guess who's back
Posted a year agoI have returned!
I am now a full adult at 26 years young
I miss the community and drawing + I feel like I have more to offer the community with doing leather instead of Traditional art.
Looking forward to making new friends!
I am now a full adult at 26 years young
I miss the community and drawing + I feel like I have more to offer the community with doing leather instead of Traditional art.
Looking forward to making new friends!
Wow, it's been a while
Posted 7 years agoI kind of just fell off the face of the earth for... 3 years. W o o p s
Last time I used this account, I was going through a lot of stuff. I was already in a severe depression, then my mom flew the coop, that was our home (albeit it was not a great home for kids) of 14 years and from a man (who was pretty much my dad), for a con artist ( in short). I was also in a sexually and emotionally abusive relationship at the time. The whole situation and the events that went down as it progressed were... not cool. I won't go into extensive detail, because it would probably be a book's worth. I think the last time I was on here, I was on my 3rd home, and I didn't have a lot of friends to begin with. I was afraid to reach out to the online community for support and ended up putting myself in an agonizing place. I'm still pretty torn up about everything that happened. It still gives me nightmares. Of all the shit things that have happened to me, I think it tore me up the most. I don't want to be a walking pity-case and I'm grateful that it wasn't worse because I know people go through worse all the time. I'm not saying all of this to put my dip in the "my life sucks more" pool, mostly just because it feels nice to finally say it. To post it out loud.
If you are ever going through something, for the love of fuck, please reach out to someone. And if someone reaches out to you for help, please be there for them. My biggest fear was reaching out to someone and coming off as annoying. I was afraid of asking for help and I really needed it.
Long story short: Life sucked and now it's pretty great. I fell in love and I'm learning to love myself.
~~~~~
Let's see... I've recently become active again on another account, but I haven't had much to post because while I'm steadily coming back, I'm still not stable irl because I'm moving.
I'll try to keep this account updated, but for the most part, I would like to go strictly to
I associate a lot of mixed memories with this account and it's probably why I left and didn't want to get back on.
Last time I used this account, I was going through a lot of stuff. I was already in a severe depression, then my mom flew the coop, that was our home (albeit it was not a great home for kids) of 14 years and from a man (who was pretty much my dad), for a con artist ( in short). I was also in a sexually and emotionally abusive relationship at the time. The whole situation and the events that went down as it progressed were... not cool. I won't go into extensive detail, because it would probably be a book's worth. I think the last time I was on here, I was on my 3rd home, and I didn't have a lot of friends to begin with. I was afraid to reach out to the online community for support and ended up putting myself in an agonizing place. I'm still pretty torn up about everything that happened. It still gives me nightmares. Of all the shit things that have happened to me, I think it tore me up the most. I don't want to be a walking pity-case and I'm grateful that it wasn't worse because I know people go through worse all the time. I'm not saying all of this to put my dip in the "my life sucks more" pool, mostly just because it feels nice to finally say it. To post it out loud.
If you are ever going through something, for the love of fuck, please reach out to someone. And if someone reaches out to you for help, please be there for them. My biggest fear was reaching out to someone and coming off as annoying. I was afraid of asking for help and I really needed it.
Long story short: Life sucked and now it's pretty great. I fell in love and I'm learning to love myself.
~~~~~
Let's see... I've recently become active again on another account, but I haven't had much to post because while I'm steadily coming back, I'm still not stable irl because I'm moving.
I'll try to keep this account updated, but for the most part, I would like to go strictly to

I associate a lot of mixed memories with this account and it's probably why I left and didn't want to get back on.
Character Planning [ Just ignore this ]
Posted 10 years agoName:
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Species: Wolf/ Human
/Only officials can be completely human, all others in the pack are wolves/
Origin: Banished Heir from the Island of Wolves/ Newcomer to ___
Background:
Girl: We don't get to remember much from our childhood or our parents. The seal the "non-needed" memories away at 15
Boy: But they say there is a plant that you can make a tea from and it undoes the seal so you can reminisce . You said you don't remember you past, right? Maybe we can find some for-
>Insert character name here<: There is no need. I know my past, and there is little to "reminisce" on...
________
On the island of the wolves, the leader is chosen by the most promising pup when a leader is needed. All of the elders chose from the recently birthed.
" I was the last born, and the smallest of my five siblings. I was also the most intelligent. I used my size to my advantage and easily gained the favor. Yes, I was a fine pup."
Complete History: [will add later]
________
Notes:
Can be Feral, Anthro, or Human.
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Species: Wolf/ Human
/Only officials can be completely human, all others in the pack are wolves/
Origin: Banished Heir from the Island of Wolves/ Newcomer to ___
Background:
Girl: We don't get to remember much from our childhood or our parents. The seal the "non-needed" memories away at 15
Boy: But they say there is a plant that you can make a tea from and it undoes the seal so you can reminisce . You said you don't remember you past, right? Maybe we can find some for-
>Insert character name here<: There is no need. I know my past, and there is little to "reminisce" on...
________
On the island of the wolves, the leader is chosen by the most promising pup when a leader is needed. All of the elders chose from the recently birthed.
" I was the last born, and the smallest of my five siblings. I was also the most intelligent. I used my size to my advantage and easily gained the favor. Yes, I was a fine pup."
Complete History: [will add later]
________
Notes:
Can be Feral, Anthro, or Human.
[Free] Badges [Update and Rules]
Posted 10 years ago
Alright, I'm typing this at the end of an extremely long work week, so excuse any typos plox
*falls asleep on keyboard* ; ~;
I didn't really clarify much on my last post about the Free Badges
1. They are open to all of my watchers. You may claim as many as you like, as soon as you watch me~
[but unless I state otherwise, I will only ship one envelope for free]
Note or comment below and please include the name for the badge and a link to the reference
2. After Claiming, please note me and have the subject like this
Address for [Character Name here] Badge
>Address
>EX
[Title here {Username or whatever}]
970 Mango Ave.
Lawlville, 54702
[This just makes them easier to sort :3]
/please do this if you have claimed one previously and I do not have your address/
3. State If you want a Headshot, Bust, etc.
otherwise you will get whatever I feel like doodling ; A;
Also, if you want it posted or to be a surprise
***Sharing this will gain you the appreciation of on thousand fed hungry puppies***
and probably some bonus art as well just link where you shared?
May or may not keep this list updated
These will likely all be done by: Evening of Saturday, June 27th
and Mailed on: Monday, June 29th
To-do/ To-done lists
1.
Sentei-Chan NikolausAerithSpastiaRaffe
2.
JolticRazzle
3.
Anubis_WolfGuard Anubis
4.
TailsMilesPrower8 |DanteKatana
5. herpaderp ; v;
6.
HadesFox Rose w/ zororark
7.
ShinIori319 Shin Kitsune
8.
Endothewolf Tamanchi
9.
BokuNoKoneko Akira
10~132471897234 slots available ~
I work on these when I'm off, it gives me something to do :3
Thank you nwn
[Free] Badges~
Posted 10 years ago
I think I might have forgotten to make it clear, but~
Badges are free for my watchers. I enjoy drawing them. And enjoy the practice
They aren't laminated or anything. [Eventually, but right now I'm kind of saving for a tablet]
They are fully colored
You can get them in Marker or pencil
PLUS
Anything I draw I grant the option that when I get going digital, I will make a digital copy of it
;___;
All badges are shipped in large envelopes [Half letter paper sized]
and are free as far as shipping costs for now.
[I gots the batmans stamps, yo]
I would prefer to keep it one envelope per a person. So make sure you get everything you can before you have me mail it.
Just note or comment if interested, give me a ref or some sort of picture.
Current to-do
1. Sentei-Chan x4
2. Joltic x1
3. Anubis_Wolfguard x1
4.
5.
6.
...
It will likely take me longer to color them, than to actually draw. So, if I post a WIP, don't think it means anything other than I drew it out and inked it
>w< I hate coloring right now with a fiery passion
/might resort to crayons/
Will edit more later~
Updates as far as Commissioning ;w; [Also for personal ref]
Posted 10 years ago
Aight, soooo... I'm [still >w< ] waiting on a reference from Dustin.
He calls from where he is camping and tries to explain these details and I get like.. 3/4ths of what he is saying ;w;
So, It's really hard to get a specific character derived from the gibberish
BUT
He should be home this coming Saturday night. [yay :3 I'm so excited you guys can't even fathom]
Good News!
I got offered more hours at work for next week or whenever I want to take them [after this week]
So, I'll be able to continue finding more artists~
This is me plan:
Get with Chip/Dustin and get his Fur together ;w;
The first wave of Artists will be paid either this Friday when I get paid, or whenever I get Dustin's Reference
These are the following:
with details
These are only people who I have worked out a deal of some extent with
***
DonutRobutt
Either a digital ref sheet or a digital rendering of this [or something of this sort]
Status: Spoken to, Agreed on
Payment: USD [Paypal] [I assume]
**
Paraskevi
Whatever they want to do
Status: Spoken to, Agreed on
Payment: Neopoints FTW
[Funds spent for this wave: 55/150 USD ][subject to change]
**
Second wave of Artist will be paid July 10th
[none currently]
[Funds spent for this wave: 0/150 USD ][subject to increase]
Others
These I have mentioned but not yet decided when I will commission them
KittenPawPrints [Cuddles][65][pending]
Tohru9906 [stuff and things]
Urschin [not open atm][July 1st]
Ririri [ haven't even talked to, yet]
BerrieChai [haven't even talked to, yet]
SierraFox [haven't even talked to, yet]
These are just artists I have looked into and seriously considered. Either for their style or whatever.
I am always looking for artists that draw SFW. My spending range maxes out at $70 for a single piece.
If you want me to check you out or know someone you think I might be interested in, just comment or note me.
I'm not likely to turn anyone away. Even beginners~
The only reason those two on the first wave are certain, is because they offered to me and understood they would have to wait for payment
[well, one anyway]
**
If you have rude comments, please... please keep them to yourself ;w; I probably couldn't handle them. </3
Hello~ [ Looking to commission ][ introduction ]
Posted 10 years ago
Hello nwn
I'm kind of pressed for time, so I can't draw something to post [darn, you guys totally miss it ;P ]
BUT
I thought I should mention a few things
I'll do this quick intro thing
My name is Jessica, but please, Call me Kiel. I live in a small town in Southern United States with my step father. [no mom]
I start college in one year, hopefully to be an engineer of some sort.
I've been drawing for most of my life. I started as a way to try and impress my father [ it failed q_q ]
I drew horses as a kid and about 5 years ago [when I was 12] Took in interest in Anime. [ I'll post some stuff later when I'm not getting ready for work]
Now it's mostly a hobby. I used to aspire to be an artist, but I didn't have the support of really anyone.. hehe ;_;
I quit drawing completely for about the last half year due to reasons [ really long story. Still kind of writing it I guess you could say Q_Q ]
How did I get into the Fandom?
I started dating a guy named Dustin a couple years ago. We had known each other kind of all our lives. Not known, but we hung out around the same friend group. When we started dating, he hinted around at being a furry, but it wasn't something he wanted to openly admit from fear I wouldn't like him anymore. He had me start reading TwoKinds and slowly eased me into his *cough* sexual side. He quit bringing it up, but I kept thinking about it. ;___; and somehow I ended up here. :3
I can't say I really get into the NSFW stuff too much. "I just like the art" -Dustin
Oh! He has an account, but he hasn't been on [I hack it, sometimes ]
ChipWinters
_______
NOW GETTING TO THE POINT OF THIS POST
**
Chip's [Dustin's] birthday is coming up on July 5th
AND he will be returning from his month long camping trip [where he hasn't had anyway to contact the outside world]
AND
I get to work about 36 hours this week [I normally work 0-12][I fill in so shush]
WHich means_~_~
I'm looking for people to commission from 06/26/15- 07/04/15 to give him a bunch of art for his birthday
I prefer SFW, but NSFW.. I can deal with I guess :/
Feel free to link YCH's that end in that time frame [singles or couples]
I would like it to be just vanilla as far as any fetishes go. Nothing extra.
Also, if you want, link me to your price pages or tell me to check it out
**I need one person to do a reference and this is my only requirement**
Even though he has been into this for a while, he has yet to have a reference of any sort.
From what he has told me, it is a wolf with red and silver fur patterns
I'll ask him this evening when I get the chance for specifics >w<
Checklist:
One Big piece [up to $100]
>Full Background
>2 Characters
>Will be picky
The Reference
>Details coming
Badges [would like traditional, but digital are ok]
Icons
YCHS
[I will pay for as many as I can afford of these]
I'll have up to $200 to spend [ not much but enough ]
If you say something, I'm likely to get at least one thing from you nwn
Consider me to be planning a shopping spree
I will not be able to pay until This coming Friday [when I get paid :P
This is sloppy, I know, but I am in a hurry ;___;
might as well
complete
this
rain
bow
This is to say I will be looking on my own.
/I'll check back while I'm at work on my phone/
/got a new phone btw/
I don't expect these to be done by the Fifth