess giving off vibes of not being interested which isn’t the case at all. I’ve just really needed people to give me a bit more time to warm up to things as I’m not one to just dive head first into something. I have a lot of things I need to work on myself, but willing to do so with someone by my side with me. I’ve gone through a lot of ups and downs, sometimes feeling very lonely wondering if there is anyone out there… those kinds of thoughts on relationships. Unfortunately I also go through times where I’m kind of happy not to be in one as they can be great, but can be a lot of work… Not necessarily a bad thing because usually good things are worth working at, and waiting for, but it also takes compromises and things like that.
I kind of look at a relationship going through these stages:
• Pre-Dating Phase
◦ Expressing ‘interest’
◦ Doesn’t mean with anyone ‘yet’
◦ Figuring out if there is a connection
• Dating Phase
◦ Going out with someone
◦ Feeling out the other person more than the Pre-Dating Phase
◦ Seeing if from the connection if there is a bond
• Relationship Phase
◦ Actually ‘together’ with someone, more than dating (usually meaning not seeing anyone else: depending on things like open relationships, or to some "multiple mates" -- Me? I'm monogamous, but was stating a few of some other schools of thought.)
◦ Seeing if the bond formed is deeper and more committed
• Mate Phase
◦ Full commitment to one another
◦ Deepest bond shared – equivalent to marriage
I recently made a LJ post titled “One’s Pack”, with this same kind of outline, but felt like cross posting some of that here to my FA journal here as I hardly post here to this journal or any journal really… I need to do better about that in general, to try to keep up with people and stuff.
The time between stages is not really set; it more depends on what both sides feel comfortable with. It just seems to me that some people want to rush to the end stages without dealing with the rest of what in my opinion ‘should’ be going on. Perhaps I’m a bit ‘too’ cautious? I mean I am nowhere near perfect… and with being cautious perhaps coming off as pushing people aside or not interested, which as I said before is not the case.... I'm just very apprehensive and kinda getting reacquainted to the whole dating game in general. I've also been very adverse to the whole long distance relationship thing... Some perhaps just being overwhelmed a bit when I’m trying to open up to even the first stages even getting to the dating stage. I had a few express some interest roughly at the same time and I did kinda feel a bit overwhelmed to say the least... All while trying to feel out myself about even wanting a relationship. Hind sight I probably should've taken a plunge? I don't know... *sighs*
A lot of this stems from my own past relationships and what I've learned from them. Being bi is annoying sometimes... Both have their ups/downs, drama... including myself. It broadens some aspects, but you have to be versatile and open... It also leaves you more open and susceptible to be hurt... The worst thing I can think of is being with say a girl and then be like "I'm sorry I want to be with a guy now...", or vice versa... I've been dealing with a bit of that, some unsure of what I want and not wanting to put someone through that kind of anguish. I just wish that people would kinda bear with me... It isn't that I don't want someone to join me by my side or vice versa... For when I am 'with' someone... that is 'who' I am with, and no one else. Till things end, but definitely don't want that to happen, as one never really wants their relationship to go sour. You won't catch me trying to jump at someone else... I guess I’m more a romantic at heart… I do prefer things to go a little slow paced, for things to feel ‘comfortable’ because I really do want to make sure that everything is right before getting to that end phase.
A lot of why I think I fall back into wishing I had someone is that I see other people with their significant others and sometimes wish I had someone like that on ‘that’ kind of level as closer than ‘just’ a friend. To put it into music, or put that kind of spin on it... The song by Sting “Fragile” is kinda appropriate… *chuckles* That's the way I feel some, so very fragile in general. I'm strong in some regards, but not so in others. I tend to think I have a tough exterior, but inside not so much. Maybe a bit hard to read and stuff. Perhaps though I over-think things and over-analyze. I know others who do and I am guilty of such myself. I’m not trying to push anyone away, it’s mostly me trying to get used to and feel comfortable with the whole dating/relationship thing, and obviously people are not willing to wait in general. I need to do a bit better as well showing my own interest... I'm just not real good at times, sometimes being oblivious and also not the best person to catch flirting and not the best at flirting myself. Truthfully I think I’m definitely a little ‘afraid’ most of that stemming from previous relationships that have failed and not really wanting to go through more failure.
In my opinion, good things come to those who wait. I am not in a rush to find someone. I hope that someone "finds" me again, or maybe me inadvertently stumble into something. Not meaning I am not going to be looking per say, but seems relationships tend to happen when you're 'not' looking for them. I'm going to focus on the things I can change like my current job situation. I'm working on doing better and trying not to be so afraid to allow someone that close again. Other things... I'm contemplating going back and getting a masters degree to help with the job situation. I'm not too too worried on the whole love/relationship thing. If it happens, it happens, and I'm not going to try to care much one way or the other. It is worth something pursuing, but pursuing properly. I mean the other school of thought is going in and out of relationships at a fast pace. That's just not the way I do things.
There are some things that need that 'leap of faith', when the time comes, but it isn't something to just rush into. You get more heartache that way and a road full of shattered dreams, in hopes of finding that one. I don't live life waiting for that 'one' . People shouldn't depend on finding that 'one' to complete them. Everyone should be complete themselves, and when able to add someone into their life can be a definite life changer. I hope to find that again at some point. I have a good idea what it is that I'd like... I'm just not one to go rushing in to be hurt like I have in the past. I just hope people understand where it is I am coming from...
I think I've taken up more than enough of your time if you've read this entire thing. I thank you and all. Just know that this is me kinda rambling around with thoughts in my head. Have technically been writing this post for quite a while now, but just hadn't up and posted it yet.
It seems that’s the name of the game these days. It seems today that people instantly want things and then never really working for the long term, but only caring for the here and now. I guess I’m one of those with an old fashioned kind of ethic especially when it comes to relationships. Today it looks like people instantly want to go immediately from the ‘crush’ phase or expressing interest… then almost immediately into (by ‘furry standards’) we’re ‘mates’ now. Some people go from say meeting someone at a con and then almost immediately after into the whole “we’re mates now” phase too, completely bypassing the whole dating thing in general which baffles me. What happened to the really getting to know someone? The candle lit dinners, and things like that… Now people seem to rush, rush, rush… Not willing to put the time/effort to making a lasting bond... One that will test the trials of time itself. It seems that the whole ‘mate’ thing is not as highly regarded as I tend to view it as. It seems a lot use the word "mate" to refer to the bf or gf in general... I don't, but then again I tend to view things differently I guess. To me I look at the word ‘mate’ very different than most I guess. I see a mate as pretty much the deepest phase a relationship goes; that is pretty much the equivalent of marriage in a sense, where it seems now most think that a ‘mate’ is when you’re pretty much dating…
I’ve been in a few relationships and they take time and effort. I mean the internet can help some keeping communication, especially for long distance relationships, but I guess it also helps to perpetuate this whole going instantly to we’re ‘mates’ for some people. Communication is one thing, but that doesn’t substitute actual in person contact, and being together (believe me I know this from experience in long distance relationships), actually dating, and getting to know one another vs. in text and stuff. You might think you know someone, but text only goes so far in indicating emotion etc...
I’m guessing perhaps people are that desperate to try to have it get to that ‘mate’ level, or perhaps it’s just a label now instead of the whole boyfriend / girlfriend stage. I don’t know… I’ve been trying to open up to the whole dating/relationship thing in general as I’ve really not been in one since 2006 roughly. It’s not that I haven’t been ‘on the market’ per say… I’ve just been unsure some even of what exactly I want in a relationship. So therein I guess giving off vibes of not being interested which isn’t the case at all. I’ve just really needed people to give me a bit more time to warm up to things as I’m not one to just dive head first into something. I have a lot of things I need to work on myself, but willing to do so with someone by my side with me. I’ve gone through a lot of ups and downs, sometimes feeling very lonely wondering if there is anyone out there… those kinds of thoughts on relationships. Unfortunately I also go through times where I’m kind of happy not to be in one as they can be great, but can be a lot of work… Not necessarily a bad thing because usually good things are worth working at, and waiting for, but it also takes compromises and things like that.
I kind of look at a relationship going through these stages:
• Pre-Dating Phase
◦ Expressing ‘interest’
◦ Doesn’t mean with anyone ‘yet’
◦ Figuring out if there is a connection
• Dating Phase
◦ Going out with someone
◦ Feeling out the other person more than the Pre-Dating Phase
◦ Seeing if from the connection if there is a bond
• Relationship Phase
◦ Actually ‘together’ with someone, more than dating (usually meaning not seeing anyone else: depending on things like open relationships, or to some "multiple mates" -- Me? I'm monogamous, but was stating a few of some other schools of thought.)
◦ Seeing if the bond formed is deeper and more committed
• Mate Phase
◦ Full commitment to one another
◦ Deepest bond shared – equivalent to marriage
I recently made a LJ post titled “One’s Pack”, with this same kind of outline, but felt like cross posting some of that here to my FA journal here as I hardly post here to this journal or any journal really… I need to do better about that in general, to try to keep up with people and stuff.
The time between stages is not really set; it more depends on what both sides feel comfortable with. It just seems to me that some people want to rush to the end stages without dealing with the rest of what in my opinion ‘should’ be going on. Perhaps I’m a bit ‘too’ cautious? I mean I am nowhere near perfect… and with being cautious perhaps coming off as pushing people aside or not interested, which as I said before is not the case.... I'm just very apprehensive and kinda getting reacquainted to the whole dating game in general. I've also been very adverse to the whole long distance relationship thing... Some perhaps just being overwhelmed a bit when I’m trying to open up to even the first stages even getting to the dating stage. I had a few express some interest roughly at the same time and I did kinda feel a bit overwhelmed to say the least... All while trying to feel out myself about even wanting a relationship. Hind sight I probably should've taken a plunge? I don't know... *sighs*
A lot of this stems from my own past relationships and what I've learned from them. Being bi is annoying sometimes... Both have their ups/downs, drama... including myself. It broadens some aspects, but you have to be versatile and open... It also leaves you more open and susceptible to be hurt... The worst thing I can think of is being with say a girl and then be like "I'm sorry I want to be with a guy now...", or vice versa... I've been dealing with a bit of that, some unsure of what I want and not wanting to put someone through that kind of anguish. I just wish that people would kinda bear with me... It isn't that I don't want someone to join me by my side or vice versa... For when I am 'with' someone... that is 'who' I am with, and no one else. Till things end, but definitely don't want that to happen, as one never really wants their relationship to go sour. You won't catch me trying to jump at someone else... I guess I’m more a romantic at heart… I do prefer things to go a little slow paced, for things to feel ‘comfortable’ because I really do want to make sure that everything is right before getting to that end phase.
A lot of why I think I fall back into wishing I had someone is that I see other people with their significant others and sometimes wish I had someone like that on ‘that’ kind of level as closer than ‘just’ a friend. To put it into music, or put that kind of spin on it... The song by Sting “Fragile” is kinda appropriate… *chuckles* That's the way I feel some, so very fragile in general. I'm strong in some regards, but not so in others. I tend to think I have a tough exterior, but inside not so much. Maybe a bit hard to read and stuff. Perhaps though I over-think things and over-analyze. I know others who do and I am guilty of such myself. I’m not trying to push anyone away, it’s mostly me trying to get used to and feel comfortable with the whole dating/relationship thing, and obviously people are not willing to wait in general. I need to do a bit better as well showing my own interest... I'm just not real good at times, sometimes being oblivious and also not the best person to catch flirting and not the best at flirting myself. Truthfully I think I’m definitely a little ‘afraid’ most of that stemming from previous relationships that have failed and not really wanting to go through more failure.
In my opinion, good things come to those who wait. I am not in a rush to find someone. I hope that someone "finds" me again, or maybe me inadvertently stumble into something. Not meaning I am not going to be looking per say, but seems relationships tend to happen when you're 'not' looking for them. I'm going to focus on the things I can change like my current job situation. I'm working on doing better and trying not to be so afraid to allow someone that close again. Other things... I'm contemplating going back and getting a masters degree to help with the job situation. I'm not too too worried on the whole love/relationship thing. If it happens, it happens, and I'm not going to try to care much one way or the other. It is worth something pursuing, but pursuing properly. I mean the other school of thought is going in and out of relationships at a fast pace. That's just not the way I do things.
There are some things that need that 'leap of faith', when the time comes, but it isn't something to just rush into. You get more heartache that way and a road full of shattered dreams, in hopes of finding that one. I don't live life waiting for that 'one' . People shouldn't depend on finding that 'one' to complete them. Everyone should be complete themselves, and when able to add someone into their life can be a definite life changer. I hope to find that again at some point. I have a good idea what it is that I'd like... I'm just not one to go rushing in to be hurt like I have in the past. I just hope people understand where it is I am coming from...
I think I've taken up more than enough of your time if you've read this entire thing. I thank you and all. Just know that this is me kinda rambling around with thoughts in my head. Have technically been writing this post for quite a while now, but just hadn't up and posted it yet.
Eye On The Prize...
Posted 15 years agoAnd attain what you set your eyes on. On this great and glorious Frabjus Day I have slain the burdensome beast known as the automobile ball and chain... I've been rather excited all day that the beast is dead... and all within a year of purchasing this car. I have been kinda futterwacken a little vigorously since I got home today. (Sorry... I only recently saw the new Alice movie so forgive me. ;P) I drove the car home 6/13/2009 first purchasing it from Honda at like some 7.5% and roughly 5 - 7yr. term. Later, after finding out some information from my dad, I refinanced it through my bank at a lower rate of 3.9% through my bank... for a 3yr. term...
I set a big goal for myself... To pay this car off within one year... and I achieved that goal! ^_^ Granted I was a few days off but I achieved this goal. To kinda prove to myself that if you set your mind to it... It is something that is achievable. Some this was a little bit personal though... A little more than just financially getting this out of the way...
Granted I had to give up some things to make this happen, but then again to really reach something there are some things in life that one must give up or sacrifice no? Never stopping, never wavering... There may be some setbacks along the road (like when my cat had that emergency vet visit), but you keep on towards your goal. Be it something lofty, or a small one... If a goal is something worth achieving then you will do what needs to be done to accomplish it.
There are some other things in life that have fallen through the cracks... Things I would have given so much for to make happen. Unfortunately I can't do everything... I mean if I was trying to be with someone at least I can't say to them "I'm sorry it's gonna take me 3 or 4 years to pay off my car, have to pay that off first"... Like I was told a long time ago... More it was the length of time, that was the main kicker and breaking point, not the other person that at the time. And on top of that it was very uncertain and shaky if it was gonna be 3/4 or possibly more. Some to me when it comes down to it, obviously the car was more important than being with the person you were supposedly "soul mates" with... Along with whatever else was more important than actually being together. On that same note how I was shown by another that something like Second Life was more important than actually being in a relationship. Both of those things have kinda been why I've not really been looking, because all too often I've been shown by others that when it comes down to it... Obviously there are things more important than being in a relationship.
I guess what I'm trying to get at is that if there is something that is extremely important to you then you will do what must be done to reach that goal...
I'm not exactly feeling like trash atm... Like how I had for the longest time, definitely felt like obviously I wasn't worth anything because obviously I wasn't worth sacrificing anything for to be with, where I was willing to go to the ends of the earth on my end... It can't be one sided. Even after things ended, just to keep a strong bond of friendship, and nothing more... Even that was 'too' much it seems... *sighs* But when I look back on things from the perspective I have now... I just find some things in black and white. If I was the goal for someone then obviously they didn't feel I was worth the time or enough to put forth the effort required. Not all friendships are equal and some do take a little more effort than others. I'm willing to admit sometimes I can be a little high maintenance, and other times not so much...
Eh... enough with the emotional crap... I've been over things for the longest time. I just have this unfortunate habit of looking back sometimes... Revisiting painful memories and such as it were. Pondering things in hope of finding ways to improve if ever in another situation like that again.
This is supposed to be a happy occasion. ^_^ I'm happy with my accomplishment. Now onto the next couple of goals like finding a new and better job and stuff! :)
(cross posted from LJ)
I set a big goal for myself... To pay this car off within one year... and I achieved that goal! ^_^ Granted I was a few days off but I achieved this goal. To kinda prove to myself that if you set your mind to it... It is something that is achievable. Some this was a little bit personal though... A little more than just financially getting this out of the way...
Granted I had to give up some things to make this happen, but then again to really reach something there are some things in life that one must give up or sacrifice no? Never stopping, never wavering... There may be some setbacks along the road (like when my cat had that emergency vet visit), but you keep on towards your goal. Be it something lofty, or a small one... If a goal is something worth achieving then you will do what needs to be done to accomplish it.
There are some other things in life that have fallen through the cracks... Things I would have given so much for to make happen. Unfortunately I can't do everything... I mean if I was trying to be with someone at least I can't say to them "I'm sorry it's gonna take me 3 or 4 years to pay off my car, have to pay that off first"... Like I was told a long time ago... More it was the length of time, that was the main kicker and breaking point, not the other person that at the time. And on top of that it was very uncertain and shaky if it was gonna be 3/4 or possibly more. Some to me when it comes down to it, obviously the car was more important than being with the person you were supposedly "soul mates" with... Along with whatever else was more important than actually being together. On that same note how I was shown by another that something like Second Life was more important than actually being in a relationship. Both of those things have kinda been why I've not really been looking, because all too often I've been shown by others that when it comes down to it... Obviously there are things more important than being in a relationship.
I guess what I'm trying to get at is that if there is something that is extremely important to you then you will do what must be done to reach that goal...
I'm not exactly feeling like trash atm... Like how I had for the longest time, definitely felt like obviously I wasn't worth anything because obviously I wasn't worth sacrificing anything for to be with, where I was willing to go to the ends of the earth on my end... It can't be one sided. Even after things ended, just to keep a strong bond of friendship, and nothing more... Even that was 'too' much it seems... *sighs* But when I look back on things from the perspective I have now... I just find some things in black and white. If I was the goal for someone then obviously they didn't feel I was worth the time or enough to put forth the effort required. Not all friendships are equal and some do take a little more effort than others. I'm willing to admit sometimes I can be a little high maintenance, and other times not so much...
Eh... enough with the emotional crap... I've been over things for the longest time. I just have this unfortunate habit of looking back sometimes... Revisiting painful memories and such as it were. Pondering things in hope of finding ways to improve if ever in another situation like that again.
This is supposed to be a happy occasion. ^_^ I'm happy with my accomplishment. Now onto the next couple of goals like finding a new and better job and stuff! :)
(cross posted from LJ)
WildNights 2010
Posted 15 years agoHad fun up in Oklahoma. I met a number of new people and hung out with some good friends I knew. I was in a cabin with Oki Doki and his mate, Eris/Isis, Dragonatic, Dale & Merk, Ashley, Khemet and her mate, Silver and a few others. The con itself was a blast. I enjoyed myself immensely. As Oklacon has been my only outdoor con experience this was a good convention. I certainly liked the food that was made... I hope that the food at Oklacon this year is as good... :P I hardly mess with this journal here... I usually use Livejournal, though haven't been keeping up with that currently... I need to do better in general...
I've been dealing with a few issues and those of you that can read my LJ will see the most recent post. I've just been dealing with some things with a "close" friend... I use the term close very loosely though. I've probably been stressing too much over that one little thing vs. other things...
Other than that things have been fine, nothing much to report here, nothing special or anything. Hope the rest of you have been going well.
I've been dealing with a few issues and those of you that can read my LJ will see the most recent post. I've just been dealing with some things with a "close" friend... I use the term close very loosely though. I've probably been stressing too much over that one little thing vs. other things...
Other than that things have been fine, nothing much to report here, nothing special or anything. Hope the rest of you have been going well.
Furry Fiesta 2010
Posted 15 years agoI know i don't update here or my LJ all that much lately... I was recently at Furry Fiesta 2010. It was a lot of fun... a weekend long birthday party for me actually as it started on my birthday this year! *chuckles* It was an awesome convention... Those who haven't gone I highly recommend going to it... It is run by people who are con goers and they try to make it something that people would really want to go to. They listen and try to improve on things... The con is still in it's infancy and it has been breaking numbers left and right.
I want to see this con continue to grow and plan on doing what I can to help. :)
I want to see this con continue to grow and plan on doing what I can to help. :)
Lack of updates
Posted 16 years agoHello people... I just hardly use the journal feature here on this place. I tend to use LJ more for things of that nature on more personal stuff. I also use twitter a little for some short posts, but for the most part I do not use this journal here. I hope everyone is well and hope that everything this year in 2010 turns out better than 2009 and that things continue getting better if they are not in the best of shape.
I know I for one am hoping for a better year and hoping things start shaping up and turning out the way I hope. :)
I know I for one am hoping for a better year and hoping things start shaping up and turning out the way I hope. :)
Furry Fiesta!
Posted 16 years agoSee you all there for those that are going.
I can't wait for this convention as it is kinda my "birthday" convention as today 2/19/09 is the actual date.
I can't believe I'm already 28...
I can't wait for this convention as it is kinda my "birthday" convention as today 2/19/09 is the actual date.
I can't believe I'm already 28...
Hello!
Posted 17 years agoHey people!
I know I don't post much here to this journal as I tend to use my LiveJournal for things. That is for those of you who want to know or keep up with what is going on with this wolf.
I prefer it with all the things like cuts, and other things. If LJ ever were to go dead I'd probably use here for the journal and general updating.
I want to thank all of you who watch me and listen to the music. I feel I am quite amateur musical talent wise at best but I try. :)
Take care and catch you all on the flip side!
I know I don't post much here to this journal as I tend to use my LiveJournal for things. That is for those of you who want to know or keep up with what is going on with this wolf.
I prefer it with all the things like cuts, and other things. If LJ ever were to go dead I'd probably use here for the journal and general updating.
I want to thank all of you who watch me and listen to the music. I feel I am quite amateur musical talent wise at best but I try. :)
Take care and catch you all on the flip side!
Play with fire...
Posted 17 years agoI have now started spinning fire and plan on practicing lots more to learn new tricks and things of that nature to go along with finally deciding to spin with actual fire. I still plan on spinning with nice shiny LED toys, but I definitely want to start spinning with fire and get better and learn what are good things and not good to do while spinning fire. For those of you who have LJ check out my post if you want flavor text on that evening. (http://khyle.livejournal.com/418727.html)
Or... you can just skip to watch the video!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bk4a.....ent:489337%261
Or... you can just skip to watch the video!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bk4a.....ent:489337%261
New Music and FA Problems
Posted 17 years agoI just uploaded another song and I think FA is having problems at the moment... I can't even edit the submission to give it a thumbnail. :/ *grumbles* I will upload more music at some point and hope people have been enjoying the music I've been putting up so far. ^_^ Things have been going fairly well in my life, but if you want to know things in better detail I refer you all to my actual LJ --> khyle.livejournal.com
I update there more often than here on things like my life and stuff in general.
I update there more often than here on things like my life and stuff in general.
Happy 27th?
Posted 17 years agoWell... I just turned 27 as of today... Feb 19, 2008. I don't really have anything planned, but hey... I am hoping that today is gonna be fun. Perhaps people have things planned for me? I dunno, I hope to be surprised. :)
Hey people!
Posted 18 years agoJust wanting to say to everyone that this place on FA is a place where I upload music I've done and artwork I've commissioned. I really don't mess with the journal here. For anyone that really wants to keep tabs on this wolf's life, the best place is to go to my live journal.
http://khyle.livejournal.com
That is where I post about life, things of that nature and what all is going on in my life. Most posts are unlocked for now, but if you want to be added to my friend's list just message me here, or add me there and let me know.
Take care everyone.
http://khyle.livejournal.com
That is where I post about life, things of that nature and what all is going on in my life. Most posts are unlocked for now, but if you want to be added to my friend's list just message me here, or add me there and let me know.
Take care everyone.
Sorry ladies/gents for the lack of updates...
Posted 18 years agoThe best place to keep up with what I'm up to is my live journal: http://khyle.livejournal.com/. I just recently had all four of my wisdom teeth removed. I'll be posting a picture or two here soon with me in fursuit. Someone actually got a real nice one of me spinning. :) I am still hoping that some people got videos of me at the dance...
In any case you all take care and thanks for all the watches, comments, favorites, and the like. ^_^
In any case you all take care and thanks for all the watches, comments, favorites, and the like. ^_^
Happy Birthday!
Posted 18 years agoWell it's my 26th Birthday today! ^_^ I'm getting old now... :P
Journal Stuff
Posted 19 years agoFor those that really want to know what is up with me as I really don't pay attention to the journal feature here on FA. My live journal is the best place. khyle.livejournal.com.
Thank you and my updates here at least on the journal will be sporadic at best.
Thank you.
Thank you and my updates here at least on the journal will be sporadic at best.
Thank you.
Sorry for lack of updates
Posted 19 years agoI've been very busy with things RL and dealt with a relationship breakup in March. Things've been getting better, but still dealing with things. Life keeps on going and so do I.
Merry Christmas
Posted 20 years agoMerry Christmas to those who celebrate it! ^_^ Happy Holidays and all that jazz
I'll be uploading some of the art that I've commissioned and that people have given me. For now I have posted some pics from Second Life. Enjoy!
I'll be uploading some of the art that I've commissioned and that people have given me. For now I have posted some pics from Second Life. Enjoy!
New Music & Thumbnails
Posted 20 years agoWell FA now looks like it is accepting larger files for the music submissions so I can actually post some of my stuff... Hope you all have a listen and please tell me what you think. :)
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