I got a new phone for my Christmas/Graduation gift. That's not the news, but it's awesome and I love it.

I'm working on getting a job, searching across the country and in Canada too. I kept getting mopey about losing a job I both hate and love. I love it beacause it's easy to me, I'm good at it, and I am given way more respect there than I think I am due. I hate it because it is just so boring most days, and I am doing most of my boss' job for him without his pay. Also I'm irritated at the university I work at. But I realized that I'm still young I have a whole life of adventure ahead of me. I've got the love of my life waiting for me and am going to get to her no matter what it takes.

I've got this.

Ain't nothing that can't be taken care of.

Hope you all have a wonderful time and I wish you all the best! <3


Also I only have two tweaks left before I open my website that has the test battle system for my game.
Although right now it looks kinda bad because I only have a few pictures. But bear with us as we get things done.
I will almost certainly have it launched by this time next week.

At being a decent person! 8D
It's like my talent.

I should just curl up and turn into Scrooge super early. It's something I'm good at.
*bah humbug*


Sorry to anyone who reads my whiny journals. I don't mean to be so emo. ;-;

On positive news. I'm working on some chibi sketches and should have some posted sometime soon.

Also I've almost got the combat system ready to go on my game's test website. I ran into a setback and had to re do a lot of work.

And I've been playing around with making my own tabletop RPG system. Cause I'm a horrible nerd!

My best to everyone!
And a reminder if you are interested in a possible free Chibi and okay with a wait of an unknown ammount of time feel free to sign up here! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4974780/

STEVEN IF YOU READ THIS REMIND ME TO GET OFF MY LAZY ASS AND FINISH THE DRAWING I OWE YOU!

H

Sorry for the rant..

I'm sick of this university. I'm sick of this town. I'm sick of this state, and I'm sick of this country.

Why the fuck would you encourage someone to apply for a job, if you aren't even going to give them a fucking phone interview.
I could understand if you were just saying oh look at this job, but when you are the head of the hiring committee you shouldn't do that.
You know my work, and you freaking trust me to take care of any problems up here when you can't get a hold of my boss.
You know I can do the job, I already am doing it over here. You also know that I'm graduating soon so I can't keep working up here.
So why the fuck would you encourage me to apply and not even call me. There couldn't have been that many more qualified people applying or I never would have been the only other person interviewed for the position you just got.

Beyond that how can the university screw up and award me too much money at the beginning of the semester. My graduation date has been on file for almost a year. How can you wait until the middle of the semester and demand most of that money back. I spent it to go to your fucking school...

I'm sick of this university's bullshit. I like the people I work with, but there is no job open up here. I graduate in December, then you can go to hell.

The town's not much better. Spend money re designing roads that no one cares about to make it prettier. Get over yourself. We are a freaking hotel city. Here because people get too tired heading somewhere else. We don't even have any really tourist attractions. Some small man made falls, and a museum that's it.

The state too it's pretty and all but the shit you pull politically makes me sick. Take your elk ranchers and shove 'em up your ass horns first. Same with your hate for anyone who wants to help the needy, or dares considering changing tax laws. Shove the hate up your ass horns first.

As for the country, I don't really give a shit. You're nothing to me. I love the people in my life not the owners of the land.

I'm glad I'm moving. I just need to make it real.

Tomorrow shit gets real. I get shit done.

In other news I get to play some online tabletop with some awesome people tonight. That should help me relax a bit.

Sorry about the rant everyone. Hope you are having a good day.

My mate and I are selling characters.

Here's a list of my characters for sale. If interested note me or comment and we can talk price.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10970331/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9846083/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9869124/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9731166/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10621540/

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Rei's characters for sale (Prices are fixed)

10$ characters:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11213856/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11898666/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10542171/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10542144/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10722540/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10722617/


40$ characters:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11821878/
http://gyazo.com/9f844c90c19d6988a43fc157568e87e4 (extra art)
http://gyazo.com/dbfa8f058c80ba49530a4191a5101bc0

100$ characters:
http://gyazo.com/9c8c7971d6a58cbbcd8f35d2c1bbc66e (extra art)

Working on a setting for a pokemon tabletop RPG and felt like sharing my brief introduction to the world. Still working on getting it set up. ^w^

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Legendary pokemon are incredibly powerful creatures that rule over massive walled Cities and the surrounding regions. Each pokemon has a different method of ruling and personality, but the fact is they are just so powerful no one can stop them from ruling over their lives. They control and ration pretty much everything in their territory especially trainers and technology. The strongest trainers act as a regent to the legendaries and are granted some of their power and authority. Badges are granted to those who impress those regents and grant special privilege to those who have them. Most trainers from an area are sworn to a lord.

There is a group of people known as the Liberation Army that is fighting to overthrow the legendary pokemon. It's a segmented and chaotic group that is generally distrustful of everyone. Some are trying to figure out ways to control the legendaries, others want to kill them. The army is scattered all over the place and has been impossible to track down and wipe out entirely.

Not everyone has the talent to be a trainer, and technology is vastly different. Some villages are using spears and rocks, while others have futuristic weapons and everything in between. People with training talent are often rounded up and forced into trainer schools to improve their skills and enticed to work for the local lord. Currently no method has been discovered to successfully capture or kill a legendary pokemon.

However rumors of an independent city are floating around. It's said that four immensely powerful trainers have been able to work together and ward off the legendary pokemon that come to subjugate the city. It's unknown how long they can last.

... they're comfy and easy to wear.


Some days I wish my head worked more like a sponge or water balloon.

^Random thought from today.

For the second time in my adult life, I've been crying.
A feat I didn't think possible.

I was in the hospital with my grandpa who raised me when he died, and nothing. My mother collapsed on me and I thought she died, I panicked, buy didn't cry. One of my best friends tells me to go to hell and fuck off, because the moved and I didn't keep in contact as much as they wanted, not a tear.

I spent the past five minutes bawling into my pillow because I hurt someone.

I don't even know how.
All I know is that I'm sorry and I wish I were dead.

Got my wish, here one is.

Woooo.

Take it easy everyone.

Details here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5112320

Please check it out.

Sorry that I don't post updates enough and that most of my journals are whining.

I think I let FA take up too much of my energy.

I think I'm gonna ghost for a bit. I'll still check on things, but don't expect much.
Probably for a few days or so, I really don't know.

So my alpha test for one of my games should be ready to go in soon. It will be browser based for now to help test the formulas.
Also a private trade project should have some major progress done soon. Sorry it's taking so long. Been having to research things.
Also have some chibi sketches I need to upload I just need to finish shading the batch.

Also have a sad bunny:
http://data.whicdn.com/images/20781.....d0e8_large.jpg
I like looking at bunnies.

Anwway take it easy guys..

My mate  reizakirga needs to get some oral surgery done, as soon as possible. We've started up a donation drive.

Basic Details are she needs about $900. She'll would like to do some sketches for people who donate provided you are willing to wait a while for anyone who can wait until her shoulder mends.

What I'm offering is a free copy of my pokemon like RPG when it's done along with access to the beta tests and thanks in the credits for anyone who donates more than $15.

Also I'll offer a chibi sketch for any donation if interested.
Example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11403360/

Paypal Address for donation is sk066039[at]gmail.com
Mark it as services and include your FA username in the note if you want credit.

Full details are here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5042998/

She's also holding a Character Creation Auction so if you've got a character you've been dying to get made from text here are the details: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11559109/
It's an amazing chance in my mind. ><

;-; Thank you for your time. Please spread the word.

They aren't fuzzy.

They don't taste good.

Although they are good for crawling under.

And can break windows, but that's no super power.

They have many other features and attributes.

I think I have far too many similarities to rocks.

Good night.

Is my favorite Shakespeare play, hands down.
But lately it's driving me crazy.
Can't get this quote out of my head.

O that this too too solid flesh would melt,
Thaw, and resolve itself into a dew!
Or that the Everlasting had not fix’d
His canon ’gainst self-slaughter! O God! O God!
How weary, stale, flat, and unprofitable
Seem to me all the uses of this world!
Fie on’t! O fie! ’tis an unweeded garden,
That grows to seed; things rank and gross in nature



Can't see to tame the wild thoughts in my head of late and they are running all over the place.
Kinda gets annoying. Nothing to worry about though. It is just super busy for me right now.
Everything will be fine given time.

My mate is.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/11449389/

Spread the word..

So I've been having a super fun time drawing chibi sketches, but I can't think of how I would like to draw my own characters at all. Also I want to help my friend and co-worker  happysorry with her super awesome feel good project to help encourage artist who are being picked on.

Details of that are here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4964994/

I also want to sketch chibis for you people here.

So if you have a chibi you want drawn post a ref and an idea here. I'll pick and choose who I draw and what exactly I do with them though. Limit of three characters in a sketch (which is a stretch because I am drawing them on sketches of paper.

I'll do as many as I can when I'm not busy at work.

Feel free to post as many characters and ideas as you like.
You don't have to suggest a pose but it can help inspire me.
Feel free to repost the sketch.
No text references at this point.
ANY RATING ALLOWED

Anyone found being rude will be blocked.

Also feel free to spread the word, the more the merrier.
Comments of finished ones may be hidden so I can keep track.

EDIT [Added some Examples]
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11403656/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11403599/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11403554/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11403469/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11403422/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4962351/

So go check out the tropical raffle my mate is hosting.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4956748
I decided to join in on this. ^w^

Not may left.

My motivation is just gone...

I'm gonna take a break from thinking about the game or trying to draw.

It won't be long I promise.

Then I'll make good on everything and you guys will have a very very alpha version to play test online.



Really sorry....

So out of nowhere that short story popped into my head.
If you haven't read it I would recommend it but with caution because it's rather dark and strange.

But that's a powerful feeling having to get something out but no way to do it.

That's when I usually go to my car and shout.

Anyway that was random sorry about that.
Also the game has slowed down a bit, but I think I got it all figured out. should have basic combat up soon then I'll post a link to the website.

Thanks.

Also I might scrap my pokemon nuzlocke comic because I can't motivate myself to draw it atm.

Take it easy everyone.

So I've been playing a nuzlocke playthrough while planning out a comic based on it and unfortunately I failed. I still make the comic, but there is a lot I never got to story wise. I have two options and I'd like some feedback. So I'll ask now while I work on the comic a bit.

Option 1: Start a new challenge on Leaf Green choosing the other character and have them start an adventure in the same world.

Option 2: Continue on to pokemon crystal or heart gold.


I would appreciate any feedback.
So far I have a vote on both options.

So Lately I've been playing a Nuzlocke challenge of pokemon fire Red and reading some comics about it

It reminded me of why I liked games and how I always used to put myself in them experiencing the story first hand.

I was wondering if I were to try to make comics about my adventures would anyone be interested?

I was thinking about a comic explaining events along with a journal style story set to a game.

I'm also trying to think of what other games I could try to do something similar in.

If I did Pokemon which game would you guys be interested in?

First and foremost, Rei, I'd like to apologize for my behavior the past few days. I have been a royal ass and there is no excuse for it. I love you and am deeply sorry. I will become the person you deserve
So without putting it off any longer this is a poem dedicated to you.

I used to see my world as colorless and dull,
Light was all dim, and wind with no vim.
Oblivious to the beauty that surrounded my skull,
Vivid colors muted, and thoughts polluted.
Everything changed the night that I met you,
You recharged my being, and sent the sadness fleeing.
Overtly I want it known that to you I am true,
Updated are my dreams, and all about us it seems


Here's the sketch to go along with it.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10922820/
<3

Also I think you deserve to hear the song that I sing about us as it was meant to be heard.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lYeivB9FMYQ

So I'm posting a poem I recite quietly in the shower to refresh myself.
Now that it's typed I hate it, I'll probably delete this soon.
Also I'm selling things: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10600209/
I understand if your not interested, but I'd appreciate anyone spreading the word.

Games are being worked on but it's going slowly as work got super busy today and will be tomorrow I am grumpy and exhausted.

Oh right I was supposed to post a poem...
Here you go.

Wash the anger from my skin,
and I will purge it from within.

Soak in deep like the first spring's rain,
and I will cleanse it from my brain.

As I scrub and rinse each part,
I will keep it from my heart.

Use this heat to reforge my soul,
and it's armor will be remade whole.

Breathe life into the bones of old,
and in them strength will find hold.

Let the water take away what's sore.
and these wounds will be no more.

To start off I'm not looking for sympathy, I just needed to get this out of my system. If I were you I would ignore this entirely.
I promise this will be the last time I vent, for at least two months.

So at work I should feel great because I get asked to help out a lot and am given plenty of responsibility. I don't though, because I am utterly replaceable. Most of the time no one would need me if they could use Google. For the things I am responsible I can't really bring about any improvement because my resources are strapped thin as is. So most of my day is spent sitting around hoping to get something to work on, or doing homework. There's no challenge at my level, and no chance for promotion on this campus, but I need the pay.

My family could get along fine without me, my classmates could replace me on the group projects easily. I am a very easy to replace person, and usually I'm fine with that. What bugs me is that I have no value, I provide no real benefits for those around me.

As a friend I'm pretty crappy too. I'm no good at talking and usually can't do much to help anyone out. Shoot I'm supposed to be a management major, and I can't even motivate anyone to work on a project that they are interested in. I mean myself too. I've been trying to get something done either on the game or personal projects, but nope nothing. I am barely doing my schoolwork. Luckily that's one thing I'm good at, school. Yay. Actually I'm slipping there too, but at least it looks like I got it under control.

I can still get my ass motivated enough to show up for either of my jobs, or school. Woo... I can exist at a certain location at the correct time. Yay.
Speaking of existing at certain locations, my school/work is having a free lunch so I'm going to go try and grab a bite, if you'll excuse me.

Name: Latieon
Type: Dragon Dark
Ability: Tinted Lens
Gender: Male
Weaknesses: Bug, Fighting, Ice, Dragon
Resistances: Dark, Ghost: Fire, Water, Electric, Grass
Immune: Psychic
Height: 2' 9" (two foot, nine inches) from nose to tip of tail.
Weight: 34.8 LBS

Attacks:
Draco Meteor
Dark Pulse
Dragon Rush
Torment

Latinette is the guardian of abused Pokemon, his goal is to punish those who abuse and torment Pokemon. Wicked trainers he will fight full of anger and using his full power, select trainers he battles for fun and goes easier.
Latieon has been known to place a sign on those he’s judged. The unworthy are marked and usually end up a victim of Darkrai or lose their Pokemon..
Latieon floats around generally staying solitary and roaming the world looking for trainers.
The only time he is seen to smile is while watching over his twin sister Latinette, who is the only Pokemon he gets along with. He is very protective of her and quick to anger if anyone disturbs her.
He enjoys fighting and flying fast.

Latieon is a combination of Latios, Lugia, and Umbreon.