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Falling away
Posted 8 years agoLately. Ive felt like ive been falling away from this fandom. I barely seem to have any friends left. People barely even talk to me anymore. Seems like ive lost so many friends over the years and to be honest ive lost myself to i feel.
lonely buizel
Posted 9 years agoand searching for the faint glimmer of where i might belong in this world. im sick of...well a lot really. i struggle to get through everyday anymore. sometimes i feel like i just want to go insane, while others i just want to. do away with all feelings and feel nothing anymore, even if that meant never feeling happiness again, at least then i wouldn't feel this pain all the freaking time. I just don't know what do to anymore. do i even have a place in this world or was i just some kinda mistake that wasn't supposed to happen?
hatchday
Posted 10 years agoyay for being another year older.
know what?
Posted 10 years agoIm fucking done trusting people sick and fucking tired of it
meme
Posted 10 years ago another meme stolen from a chain of friends
What would you do if?...
● I hit you:
● I hit on you:
● I hugged you:
● I Wore your favorite clothes:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I woke up in your bed:
● I was angry at you:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:
-Would you-
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if I told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Own me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:
-More -
● If I was an animal, what animal I would be?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What would you like me to wear if you could decide for me?
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● What would you say is my most notable feature?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:
What would you do if?...
● I hit you:
● I hit on you:
● I hugged you:
● I Wore your favorite clothes:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I woke up in your bed:
● I was angry at you:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:
-Would you-
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if I told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Own me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:
-More -
● If I was an animal, what animal I would be?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What would you like me to wear if you could decide for me?
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● What would you say is my most notable feature?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:
taking a break
Posted 11 years agoJust letting you guys all know i will be tking a break until further notice. I...I need to become a better person. I can't stand who i am anymore
love you all
Posted 12 years agojust want to let all my friends know I love them.
losing friends really sucks.
Posted 12 years agotitle says it all... starting to wonder if i belong in this fandom. i wish i could control my emotions better. i try my best to be the best bui i can be.
I wants!!!
Posted 12 years agosomething we should all think about
Posted 13 years agoI love you guys~
was just browsing over FA and had a little reminder that we can't predict life or when its going to end for us. When we log off and shut our computers down for the night we always assume that we will be back on the next day or in a matter of hours or even minutes. When we walk out the house to take a quick trip to the store we always think that we will be right back.
But the sad fact is there is always a time when logging out of msn, skype steam or whatever for the night will be for our last time, a time when we won't return form that trip form the store. yet how many times do we sign off with out telling our friends I love you, How many times do we do that with our family, and even our mates. And on the other side how many times do our friends sign off for the night or tell you they are going to the store and will be back soon. And we just say okay, bye talk to you later. at best and something like bye. see ya or kay?
Guys... none of us want to have to deal with the last thing we said to a loved one being something like those last three. rather it a friend, family member or our mate. and like wise if were the one whose time is up, we don't want the last thing we say to be brb store! Just cause we have done it a million times and death is the last thing on our minds.
Am I saying that you should be thinking about death of course not life is to short for that. But its also much to short to not say i love you, don't label it as something not important this time you log off or this time you walk out the door. cause it ALWAYS, ALWAYS is. Don't be lazy and don't rush around all the time slow down enjoy life and never forget to say I love you.
was just browsing over FA and had a little reminder that we can't predict life or when its going to end for us. When we log off and shut our computers down for the night we always assume that we will be back on the next day or in a matter of hours or even minutes. When we walk out the house to take a quick trip to the store we always think that we will be right back.
But the sad fact is there is always a time when logging out of msn, skype steam or whatever for the night will be for our last time, a time when we won't return form that trip form the store. yet how many times do we sign off with out telling our friends I love you, How many times do we do that with our family, and even our mates. And on the other side how many times do our friends sign off for the night or tell you they are going to the store and will be back soon. And we just say okay, bye talk to you later. at best and something like bye. see ya or kay?
Guys... none of us want to have to deal with the last thing we said to a loved one being something like those last three. rather it a friend, family member or our mate. and like wise if were the one whose time is up, we don't want the last thing we say to be brb store! Just cause we have done it a million times and death is the last thing on our minds.
Am I saying that you should be thinking about death of course not life is to short for that. But its also much to short to not say i love you, don't label it as something not important this time you log off or this time you walk out the door. cause it ALWAYS, ALWAYS is. Don't be lazy and don't rush around all the time slow down enjoy life and never forget to say I love you.
hatch Day
Posted 13 years agoHehe wonder how it will go
Hatch day in 2 days!
Posted 13 years agoOh my!
Just can't forgive myself.
Posted 13 years agofor the way I've acted and the people i have hurt and all the people i made hate me... people i care about very deelply. I've tried so hard to forgive myself... But I don't think I ever can.
Hatch day next friday!
Posted 13 years agoactualy kinda looking foward to it his year and hoping for a good one.
Everyone he can needs to read and donate help fellow furries
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3668480/
Thhis just makesme sick to my stomach. what kinda creep does that... with out even stopping?
Thhis just makesme sick to my stomach. what kinda creep does that... with out even stopping?
Leaving, I guess?
Posted 13 years agoSo uh... this is a friend of Kinger's to say he's apparently leaving for a while. Don't ask me why, as I don't have a clue. All I know is he told me to log in for him and post this journal saying he was going. Feel free to leave him comments on this journal though, I'm sure he'll see them eventually. ~
pichupal
pichupalI think i should just go
Posted 13 years agoblah
Rooting for a friend of a friend
Posted 13 years agolol okay so apparently my friend's mate is in a contest of some kind so lol i support him.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3547359/
python13rp
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3547359/
python13rpGod i miss you
Posted 13 years agoI really do. hope you are having a wonderful weekend
Warning to xbox 360 owners
Posted 13 years agoDO NOT RENT MAX PAYNE 3 FROM RED BOX. YOU ONLY GET 1 OUT OF TWO DISCS!!!! YOU ONLY GET HALF OF THE STORY MODE!!!
What a lame bunch of bs. seeing as how i know what max payne is all about and i wanted to try the game i had no reason to read the description. won't make that mistake again....
What a lame bunch of bs. seeing as how i know what max payne is all about and i wanted to try the game i had no reason to read the description. won't make that mistake again....
thinking
Posted 13 years ago*Lays back in the grass with the moonlight casting down upon me and closes my eyes and takes a deep breath and wonders.
Can't get this song out of my head
Posted 13 years agoI love you James
Posted 13 years agoNo matter what hardships we go though, please know that I love you with all of my heart. know thatwith every bit of my heart, ever cell inside of me, every drop of blood, strand of fur ,drop of water and ember of fire inside of me I love you, now and forever, not even the bonds of time and space can end my love for you.
Sleep tight and have the sweetest of dreams
Posted 13 years agoall my wonderful friends. you all deserve the sweetest dreams in the world. love you all<3
Give a simple smile
Posted 13 years agoNot for yourself. well do smile for yourself but what I'm talking about is today give someone a simple smile. it doesn't take much esp not here on a site like fa. comment on some one art. leave them a shout with a simple hello or a hug send them anot. And when it comes to art or any of the other stuff people submit here don't just save it to your computer. fav it here and comment even if its a simple one. not only could you very well give someone a smile on an other wise crappy day, but if you don't let them know you like thier work, how will they ever know to make more of it
But yeah my point is try to make someone smile today it might take more effort then that. but that is one of my Goals in life, get at least one person to smile at least once everyday. its not really that hard as long as we give a little effort.
But yeah my point is try to make someone smile today it might take more effort then that. but that is one of my Goals in life, get at least one person to smile at least once everyday. its not really that hard as long as we give a little effort.
