I was kicked out. THe place I'm currently staying at has no internet. Forgive me for taking a long time responding and everything I'm really really really sorry. I'll be attempting to get net here soon and then I'll explain everything that happened.

So I totally just heard the 3OH!3 song "first kiss" feat. Kesha and lost my mind. I love it and it brought dirty images to mind for my Kione.

(feat. Ke$ha)

[3OH!3]
My first kiss went a little like this
And twist
And twist

[Ke$ha]
Well my first kiss went a little like this
And twist
And twist

[Verse]
I said no more teachers
And no more books
I got a kiss under the bleachers
Hoping that nobody looks
Lips like liquorish
Tongue like candy
Excuse me miss but can I get you out your panties?

[Hook]
In the back of the car
On the way to the bar
I got you on my list
[I got you on my list]
At the foot of the stairs
With my fingers in your hair
Baby, this is it

[Chorus]
She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way,
You know that I’d make her say
Ooooooh
Ooooooh

She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way,
You know that I’d make her say
Ooooooh
Ooooooh


[Verse]
Well my first kiss went a little like this
I said no more sailors
And no more soldiers
With your name in a heart
Tattooed up on the shoulders
Your kiss is like whiskey
It gets me drunk
And I wake up in the morning with the taste of your tongue

[Hook]
In the back of the car
On the way to the bar
I got you on my list
[I got you on my list]
At the foot of the stairs
With my fingers in your hair
Baby, this is it

[Chorus]
She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way,
You know that I’d make her say
Ooooooh
Ooooooh

She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way,
You know that I’d make her say
Ooooooh
Ooooooh


[3OH!3]
My first went a little like this
And twist
And twist
[Ke$ha]
Well My first kiss went a little like this
And twist
And twist

[Chorus]
She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way
You know that I’d make her say
Ooooooh
Ooooooh

[Chorus]
She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way,
You know that I’d make her say
Oooooooh
Oooooooh
She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way,
You know that I’d make her say


That song makes me want a dirty pic of Kione and another girl T^T Just because I want to be complicated and difficult. lol. that and I thought of a female before a male upon hearing the song.
But picture this:
Kione and her female partner sprawled on a bed, the female laying on her back one knee up with Kione between her legs and licking her lips, the other female smiling and rubbing her own paw against her clit, as Kione's paw trails up the females thigh to gently press a digit into the smiling female. Of course their would be juices on the bed and on Kione's lips (which would be why she is licking them) Kione's tail wrapped arounf the other girls tail (the tip of the other girls tail since she would be lower) With that song playing in the backround.
I could have described it better if I knew what female she was with, as well as If I had more time to describe it. Maybe I'll write a story to this effect and post it a little later tonight or something. I just gotta figure out if there's anyone who wants to feature in the story with her. XD If anyone has idea's let me know. remember!!! Females only!!! I don't want a male for this. Sorry guys, But this vision was with a girl and it will only work that way. :P

Alright, the past few days have been hectic and kinda on the terrible side. Good news has been followed by extremely bad news, things are just .... screwed up? heres what happened

I got annoyed at the coffee shop and wanted a better job because I'm sorry 4.50 an hour plus tips doesn't make my bills not when I barely get 12 hours a week. So I went to a few hotels and applied for housekeeping positions, thankfully I got a call and had an interview on Monday. Which turned out well I started work today, Wednesday, and it wore me out but was well worth it. I'm liking the people and the work is not all that hard its just repetitious. However in the process of getting a new job I ended up screwing myself on my car payment x.x Since I don't get paid at the new job till the 2nd of next month. (I started at a weird time for when the paycheck falls.) So I thought no biggie I'll loose the car and have to borrow one to get to work or get a ride, right? Wrong turns out this is a huge deal My grandparents are currently trying to sell their extra cars because they are having bill problems too and I'm not allowed to use one of them because theres no insurance on it.

My grandparents, like I said have bill problems as well, My Gama has cancer and they have a stupid amount of hospital bills that have eaten away at everything but the "nursing home" funds. Which neither of them can touch because its through my Gumpa's union and its to only be used for nursing home costs. It doesn't help when my grandmother is rushed to the ER Tuesday night, and is now having a emergency Surgery, thats more hospital bills for her, when they are already having an issue paying them to begin with. This would have been simpler if all this crap could have waited till next month when she gets put on Medicare for being 65 v.v then they wouldn't have so many bills and we wouldn't be this bad off.

It was just one good thing followed by about 5 bad things, and now Gumpa won't leave the hospital so I have to take care of not one but two dogs and figure out how I'm getting dog food and cat food, since my Gumpa took what was left of the saved change and used it for gas so he could go to the hospital with Gama. I'm not sure how much I will be on anymore because of all this. Between just starting the new job and already having to find a second night job, to try and help with bills and such as well as taking care of school (which I may have to drop) I don't know how much time I will have to be online other then for school.

Sorry for spamming you guys with all this stuff but I needed to get it off my chest before I exploded. If I seem anti social or just all around not here this is very well why. Much love to all of you and I wish you all the best of luck with everything you all do. I know everyone has their problems so I won't drag this out any longer.

Alright so I haven't been on much recently because I've been retardedly busy. Saturday I worked all day then Sunday I had a job interview which I ended up working at to see if I liked it. Which I didn't soooo I turned it down, which was kinda stupid because I need a job, any way., after the interview I had a few open house's. after that I went to Waldamere with my family and was there till 10pm came home crashed and woke up at 7 am this morning for another job interview, which I did get in and am going to start on Weds. :3 so Yay I have a job. and I'm working on leaving my job at the coffee shop so that I can keep the higher paying one. Its higher paying and its more hours all around its more win then the one I have right now. I have a few more days left at the coffee shop then I switch completely to this other job which is probably going to kick my ass. Anyway Wanted to give a update randomly.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:12308714
 nateday
I don't know him all that well but I have been in situations semi similar and anything helps. Spread the word, make a donation anything will help. Thanks guys.

So Gama was supposed to come home today, but thats not going to happen it seems there has been yet ANOTHER thing that has gone wrong with all of this and I really can't stand it. Not only is it stressing me out... its stressing my grandfather out and he keeps lashing out at me...which is causing even more stress ... its... blah. Anyway...
I've started working on a picture I'll probably never finish and if I do finish it I might not post it because it probably wont be all that nice. Its like one of those .. vent works. meh I'm rambling. I feel this need to ramble today maybe I'll go pester one of my friends and make them listen to me rant about pointless insignificant things. I dunno.
Anyway... I've slowly started to be less anti social online. but its getting worse in person... Bradford is still up on vacation from the marines and I've seen him once this time around... I don't want to see people or deal with their crap recently. and since IRL I'm the only girl that normally hangs out with these people they always jump my ass about stupid things. x.x I'm not in the mood to deal with that right now. anyway I should go I have to finish stuff at work. which has been extremely slow and boring today...
Luffs guys.

Alright so my Gama is out of Surgery and everything went well, the doctor says, but they are keeping her overnight anyway to make sure that everything is okay. They removed a basketball sized portion of fat,tissue and skin from my Gama ((she's a big woman)) and are hoping that FINALLY everything is going to be fixed so she can start chemo.
When we were finally able to go upstairs and see her she was happy to see us but very insistent that Gumpa stay the night with her there tonight. She's also still insistent about the 5 years thing which is upsetting me... but meh I can't say anything to her to upset her or I'll get in trouble. Sooooo right now I just have to roll with it. Anyway... I said I was going to update when I got home so here it is. I think I might go to bed now it was a long day and I have to work tomorrow
Kione

So I'm up here at the hospital still with Gama and Gumpa, and Gama is all worried about this surgery she keeps saying that something doesn't feel right. Which of course is setting my Gumpa off and the Doctor keeps telling me to keep my Gumpa calm which is harder then it sounds. My Gama is snapping at my Gumpa and the nurses which isen't good but hey ya know stuff happens.
In the middle of all of this my Gama turns and looks at me, and tells me that I need to find a man. Not just any man though, a man that is like my Gumpa. Part of what she said almost made my Gumpa cry. She said :
"You need to find someone who is as good as he is because how many guys do you know, would take care of their wife hand and foot while she cuses and screams at them with the ocassional item being thrown? How many guys would be willing to give up the things they love to take care of their wife? How many guys would learn to cook, not just mac-n-cheese and hotdogs, but your favorite dishes just so they can see you smile? The answer it almost none. 1 in 10 guys are oldfashioned now a days, and willing to be with someone as their wedding vows say 'till death do us part'. Your Gumpa is one of these men who willdo all of this and more. I hope that you ffind someone who is as good or better then your Gumpa, I want you to get married, have kids and be happy with that one person the rest of your life. I hope they can make you as happy as your Gumpa makes me."
At this point my Gumpa, with tears in his eyes, left the room for two reasons one because my Gama was making him sad with how she was talking and two because of his view on me. In my grandfathers eyes, I'll never be married and I'm already an old maid because I wasen't engaged by the time I was 18 ((yes REALLY old fashioned))
While my Gumpa was out of the room Gama and I had a discussion about my view on marriage, which... I don't want to get married because I don't need a peice of paper to tell someone I love them and I also don't want to have to deal with the whole "we share everything, so we have to fight about it" aspect of things that I see all to often. However my grandmother is intent that she see's me get married within the next 5 years, she is hoping that my view changes and I see things her way. I don't know maybe but right now... I really don't :/
Anyway Gama is in the operating room right now and she's very insistent that somethings going to go wrong so she keeps saying she loves us... well she was before she went to the room and we had to come out here to the waiting rooms. My Gumpa is talking to other families in the waiting room to keep his mind off of everything and I suppose I should be trying to keep my mind off it as well I just can't seem to be able to do that at the moment.
Anyway I'm gonna hope off and let another person use the computer, and thoughts, well wishes and prayers ((of any kind I dont care what your religion is)) Would be greatly appreciated and more then welcome.
Thanks guys. I'll update again when I get home I think.
~Kione

So there has been ANOTHER complication with my grandmother's previous surgery... We go in tomorrow for yet another surgery with the hopes that this will be the last time we have to do this. Hoping this problem will finally be fixed and we can start her chemo treatments soon. I'll be at the hospital with my grandparents almost all day tomorrow. They are keeping her overnight for at least one night again. I'll post an update as soon as I find out how everything went.
Much luff guys.

Okay Sooooooooo I'm at work, (hence me being online at the moment) and I discovered some amazing artist's recently and I feel the need to "pimp" them. <.< More or less, I think you should watch them!! :) Dooooo itttttttt (if you aren't already )

 FancyMissLady
 Dark-Goddess
 Niis
 Selucilia
 Jea
 Lillium
 RamTheDragon
 Ifus


As of right now those are the people that if your not watching you should be watching ^_^

Alright so I'm still being anti social those of you who have gotten messages or who have talked to me know from how I respond.
Recently I have a short fuse which people seem to like to set off anything that I was drawing is somewhere in my room thrown jeebus knows where and in some horrid condition most likely. Which kinda sucks because I was working on stuff for some people but at the same time I've just thought about taking a break from everything computer related.
Not to mention my grandfather found out what furry was and I'm not supposed to be using their net for anything but school anymore... I'm at my work currently on my day off so that I can post this. I know there's no real way for him to find out or limit my use on MY computer since I bought this he has no control of it but I have been respecting his wishes and not using their internet for anything related to the furry fandom, only because he is so stressed out and so tired from trying to take care of Grandma, who has to have another surgery here soon because the problem wasn't fixed. Rather then add stress to it I figure I'll let it cool down and wait to start checking things wile at home again. Within about a week he should forget about it but I'm not sure if I'll hope back on as soon as he forgets or if I'll wait a wile. Probably wait a wile. I may go stay at a friends house too I don't know yet.
I forgot to update everyone on my aunts surgery when she had it a wile ago. her surgery went well in and out no complications and no issues. She's doing fine and getting right back to her old self.
anyway this is all for now. I probably wont be posting anything for a wile here. Not sure yet. Might just take the laptop to work with me more and check it. I have to make up my mind.

So I'm back in class and working my tail off to try and keep my grades up.
My friend Brad is finally home from Afghanistan So I spent a lot of time with him this weekend He had to go back to base Sunday night though. Sucks.
I've come to a point where I don't want to do anything. I kinda want to be alone and don't want to be with anyone ... I've been cranky and moody as all heck...
Anyway Hope everyone's doing good. I'm going to go and focus on school work and try and stay cool because its like 85 here today and I'm making people hot coffee... v.v

So  Jea has these little adoptable's that that she made that are soooooo cute. I adore them I was lucky enough to get one which makes me a happy kitty.
here's a little info about her.

Race:Fuer'yon d' Ssussun

Name:Xexila

Gender: Female

Personality: Xexila is a happy go lucky Fuer'yon d' Ssussun Who enjoys laying about in the sun and being playful with her friends and random passerby's she always has a smile on her face and makes it her mission to make those around her smile as well.

How you will use it/Bio: Xexila will be used as the always friendly bright girl, loyal to the core and always willing to bring sunshine to everyone's day. Always curious and willing to learn something new shes always going to be asking questions and trying to learn as much as she possibly can about anything and everything.

Ssussun backround (made by  Jea herself) : Some are born with the ability to control the element of light these ones normally become leaders of their clans as they have the most power. They can normally be found basking in the sun and lighting the way for travelers with their magic. The are sweet creatures but keep from the other clans feeling that they are better and in a higher rank. They enjoy fresh fruit and nuts to meat. As they develop in skill some can come to be connect with the spirits of the dead to help grow their power.

here's the pic <3
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3888544

All of this belongs to  Jea Don't steal it. I only adopted Xexila. I didn't make her or come up with the Fuer'yon d' Ssussun race.

Happy kitty is happy tonight.

So I have decided that after a LONG time of not doing anything, and I mean anything other then school, I am going to make a new Furry Character. I haven't picked a gender yet which also means I have yet to pick a name. What I'm tossing up right now is I wanna take a vote and see what Animal I should make my new character.
I'm not going to list any animals here What I want is I want to hear some suggestions and then I will survey a few of my friends not on this site and See which one they think is the best. Don't let me down guys. Give me some animals, so that I get moving on it. :3
Lots of Love!!!

HEEEEYYYYYY Favor lol.
two of my friends are in a contest, you may have heard of it already, but it would make me and them happy if you guys would vote for them. ^_^

 Jea
and
 Drakesappire

here's the contest. ^_^
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1398826/

Please and thanks guys. <3

Gama came home today!!! They got everything in good working condition and she got to come home today!! Talk about a great mothers day for her. When she got home my aunt and her 4 kids and my mom and my brothers were all here to say welcome home and happy mothers day to her. They also cleaned the house and did laundry for us. It was really really nice and its the first day in about 4 days that my grandmother has been truly happy. She keeps telling everyone that the reason she was able to come home today and why she is in such good spirits is from the lecture I gave her yesterday when she was angry and being nasty to everyone. She got the standard glass half full lecture that she gives me when I feel down. It always makes me feel better and obviously it worked for her too I walked in with Gumpa today and she smiled and said "My glass is 3/4 full" it made me giggle and it almost helped the rest of the family relax some to see her actually looking at the positive once more.
Thank you everyone who kept us in your thoughts and prayers. My grandmother said thank you as well. Now all we have left is my Aunt's surgery on the 13th, which we have been told is a simple procedure and she should have a short recovery period.
Once again Thank you guys so much!! I'll keep you updated if anything else happens.

There have been complications with My Gama's surgery, well... The surgery itself went fine, Now we are having issues with her bodily functions failing. Th e doctor said last night I guess that her body is kind of shutting down on itself. So now its more of a wait and see if she responds to treatments...
My aunt has surgery on the 13th... We are hoping that Gama pulls through this and my Aunts surgery goes well.
I leave the 16/17th.

Okay Tomorrow is going to be interesting My Gama has surgery in the morning and she asked me to go with her since I don't have to work. So I'll be up at the hospital with her and Gumpa for a long time tomorrow and hoping all goes well.
I don't know If I'll be able to log on at all tomorrow or not but I'll try so I can update on how the surgery went...

OKay... This is totally unrelated and SOOOOOOO not important BUT!!! I was watching T.V at work and I'm currently sick and medicated, mind you I don't take medicine like ever, So I'm kind of derrrrr!!!! I was watching T.V. and I watched a commercial for Oreo Straw things They called them fun sticks in the commercial. So my brain went "I'll give you my fun stick" :3 So yeah... Need one? lol. I'm terrible v.v Added to it by saying "I'll give you my disco stick for your fun stick. Might give me a poker face and the need to answer a telephone. Of course, it's just bad romance." I'm going to rot for this... No more meds for me after this unless they are absolutely need them.

So I'm sitting at work and I'm kinda bored. So I decide I'm gonna work on my Math and English homework and get it done early so I'm not rushing around later trying to get everything done and still get a good grade. Well As I start my Math someone comes in and starts talking to me, I have no idea what this guy is trying to say to me Because he's talking in one big circle it seems and I'm not supposed to talk because he wont let me say a single word. I finally just started doing my homework wile this guy talked to me and I was kind of ignoring him, Which I think a lot of people would do at that point. I happen to pause and turn to look at him as he smiles and says " Your the only girl who does what a girl is supposed to do. Since you are the perfect female and have stayed in your place for this whole conversation I will grant you the honor of my presence tonight at 10pm at Red Lobster. You may be the girl I marry." I sat there and stared at this guy before I started to giggle and narrowed my eyes at him, I think I scared him because one of the other customers said I actually growled at him I don't remember doing it. However at that point I Smiled tilting my head and told him exactly what I thought of it all. which narrowed down to me saying as pleasantly as possibly smile still on my face "That's lovely Sir however I will not honor you with my presence at that time or any other time at any point in either of our future's. Now that you are done talking let me speak as you did a few moments. I am not and will not be a silent housewife to anyone ever I have a brain and I wont let anyone try and tell me I'm stupid or that I should be barefoot and pregnant in the kitchen. Which it seems is what your looking for. I'm currently attending college for Criminal Justice. Which I can tell by the look on your face you don't approve of. Please do me a favor, don't talk to me like I'm stupid. Don't cut me off when I am talking. Its not the dark ages anymore, I am not your servant nor will I ever be. Please leave the store. Thank you very much Have a nice day Sir. " I don't know if he got mad or not... He sat there with a look on his face for a few minutes before he walked out of the store.
On some level I am kinda afraid he will come back and tell my boss I was rude to him and it could cause me to lose my job. However I'm also not into being talked down to or told girls should be silent and let the men talk even when its "conversing" with each other.
Sorry I figured I would share and get it off my chest before I went to work on my English Touchstone project. See ya's!!!!

How to Get Along with Me

• Take your share of the responsibility so I don't end up with all the work.

• Acknowledge my achievements.

• I'm hard on myself. Reassure me that I'm fine the way I am.

• Tell me that you value my advice.

• Be fair and considerate, as I am.

• Apologize if you have been unthoughtful. It will help me to forgive.

• Gently encourage me to lighten up and to laugh at myself when I get uptight, but hear my worries first.



What I Like About Being a ONE

• being self-disciplined and able to accomplish a great deal
• working hard to make the world a better place

• having high standards and ethics; not compromising myself

• being reasonable, responsible, and dedicated in everything I do

• being able to put facts together, coming to good understandings, and figuring out wise solutions

• being the best I can be and bringing out the best in other people



What's Hard About Being a ONE

• being disappointed with myself or others when my expectations are not met

• feeling burdened by too much responsibility

• thinking that what I do is never good enough

• not being appreciated for what I do for people

• being upset because others aren't trying as hard as I am

• obsessing about what I did or what I should do

• being tense, anxious, and taking things too seriously



ONEs as Children Often

• criticize themselves in anticipation of criticism from others

• refrain from doing things that they think might not come out perfect

• focus on living up to the expectations of their parents and teachers

• are very responsible; may assume the role of parent

• hold back negative emotions ("good children aren't angry")



ONEs as Parents

• teach their children responsibility and strong moral values

• are consistent and fair

• discipline firmly

~What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you
● I fell
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me
● I was hospitalized

~More ~
● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words.
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?

My step father died this morning at 9:10 AM. I spent about 3 hours down at our covered bridge just crying and watching the river when I finally calmed down I drove home and just kinda laid in bed staring at the ceiling. I'm all spacey and I keep running into things... I was on the phone and I even smacked myself with a door... So I'm just a little spaced out. Hopefully the next few days will be better then this...

Sorry about the little blah here... ^^;;

I had to say goodbye to my stepfather today, he looks terrible... This is his third time having colon cancer and he refused treatment. Hospice was in his house a few days ago and they gave him two days to two weeks... He made it past the two days but he's only been getting worse. He can't move... it hurts him to talk... and .... he wanted to say goodbye today... I've honestly never had to deal with this before... So I'm not... taking it all to well. I have this song on repeat http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnaY60AUfn0 and oddly it seems to fit... how I'm feeling....

1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
mhm

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
lol... I don't know his last name.

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
ummm no.... in pain

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
last night around 11 with

5. What are you excited for?
nothing really... I have no plans or anything.

7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
ummm... my last ex... v.v

8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Water

9. Have a best friend?
mhm

10. Are you scared to fall in love?
yup.

11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Very few of them can, but it is possible.

12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Yorkie's uncle Jerry for pinching my bum.

13. What time is it right this second?
10:19 am

14. What do you want right now?
Job... and to get out of this place.

15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
My little cousin T-man.

16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
Confused.

17. When was the last time you cried?
lol. Last night.

18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Not at all. They hate me.

19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
extremly hard.

20. How fast does your mind change?
not all that fast.

21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
yeah.

22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Nope

23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
They want their cake and to eat it too... because they are idiots.

24. Tell me what's on your mind?
thinking about drawing again today.

25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Nothing really. Maybe a small road trip...

26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yeah I used to all the time.

27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
yesterday.

28. When is your next road trip?
Not all to sure really.

29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Yeah

30. How's your heart?
I have one of those?

31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
yeah Lots.

32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
lol. no...

33. What are you planning on doing after this?
Getting ready for a crappy job that doesn't pay enough...

34. Next time you will kiss someone?
not a freaking clue.

35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
nope

36. Who do you not get along with?
my family.

37. What does you 3rd recent text say?
"It puts the lotion on the skin"

38. What are you wearing right now?
errrr.... My jammies...

39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
weird... Most likely going to be a fight if we stay locked in there for long...

40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
A few weeks ago.

41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
Boy: Diem
Girl: Schuyler

42. How did you feel when you woke up?
uckies.

43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
-nods-

44. Do you crack your knuckles?
when I'm nervous or angry.

45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Reading.

46. What are your LEGAL initials?
L.R.S.

47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
Bai (slave girl I'm friends with)

48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Few nights ago

49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
Unless they tell me not to yeah... Id go nuts without him...

50. Explain your last awkward moment?
Trying to tell someone I liked them and at the same time they decided to tell me that they liked this one girl and went off about how perfect she is... v.v Needless to say I ended up not telling them I liked them... but it was awkward.

51. Are you afraid of the dark?
a little...

52. Do you have good vision?
nope.

53. Have you ever tripped someone?
Yeah

54. Have you ever slapped someone?
mhm.

55. Are you Irish?
nope

56. Do you use chap stick?
yeah

57. Do you have any scars?
lol. yeah.

58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
mhm.

59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
nope.

60. Name the last person to text you?


61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
Does age really matter?

62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
umm yeah... Might get a few stares though... >.>

63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A?
lol. yeah.

64. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
I sleep on a futon and keep it folded up... the dog sleeps on the open side and presses me into the back of the futon.

65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
wait... when did anyone say I was getting married?

66. Do you fall for people easily?
A few yeah.

67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
just for hugs yeah.

68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Kinda.

69. Song you're thinking of right now?
run like hell- Pink floyd ((only because its on.))

70. Want someone back in your life?
nope

71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
probably not.

72. What's the color of the shirt you are wearing?
... Black

73. Who was the first friend that you had?
lol. Furry friend would be Ole ((who I don't talk to because his gf hates me )) RL first friend would be Britt

74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
yeah a lot...

75. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
ummm possibly.

76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
Mostly forced.

77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
lol. yeah...

78. What do you wear when you sleep?
... I sleep Nakie.

79. Are you obsessed with something right now?
nope.

80. The first person you loved is?
liar cheater and abuser any other questions?

81. Something terrible happened with you?
Printed to coroners pictures of a car accident... Tha'ts how I discovered my longtime friend was killed. ^^;;

82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens?
Not crap... lol.

83. If you could wish something, what would it be?
Why think of something like that? its not gonna happen.

84. Ever forced someone to do something?
yeah, Because I really wanted to do something but didn't want to do it alone.

85. When you are alone, what do you think about?
I'm gonna get in trouble for this... How I'm not good enough for anyone including my family.

86. How was your first kiss?
Stolen

87. What's your favorite music genre?
I listen to a bit of everything I don't have a favorite.

88. Are you going to tag people to do this?
No they never fill these out when I do unless I pester them which I don't feel like doing.