Hi, it' been literally a year since ive been on and so much shit has gone down but it's all fine. I hope everyone is doing ok, and if anyone wants to chat it up, hit up my email and my kik. Ill make another post of contact info soon, but I'm alive and well.
Have a great day,
Kinnie :)

Sorry for the little hiatus idk exactly how active I'll be but I'm still working out everything. I got in a spot of trouble with the parental units but everything will work out okay. ps: still trying to draw so hopefully I'll post something this year lol

I DID NOT MAKE THIS!!! (i wish tho lol)
This is the person who made it (not for me either i might addi was just learning how to use photoshop :P) 東みなつ or East Minatsu
Again, I was just testing out photoshop, and this was AMAZINGLY cute and I had wanted to use this as an avatar *dies*

"We know what we are, but know not what we may be." ~William Shakespeare
I have no real new updates, (well I do, and theyre nice but I'll save it for later:P) but I hope that everyone's life is noice. Sorry for my lameness, but whatever. YAY

I don't know why, but I feel pumped. I've been trying to stay positive and it's been working so far. I've been working on my artwork, but I'm not ready to post anything yet. I've gotten a lot of my homework done, so there's that. I'm sorry three people, I'm not good at writing journals, although it doesn't truly matter 'cause you can say whatever you want. FREE COUNTRY WOO! (I'm sorry for my general hyperactivity, I'm just quite pumped for no apparent reason :P) I just wanted to say hi and ask how everyone is doing. How's work, life, etc. Again if anyone needs to talk, I'm ready and here. I also should probably get to bed, it's 4:35 in the morning. Good night morning? idk. I'm also going to do a weekly inspirational quote-thing, so here's the inaugural first one I guess :P

"The journey of 1,000 miles begins with one step." ~ Lao Tzu

Nighty night :)

Hey guys, its my first journal. So yeah.
I am on the baseball team at my high school. Today, we were given an opportunity to play an Australian team today after practice. I had agreed to stay, and had an awesome time playing them. They were super chill which was great. I got home and was overwhelmed with how much work I had to get done (I'm in summer school which is lame) and I just broke down for no reason. I thought back to all the times i wasn't doing well in school and then i thought about how little people I could tack to and I thought about all of the issues with me and the little life I've lead so far. Which is stupid, cuz I like to think I've lead a kick ass life so far. And this is because of homework. I thought about all the things I couldn't do, things that I wanted to do but I felt too small to do. I felt in that small moment in time, like I was nothing. That I couldn't do anything. I've had this issue so often that it's often uncontrollable. I wish that everyone were happy, but even I know that that will never happen. I felt that my contributions won't solve anything. I don't know what to do to make it stop, as it's tormented me most of my life. I know it's lame, and I'm lame right now, but I just don't know anymore.Moral of the story, do/don't be me. I know how big the wold is and how much time I have, and I've been told by many people not to worry about it because of how much crap I can get done. I just feel as though I can't do it.


I'm really sorry. I've just wanted to vent for so long. I want to feel better but I just don't know how. :( Hopefully I'll feel better soon. I want to feel better soon.
(P.S. The games were fun if thats any consolation. Also I did well, but that's not the point :P)