Hey guys, I'm kinda sorta urgent need a voice actor for my animation Starsuit Fox. So, I only receive 2 audition.
If you're interest, please do send me your sample into my telegram or email, More info here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34507736/

If you can't lend your voice but know any VA talent, please do tell me who are they so I can try contact them.

So I just look at the calendar and notice my bday gonna be soon! 19 January :o
Now I demand a G I F T ! >:C

Hey guys, I just want to get this outta my chest or share with you guys about my current life situation. First of all, I want to make a quick recap. I had a job in 2018 as animator in anime studio OLM Asia known as making anime pokemon, during my training my dad pass away and my life have changed after that. 2 weeks I haven't see him and last time I see him already feel sick and pass away... quite... it's... anyway, I've endure all the challenge as possibly as I can until a year 2019 I decided to quit my job to stay with my mother... actually more to settle heritages, and many stuff. After quitting I decide to work on by myself using patreon as my main source income... I'm not sure if it gonna work but I don't have much choice.

Now... what worries me at the moment is my current profit income. If you take a look at my patreon https://www.patreon.com/KemonoDream, my total earning is $108 per month which not able to make me survive in long run no matter how aggressive frugal I am. What I'm only ask, if you like my work with my current project Starsuit Fox, please do consider support me on patreon. Everyday I wake up work on the animation from day to night just want to get it done. I know that once the animation finish, what will be next? well... I actually have plan what next project gonna be and it bit bigger than the animation.

I'm sorry end up being begging or trying to get you guys feel sympathy towards me but... This year 2020, I only have 1 year to gather lot of money to buy a house. If I'm not able to succeed this, my mother and I have to move out to the village. I like my village but I grown up in this city where I'm currently living. My guts telling me going back to village might make things hard for me in future. We have family issue and going back to village is not a good idea and not to mention with my current situation. If you guys help me, I able to continue work on this stuff that you and I enjoy!

Reason I'm not getting new job because... I'm afraid... I don't want next time I'm getting a job, I'll lose my mother... losing father is already a great blow to me almost caused me losing myself but I manage to regain my strength . It's mentally, spiritual challenge and not to mention internal struggle I have to face everyday...

Again... I'm sorry about this journal... rant? express? I'm not sure what you call it but thank you for your time read it.
I'll do my best

As you see in the title, Which type of YCH you guys prefer most? The one time YCH which if you win the bid, you get it OR the YCH series which unlimited, basically you can get the YCH with the price I set for it.

If by any chance you read my previous deleted journal title "Kemono Star", you know what's coming.

Now, I'm going to tell you, I'm taking a Kemono Star commission open up to 3 slots. This won't be first come first serve, I'll be picking which commission that have interesting idea and characters. If you're not selected, that doesn't mean, I do not like your idea or character. My time is limited and I have to pick which commission that can fit into my schedule.

Kemono Star is basically an inspired short manga base from one of  masakado character arc manga. Its basically like a short character arc manga explain about the character of behavior or etc. If look up some of the Kemono Star manga for example, they're mostly muscle growth. Keep in mind, Kemono Star is not only about muscle growth, it can be something else. The manga will have 8 pages plus cover and one page will be only $10, and read it right to left or either way.

Another thing, this manga will be ink and colored but unfortunately it will be only available in patreon. All the previous Kemono Star will be on patreon ink and color as well. Hold on, Kemono Star content won't be lock behind patreon, public version will still be available but in black and white tone. If you do not like the idea and have better idea, please do comment below.

Anyhow, If you're interest, send me note with the idea and character reference. Keep it simple, nice and clean. You can tell me the idea short story or description base on pages. Also please provide me your paypal address as well.

If you confuse, not sure or have any question just comment below.

SLOTS:
1. Basque`
2. Meridius_Ardent
3. traustur

Hey guys, I want to talk about the YCH animation. First of all, for those want the Pec Bounce animation, I suggest you grab the slot now because the pec bounce animation will be close for a long time after October.

Now, about the future YCH animation regardless new or old. I have to increase the price from $60 to $90. My current income profit from patreon is too low so I had to increase the commission price in future. To be fair, the animation now more smooth and details.

My current life right now, I'm doing what I can to survive and strive my future.

PECTOBER
Hello everyone, I would to thank for those getting the Bicep Flex Icon 2. Next month is October and I decide to bring back the Pec Bounce animation. The price will be the same like my other YCH animation, $60. The price will be increase if you request me to combine different motion set as for example combine Squeeze with Equal Growth. Keep in mind, pec squeeze won't work for both after growth, it only work before the growth

Standard : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29797707/
Individual growth : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29797791/
Equal growth : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29797837/
Squeeze : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/30707974/

If you're interest to reserve a slot, please do send me note with your character reference, which type pec bounce you want and your paypal email.

Slots:
*  Dandicoot -paid-
*  PrinceBun -paid-
*  WinterWolf34 -paid-
*  PanScolipede -paid- x2
*  cerulien_47 -paid-
*  SincerelyJag -paid-
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PATREON
I want to say I'm really glad many of you like the animation project "Starsuit Fox" that I'm currently work on. Though I must say, the amount of support I get from patreon is amazing! but in all honesty is not enough to support my life. I feel need to do something.

What you guys think I should do to get more people to support me on patreon or at least convincing you guys. I have some ideas but I'm not sure which one the best.

1. Animation base on art | http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28577933/ -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/31234213/
- Simply this one, I just pick art that I would to animated or ask you guys which art I should animate.

2. RPG Maker game
- I'm thinking making a visual novel through RPG Maker can be more interesting. However, I have multiple ideas but I'm not sure which one will attract more people, romance, horror, adventure, total kink? anything can happen but which one YOU would like to play?

3. Animation base on short comic
- This is risky because this might possibly crash with my Starsuit Fox animation project but this one base on existing comic. The only drawback about this animation, there will be no shading, just only flat colors.

Anyway, I'll do what ever I can to get more people to support me on patreon. https://www.patreon.com/kemonodream

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PROBLEM
My life have been changed so much after my dad pass away. Our life have become more difficult without him. Recently my mom told me about the house that we currently stay, the owner have been thinking to sell the house. The owner did ask my mom if she want to buy the house and I told my mom it could be a trap. Bit of context. this house have lot of debts, lot of bills haven't been settle, this shows how careless the owner toward the house. My mother and I do like the house but I don't think we should get this current unit since it's lot of debt. Anyway I told my mom its better we buy other house since the current house we stay is old. A reminder that I do not have RL job anymore, I already quit my animation job to stay with the family.

Now I'm currently try to figure out a way to increase my patreon income drastically by doing content I've label above. I need your help... telling me to get a job doesn't help the situation because local job pay less. I get more profit by doing what I'm currently doing on patreon, it may be low now but overtime it can be increase.

I'm sorry if sometime I keep changing plans to do. If things doesn't work, I have to change it.

Have a nice day~

Hello everyone, so... Parody animation baki ending not going well so... I decide to hold that project for now.

As you can see this journal title. Yes! I'm bring back the popular and high demand Bicep Flex Icon! Now, what's the different between this one and previous one? This time, the Bicep Flex Icon 2 have smoother animation and better quality compare the original Bicep Flex Icon 1. Bicep Flex Supreme is different because that one can't be use for icon, simple as that. However, the downside about Bicep Flex Icon 2, there will be no variety, basically no size different whatsoever. It's kinda fair trade for better animation over variety ish...

If you came to my stream you may seen how the quality gonna be look and I'm sure some of you want to reserve a slot but want to know the price first yes? So, the price for this new Bicep Flex Icon gonna be $60 like my other usual YCH animation series. Those who got Bicep Flex Icon 1 in the past won't get discount because the assets/ template is totally new and the only thing I can reuse from the original for ref is the head only which pretty much save my time honestly to redraw the head. The animation loop duration going to be shorter and simple due to fit FA icon limit size.

Look, reason why this one expensive than before is because as I mention, this one have smoother animation and better quality. I'm sure there will be some of you guys will asking me such a request to add or change this and that like... bigger bicep, longer animation, wing, and etc. Honestly, its slight annoying...

Anyway, those who want this new bicep flex icon, you can reserve slot now. Just send me note with your character reference, paypal email for invoice, and description if require. Oh... no human plz

Slots:-
*  ZephoBot paid
*  MuscleDadDylan paid
*  Saber_tiger26 paid
*  hungrywulfy paid
*  agentshark paid
*  Dandicoot paid
*  Asrus paid
*  Super-Fluffy paid
*  lionor paid
*  WinterWolf34 paid

Hello everyone, first of all I'm sure many of you already knew I've return, I do not think I need to repeat myself again, you can just read my previous journal.

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COMMISSION
Now, I believe I did not made myself clear about this commission project I'm trying to do from my previous journal. I get that many people are confused how the commission I want to do works. Let's start over shall we?

So, the project is basically a parody ending of Baki ending 2. I like making parody ending since most anime ending are pretty much simple. I think the explanation in that previous journal are pretty bad so, I decide to clarify and decide some changes.

The animation require about around 100 characters and I do not have that much original characters. So, I decide to make it as commission, very cheap! To help me solve the problem, instead try to get 100 people to commission me, I decide to do 1 person can have like more than 1 character in the animation! Making it more simpler, there are no ABC choices. By default, it will be from top to waist or reach crotch area, you get what I meant. This is not confirm but I'll try see if I can animate the character in loop during the ending, so that character won't look bland sticker sliding through the animation.

Now the pricing work starting from $10 to $20 base on character complexity. You don't need to tell me where you want your character to be placed base on the ending, All I just need is your character and description what changes or require you want me to know to draw. Well, there is possible to make NSFW version where just have all the character naked but we will see how it goes. If you're interest, please do send me note title "Baki Parody Ending" . Don't forget tell me your paypal as well for invoice once I accept

Animation base on : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zv1eaGdWGo

Rule:
- No human
- Male Character
- No complex design character but feel free to try
- Muscle character preferable
- Hyper Muscle is okay but won't overboard, cause it will take up so much screen space

Price range : $10-$20 per character

Characters Slots [3/100]

Hello everyone! how are you guys? I hope ya all doing great!
Man... its been a year work in anime company, [company name] and it was shit... I mean... it's good that I learn alot about animating but man the environment and I will get into that in a sec. Now I no longer struggle making animation where my animation back then quite wobbly, now will be smooth~

OK, surely people will say to me quitting my job is no brainier but let me tell you that salary quite low for me and not to mention the amount of works killing me, I did not get paid for overtime... I'm not that fast like some employee since my work more focus on quality but what they care... as long they can get it into final production. That's where sometime when you watch any anime, you notice the poor quality. Similar about game development, pressure worker, pay less, hires up get pay more and etc... But actually, another reason I'm quitting is because the toxic employee... I fucking hate that mofo. They think I didn't know they talk shit behind my back. I rather working on my furry art content with some patreon content support from you guys than working around those fuckers. I'm not kind of guy talk back so... I just stay silent when something like that happen. It's a nightmare for me works there and I'm not if it worth it... the thing I think its worth it is the knowledge I learn about animation and tid bit of business

Anyway, it's good to be back home! but... things won't be the same like I'm used to be since I no longer have the one I always look up and love, my father... *cough* So, I might post some art in August and feel free to support me on my patreon.

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COMMISSION
I honestly can't remember what kind of commission I'm going to do last time but I pretty much know I don't have time for it slightest since I always return back home late night from work.

Anyway, this time commission is a bit different. I'm planning to make a parody ending base on Baki Ending 2. There will be 3 category, A portrait, B half body, C animated . I'm not sure I can get like 50 above people to commission me to fill up the animation but hey, feel free to spread the word. If ya interest please send me note with the following format below. Do not worry if your drawing/ character reference is like poor drawing (no offense), I will try make up for it. Category C is an animation where character appear and the music phase change.

Animation base on : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zv1eaGdWGo

Rule:
- No human
- Male Character
- No complex design character but feel free to try
- Muscle character preferable
- Hyper Muscle is okay but won't overboard take up so much screen space

A Portait [0/50] :$10
B Half Body [0/50] :$20
C Animated [0/3] :$50

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Format example:-
Type : B
Character Reference : [LINK]
Brief description : bla bla bla muscle and face pose
Paypal: kiki[at]lala.kom
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First and foremost, I would like to inform that the commission will be delay to June or August. I'll explain reason soon.

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CAREER
It seem the time have come, I've been thinking and have gone through a lot about this decision. Straight to the point, I decided to resign my RL job from anime studio. Reason I'm resigning it's not because the job is mistreat, stress or etc. It's kinda more toward to personal problem, family matters. Our life have changed since my dad pass away and not to mention, I'm the only one in the family understand and know about technology. Which mean, they will have hard time to operate computer, smart tv, phone, internet stuff, you name it. I still can't forget my dad last message to me is to take care my mother.

Resigning my job, I able to help my family. Currently, I'm just rent a room in a house kinda nearby ish to my workplace. My mom and sister live in the main city, so it's quite far for me to help them when they're in need.

Now, what I'm not expecting that, this life path I had to choose to become a fulltime furry artist. Yes, that's mean I'm back making art again but this time kinda more treat it as a job. However, commission won't be the main source income because commissions tend to have its own peak, So, patreon would be my source income. Do not worry, majority of the content I produce won't be lock behind patreon but unfortunately you still have to become my patron to access the adult content.

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UPGRADE WORKSTATION
Close to a year I work in the anime studio, now I at least have dosh in my bank account. Tho, I love to save it but I have to use it to upgrade my pc at home where my mom and sister live. So, what this have to do with you all? this mean, I can operate such 3D and game program again but lot faster and smooth. I remember how my pc was dying when I open after effect and sometime crash when I open 3D program, heck I can't run sfm filmmaker smoothly. Not to mention my motherboard and cpu totally outdated, old gen. I kinda suffer a bit when play nowadays game such as Resident Evil 2 remakes, Overwatch, 7DTD and etc, I believe the game use quite a chunk of GPU. So yeah, I have to sacrifice a bit.

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FUTURE COMMISSION
So, why with the commission delay? I thought to myself to give my focus on the current job since... I'm going to resign soon, It would be best I should focus on the job and put the commission aside from now, avoid getting stress and pressure.

Actually, I have quite exciting commission ideas. Some of them are parody opening or ending animation base on anime, or maybe a scene parody base on anime. Oh, there also will be new YCH animation series... I think, not sure yet tho... Anyway, new type of commission I would like to try is animate base on art you commission or drawing. There lot of stuff I would like to try.

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PATREON
I would like to thank you all for supporting me on patreon. I know these recent months, the content quite slow. I don't think I need to repeat myself but pretty much similar what I explain in "future commission", I need to focus on my current RL job.

I know this section should be in patreon post but I thought to give ya all a heads up as well.

Starting August, there will be some changes on the content. That month I'm pretty much already jobless but not really because Patreon is would be my main income profit platform. Content I'm going to put there not only NSFW, there also be SFW content, I have to keep it balance because some of the profit I'm going to split it and transfer it into my own local bank account, transferred from my paypal... so I can say the half income are from those SFW content, if that make sense.

That's being said, just having main source income platform is not enough if I don't have the content to provide. So, I decide to make a short RPG maker game base on vote what people want to play. Also, I believe my pc is already in a superb condition during that time where I can run game dev program such as Unreal Engine, Unity, and etc. Yes, I still want to make my own game, I heard unity now support visual scripting, basically node code base like unreal engine. Maybe I can give a try again make game in those engine.

At this point I'm pretty much going to try anything I can for my main work. I want to see which content is more flexible for me to work on.

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That would be all, thanks fo reading and have a nice day :3
please support me on patreon :'D

Edit : Type B - animation commission cancel

Hello guys, I decide to try something new next month. So, I'm going to open some slots for main commission, The new thing I'm going to try is that I want to make the commission include a patreon content. Actually, there is 2 type commission. If you're my patreon supporter, you will get discount base on the tier you pledge.

Commission Patreon Pack
This commission patreon pack, is bit different than usual. By default, this commission you will have either SFW and NSFW version. So, if the art like extreme hyper muscle with huge bulge, the SFW will have the character less hyper and smaller ideal SFW bulge. Another scenario if the character like doing lewd stuff, the art will change drastically to make it to SFW. The base price for this commission would be $80. Additionally, for patreon pack exclusive addition, it would be +$20 and you will get 4 different versions of your choice, either SFW or NSFW. I know it's not fair but to make it up for this to be win win situation, you will get free 2 additional version. Total, you will get like 2 main pictures with 6 alternate. Additional character would be +$10 depend on character complexity. Btw, you still can get the commission without the patreon pack addition

I heard ya, you must be wondering how the art output going to look like. The art will be made into cell shade like in anime quality. Example : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29314849/.

Summary:-
Base Price : $80 ( SFW.ver + NSFW.ver )
Additional Character : +$10 (Max 4 )
Patreon Pack : +20 (4 freeform + 2 exclusive version)

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If you're interest, you can send me note and which type of commission you would like to take. Slot are limited to 5 slots.

 Kogenta102
 Reilsss
 Reilsss
 Meridius_Ardent
:icon:

I kinda stop posting art I commissioned figured people might think I no longer making arts anymore or at least annoyed and hoping I port my own art.

Love too but I'm really damn busy RL Job and family. So, my works quite limited so I'm just focus working on animation Zero Suit Fox. Another proof you don't see me streaming anymore or lately since I have a job.

If you guys like to see arts I commissions, let me know and I'll post them into my FA.

Hello everyone, this gonna be a straight to the point update. First of all, there will be YCH event for this month. I'll be open up few slots from previous YCH animation, I won't stop ya if you want to get old version. The even will be open after I finish the upcoming new YCH animation.

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Quiting Job
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After My dad pass away last year, my life have been change so much. I have no one to depend on anymore which made me feel vulnerable from time to time. My RL job have been rough like... legit rough, I feel like less paid compare the amount of work I have to endure to catch deadline. April was a special month for the company which I had to work on Saturday. I was at least expecting getting salary raised by the end of the month or at least a bonus but nope.... not at all.... just normal salary. Maybe I'm speaking this too soon but I just can't help to deal with other employee behaving so damn good greater than me with their high class pride. I watched how they handle, I'll say REALLY POOR! but I just shut up from these guys, its useless to argue. I've been living in a life where no one want to listen to me... it hurts but I'm used to it. I've decided to quit my job in August, that's mark 1 year I've work in the company but if the probation session not count then...it's likely 10 months. Reason quitting is primary not the company fault, well half... anyway, I'm concern about my health, these happen couple times where I have to catch deadlines. I had mini-heart attack couple time if I have to stay back. This remind me of my dad died from heart attack... this is not the work environment I've been looking forward. I think, it's better off I work on what I like with my own pace, like game youtuber or twitch streamer... you get my mean.

Risky Future
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I've explain my reasons why I want to quit my job and it's really damn risky. Before, I have my dad to look up on us. Now I have to look on by myself. I decide to be full time mix media furry artist... or whatever you gonna describe me... furry artist?

So, patreon will be likely my monthly income profit after I quit my job. I know you did support me there before and I can't blame you being skeptical but I can tell you I have learn alot since after I had my RL job, not just only improve my animation, I also learn about business ish if that make sense. Basically, I'm pretty much know how to handle my patron more efficient way.

Right now, my main patreon content is animation project Zero Suit Fox. I plan this month or next month, there gonna be a short animation teaser. From that, you can see how the animation gonna be like. If you interest with my work, support me on patreon : https://www.patreon.com/KemonoDream

At this point, my gallery kinda filled with the art I commission. I have some of them not post because... I just afraid people might not like the art I commissioned. I'm sure some of you guys want me to post my own artworks... here the thing.

LIFE STATUS
You all know I have RL job. I'm animator in anime company OLM Asia known as making anime pokemon, yes, I'm talking about latest anime Pokemon season sun and moon. You can see my name on the credit, sometime they use my RL name and sometime they use my furry name... shhh, they do not know. What's that? want proof? urgh... here https://gyazo.com/4ab9fcb1e13bb8b5aebb49b0ba39462e (for privacy, I have to blur other name but you can see them in the anime, this was from ep 113)

Basically, with the RL job, I have limited time for me to work on my personal work, only time I can do is night time but that also not consistent because sometime I have to stay back finish up the task. This also the current project I'm working on Zero Suit Fox slow down and it's kinda fair share because, my animation now are lot smoother than before where it was very choppy back then... kinda fair trade I guess?

UPDATE
So um... that's why I'm start active my patreon again (for real) and hoping you guys to support me there and you must be wonder why I need such support so bad despite I have RL job. Simple, If you guys support me there, I can quit my job peacefully and work on my stuff to give you guys more nice content. You see... joining anime company is actually not my main dream, I mean... it was still my dream but not the 1st. Joining anime company is like my 2nd dream, my 1st dream is joining game company, that have been my dream since... my late father bought me ps1. So far, no luck for me getting into game company, I think my portfolio says it all... I don't have enough.... that's why I want to make my own game but I'm SUCK programming... sad...

Right now, I'm working on animation project Zero Suit Fox or simply ZSF, I'm going to try finish it before this year end. Don't worry, it won't be patreon exclusive, everything will be release at the same time just those support WILL get HD and possibly extend version or blooper version... we will see how it goes.

ART I COMMISSION
At this rate, my gallery filled with art I commission. This because I'm so busy and have limited time for my own work, I have to be picky what I need to work on, definitely animation project ZSF come first. Due to lack of time for me to work on my own artwork, the only thing I can do is to commission people to draw the idea I have in mind. I may waste bit my saving but it ease my desire making my own art. When I start making my own artwork, it will affect the animation project progression and definitely will be delay overtime. So, I have no choice to commission people. Then after I got it, I'm like... damn, my gallery gonna be filled with art I commission. What bothering me if you guys don't like me posting art I commission. Confirm some artist I commissioned not gonna post em. If you guys don't mind with art I commissioned, I will post em.


I'm sure some of you have so much questions, feel free to ask me here and I'll answer them... or you can ask me privately in telegram.

If you like my work, feel free to support me on patreon, new content every month!
https://www.patreon.com/KemonoDream

Since I'm struggling living making money, feel free to ask ne anything and I'll try answer it.

Please report this art theif in DA. He have post 2 of my works even I already gave warning. He even post other artist work into his gallery and I'm sure you know who's art once you see it.

The theif : https://www.deviantart.com/helliumxx

Many people ask me about the YCH pec bounce if I'm taking any. I'll have to say no but since it's kinda bit high demand and several people asking me, I have to open but with condition.

The condition that... this time, I will only take classic pec bounce and pec squeeze. No Growth
last time doing the pec bounce with growth motion, I feel like to smash my laptop because how slow this current laptop and also crash couple times. Without growth and just only classic and squeeze, it won't be too heavy for my laptop.

I'm actually not entirely sure how many I'll take but... I'll open it up 5 for now and expand. Basically, the slot keep expanding even after last time you saw it have 1 slot left.

The price is $60. Each commissioner can get up max 3 animations for different or same character. If the 3 animations are different character, individually will be charge $60. However if opposite, where 3 of the animation are same character with different motion, it will be only charge $30 the rest of the 2.

Send me note to grab a slot

more info : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29797707/
comment below if you have questions

SLOTS:

*  PanScolipede
*  Squeakpowerhorse
*  Super-Fluffy
*  IndySparkWolf
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[+]

Hello everyone, it's been a while and I'm going to make a quick update about my situation. This month I'm going to be really busy, likely having lees time to work on my stuff. I'm going to help my family, mother and sister moving out. My life never been easier after my dad pass away. If you curious about why we gotta move out it's because my dad was a policeman and from our life, we live in police quarters apartment under government. If no one in the family work as police, we have to move out. We have lot stuff in out homes so it's gonna be so hard for us to move them to other places...

Good thing is that after I help my family move out, things will get calm again and not too stressful. We're not big family, we're just 4.... me, my big sister, my mother and.... my late father. I feel hopeless from time to time... I really wish I have someone I can... express my feel.. something to feels like I'm protected. I think kinda have an emotional break down from time to time. You see, I'm can not handle high stress and emotional breakdown at the same time because that can caused me do reckless decision. My way to avoid this from keep happening is being optimistic, hopeful, positive, stop overthinking. Stress more likely things clash with my plan, distrust, pressuring me for no reason and etc. I'm currently kinda fighting with my mentality, void within me and survival.

Well, let's talk about my work. So, I only got few left to work on YCH pec bounce animation and if you wonder about YCH pec bounce for this month, I'm sorry, I have to hold all the commissions until I get my life stable again. I enjoy do commission for side income but with this current state is not good, hard to focus. I really hope things get better once I done helping with my family moving out.

It's really late here and I gotta sleep, if you have any question please comment in this journal.

Today is my birthday and I'm 24 years old. I will post that I commission for my bday soon. I wish someone made a gift art for me :'C

I can't lie... my birthday is totally different than usual... Usually my dad around when its my birthday. I miss him... Oh well, can't be help. I'm okay :3

I wish you all have a nice day

MUSCLE PEC BOUNCE JOURNAL : http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8984621/
Satus : OPEN

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BIRTHDAY
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I think it still Saturday to western. Anyway, as I label in this journal title, my birthday in about 2 weeks, 19 January. I don't usually hoping to get something as gift, so I end up commission artist to draw something for me for my birthday. That's how I do it :'D

I have commission couple artist to draw something for me before my bday, I kinda assume it a gift for me from them even I paid em haha. But to be truth, I don't really expect much for my birthday, it's quite sad actually because I think it's my first time celebrate my bday without my father.

When time come, I'll just have dinner with my mother and sister.

(really, I hope someone can give me something like art of Kion, Rangetsu or Kogenta <:C)

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PERSONAL UPDATE
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So... it's late but Happy New Year everyone! So... it's 2019 now and my new life chapter begin. My 2018 life chapter pretty much roller coaster ride... but worse of all as you know my father pass away. I don't have father anymore but I still have my mother and sister. They're doing pretty okay now but still got lot stuff need to settle. If you curious, I'm the youngest in the family, soon I'll be 24.

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WORK UPDATE
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[YCH ANIMATION]
That's personal life update and I believe you might want to hear my work update no?
As most recent you guys noticed I have launch new YCH animation "Muscle Pec Bounce" and this event will keep going longer than others YCH. The reason I keep this YCH longer than others because this YCH more efficient, fast and easy to work on compare others. That doesn't mean I'll abandon others, I can't do more than 1 YCH animation at once.

You guys wonder why Bicep Flex Supreme doesn't run long right? well, during my time working on it, it's just too much work to change or add the assets like recolor the arm or add this and that. People have request me such things that's too much burden to me. You know I can't say no to profit because I'm surviving. To make it fair, some people request me to do such addition or changes and I did NOT EVEN CHARGE EXTRA for those additions! (unless it's just too much and they willing to pay) but then again to make it another fair, those people request such thing can be use for future commissioner and that next commissioner pay lesser than the one request for addition. I guess you win some you lose some... Also during the time its been rough month for me.

Reason I like doing Muscle Pec Bounce it's because it's balance to me. Same principle but more fair I suppose.... You gotta admit I didn't charge extra for growth. Main reason I like doing this more because obviously I love huge pec and 2nd It's focus on what it should be. Problem with Bicep Flex Supreme, I made it not only focus on bicep, but also focus on the body, that's one of the mistake I made.

I'm not sure you guys notice the pattern, this YCH animation start of with bicep flex icon and then muscle pec growth and end it with muscle growth. Notice the new YCH animation start with Bicep Flex Supreme and currently Muscle Pec Bounce which basically a Pec focus YCH? I'm sure you guys have pretty good idea what's the Next YCH gonna be in future~

So... that's why I don't take previous or outdated animation anymore. Why should I open the old YCH animation where I already have new one and old YCH animation price was expensive. I know some say I devalue my animation but really, I don't think my animation worth value $100 yet... I just want to make the animation affordable to anyone.

[Zero Suit Fox]
The animation still WIP but I gotta hold it for now because I REALLY need to get more pocket money... that's why I launch Muscle Pec Bounce :p

[RPG Maker game]
The game project for my patreon still in progress. What's new? nothing really.... right now I'm mostly going back and forth experiment to make unique game mechanic where everyone never or did think but never execute it.

[MUGEN]
If you guys didn't know, I'm kinda part of mugen community which basically Bara Mugen community. I don't really do much, I'm just doing sprite editing as my coder request. Reason I'm doing it is ot enhance my pixel drawing skill. Honestly I just want to make edit with bara leo giving him huge/ hyper schlong :3c

[Patreon]
Iz dead for now, will be back someday once my life and my RPG Maker game have a good standing.

If you have read this far, Thank you! I hope you have a nice day and happy new year!

Hello everyone, first of all. I'm back! ish.... um... welll about my last journal... I might still continue draw adult art but less? come on, I was not in good shape back then... but yes, I will keep continue what I'm working on.

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Now as you can see in the title, yes, I'm making a new YCH animation and this time with Pec bounce. Let's say it's a remake version of the previous which was Muscle Pec growth? yeah, I think you guys might like this new one more.

This YCH animation commission will be open up to 20 Slots! It's a lot! I know. Every month, the slot will be open up to 20 and if I did not manage to finish it in this month, it will be push to next month. Slot will be increase into 30 IF the slot full and I'm still getting people want a slot. Each commissioner can get up max 3 animations for different or same character. This will be the main commission open for a while since I have project working on that you guys might love it later in future.

So the price is 60$ from Standard into Growth 2. If you want the same character with different motion, first you have to pay $60 for the assets an then $30 for different motions. Example you want Standard and Wave Right. Instead pay me $120, the price will be $90 and this only apply on same character. If different character and different motion, the price will stick with $60. Ah, to pick which motion you want, instead tell me the motion template, you can just mention the character name so I know which template you wanted.

more info : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29797707/
comment below if you have questions

SLOTS :
*  blizzardbeast finish
*  bowserfierix finish
*  whaleperson finish
*  muscle5 finish
*  TristanBeaner finish
*  Super-Fluffy finish
*  DragonDan1989 finish
*  agentshark x3 finish
*  DreadtheFox finish
*  FurvusWolf finish

*  MizuRaion finish
*  AlphaWolfNerd x3 finish
*  zwlda finish
*  Strowh finish
*  KaydenAerofox
*  dirvish
*  ryuukoshi
*  Arekusanderu
*  jacksonstallion
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edit:- (21/12/2018)
So um... I change my mind, I will keep doing what I'm doing :3

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Hello everyone, so... my life chapter this year have been rough at the end. I can't stop grieving, I miss my dad so much because I haven't seen him in 2 weeks and by the time I met him, he already on hospital bed. Worst... he pass away... But I at least manage to see him when he was still breathing but... It's hard... Full story here https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8919090/

After my dad pass away, I feel empty inside me like... void, similar in Bakemono No Ko. I convince myself to keep living. I've plan to impress my dad with my new job and etc.. sadly he leave lot sooner...

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Now, as you can see in the title... I don't think I have the desire to draw adult art anymore. Wait, I'm not done yet. Yes, I no longer have the desire to draw adult art anymore but not like now... next year will be the last year I will draw adult art. I only said adult art, not mature~

I'm thinking I'm still okay to draw mature artwork like bulge or something... as long not revealing genital I suppose. Anyway we will see how things goes in 2019.

Hello everyone, I'm sure you guys must be wondering how I've been doing since after my dad pass away. I can't lie, my life have been rough... heck, it's already been rough since I got my RL job but... it became worsen after my dad pass away.

I have bit mentality problem and try to adapt the new life without father, he gone too soon, now just only me, my big sister and my mother, we're not really a big family. It's really hard, I felt my 50/50 about my life... feel like to give up.

After listening to new jojo opening Fighting Gold many times, I got all my spirit back up and keep living! The song kinda related bit to my current situation. From that moment I decide to keep living and improve my family legacy, sounds cliche, I know but my family really kinda break up, only few still together.

Anyway, I'm doing okay now!

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Yeah, I know I haven't post any artwork for a while. I don't mean art I commission, I meant my own drawing. I was just too busy with RL job but that could be lying. Actually, I'm more busy working on animation Zero Suit Fox. Can say I'm like start over? it suppose to be bit simple animation but since I work in anime company, I can make animation twice better.

So, I'm like scrap some of the animation and redo, it have better motion but I still need more practice working on keyframe. I'm still working on the intro of the animation, I'm not stuck, there is this animation abit complex compare other of the scence, it may look simple later but it actually quite hard. I will post the animation later once it's finish.

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Hey, if you did not know I have a patreon page. Wait! hold on! I'm not creating content exclusive for patron. Everything I make will be up for public of course.

Content I'm focus on for patreon is my RPG maker game, which the one get the higher vote on previous polll post. The game will have a mix element like VN but... you know I don't like much VN because too much read but with RPG maker, you can explore the city and areas and trigger some events and story. I'm still kinda.... designing the gameplay in my brain, so it's going to take a while.

If you support me on patreon, you will get the test build earlier where... you have to exploit the game the best as you can and report back to me the problem you encounter and then I will fix it and then release public test so they don't have to deal with game breaking bug or something.

Actually, I will be lying I'm currently working on the game. I'm actually workin on animation Zero Suit Fox as mention. I plan to make it before the release date of Super Smash Bros Ultimate but with the recent event my dad pass away, it's gonna get some delay. I'm working the animation alone so please understand the slow progress...

Oh right, if support me on patreon, you will get the animation in high definition and better quality.

Your support would be much appreciate and don't worry, I'm not charge monthly, not until animation Zero Suit Fox finish.

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It's been a while but if you have any question about commission or etc, please do comment below and I will respond as best as I can.

Today... My father... He passed away... This is really shocking and really hard for me to believe this is really happening...sometime I wish this all just a dream... But I know this is reality...

Last Sunday, I recieve msg from my mother told me about my father's problem when he return from park, he complain about his left arm feels weak and heartburn... They, my father, mother, and sister went to clinic bought some medicine... That night, my father cant sleep but he manage eventually...

Monday... He went to work... He said he feels bit better... His friend saw him look awful and brought him to hospital and then... When I was working, I got msg from my mother told me that my father have been put into emergency ward or simply hospitalize... His condition really critical...

After heard the news... I broke down... The suddenly, god gave me a hint flash vision... 5AM... I try not to think about it as possibly as I can.. After my work, I head to hospital after hour later.

There's my dad, lying... I stay strong and talk to my dad but with his condition, I just want him to rest. He been in there since noon until night, he finally move to the heart ward. After they move him, we all see him.. Finally able to see him some rest but I can see he is fighting...we're not allowed to stay so we have to go home.

I let my mother and sister see him first. Then I, see him wish him to get well soon, kiss his forehead then I heard his last voice, "Take care of your mother" I nod and we leave.

Reach home. I reassure my mom not to worry and he will be okay. I personally belive je will be okay, he is strong. We all head to sleep not long after...

3:30AM my mom woke me up, there's an emergency call. We quickly pack up and rush to Hospital... Once we're there... They're doing CPR 3rd attempt...I look at the time as I see my dad life about to and end... The doctor came and told us about my dad condition... They will try do the 4th attemp but after that no more potential to save him....he's gone... He pass away... I can't look at my mom tears she lose someone she love, her husband, my dad... I look at the time...4:55 AM close to 5AM and I see the monitor as my father's pulse drop slowly... It's really hard for me to see he go. I can't belive this happpening so quick.

Now... It's just me, my sister and my mother... I'm just 23... The responsibility really heavy for me to lift, but I will try...

Thanks if you read the entire story, I wish my father rest in peace.