Well, I am still a furry and I love drawing furries but I've been drawing a lot of humans lately, and I know FA don't like humans, so all my recent art is on here.

http://killikgokuyoh.deviantart.com/

come watch me!! Be sure to leave a message saying who you are or I'll get confuzzled.

A lot has happened... I guess this is mainly to myself, hardly anyone read's journal anymore xD

But yea I got my first boyfriend... he isn't a furry but he doesn't seem bothered that I am one. And I may make him one. lol That is if he wants one. Also he is british! I can't get enough!

Anyways, the people who kicked me out gave me their house key back and said I'm welcome back anytime... strange people. I think they just regret giving damage for temporary anger.

Also I decided not to go to AI in san fransisco... I just don't think it's for me... I kept hearing bad feedback, and even though I had my way paid to go, I just wouldn't want to. =/ BUT I may go down to the UK to hang out with my boyfriend in his hometown...idk we're still discussing it... I've never traveled that far.

Soooo yea, thats me~

Sooo...got kicked out of the place I live at...lost my phone so whoever has my number you can't reach me anymore.

Aaaaand...kinda got hit by someone I really like (he didn't mean to) but it took everything out of me to calm myself and to calm him down as well...-sigh- got dropped from school so enrolling in a new one...aaand signing up for college to work torwards my associates degree...

That's about it...soooo yup...

Yup, so for those of you wondering why I never texted back it's because I got a new smartphone lol my number is (530) 828 6663

Tell me who you are on the first text or I won't reply!!

Ok...I'll let you all in on a secret...I am a very indecisive person...I use numbers to help me decide.

These numbers and possibilities where linked to my past as a child, I'd make a list of different superhuman powers or abilities and tie them to my decisions...there use to be over 100...now y list is down to 20...

Yea...I'm weird...I know....I've always been a kid at heart, I never let it die no matter how much it seems like I do~

Here's my question though!!
Out of ANY superhuman power or special ability no matter what it is, what would you all see ME having?

Your answer can be short, long, mean, nice, lazy, generous, doesn't matter, just curious~ Please answer!!

Remember, just one!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2232321

FREEEEE CHIBIIIIIS!

lolz yes I know I'm gay and that is something I never have said before but look! that person is doing free art for fox woman who are single!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:18111604

go thar --> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:18060887 <-- rath og

New icon! It's me super tired, cuz again I been losing sleep cuz I can't stop thinking at night time, like now xD it's 3:31 am here!

I am sorry people waiting for your free requests but my digital art is shit lately!

I haven't been doing it for quite some time and now whenever I look at it or my old work, frankly I think it's shit! excuse me for swearing but it's true! shaky lines, no background, and almost never shading!

So lately whenever I start I think it looks like crap I delete it and start over after awhile, I'm stepping up my game, and I have decided that I will start charging commissions when I turn 18 on july 13!

So be forewarned my drawings may take a bit to get done and starting july 13 2011 my art will not be free but it will be cheap!

art trades are open and I am working on one already with my friend michi ^ ^

My master  space_husky needs some help spreading his name! please help out by givin him a feature journal post, arting him, or helping spread the word that he is streaming!!

HIS LIVESTREAM!!!!!!!:
http://www.livestream.com/skyhuskydoodles
http://www.livestream.com/skyhuskydoodles
http://www.livestream.com/skyhuskydoodles
http://www.livestream.com/skyhuskydoodles


Here is some of his work!:



digital and stream
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5312035/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5312026/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5299784/


explicit:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5303946/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5294606/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4933633/


Traditional:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4979238/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4979444/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5068321/




Thanks you all for your help with helping my master get more well known in streaming on FA!!


~killik

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2075923/ come get art or DIE!!! your hair a humiliating color! xD

my good friend  treble is feelingpretty down and ignored, he feels like people don't care, why don'tcha head on over to his page and give him some much deserved attention!

Honestly he's a really cool person and one of my besties ^ ^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2123258/


follow link and squeez your chance to get in before it is too late!

I need to get on FA more, but for the time being my internetz is down Dx I apologize to you all who are looking forward to my drawings but once I get my comp back up and working I'll start drawin again ^ ^ been rough cuz we just moved but I have no room to make excuses and such xD

anywho, I've been drawing alot of traditional stuff x3, plus I found my art supplies!! but I can't find my ever so eluding sketchbook that decided to disappear right before  space_husky's birthday Dx but I gots a bunch O' paper so that's all fun ^ ^

Also! People keep telling me I should charge for my work....I mean, okay I accept I'm patient with ms paint and a mouse but is it really that good to sell? What do you all think? I could use some helpful thoughts on the subject ^ ^;

Weeeeeeell...yea...I finally snapped...after all the crap he's put me through I finally snapped...he yelled at my 4 year old nephew and I told him he couldn't do that, he got mad and told me to stay out of it and it wasn't my business, I said it was my business when he yells at my nephew like that...he told me to quit sticking my nose into it and that I better stop pushing him and then called me a little boy, that's where I snapped...stage 1...I got up and yelled that he was being and ass, he said I better quit it with the fucking attitude, I said he was the one with the attitude and he started it by making my nephew cry, he said if I was going to do something then do it....this time I actually did =/

I shoved him and he tripped and fell through the window...when he got up he started comeing torwards me, my parents always bragged he was a black belt and he hit me before, so when he came at me I just wailed on him...somehow we ended up from the window near the door to the back of the house near the hall closet and the bathroom, I remember it all, it happened fast, like a blurr, but I was aware of it all, I couldn't tell he was bleeding I just kpt wailing on him, he kept shoveing me back but he kept backing back whenever I landed a hit, all to the face...we finally stopped and he went and sat in his computer chair because my sister was calling the cops, I was standing in the middle of the room with my hands in fists and yelling for us to finish this...he was pulling out teeth...I walked outside and our nice neighbor asked if I was okay I said no and I was tired of this shit...I punched the ground...

when the cops arrived I told them everything and I was taking to the police department, after that I was takin to juve and put in a holding cell, finally my mother came and got me...apperently I broke his glasses in his face, punched his teeth out, gave him two black eyes and a really big goose egg swelling...I didn't mean to hurt him that bad I just snapped and lost my temper...I really didn't mean to...I gotta call the probation office and see when or if I have court...idk what's going to happen but my mother says I need to apologize and make peace so he doesn't press charges....at this point I really should...I'm not a child anymore, I'm 17 and a half, I can be trailed as an adult...I can't have this on my adult record...so as much as I hate him and wish him dead I gotta apologize and make sure he won't press charges...when I was put in cuffs he wanted me arrested for assualt....so...idk...I had to spend the night at a motel with my mother and my sister in a different room...I called dylan and he cheered me up and helped me forget about it like it never happened...but when I hung up I realized that what I done was still there...idk what is going to happen after I apologize to him...hopefully things go well...

alright so my mother has gone too far with this whole gay thing, I mean yea I'm gay but now she is trying to accuse me of touching my little nephew inappropriately, she's told this to my sister and got my nephew to say that I touched him(which he'll repeat almost anything he is told) and that she caught me doing it twice and not to tell me or I'd flip.

My sister confronted me about this(she trusts me over my mother because all my brothers and sisters are real close because we had to protect eachother when my mother was drinking) I flipped, naturally. I watch him all the time and to even think of doing something like that is gross, and she thinks so too. My sister already knew I didn't do anything even before she confronted me about it because she knows me.

When my mother came to pick her and me up I glared at her, she played dumb and asked what that look was about, I told her not to act stupid that she knew, again she persisted on not knowing so I told her that I knew that she told my sister that stuff, and then she got mad, tried to tell me that she only told my sister that I shouldn't watch my nephew anymore cuz I'm gay, like that makes it any better!

My mother keeps doing this with everyone she knows! She's accused my uncle joe of touching her and my friend aj of being a child molester for carrying my sleeping nephew into the house cuz my sister asked him to, she accused my friend gypsey of being a two faced ***** and the list goes on and on, she is this paranoid because she has huge mental issues from when her half brother raped her. I know what happened to her is horrible and all but god damn there is only so much that I can let her do! I'm planning on moving out ASAP!

I don't care how bipolar or mentally disturbed she is, I can't help her anymore! I can't! she is just being a selfish bitch that like to make up crap about people so she can look lik the good guy, and I'm tired of it, accusing me of being a child molester just cuz I'm gay is too far! That's like saying every straight person is a rapist or every woman is infirior to go to the army! ug!

So many raccoon balls! -shudder- it was horrifying Dx but besides the raccoon sacks everywhere the movie was friggin adorable!

I'm so happy lately! Like I've been doing back hand springs, drawing, constantly thinking about things, one person inparticular =^-^= and just zooming through my homework and cleaning my house all the time!

Idk what happened, I think my brain was like stfu and quit being a lil bish! xD cuz now nothing bugs me as much as it used to =) Even when I listen to music or watch a show or even just walk around I can feel the smile on my face =3

Been trying to watch ALL the studio Ghibli movies. x3 so far I've seen:

Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (I really enjoyed this one)
Castle in the Sky (saw this one in 5th grade x3)
Grave of the Fireflies (sooooo sad)
My Neighbour Totoro (Totoro <3)
Kiki's Delivery Service (love the cat x3)
Only Yesterday (This one was kinda slow but the ending was cute =3)
Porco Rosso (coutesy of  dirty_baka and her husband
Whisper of the Heart (Mooooooon <3)
The Cat Returns (baron rules!)
Princess Mononoke (first one I ever watched ^ ^)
Spirited Away (This was my fav for the longest time cuz of no face xD)
Howl's Moving Castle (muuuurr those feathers looked so soft, thanks for letting me watch it  mikey_raccoon)
Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea (this was so adorable x3)

Need to watch:

Ocean Waves (have no clue what this is about =^-^=)
Pom Poko (can we just admit that miyazaki and his producers are furry yet? xD)
My Neighbours the Yamadas (doesn't really look like something I'd watch but meh =/)
Tales from Earthsea (miyazaki's son made this one, mayazaki was everything but happy though)
The Borrower Arrietty (It's new and looks soooo good, can't find any subbed versions though, all raw Dx)

In the proccess of making:

Kokurikozaka kara (another one of Goro, miyazaki's son, film)
The Tale of the Bamboo Cutter (looks just like my neighbors yamadas...)


Well...that's my update =D Hope everyone had fun at FC...I MIGHT go next year...I want to go and all but there are still things holding that back ><;

These are two really good friends who deserve to be featured in a journal because they've been calming me down when I'm on the verge of hitting someone > >

I think they deserve some attention for being such good friends...btw the one on the right is looking for some free art, maybe you could hook him up with something, the one on the left makes great art and has a bunch of characters!

 ps111dude  tsudobbie_dango

Page three of my free requests!
(This is happening alot and idk why I haven't done it in the first place but here is page one ^ ^ http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1736528/
and two too http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1736533/)



 brock_badger - Snow (XIII) - Finished - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7093385/
 arisuvixen - Yuffie Kisaragi (VII) - Finished - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7110735/
 meatymandarin - Revolver Ocelot (MetalGearSolid) - Not Started
 kritterfox - Edgar (VI) - Not Started
 chocobouchees - Eiko (IX) - Not Started
 xxsiegexx - Rinoa Heartilly (VIII) - Not Started
 aapur - Kefka (VI) - Not Started


If you'd like a character then just comment on here, gimme a shout, or note me. ^ ^

These are open for ANYONE who would like one, do not feel like you don't deserve to have one, I will be more than happy to make you one. ^ ^

(Also if I forgot to put you in here then please tell me because I have bad memory ^ ^;; Please & Thank you!!)

first of all, I had thee most amazing new year thanks to  treble  ace_kitsunami  space_husky  gypsey_love  vulpes_child and everyone else at the party xD It was honestly the best holiday I had in quite awhile and I must thank you all for it ^ ^ you all are great friends!!

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NEXT!

Stolen from a friend


Few artists are man/woman enough to answer any and all questions thrown at them. Are you? Prove it. Copy and paste this as a new journal entry and answer every question you get.

The rules are simple:

- You must answer each question no matter what it is and you must do so honestly.

- There are no questions that can not be asked as long as they are within reason. They can be personal, about oc's, and anything in between.

Think of it as truth or dare, without the dare.



Come at me if you dare >=D

 starwonder has to pay her vet bill for her cat and needs help with donations and commisions! if you don't have the money to help then you should help spread the word, a lil kitty is in need of help ),=>


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4910401/

I haven't talked to alot of you in awhile...what's up? keep me posted =^-^=