Yup! I'll be playing Outlast :D Who's gonna come watch me be scared witless? Join me around 10pm GMT (Just over 2 and a half hours away!) on my Twitch channel! Come have a chat, watch me piss myself and wish me a happy birthday!!

http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/
http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/
http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/

Yes! I am actually still alive. I've just been very....VERY inactive. So why is that? There are a few reasons, but the main one is that I've been questioning my art and whether or not I'm actually any good lol Now I know my art is ok, not great but not shite. But I really dont think my art is good enough to charge commissions for it. So once I've finished the things I owe, I'll be "retiring" from commissions. I've always felt that when I've had the pressure of a commission effecting my art it honestly takes away the joy. It's weird, I know. That doesn't mean I'll be stopping my art, but I just wont be charging for it anymore. I'll be trying to get back into the swing of things soon and get everything finished. I know there's people who has been extremely patient with me, and for those I wholeheartedly thank you. You WILL get what your owed, that I promise you!

So! What else has been happening in my life other than my absence from here? I've been working hard to be honest lol. Things have just been up and down, but not in the way where things have been BAD bad. Just tiring and such. Like Wednesday night I got a call from my boyfriend telling me that one of our Degu's was GIVING BIRTH! Whats even weirder is that we thought we had three BOYS! So yeah, that was a very interesting night XD. I promise you guys that I'll be getting back into things. I haven't left the fandom and I dont plane on it. So there's no worries there! I may not be active on sites like this much, but I'm always on Twitter (https://twitter.com/KinshukaLucrin ) so feel free to follow me there!

Also it's my BIRTHDAY on Tuesday! :D I'll be 31 though! I'm getting old TT_TT I'm also planning to do a Birthday gaming stream, so keep an eye for those details, peeps! Anywho, I'm almost finished at work...yeah, writing this at work XD I best do the few jobs I need to finish before the day staff turn up. Peace!

Anyone interested in starting a Pro Club just for fun? :P

Thats right folks! I'll be going live in 30! :D But I'll be in the chat now as I get myself ready! So feel free to come join me. If you want more details about the stream, head to the link below! ^_^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7538053/

http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/

Hey guys! Just a reminder that I'll be doing the gaming stream tomorrow! :D So for more details head over to http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7538053/ :D Thanks guys!

Yup! I've chosen a date and it is this Saturday (30/4/2016)! But I want you guys to choose the game I play first from the list below! There may be a game or two missing from the list as I'm writing this at work and not staring at my Xbox games list, but I'll update it when I get home. XD

Alien Isolation
Assassins Creed Black Flag
Assassins Creed Unity
Batman: Arkham Knight
Battle Block Theatre
Chariot
Child Of Light
Deus Ex: Human Revolution
Diablo 3: Reaper of Souls
Dragon Age Inquisition
Fable 3
Fallout 3
Fallout 4
Fifa 16
Gears of War 2
Grand Theft Auto 5
Guacamelee: Super Turbo Championship Edition
Halo: Master Chief Edition
Hand of Fate
How to Survive: Storm Warning Edition
Killer Instinct
Limbo
Massive Chalice
Metal Gear Solid: Ground Zeroes
Metal Gear Solid: Phantom Pain
Neverwinter
Ori and the Blind Forest: Definitive Edition
Pneuma: Breath of Life
Portal
Resident Evil
Rise of The Tomb Raider
Smite
So Many Me
State of Decay
Styx: Master of Shadows
Deer God
Elder Scrolls Online
The Incredible Adventures of Van Helsing
The Walkind Dead Season One
The Witcher 2
Thief
Tomb Raider: Definitive Edition
Valiant Heart: The Great War
Volgarr The Viking
Warframe
Zhero's

SO! You've read this far, so you must be somewhat interested in the cause, right? If you are, head over to my JustGiving Donations page to donate your hard earned monies to the brilliant folks at MacMillan Cancer Support! These guys have helped one of my best friends through her own cancer, and without them I really wouldn't want to imagine how stressful the whole fight would've been. So they deserve every penny they get! No donation is too big or too small, guys. Every penny literally helps. Remember that! SO! Remember to tune into my Twitch channel this Saturday at 9:30AM GMT to watch me do my best to fight Cancer and help those who really need it! OH! Also I'll be playing a whole bunch of different games, and if you have any of the games you see on the list (Xbox One, folks!) feel free to ask to play it with me! Having more folks in the game stream will just make it more awesome!

Yo guys! Just letting you lot know I've signed up to do a 24 hour gaming stream for Macmillan Cancer Research! This charity is lose to my heart as they've helped not only some of my family members through their cancer but also one of my best friends in recent years. Now, I dont have a concrete date for when I'll be doing the stream, but it'll be happening soon! And it'd be great if you guys could come watch, chill and give some money to a great charity! I also plan on doing Patreon style "rewards" if I reach certain amounts of money donated to Macmillan. I haven't decided what yet, but some of it may be art related. Most of it will most likely be happening in the stream itself. So maybe it'll be something like taking an item of clothes off with every hundred reached. Or singing a song or something like that! WHO KNOWS!? Now, I know some of you may look at this and think "People in the past have said this sort of thing then kept the money for themselves! HOW DO WE KNOW YOUR NOT PLANNING ON THAT, KIN?!" Well, that's simple! Absolutely NONE of the money will be touching any account I have access to! All donations will be through www.JustGiving.com and absolutely every single penny will go straight to the awesome folks over at Macmillan! Here, I'll copy/paste the email I got from them for you lot.

Hi Edward,

Thank you for registering to be part of Game Changers for Macmillan 2016!
Last year we raised over £100k for people affected by cancer and this year we want to raise even more.

What do you need to do now?
First of all you need to pick a day for your Game Changing marathon – you can do it any time that suits your schedule! Get together with some friends or go lone wolf, it’s up to you how you game. And if you would like to you can stream your marathon on Twitch.

Once you’ve got a date, then it’s time to set up your JustGiving page.

You’re going to heroic lengths to help change the lives of people with cancer – so you should let as many people know as possible. Because that will mean you’ll raise as much as you can. Here are some top tips to help power up your event:

Ask your friends or family to sponsor you at £1 per hour. It’s not much, but will add up to a lot.
Spread the word: post about your gaming day on social media, and link your fundraising page from your Twitch channel. Let the world know they can tune in and watch you in action.
Set milestones and let people know what will happen when you get to a certain amount (for example, you could do a dance if you get to £500) – that inspires people to donate even more (even if it is to see you embarrassing yourself!)
If you missed out on our event last year you can still catch up on the highlights on our Twitch channel for some inspiration. (And watch this space for news on our big event this year!)

And don’t forget why you’re doing this. By taking on the challenge for Macmillan Cancer Support, you are changing the lives of people with cancer, one hour at a time.

Good luck!

The Game Changers team

PS If you have any questions or need any tips, don’t hesitate to get in touch with us at fundraising[at]macmillan.org.uk and we’ll get back to you as soon as we can.

Don't forget to stay safe!

So yeah! There it is :3 I'm not going to choose just one game to play because that'd be pretty boring...I'll most likely end up playing most of my games during the stream. XD SO! If you guys are interested in helping an awesome charity just look out for a future journal with the date and time that I'll be doing the stream! :D

Wanna come watch me get shit scared? Then come watch my stream that'll be starting in around 20 minutes or so! X3 I'll be in the chat right now though, so feel free to come join me :3

https://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/
https://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/
https://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/

Right guys! I wanna challenge myself every weekend. So every Wednesday I'll make a journal like this one with a little form of sorts for you guys to fill out. Species, gender and such. And the suggestion with the most votes will be the one I draw! Sounds simple, right? So, fill out the form below and we'll see who wins!

Species:
Gender:
Personality:

Very simple form, right?! And the voting is simple too! All you have to do is reply to the suggestion post telling me your voting for it! Anything will do. "I vote for this!" or "This one!". That sort of things! All votes will be counted each Friday, and I'll draw over the weekend and post the results on the Monday :D So get suggesting and voting, folks!

I may do another stream tonight, but what would you guys like to see me play? Here's the list of all my Xbox One games X3

Alien Isolation
Assassins Creed Black Flag
Assassins Creed Unity
Batman: Arkham Knight
Battle Block Theatre
Chariot
Child Of Light
Deus Ex: Human Revolution
Diablo 3: Reaper of Souls
Dragon Age Inquisition
Fable 3
Fallout 3
Fallout 4
Fifa 16
Gears of War 2
Grand Theft Auto 5
Guacamelee: Super Turbo Championship Edition
Halo: Master Chief Edition
Hand of Fate
How to Survive: Storm Warning Edition
Killer Instinct
Limbo
Massive Chalice
Metal Gear Solid: Ground Zeroes
Metal Gear Solid: Phantom Pain
Neverwinter
Ori and the Blind Forest
Pneuma: Breath of Life
Portal
Resident Evil
Rise of The Tomb Raider
Smite
So Many Me
State of Decay
Styx: Master of Shadows
Deer God
Elder Scrolls Online
The Incredible Adventures of Van Helsing
The Walkind Dead Season One
The Witcher 2
Thief
Tomb Raider: Definitive Edition
Valiant Heart: The Great War
Volgarr The Viking
Warframe
Zhero's

Just one or two games, eh? Aheh. The game that most of you wanna see me play is the game I'll of course play. :3

Myself and  Enki13 REALLY wanna get partial suits, and we have the funds! So does anyone know any makers that are currently open or plan on opening soon?

Thats right, folks! But I'm in the chat room right now! So feel free to come join me early ^_^

http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/
http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/
http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/

Yup, took a day or two but they finally unbanned me. XD So TONIGHT I'll stream some Rise Of The Tomb Raider! I'll start the stream around 9pm GMT but I'll be in the chat from 8:30pm GMT so feel free to come in early and have a chat with me :D I'll make another journal half hour before I start the stream tonight, so keep an eye out for it :3

http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/
http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/
http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/

I've been banned for "Spam, Scams, or Other Malicious Content" :I What the actual fuck?! I barely stream!! I've emailed them in hopes to get this fixed, but this is retarded at best...

Four sketches in the space of two days! I'm actually ENJOYING my art! These sketches, even though they're simple, have just made me feel good about my art once again. And I plan on sticking to these sketches for a while. I'm getting back on track ^__^

But feel free to come join me now, as I'm in the chatroom :D

http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/
http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/
http://www.twitch.tv/kinshuka/

I'm a few days late for Holiday wishes, but I hope you all had a great one! It was nice to spend Christmas together with  Enki13 and the kids in the new house! And things here are settling down for us all ^_^ It's just awesome having space again! But a new year fast approaches, which means things will be new all again. In the new year is when I'll be starting my art once again, and I'll be starting it with a vigour I haven't had in a long, long time. I have many plans and many ideas, all of which I WILL get done! And I'm actually looking forward to it :D How crazy is that?! When I was in the old flat, all cramped and spaceless, I honestly lost all will to draw. I felt like I couldn't without encroaching on someone else's space or their own time. Thats why my art just...dried up. But that's not an issue any more! :D So expect 2016 to be the year my art takes centre stage once more! :D

Now, tonight! I plan on doing a Fallout 4 stream! My character is already level 18, but that shouldn't matter :P I doubt I'll have my Kinect camera on, but I'll definitely be talking to you guys while I play. So feel free to ask me stuff! I'll be streaming tonight at around 9:30pm GMT over at my Twitch Channel :3 I'll be in the chat from around 9:15, getting things all set up and ready for the stream. So feel free to come in then if you want!

Let me say this. 2015 was a hard year for me. Harder than I ever thought it would be...but I know 2016 will be different. It'll be calmer, more relaxed. So expect to see me more active in every sense of the word!

Myself and  Enki13 are moved into our nice new house! We're still unpacking but it's nice to finally have space once again ^.^ I should be able to start drawing more regular soon, so be on the lookout for that! But tomorrow I'm pondering on doing a Fallout 4 stream. It'd be earlier here in the UK, around 9:30am GMT I'd start. And I'd go for a few hours before I need to leave for work. Would anyone be interested in coming to watch? I may even offer a request to one or two of my viewers! Who knows?

The time is almost upon us. The time were I'm FINALLY in my new house! Tuesday, folks. Tuesday is the day! And once things have settles, I plan on throwing myself into my art heavily. So expect a lot of work to be pouring from my account within the next few months :P

The extremely talented artist  Zeiro has a very interesting way of doing "commissions". He draws what he wants as blank slates then sells them at a certain price. And I'm pondering on maybe "borrowing" his idea of pumping out blank slate pics then letting folks buy them and simply inking and colouring their character(s) in. If I tried this, would any of you guys be interested?

As some of you may or may not know, myself and the family are moving home! And we've had the keys to the new place for coming onto a month now. Me and  Enki13 have been trying to get at least the bedrooms all sorted before we properly move in, and we've almost done that! The room that's gonna be my son's was painted BLACK! So much paint has gone onto those walls to cover it D: The last people who had it treated it like shit. Holes in walls, grease stains on almost all the ceilings, holes in doors, so we've had quite a bit of work cut out for us. But it's almost ready for us to move in, but we'll still have some work to do once we get in properly. So, as the title says, I wont have the internet for a while. Why, I hear you ask? Because I got my timing wrong! I was hoping to get things all done by now and had booked our internet to be transferred over to the new place on Monday, which means the old place will loose it's connection some time tomorrow D: Sure, I'll still be on Twitter and such on my phone, but using the data on my phone could in the long run end up costing me money. And I dont wanna keep travelling to the new house just to make a post or journal X3 I should only be without the net for maybe a week or so. So dont expect to see much from me during that time. So what am I going to do in my internetless days? DRAW! WORK ON STUFF I OWE PEOPLE! CREATE RANDOM SHIT! Thats the plans at least. X3

Oh! In the new house I plan on organising myself much better. I want to do at least one game stream a week, and every night (excluding game stream nights or if I get called into work) I'm going to set aside a timeslot for myself to actually get creative in. It's what my  Enki13 does and it works well for him. But in out current place I literally have no space to get creative. So once I've got more freedom, expect me to finally get on top of things. I may also start doing weekly freebies, which'll be a single full coloured pics of up to commission standards. So we'll see how that pans out :D

So its been a while since I've done a journal updating you guys on my life, so I decided to do one! Weird right?! X3 Well, lets start off with the biggest news. Sometime between right now and the end of the month myself,  Enki13 and my kids will be moving into a new house! A lovely three bedroomed home with plenty of space to do what we want! I think the fact our current home is very claustrophobic has really messed with my artistic flow. I haven't really had a space to just sit down and draw. No creative space to do what I want. But in the new house I will! Which'll be very nice! So soon I wont be online except on my phone, because I'll be getting my internet transferred over to the new house. It's all pretty damn exciting! Art wise, I'm still working on things but until I move things are are on hold. I'm not gonna stress myself out by moving and trying to draw too. Honestly...who'd do that to themselves?! Once in my new place I plan on doing more art streams and gaming streams (both on my laptop and Xbox One!), so be on the lookout for those :D Thats it, folks. Big chances happening for this Rabbit :D

Holy shit...they stole some of my art to sell :I some of my Daily Free Sketches....WHICH SAY'S DAILY FREE SKETCH ON IT! What the hell should I do, guys?!

[Links removed because of the site pushing malware!]

I need advice D: This has literally never happened to me!

Whoa...who knew this day would be drawing closer? That KINSHUKA...Would reach 1000 watchers....but it's happening! ITS CLOSE! Only 93 to go...

*Sits there and stares at the Watchers counter*

Yup, I'll be colouring in a Rarity clop pic I got permission to finish! So come watch me work, chat with me and such!! ^_^

https://picarto.tv/Kinshuka
https://picarto.tv/Kinshuka