I got this one from  whtiewolfinfinity

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (first pet & street you grew up on)
Randy Westover

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)
Mud-Pie Vanilla-Wafer

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
K-Gra

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Black Tiger

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Marie Tawas

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Gra Kr

7. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The" + 2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
The Red Amp

8. NASCAR NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers)
Charles (don't know the second one -_-)

9. STRIPPER NAME: (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy)
Intimate Musk Truffle

10.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (father's & mother's middle names )
(don't know my father's) Elizabeth

11. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME: (Your 5th grade teacher's last name, a major city that starts with the same letter)
Chandler Columbus

12. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower)
Autumn Tiger Lily

13. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you're wearing right)
Kiwi Pajamas

14. HIPPY NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree)
Watermelon Magnolia

15. YOUR ROCKSTAR TOUR NAME: ("The" + Your fave hobby/craft, fave weather element + "Tour")
The Cooking Tornado Tour

What a messed up set of names lol

I pounced on  deja-blu and stole this [and a cookie!] from him! :p

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say To People

1. If I fart, will you pucker my sphincter?
2. You know what, I DID fuck your boyfriend to lose my virginity and he liked it more with me than you.
3. You really need to stop being such a whiny, self-righteous, snotty, little religious prude and go get seriously fucked, Sister [insert Catholic Nun name here]
4. Stop fucking bringing me all your fucking problems!!! I have enough of my own, thank you. Does it mean NOTHING to you that I could fucking die TOMORROW from this blood disease I have and yet you only care about yourself, and only want to continuously WHINE about shit wrong in YOUR life BECAUSE YOU'RE THE ONE THAT FUCKED THINGS UP AND NO ONE ELSE?! Even AFTER you were tld by numerous people that the path you had chosen was WAY wrong and would ONLY lead to this and more pain?! <----i think i'm way too fucking nice...there are several people i know that this applies to.
5. I'll never tell you how much I need you.
6.No, I don't really want to talk to you right now.
7. you're not as tough as you think you are, you know.
8. I wish I had stayed dead the night I was admitted into the hospital for my blood disease and they hadn't brought me back.
9. I don't want to fight anymore.
10. I can't give you up.


Nine Things About Myself

1. I'm demanding at times.
2. I need people even as I push them away.
3. There are days where I just want to play multiplayer videogames that I don't involve my friends in ((i.e. my friends on xbl. sometimes i just wanna be with a bunch of strangers)) <----I'm not changing that because I agree 150% with Blu >:/
4. I'm lived through more than most will ever have to in their complete lives.
5. I'm a Pisces and born in the Year of the Dragon.
6. I have no problem hurting people physically and emotionally, but I can't turn people away when they need someone to talk/cry to.
7. I am terrified of spiders and David Hasslehoff.
8. I am a 15+ exp cook that enjoys her own food.
9. I truly have a deep seated hatred of the human race as a whole and in general. BUT I talk to the rare exceptions of this. They are called Friends. I don't bother to keep many. So if I talk to someone more than once and more than just a hi, then I'm counting you towards a friend.


Eight Ways to Win My Heart
1. candy <----I rape GUYS for candy lol
2. Cook for me. I love a man that can cook more than just hot dogs and mac and cheese.
3. Accept me for who I am.
4. Honesty.
5. The occasional random gift 'cause chances are I'll do the same for you <----once again, not changing this one because I agree with Blu.
6. Share my interests.
7. Be yourself.
8. Make me laugh.


Seven Things That Cross My Mind A Lot
1. Sex
2. Money <---not so much as I want to be rich or anything, but I do want to be set in life NOT to have to worry about problems.
3. My kids
4. My dog
5. Certain friends in other states
6. Videogames
7. my health problems


Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep
1. munchies
2. Halo
3. poke at Qa'a over IM
4. play with my dog
5. work on some art
6. think about tomorrow and what I need to accomplish for that day


Five Places I Want To Visit
1. Germany
2. Australia
3. Ohio again...
4. Hawaii
5. New Jersey


Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now
1. jewelry - 3 skull necklaces/two silver rings/4 gauged out earrings
2. white tank top
3. light blue plaid pajama pants
4. tattoos [lol there was nothing else to list]


Three Musical Artists I Often Listen To
1. Rammstein
2. Dope
3. Disturbed


Two Things I Want To Do Before I Die
1. See my kids make something of their lives
2. Visit two very special and specific guys and tell them exactly how I feel about them.

One Confession
Confession? ummm....Pass?

Copy, paste, switch answers; tag friends. Questions?

Been arrested? --- no
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- yes
Slept in until 5 PM? --- yes
Ran a red light? --- yes
Been suspended from school? --- no
Experienced love at first sight? --- yes
Totaled your car in an accident? --- no
Been fired from a job? --- no
fired somebody? --- yes
Sang karaoke? -- yes
Pointed a gun at someone? ---yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- Yes
Kissed in the rain? --- yes
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- yes

Seen someone die? --- yes
Played spin-the-bottle? --- yes
Smoked a cigar? --- no
Sat on a rooftop? --- yes
Smuggled something into another country? --- not yet?
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- yes
Broken a bone? --- yes
skipped school? --- yes
Eaten a bug? --- yes
Sleepwalked? --- yes

Walked a moonlit beach? --- yes
Rode a motorcycle? --- yes
Broken up with someone? --- yes
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- yes
Ridden in a helicopter? --- no

Shaved your head? --- no
Made your boyfriend/girlfriend cry? --- yes
Eaten snake? --- no
Marched/Protested? --- no
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- no

Puked on an amusement ride? --- once when I was younger
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- yes
Been in a band? --- yes, very short time
Been on TV? --- yes
Shot a gun? --- yes

Skinny-dipped? --- yes
Gave someone stitches? --- yes, brother
Ridden a surfboard? --- no
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- yes
Had surgery? --- yes

Streaked? --- yes
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- yes
Passed out when not drinking? --- yes
Peed on a bush? --- no
Donated Blood? --- no...the hospital gets enough blood from me -_-

Grabbed electric fence? --- yes
Eaten alligator meat? --- no
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- yes
Peed your pants in public? --- no
Snuck into a movie without paying? --- yes

Written graffiti? --- yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- yes, unfortunately
Been in handcuffs? --- um...yes...but it wasn't for being arrested... >.>
Believe in love? --- yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- yes

Tagging  dastiger  naira  furfox4ever  anirus

 dastiger got this from  fluffball and I got it from him.

Feel free to ask Khyrsa/Selena/me anything, and I'll answer as soon as I come back on again. ^_^

~This is something new for me, since I am not a very open person. Those that think that they know me, do not know the half of it. I am usually a very private person, so what I have to say next is going to throw some of you for a loop. Please bare with me, since this kind of writing is new for me to do. . . .

~My name is Kristie, and I am a divorced, mother of two, a boy, Michael, and a girl, Caitlyn. I have a pair of best friends that I love that keep me sane (one of them is on here). I had a good childhood, being raised not only by my mother, but also by my grandparents, who doted upon me as I was the only granddaughter out of five grandkids and the oldest of them as well. I had a few close friends, but for the most part, I was a loner. I hated people, and still do to this day.
~As I got older, I became more withdrawn from people. The few friends I had slipped away, not because they wanted to, but because I pushed them away. I am not an easy person to get to know. There are a great many barriers between me and you. Some people are lucky to get past the first few. Others have gotten in deeper. My best friend Chris is in deeper than everyone, but others stratch the layers and peel some back.
~This one guy I know is one of them. I have known him for over 12 years now, and I love him in a way that cannot be described. But I can never be with him and the reason for that is: he raped me anally. Plus to top the matter, he is an alcoholic, and a very abusive one, at that. I was only 17 when he did this to me in the back of his vehicle. Only a few know about it.
~After he did that, the depression sank in. I was usually a mellow person in life, not over reacting or unfriendly. I was always polite and well-spoken, a product of my mother's and grandparents' teachings, but after that night, I withdrew into myself, and self-loathing became my main feeling. I sank deep into it, feeling like there was nothing left for me to live for.
~That's when the suicide attempts began.
~Now, I'm a logical kind of person. If I want to kill myself, I don't think a bottle of pills is really going to work for me because I have a terrible gag reflex when it comes to swallowing pills. I don't think that slicing my wrists are a good way, either, since all you're going to do is bleed slowly enough to cause great pain, and more suffering. I am not into pain like that. I know how to end myself. One chef knife against a wall, through the ribs over my heart. Bang, dead. But the few true friends I still had began to spend waking shifts at my home.
~When I say waking shifts, I mean that, one person would come over and watch me for several hours, then another would come and take their place so the first one could go and get some sleep. They knew that, if given even 10 seconds back then, I could do something horrible to myself.
~As I battled depression, my home life took a turn for the worst. My mother and I started fighting. We fought three fist fights, and I was the winner of those. I am stronger than she. But to this day, I live with the all-consuming guilt of my actions against the woman that birthed me. To her, I say that I am sorry.
~Fast forward a couple of years to a month before my 18th birthday. I was excited about finally turning 18 on March 8th. ~It was still Feburary and already I was planning on my party. Then I made a mistake: I got pregnant by a man that swore that the 'pull-out' method really was safe. Young, stupid me... . . . I bought it, and paid the price.
~I found out I was pregnant by a man that didn't want the responsiblities. He left state and I never saw him again. My son, though, is the point in which my depression finally lifted to barable levels. With the arrival of Michael, my world changed. At least for the better for alittle while.
~I had moved though from one place to the next with him 3 times before I met what would be the man that I married for the wrong reason: I became pregnant again. Michael was 2 1/2. The guy was, and still is, an alcoholic (see a pattern here?), a drug addict (coke, pot, acid, shrooms), and, I found this out AFTER we were married, a registered sex offender. Well, our daughter, Caitlyn, was born, and we spent the next two years of her life trying hard to make it work for her. ~During that time, my husband had a thing about leaving every night, getting trashed, then coming home and wanting sex. I hate the smell of alcohol upon one's breath, so when he would crawl (literally) into bed, I would just pretend to be asleep. He wouldn't care. He would roll me over onto my stomach, pin me down with his large, and heavier, body, and then rape me, most times anally, since that was his thing, as he put it to me. These occasions I would fight him, trying to get away, and usually end up beat for my troubles. He didn't think anything about beating me almost to death, even straggling me, while I was pregnant. I don't know why I stayed, but the depression gripped me again, making me think that it was all my doing and that drove me further down into that empty, black pit of despair than I had ever gone before.
~Shortly after Caitlyn's second birthday, I finally got up the nerve to tell him to stop his drugs, drinking, and other inappropiate things in front of the children. He would sit there, smoking pot, while holding our daughter. I told him that there would be no more of it. I had a migraine that night, so went to bed early, right after putting the kids to bed. He came in, subdued, muttering something to me about helping his sister, who was up from another town, find something in her van. I told him fine and nodded off. I awoke about a half an hour later, and went to the bathroom, then off to check my kids.
~My daughter was gone.
~I flipped out. I had a neighbor watch Michael as another neighbor took me in her car to go and locate my daughter. My husband had taken our car. His sister and her boyfriend were riding behind him in her van. They went to this little motel. I pulled in behind them. He jumped out and grabbed Caitlyn, who was screaming for me, and ran into the motel room and locked the door behind him. His sister and her boyfriend proceed to beat the shit from me. I went to the cops and tried to file a complaint and assualt and battery charges, but there was only two cops on duty at 1 in the morning and they didn't feel like doing the paperwork. The neighbor and I argued with the cops about this, for she had been witness to what I endured. The cops told me that since he was the father and that we had been living together, he had as much right to take her as I did. They told me not to press the matter that night, but take it up with my husband in the morning.
~I went home, in shock and in a very deep depression, and didn't sleep the rest of that night. I went with the neighbor in the morning, roughly 8 or 9, and they were already gone. ~With the help of his parents and his bitch sister, he and my daughter disappeared from the face of this world for almost three years. During which time, at one point, I had left my son at a babysitter's house while at work and he had come there with CPS and claimed that I had "abandoned" my son. CPS took my son from me, making sure that I had no way of contacting him, much less even writing a letter to him.
~Now, with both kids gone from me, I sank into a deep madness, a shifting of my mind, and had a mental breakdown. I withdrew into myself so much that if anyone so much as looked in my direction, I would snap on them, even if I didn't know who they were. I wasn't myself. I lost mass amounts of weight, becoming malnourished. I couldn't think of any reason to live for again, except my kids, but my kids were gone and I didn't have a strong anchor to keep me stable.
~During that time, I hooked up with a guy that was slightly younger than me by a few years. He wasn't good to me, though I treated him (and every other guy I've been with) like a King. He pulled some good ones on me, but the topping on the cake was the day he told me that he had invited his ex-girlfriend down from the U.P. and she would be staying for 5 nights. This was my house and she was almost on my doorstep when he told me about this. For over a day after she showed, I went into full stress mode because he took her everywhere and without me. And that very night she had shown up, he had taken her to a friend's house and screwed her. The second night, I found him with her again at that friend's home and told his friend, who was trying to cover for him, that he and the whore could have each other.
~I packed everything of mine into my car and told the landlord that I was off the lease, that the place was his now. After experiencing that heart attack, it woke me up and I got out of that situation as fast as I could. I drove 25 miles away to my mom's home and she took me in.
~With my mother's help, I was able to get help and get my son back completely. My daughter, my ex still has. I am only allowed every other weekend with her. She hates her father and where she lives, and wants to come home to live with me, but he won't allow it. Just like he won't let me see her more than just the two weekends of the month.
~We fast forward again to Christmas Eve of 2003. I love Christmas, but hate the shopping. For that is when the people are out the thickest. I was to go and pick up my kids almost 85 miles away, but first, I was to meet up with my family in the town before at the Mall for last minute ideas. I got there, tensed up because of the people, and started to get a migraine. My brother and family caught up to me (we took two different vehicles) and looked at me, saying that I looked like shit, that I should get out of there (he knows me too well). I left the mall, and outside the doors, my car was about 40' away. I walked over to it and by the time I got there, I had a full blown migraine. I couldn't hardly see, but I had to drive the next town over to get my kids.
~I don't remember the trip there. I don't remember the return trip to my mother's house, save for the blizzard that struck halfway between there. I remember briefly pulling into the driveway, and shutting off the car. I don't remember after that. My mother and brother both claim that I got out of the car, looked at my brother and said that I couldn't see, and then collapsed into his arms.
~I don't remember anything during the following nine days, for I was out-of-it, and unconscience most of the time, only awakening to go to the bathroom and get a drink, then pass back out in bed. I don't remember what my kids got for Christmas. On January 2nd, I started to feel much better, even starting to eat solid foods. I was improving fast after that.
~Then on Jan. 5th, I noticed the blood in my mucus. Everytime I blew my nose, blood would come out, but it wasn't a common nosebleed. I bled for two more days after that, though I continued to feel better each day. On the day of the 7th, I was feeling better than I ever had in years. I took down the Christmas decorations and tree, made food, had a great day, except for that blood that continued to keep coming, occasionally spitting up blood and noticing giant bruises all over my body like someone had been punching me repeatedly. Later that night, I developed three open sores that bled in my mouth and my gums had turned all black and blue, and were bleeding.
~My mother, knowing how much I hate the hospital, put her foot to my ass and literally kicked me to the hospital. Once there, they drew blood, then came back to tell me something that still haunts my dreams at night:
~~"we have to admit you. this is a life or death situation. we don't know what is wrong with you, but you are bleeding to death. you should've been dead the previous night."
~Upon hearing that, I immediately told them "No" and reached for my jacket. My mother told me that I was staying. I told her not in this hospital, and the doctor told me that they here didn't know what to do for me, but if I left, they wouldn't give me another half an hour and I would just fall asleep, only to be found in a pool of my own blood the next morning, if not later.
~Suitably freaked, I consented (what choice did I really have?), and they crammed an IV in me and shipped me off to the nearest hospital that could save me, a hospital 90 miles away. They lost me briefly just outside the city and got me back. Upon arriving there, they put a second IV in me, and wouldn't let me eat, much less use the bathroom. I would have died that night from a stubbed toe or a papercut, or just by eating something hard.
The next morning, the hemotologist (blood specialist) came in and told me what was up.
~The virus I got over Christmas was nothing like I had ever had before. It made my immune system work into overdrive. When my immune system started working, it got tricked into believing that the platelets in the blood were a threat like the virus. It started actively destroying the platelets, and with low platelets, the body starts breaking down. I was extremely lucky to have gotten in when I did, for there was no way that I should have been alive at that point, and the fact that I was, showed them that I was what they referred to as a "walking miracle"
~Well, kiddies, I certainly didn't feel like a walking miracle after that, because it was then that he delivered the good news/bad news part. The good news is that it is NOT contagious in ANY way, which means that anyone that is with me, has no chance of getting it from me, and that it is not hereditary, so my kids will never get it.
The bad news? It is not curable, it is very rare, extremely dangerous, life-threatening, and could kill me any day. It is called Idiopathic Thrombocytopenia Purpura, or ITP for short.
~I went through four blood transfusions and a series of blood-lettings before they would like me out of the hospital four days later. I was lucky that time. I had talked to the hemotologist about the disease, and found out that a normal person's platelet count is 250,000 to 450,000 (some as low as 150,000 are considered normal), and that 15,000 and under is fatal. The night that they admitted me, my count was at 1000 and that was a guess. They couldn't find my platelets.
~After that, it is pretty easy to figure out. I am still alive to this day, with the new addition to my routine life: blood draws every two weeks to check my platelets. I live in fear that this disease will take me too soon, from my kids, my mother, and those online that I have gotten to know. I live my days as if they were my last, since I am never sure if I will awake the next day.
~I only pray that I never have to worry about my kids walking into my bedroom one morning and seeing their mother laying in bed in a pool of her own blood, dead.
~Ever since then, my body has been gradually breaking down on me. I've been going through surgery upon surgery upon surgery and while in recovery, something else is usually found wrong again. I'm tired of it all. I've had three surgeries so far, with another coming in a week, and recently diagnosed with Fibromyalgia.
~But here I still am...
~I am sorry if any found this unnerving, disturbing, or anything else. I didn't type this out for pity or sympathy, just wanted to let those that think they know me see alittle bit more than I usually tell them. So one day, if you don't ever see me again, you understand that I finally ceased to be, and that I wish none to mourn me, but honor my memory all those that are truly my friends, for I will be with you in spirit and heart, if not in person or online.

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Truth Meme!

1) Post these rules (Yes, posting the rules is a rule)
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag some fools!
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACK

Truth 1) I'm a freak

Truth 2) I am a natural redhead

Truth 3) I sing anywhere I'm alone, i.e. the shower, my truck, etc.

Truth 4) I like cartoons

Truth 5) I'm a furry

Truth 6) I'm a Pagan

Truth 7) I enjoy my depression because it helps fuel my art

Truth 8) I'm in love with two of my good friends


Tagging peoples? Who do I wanna tag? hmmm....
 dastiger
 naira
 warzol
 sapphirus
 ludicrousy
 countramsely

You guys are my tagging victims for the day <3

Ok, curiousity has the best of me.....Thanks,  germanbadcat GermanBadCat

[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
Sure, why not

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?
Nope

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
I think it is completely the woman's choice.

[04] Do you think a country would fail with a female president?
Would the answer: "penis-shaped missiles so we can fuck other countries that piss us off" be considered a fail with a woman President?

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
Sure.

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
Indecisive on that.

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
For. I don't want to marry that many guys just to enjoy them for sex.

[08] Do you believe in God?
-shrugs- I'm a Pagan

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
Yes. Everyone should have the right to find happiness and then divorce with whoever makes them happy/miserable.

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
-shrugs again- I could care less...

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
I know a girl that had a baby at 12 and kept him, but she later lost him. I personally think that at 12, it's a baby having a baby. But if she is "adult" enough to be fucking around, then she should be "adult" enough to take care of that baby. And if she gives it up or has an abortion, then she should be responsible enough to get on her own birth control.

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
No

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
Yes. My opinion is simple. Remove all our troops. Take 3 nukes over and end this now. It worked for Japan, and they only needed 2 to convince them.

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
No. Everyone has the right to decide when and how they want to go, especially when they are already dying or have such problems that there is no cure for them. I know this one from personal experience.

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
Yes and yes, and once more for those that think they are reading this wrong, but YES. I grew up with a mom who didn't hesitate to raise her hand and whip me and my brothers good when we were disrespectful or mouthy. We grew up with good morals. I see WAY TOO MANY kids today that are mouthing off to adults and their own family, out stealing and lying, doing all kinds of things wrong and I just wanna slap the shit out of their parents. IF I had done half that shit to my mom, who raised us herself, then I ended up on my ass, looking up at her from the ground because she kept us from being like that. My own kids aren't like that because I won't change. They screw up, they get punished. And so help anyone that tries to tell ME how to raise my kids. I get more compliments on how well behaved MY kids are versus most kids out there. And that's even from OTHER parents.

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
Hmm. Try me for a billion. A million doesn't last long.

[17] Who do you think would have made a better president? McCain or Obama?
Me.

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
If they do, then they aren't friends. Opinions are free, so is speaking your mind.

Anyone else wanna answer this? I would love to hear what everyone else thinks.

This has been popping up one other's memes and it got me curious...[seen it so far on Furball's and Naira's memes]

Centaur:

[x] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[ ] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[ ] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] The horse is your favorite animal.
[] You are possessive and territorial.

Total: 4

Elf:

[x] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[x] You are very intelligent.
[] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[x] You look very young for your age.
[] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker.
[x] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.

Total: 6

Fairy

[ ] You are happy a lot of the time.
[] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[x] You are young and short.
[x] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[ ] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[ ] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.

Total: 7

Gnome/Dwarf:

[] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[x] You are short for your age.
[x] You are an isolated person
[] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[ ] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[ ] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[ ] You have a short temper.

Total: 4

Harpy/Siren:

[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[x] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you. [sometimes]
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[ ] You are easily angered.
[ ] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[x] You love to trick others.
[ ] You have a ravenous appetite.

Total: 4

Mermaid:

[x] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[ ] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater
[ ] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[x] You are good at swimming.
[x] You like to collect shells.
[ ] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[ ] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.

Total: 4

Vampire:

[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale.
[] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[ ] You don't like sharp objects near you.

Total: 4

Werewolf:

[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair.
[x] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you. [it's a tie with reading minds :p]
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[ ] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[] You like to be alone.
[] If You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[x] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.

Total: 5

Wizard/Witch:

[x] You love chemistry.
[x] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic.
[x] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements.
[x] You are a nature lover.
[x] You have a strong sense of responsibility.
[x] You spend a lot of time alone.
[x] You usually hang around with a certain animal all the time when you feel lonely.
[x] You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[x] Cooking is one of your favorite things to do.
[ ] You enjoy learning about Wicca and the occult.

Total: 9

Zombie:

[x] You are pale.
[] You are hungry a lot.
[x] Many activities you do every day make you feel mindless, or like a drone.
[x] Most of the time you or a part of you is cold.
[x] You love to eat meat
[x] You would resort to cannibalism if that was the only source of food.
[ ] You make grunts and moans a lot.
[ ] You usually walk slow.
[x] You are not afraid of seeing a lot of blood or getting a lot of blood on yourself.

Total: 6

Satyr/Faun:

[x] You are very passionate about the things you like.
[ ] You like to get drunk and dance.
[x] You're very amorous.
[x] You like art and music.
[] You enjoy feasting with friends.
[x] You love nature but more for the animals then than the trees and plants.
[x] You like getting rowdy and having a good time.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[x] You love the chase almost as much as the capture.
[x] You wish you had horns.

Total: 8


Wizard/Witch....that's about right, actually....

GIRLY MEME!

[x] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish
[] You own a designer purse
[] You own perfume that cost over $60
[x] You had/have fake nails
[] You have more hair products and body products than you can use
[] Your pet is a Chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier(mix)/Siamese/Shih Tzu/mini anything
[] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet
[] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp
[] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper
[] A pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets
Total So Far: 2

Do you:
[] Spend more time at the mall than you do at homework
[] Have had a hair color that is not natural
[] Have "blonde moments" at least once a day
[] Buy stuff because it's awesome and then never wear/use it
[x] Constantly keep your phone at your side
[x] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home
[] Have a name for your car
[] Know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week
[] Refuse to go out in public without makeup
[] Prefer to be called "princess"
Total So Far: 4

Do you love:
[] Makeup
[] Glitter
[ ] The color Pink
[x] Jewelry
[] Mirrors
[ ] Chick flicks
[] Shoes
[ ] Rainbows
[] Unicorns
[x] Disney Movies
[] Flowers
[] Stuffed Animals
[ ] Purses
Total So Far: 6

Do you shop at:
[] Coach
[] Forever 21
[x] Victoria's Secret
[] Guess
[] Claire's
[] Express
[] Delia's
[] Hollister
[] American Eagle
[] Abercrombie Fitch
[] Aeropostale
Total So Far: 7

Do you say:
[x] Whatever
[x] Oh my god
[] Hun
[x] Fugly
[] That's hot
[] Dunzo
[] Darling
[] Bff
[] Cutie
[] Hottie
[] Skank
[] Totally
[] For Sure
[] Fabulous
Total So Far: 10

Do you read:
[] Cosmopolitan
[] Glamour
[] Marie Claire
[] Elle Girl
[] Teen Vogue
[x] People (once in a while...like bored in a doctor's office and there is nothing else to read)
[] Us Weekly
[] Star
[] Self
[] PerezHilton.com
[] Dlisted.com
[] Seventeen
[] people.com
[] usmagazine.com
[] popsugar.com
[] Pink Is The New Blog.com
Total So Far: 11

Do you love these: (SOME chick flicks are funny =3)
[] Legally Blonde
[] Elizabethtown
[] Mean Girls
[] Now & Then
[] The Notebook
[] A Walk to Remember
[] Sweet Home Alabama
[] Where the Heart is
[] Just My luck
[] John Tucker Must Die
[] Center stage
[] Bring it On
[] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[] Mona Lisa Smile
[] My Girl
[] The Wedding Date
[x] 10 Things I Hate About You
Total So Far: 12

Do you really enjoy:
[] America's Next Top Model
[] Project Runway
[] Desperate Housewives
[] The Simple Life
[] 8th & Ocean
[] Sex & the City
[] Grey's Anatomy
[] The O.C.
[] The City
[] Nip/Tuck
[] Gilmore Girls
[] Degrassi

Total: 12

Take your total and multiply it by 2. Then repost this as "I am #% Girly." With the number you got as the percent of course.


I'm a tomboy and proud of it.

I wonder if anyone will really fill this out....I promise that if you do, I'll fill one out on you too...

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

Name?
Khyrsaraylynx Cloudwalker

Any nicknames?
Khyrsa, Khy, Khyr, Khyrs

Age?
Ancient. Even past most ancient dragons.

Race?
Red and Platinum crossbreed dragon.

Red and Platinum? As in the Lawful Evil red dragon and the Lawful Good platinum?
Yup.

How did that happen?
-shrugs- beats me, but here I am.

Are there any others? Siblings?
-sighs- No siblings. There would have been but our mother found us after hatching...-trails off-

What happened?
-shrugs- I hatched first and wandered from the nest. There were 13 others. I went deep into the cave that we were in and was in the dark when our mother, the red dragon, came back. She saw the others hatching, saw that they had the red and platinum scales, then flew into a rage and started killing them. She slaughtered them all, save for me. She didn't see me. I watched her from a small niche in the wall. When they were nothing more than shredded corpses, she left and never returned.

What happened then?
-sighs, looking both unhappy about remembering and resigned- Then to survive, my first meal was the bodies around me. I ate them to live.

*silent for a moment* I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you remember.
-shrugs once more- It's fine. Next question, please?

Alright. Any kids?
Yes.

How many?
Too damn many. ><

*OOs at this* But you only look like you're, no offense, only about 16 or 17. How is that possible, unless you had clutches of eggs?
-chuckles, shaking her head- Thanks, and none taken. I'm actually well past ancient status in a dragon's life. I'm actually a great-, great-, great-, great-grandmother.

*Eyes wide in shock* No?!
-nods- Yes.

Um, ok. How about a mate?
Nope. No one.

Marital status?
Alone.

Want it to remain that way?
No. Not really. But I'm picky.

How do you mean?
I mean that I don't want someone that just wants to screw consistently. I want someone that will actually care about me, and not what I am or my status. Someone that is kind, considerate, loving, tolerant of my moods, and will take the good and the bad equally with me. Be there for me through thick and thin, bad and good. Not just for the good.

I take it from that, that you had one or two that were the opposite?
Indeed, you are correct. Only ever had one that treated me good like that and he was killed.

Oh I'm sorry. What happened, if I can ask?
-the corners of her mouth tilt downward lightly- His name was Infernius. A red dragon. He accepted me as I am, despite the fact that I'm a crossbreed and hated by most dragonkind for it. We became mates; more than that, we became bonded, linked in both soul and blood. For a while, we were happy, living in a cave high in the mountains that overlooked a broad valley that was plentiful with game. I ended up pregnant with our first clutch of eggs. Close to my time of laying them, Infernius flew out one sunny morning to hunt. It was early morning when he left. After several hours of not seeing him, I flew out after him. I was egg-heavy and shouldn't have, but through the bond we shared, I felt something was really wrong. I found him...with another male, in battle. The other red dragon male was larger and older. Before my eyes, I watched him snap the neck of my mate and cast his body away. As the lifeless corpse of my mate, the holder of the other part of my very soul, crashed into the forest so far below, something inside me just snapped. I didn't think; I just reacted. I attacked the other male in a frenzy. We fought viciously and I, though badly wounded, won, killing the male. I ended up crashing just after his body did. I lost the clutch of eggs...almost lost my life.

Oh my...I'm so sor...
-cuts him off- Don't apologize. Hate that. I survived and it's the past. Saying sorry doesn't fix anything, nor does it bring back anyone or anything. So there is no point in repeating what so many before you have said before.

Ah ok. *clears throat* Any hobbies?
I sing, cook, draw, dance, create various things mostly from boredom, and I can entertain people.

Entertain?
I have a really good sense of humor and can make almost anyone smile, even if they are feeling down or upset.

That's a good thing to have. Any secret talents?
-grins some- nothing that I can say aloud.

Why is that?
They are all really .....naughty....talents.

Naughty? You're on Fur Affinity. You can say what they are.
I could. This is true, but I prefer to show, than to tell. -winks-

To me?
No.

I'm not good enough?
I don't know you well enough.

And that's a problem?
It is to me. I hate being touched by strangers. Loathe it. The only exception to that is if the one touching me is male and does it a very specific way. If he succeeds, he can touch and more. If he doesn't, he'll probably lose that arm.

I don't wanna lose my arm...
So don't touch me.

I think I'm done asking questions for today....
That's fine.

A little something fun....

An Interview with Selena Darkheart

Name?
Selena Darkheart

Any nicknames?
Sele, Kitten, Dragon Lady

Your age?
-grins- 19

*rolls eyes* Your true age?
-sighs- Fine, fine. Over 18,000 years old.

Race?
Dragon. Green.

Any hobbies?
Killing people, art, cooking

Anything secret that most wouldn't know about you?
Hmm, the cooking and I can dance as well as sing. I have a nice singing voice.

Anyone you're seeing?
Yes. Mated to one....

To one?
-looks alittle guilty- I love someone else, too. As much as I love my mate.

Ahh. Does he know?
He does now.

Wanna give a name?
No....

Aww, come on...
-glares-

*chuckles* Ok ok. Any children?
Yes. 5 of them. Two females and three males.

All grown up now?
Yes.

What would you say is your greatest accomplishment in life?
My children.

What is the worst thing you've ever done?
-ponders that one- I would say....Trusting a human wizard. I got tricked and almost killed for my troubles. He's the one that's dead now.

So you mentioned before that you kill others. Is that recreational or professional?
Professional. I'm retired now, though.

Were you any good at it?
One of the best. -not bragging or boasting-

Why did you retire if you were so good?
Because I became a mom. That and I didn't want to deprive those I love of me.

*nods* Name your best feature.
Hmm...my hair. -absently runs a hand through the waist length fiery red hair-

Your second best?
Figure.

And your third?
My eyes.

What's your favorite color?
Black.

Favorite animal?
Several. Tigers, lions, basically anything feline. Horses. Killer whales, though I don't know why. Never seen one in person.

Favorite music?
Hard rock, heavy metal. I'll basically listen to alot of things, but no country. Country makes me break out into hives and a case of the shits.

Favorite thing to do?
Rape males for candy. -laughs-

*Surprised look* Do you seriously do that?
-nods-

What do you like to do?
Sex, bowling, swimming, enjoying good food, hiking, camping, canoeing/boating, hunting, fishing...though I don't eat fish, horseback riding, sex, hanging out with friends, playing Halo, listening to music, drawing, enjoying nature.

You mentioned sex twice...
-smirking- I know.

*chuckles* What something you do regularly when talking to others?
Hmm...Visualize them naked.

Are you doing that to me right now? *sweatdrops*
No comment.

No, wait...seriously. Are you?
No comment.

You're screwing with me. -_-
-chuckles- possibly.

Why am I still talking to you?
-shrugs- I don't know.

[To be continued..]

I can write and sometimes my writings disturb people. You have been warned.

This one is a current nightmare that I have actually been having since I have a surgery coming up here shortly:


~It was like any other morning that I had to do this. Surgery. The previous night was hell, like usual, because I didn't sleep. I never do before an operation. Nerves, I guess. Always been that way.
~This was no different. In and out surgery. That's what they said and that's usually how it was. Unless there was complications, which in that case, they would keep me as long as necessary until I was better and could be released.
~The horn blows from outside and I move to the sliding door of my apartment to look down. My place is a rather nice two bedroom on a second floor and overlooks the parking lot. It is my mom, shivering I can see from my current vantage point, because it is still early summer and there is a slight chill in the morning air. I wave to her before turning my head to look at the clock on the wall.
~6:23 am. I'm to be there at 6:45 for registration, then they would start the prep work around 7.
~I hated being up this early, as I slide on my black hoodie with its large white skull and blue flames, smoothing it down over my black tanktop and black pajama pants. My small feet slide easily into my black slippers, for I was to wear only comfortable clothes there today, and I grab my keys to head out the door. My son wasn't up yet, being the late riser that he is for school, so I don't have a chance to say good-bye to him.
~I didn't want to disturb him.
~Heading down the stairs once the door is locked behind me, I move slowly, hating how my body hurts with every move. Damn Fibromyalgia, I thought, as I almost lose my footing due to my hurting knees buckling slightly. I caught myself with the rails to either side, the wood biting deep into my palms, and grumble as I pause only for a moment to readjust my step, then move on down to the bottom.
~The door opens as I push against it, the first chilly blast of air hitting me as I make my first step outward. Brrrr...fucking cold, is my only thought. At least my mom's brilliant yellow Chevy Cavalier has had some time to warn up as I open its door and slide gratefully in. A quirk of my lips at the woman that looks like an older version of myself and a muttered, "Yay for me. Surgery time again. How ever did I get so lucky?" is the start.
~"I don't know, sis," is the reply. She's always called me that, since Jayson, the older of my two younger brothers, was born.
~I only shrug back and we pull out to head for the hospital that is roughly 2 miles away. The trip is in silence; neither of us wanting to break this, through ritual or whatever, we're not quite sure. Nothing really to be said.
~Once there, the car parked and locked, she walks in with me into the Surgical Center. I know this place rather well now, and it is to the large, wrap-around desk that I move unerringly to. The woman behind it looks up and gives me that smile. It's the one just before she says my name before I can.
~Oh they know me here.
~We exchange the pleasantries, like usual. I answer the question asked to me, like a robot.
~"Name and date of birth?" "Kristie Grandy, March 8th, 1976."
~That's the big one to verify that I am who I say I am. Like anyone else would want to suffer through what I'm about to?
~A few more questions, my answers follow, then I'm told that I can take a seat and they will be out for me in a few. I look at the clock.
~6:55.
~She's true to her word. 2 minutes pass and another woman comes out, an older one, and calls my name. I smile wanly at my mom; she won't follow me in. She can't stand seeing me get the IV and the blood drawn. After everything done, though, she will come back to sit with me until they take me into surgery.
~I'm lead to my little waiting cell (what I like to call them) and told to strip down to nothing and pull on this heavy type gown with several holes in them. These are for the nice little hoses they attach to them to force warm air in. Rather awesome, I think...I want one for at home.
~I'm left alone to do my thing. I always, no matter how many times I go through this, I still feel uncomfortable and weird stripping down and getting into that gown. Bloody thing is a pain when you have to climb (and I say climb, for I'm a little person and the bed is usually too high up) up into the bed and have to spend about 15 minutes trying to get the gown around you just to the point of being comfortable.
~Finally situated, the first person comes in. The anesthesiologist is usually the first one. First question from his mouth.
~"Name and date of birth?" "Kristie Grandy, March 8th, 1976."
~This gets to be repeated alot, so I'll spare you the rest of that one.
~He goes over his job (like I've never heard it before) and while he is droning on, a nurse comes in with the much-dreaded IV. I ask him to hold a moment and proceed to explain to the nurse that she cannot, under any circumstance, tell me that she is poking me with the needle. The moment she does, I inform her, much like I would to a small kid, I will start to hyperventilate and the veins will collapse. She smiles and says that she understands, and the anesthesiologist is allowed to continue his speech, more so not because I don't know what he will say, but more to draw my attentions away from the IV.
~True to form, she gets the IV in with a little trouble, but succeeds finally and both her and the anesthesiologist leave me to wait. My mom is called in finally. Again, there is very little that needs to be said, but for some reason, there was this funny "itching" between my shoulder blades. Not the kind of itch you scratch, but more like something isn't feeling "right".
~"Mom?"
~"Yes?"
~Moment of silence, then, "I love you."
~That brings a smile to her worried face. "I love you, too, Krissy." (She is only one of a very select few that can call me that.)
~Smiling back, the "itch" niggling more at me, I fall into silence again until the surgeon himself comes in to talk to me. It is rather quick. He informs me that he will be going in through my previous C-section cut to remove my bad cervix and that all should be well.
~I hate those words. 'Should be well'. But I say nothing.
Moments later, the anesthesiologist is back. He has one needle on him, which he injects this stuff into my body through the IV close to my skin. Moments are all I have to look over at my mom, who smiles again at me to reassure me that she will be waiting for me to come out alright, then darkness claims me as the drug takes effect.
~My eyes open and something feels....strange. Glancing around, I wonder what is happening. There is no IV in my arm.....
~Wait...why is my arm transparent?! What the hell?
~Taking what I think to myself as a deep breath and feeling nothing, not even the numbness from the drug they gave me, I become more aware of things around me: the sound of people rushing about, of the sound of a flatline, and my mother's heart-wrenching cries.
~"Not my daughter!!"
~What?! What happened to me?!
~Then I see it: doctors and nurses are surrounding a bed and between their shoulders, I see the lifeless form of a small redhead female.
~Myself.
~Oh my god, what happened? I catch pieces of the conversation as they pronounce my death time.
~7:48 am.
~"There was nothing we could do," is the doctor's response to an unheard question or comment. This is directed to my grieving mother. "She began hemorrhaging and we couldn't get it to stop. I'm so terribly sorry for your loss, Ms. Grandy."
~This makes my mother lose it more. I can't stand to hear those heartbroken sobs, the cries of anguish at the loss of her only daughter. Her firstborn.
~Why did this have to happen? I can't seem to find my thoughts as I watch them lead my mother away from my body and the sheet gets moved up to cover my still face.
~No!! This wasn't suppose to happen!!! I was suppose to live longer...
~My kids are my second thought once my mom is removed from the room. Oh god, how will they handle this? It will shatter Caitlyn's world. And my friends? What will they think?
~My friends Chris and Nik....I didn't tell them everything I wanted to.
~My face hits my hands as I sob, thinking about everyone that will be so hurt by my leaving them like this.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~I woke up this morning to the sound of my alarm clock, drenched in a cold sweat and crying. I have surgery coming up soon. Was this a sign or just my mind playing tricks on me?

This is the website to Selena Darkheart. Please refrain from drooling.

http://thedragonassassin.webs.com

Yup, it had to be done, though I doubt anyone would answer this about Selena, who this is about [not me].

And as the title states, I pirated this from the Qa'a kitty.

Y=yes
N=No
/ = maybe

Would you...

[] Push Selena into a wall and kiss her?
[] Come To Selena's House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Selena?
[] Have Sex With Selena?
[] Slap Selena If Selena Asked You To?
[] Lick/Suck Selena's Neck?
[] Let Selena Lick/Suck Your Neck?
[] Watch A Movie With Selena?
[] Take Selena Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Selena?
[] Take Selena Home For The Night?
[] Let Selena Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Let Selena Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[] Take Selena Anywhere With You?
[] Lock Selena In Your room And Take Advantage Of Him?
[] Let Selena lock you in your room and Take Advantage of her?
[] Make Selena breakfast?
[] Tickle Selena?
[] Let Selena Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Selena If Someone Was Being Mean to Her?
[] Instant Message Selena?
[] Greet Selena In Public?
[] Hang Out With Selena?
[] Hold Selena's waist from behind while you are out?
[] Bring Selena Around Your Friends?

Do You...

[] Miss Selena?
[] Love Selena?
[] Think Selena is Hot?
[] Think Selena is Cute?
[] Think Selena is Ok?
[] Think Selena is Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Selena?
[] Want To Cuddle With Selena?
[] Want To Date Selena?
[] Want To Love Selena?

Is Selena...

[] Sweet?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?

Have You Ever...

[] Thought About Hooking Up With Selena?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Selena?
[] Wished Selena Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Selena?
[] Wanted Selena's Number?
[] Had A Dream About Selena?
[] Been Distracted By Selena?
[] Thought About having Sex with Selena?

Are You...

[] Happy You Know Selena?
[] Thinking About Selena?
[] Selena's Friend

The things I locate for my personal amusement. Thanks, Qa'a...

Rules:

Take Quiz

Quiz: 100 truths

001. Name → Kristie Marie Grandy
002. Nickname(s) → Khyrsa [I answer to that faster than Kristie]; Sis [big sister of three kids, plus my mom nicknamed me that]; Kris; Krissy [only a very select FEW are allowed to get away with calling me that]
003. Status → Divorced
004. Zodiac sign → Pisces
005. Male or female → Woman
006. Elementary → East Tawas Elementary
007. Middle School → Tawas Area Middle School
008. High School → Tawas Area High
009. Smart → genius class...rare that I actually bother to show it.
010. Hair color → Redhead/Auburn
011. Hair Length → almost down to the small of my back
012. Loud or Quiet → depends on how I feel at the moment
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Both
015. Health freak → Nope
016. Drink or Smoke? → no
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes and I don't know if he gets that I do or not.
018. Eating or Drinking → 15+ year cook...you tell me...
019. Piercings → yes, ears only, double piercings
020. Tattoos → 8 current
021. Obsessions → orgasms, caffeine, good food....in that order
022. Chocolate or Vanilla → Chocolate.


FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → ears.
024. First best friend → Nicki
025. First award → won an art contest back in 1st grade for designing a stamp that went on to be published for a while.
026. First crush → Pierre LaVoie
027. First pet → my dog, Randy. She was a Samoyed/German Shepherd mix.
028. First big vacation → up to Canada with my grandparents for a shooting meet at age of 7
030. First big birthday → never really had a 'big' birthday. I tend to avoid mine...

HATE:
031. hypocrites
032. assholes
033. Mushrooms
035. spiders
036. inconsiderate dicks
037. bad parents
038. kids with no respect towards anyone
039. losing

LOVE:
040. good food
041. Sleep
042. Sex/Orgasms
043. Detroit Red Wings [pfft to you, Qa'a xD]
044. nature
045. the Great Lakes
046. hockey [ice, street, or the good ol' floor hockey from the days of school]
047. Cuddling/Snuggling
048. Hot showers

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating → nada
050. Drinking → Amp Revive
051. Just Noticed → I'm freezing...again...
052. I'm about to → torment Qa'a over IM for a game of Halo so I can lose more to him and hear him gloat...
053. Listening to → Restless Heart - I'll Be Loving You
054. Plans for today → Day is over....
055. Wearing → black sweats, black tshirt, grey panties...
056. Finished → drawing another piece of art
057. Need → to be loved on... ;_;

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? → have my two already
059. Want to get married? → one more time...do it right this time hopefully
060. Careers → -sighs- had a great career as a cook, but forced into retirement early due to health

THINGS THAT MAKE YOU UNIQUE:
061. My ability to be there for others, even as my own life is falling apart
062. my sense of humor/the ability to make anyone laugh, even when they are down. Trust me...you have to hear me to understand...
063. Idiopathic Thrombocytopenic Puepura - a rare, life-threatening blood disease that isn't contagious in any way, but is not curable and can kill me at any time.
064. Fibromyalgia - the very reason that for most of my life, I've lived with nothing but continuous pain. [though most don't know because i don't try and show it, much less tell them]
065. Me just being me.
067. My sex drive. I haven't met a man yet that can match me or outlast me. Nymphomanic redhead...need I say more?

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?

068. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? → tall. I'm only 5' tall and I like taller guys.
071. Big Spoon/Little spoon? → little
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → doesn't matter as long as they have a great personality
074. Sensitive or loud → both
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Timid or Outgoing? → An even mix would be nice. [Well put, Jen. I ain' touching this one.] [<

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I'm agreeing with them two...]
077. Troublemaker or hesitant → See above.

HAVE YOU EVER:

078. Gotten locked inside a store - no
079. Lost your keys - yes...twice...
080. Lost glasses/contacts → glasses...few times
081. Ran away from home → ran away several times....twice at a year a piece
082. Gotten Screened in an Airport → Nope
083. Been Attacked → lots of times in school. was a loner, wore black alot [no, not a goth or emo. just was more comfortable in black], didn't associate with people. Most that tried saw an easy target. They didn't repeat that mistake again.
084. Broken someone's heart → Sadly, yes
085. Been arrested → No
086. Broken the law, maliciously → when I was younger
087. Cried when someone died → No. My mom called me a cold hearted bitch because my grandmother died two days before my son was born and I was still trapped in the hospital and I didn't shed a tear. Grandmother and I were tighter than my mom and I were.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

088. Humanity → Nope. Killed long ago
089. Yourself → maybe
090. Miracles → according to the doctors, I'm one of them
091. Love at first sight → yes
092. Heaven → no.
093. Santa Claus → if I say yes, do I get a present?
094. Sex on the first date → seriously debatable
095. Kiss on the first date → if both want it, then hell yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

096. What scares you more than rationality can explain → Surviving/living. I'm a fighter and a survivor, and I don't know the meaning of the word "quit", but some days, I can't stop the thoughts about why am I still alive when I have to deal with all that is wrong with me both physically and mentally. Waking up to another day of suffering from pain that will never go away....hoping that my disease isn't going to flare up and kill me the next night. Things like that.
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes...and I wish he would come to me, but he hates my state xD
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → NO. I can't locate my happiness right now and that scares me.
099. Do you believe in God → No. I'm a Pagan.
100. Tag someone else? → Hmm.....a few

Once again, Qa'a gets the blame <3

Would You...
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Have Hard Core Sex With Me?
[] Slap Me If I Asked You To?
[] Lick/Suck My Neck?
[] Let Me Lick/Suck Your Neck?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You?
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If Someone Was Being Mean to Me?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?

Do You...
[] Miss Me?
[] Love Me?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?
[] Want To Love Me?

Am I...
[] Sweet?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?

Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?
[] Thought About Fucking Me?

Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me?
[] My Friend
[] A Freak-A-Leak

I get to blame Qa'a for this...

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Yes...two of them

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
whenever the mood is upon me

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
wherever i land...

4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
Like all three

5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
yes...incredibly sick from flu

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
On a dare

7. Shower or bath?
Prefer showers, but baths are nice because I'm small and almost can swim in most good sized tubs ^^

8. Do you pee in the shower?
No.

9. Mexican or Chinese?
Chinese anyday.....oh sweet and sour chicken & coconut chicken....crab rangoons....my favorites!! <3<3

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
don't mind both, but prefer someone dominant

11. Do you love someone on your friend list?
yes...two of them...

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
pretty much

13. Love or money?
Love.

14. Credit cards or cash?
plastic, though with me, that can backfire if I see something I really want...

15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
my baby brother and my uncle, both named Charles. A serious pair of assholes with huge chips on their shoulders.

16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
Camping. I have a camper trailer that sleeps four.

17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex?
In the bleachers down from my mom's house in the middle of a tornado warning.

18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money?
No. Never my head. My hair is a source of pride. There is no hair anywhere else.

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Once.

20. Ever been to a bar?
Many times ^^

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
No. Big breasts and red hair insure that I remain popular enough to keep that from happening.

22. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
No.

23. Kissed someone of the same sex?
Yes, once. Didn't like it.

24. Favorite drink?
Mountain Dew & Amp Revive (orange one)

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Not yet...done other things though.

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
yes...

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
yes, once. Almost got caught, but didn't.

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Yes.

29. Bought something from an adult store?
-whistles innocently?-

30. Have you been caught having sex?
Yes ><

31. Does anyone have naughty pics of u?
yes.....and he knows WHO he is....>.>

32. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
Maybe...I challenge them to!!

1. (x) Have you ever howled at the moon?
2. (x) Have you ever barked at someone?
3. (x) Have you ever found yourself drawing or scribbling furry art when you're supposed to be doing something else?
4. (x) Have you ever worn an animal costume or tail as a child and pretended to be an animal?
5. ( ) Have you ever eaten out of a dog bowl?
6. () Have you been to at least one furry con?
7. () Do you like to look at furry porn all the time?
8. () Do you RP or play second life as a furry character?
9. (x) Do you own a fursuit or at least a tail? (Just a tail)
10. (x) Do you know what all these words mean or have used them at least once?
11. ( ) Do you have at least 5 videos of you acting or doing something furry on youtube?
12. (x) Has your anthropersona/character been drawn in a furry porn type manner?
13. (x) Are you well known in the furry fandom? I think I am?
14. (x) Do you dream furry while you sleep?
15. (x) Would you transform into your character/fursona if you were given the chance to live like that for the rest of your life?
16. (x) Have you ever worn a collar?
17. ( ) Do you own more than 20 art badges of your fursonas or characters?
18. ( ) Have you been to more than 20 furry cons in your lifetime? Never been to one...want to go though!
19. (x) Do you think that deep down you have the spirit of an animal within you? Definately
20. () Do you enjoy hanging out with other furries? I don't know anyone close enough to me to hang out ;_;
21. () Do you think we should have a furry run for president of the USA?
22. (x) If you ever became rich would you own a room in your house that was just to display your fursuits or furry art?
23. (x) Is your best friend furry? He doesn't know it yet...but the signs...the signs are there!
24. (x) Do your furry friends call you by your furry name in public? I've been called Khyrsa in public before...oddly enough, I answer to that faster than my own name
25. (x) Have you been in the furry fandom for at least 5 years?

Total: 16

Scores:
1 to 5 = Furry wannabe.
6 to 10 = Furry newbie.
11 to 15 = Furry.
16 to 20 = Hardened Furry.
21 to 25 = Hardcore Furry.


I see more therapy in my future :P

This is the start of something I'm going to be adding to here. Short stories about my two characters, Khyrsaraylynx and Selena Darkheart. This one is about Selena.

A Brief Look Back:
~It was dark, cramped and she struggled hard against the hard encasing that enclosed her little world. Butting her head against the shell, the tiny dragon heard a muffled, answering tap from the outside. This sound, and her desire to be free, drove the little female to renew her attack against the hard surface.
~After a long time, the crack of light that spilt in was all she needed to force her wedge-shaped head through and out into the brightly lit world beyond.
~The first thing she did was blink. It was so bright after being in the dark for so long. Air, sweet and wonderful, slipped down into her lungs as she pushed herself out of the egg. Standing there, finally freed, wings dripping wet, the tiny dragon took a look around her new world.
~The face that greeted her was the most beautiful she had ever seen. Gleaming green scales, the color of summer grass, covered a huge reptilian head, while slender ivory horns jutted back and up away from eyes the color of the winter sky.
~Her mother.
~A smile alit those eyes as the mother dragoness lifted her lips slightly into a smile of welcome. As she did, she whispered a name.
~"Selena. Selena Darkheart."
~The giant dragoness pointed to a spot near her and immediately Selena's stomach rumbled in protest as she detected the scent of fresh blood. A carcass lay off to the side, only a bite missing from it. She looked at her mother, then bolted for the first meal of her life.
~After she had ate her fill, she turned about, hiccuping to find the mother dragoness regarding her with such a look of love, and something else. She didn't speak once after naming her daughter, but lowered her head down, exchanging caresses and licks, with her tiny daughter.
~Selena, sleepy after her first meal, settled down against her mother's warm side and curled up into a ball, giving a tiny gurgle of contentment as she tucked her head and fell asleep. Her mother curled around her, protectively, and laid her head down beside her daughter.
~Selena awoke to voices, one especially angry and heartbroken male one, and curled more against her mother. She pulled back with a start at the touch of the hard, ice-cold scales. She extended her head, pushing against the body, but no response came.
~Her mother was dead.

1. A girl who is gorgeous, and a total sweetheart. She's got everything a guy could ask for.
Example: My girlfriend's alright, but she's not Kristie.

2. loveable person, cute smile, but will rape you for candy.
Example: Kristie distracted me with her beautiful smile and raped me because I have a lollipop in my hand.

3. The most beautiful, amazing, life touching girl-woman you will ever meet on this planet. Or any other planet, or universe, or galaxy. Ever.
Example: Person 1: See that girl?
Person 2: Yeah, man.
Person 1: She's a Kristie.
Person 2: Uh-huh, I'd fuck her.
Person 1: ... *waits* Me too.
:D
4. a calm girl who loves reading and writing and never asks for help.
Example: Kristie went to the library all by herself to read alone.