ツンデレ　Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)

[ ] You come off as sort of aloof to other some people.
[ ] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing try not to show much weakness
[x] You have a secret obsession with something cute. (depends what it is)
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[ ] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.

Total: 1


ヤンデレ　Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)

[x] You're very sweet and kind in public.
[-] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically. (again depends)
[x] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise
[ ] You have a crush who you'd literally kill for. (I would kill alot of people c: but not for a crush since i am not in love )
[x] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[x] Schizophrenic? (alittle)

Total: 4.5


メガネっ娘　Meganekko (Girl/Guy-with-Glasses Character)

[ ] You have glasses. (may need some soon)
[x] You are/can sometimes/always be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[-] You are always very polite in your speech.
[x] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[ ] You take discipline seriously.
[-] You have some sort of fetish for something. (i guess if it means you really like it XD)

Total: 3


突っ込み　Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)

[x] You have friend(s) who often make dumb or embarrassing remarks
[x] You smack/beat up this friend in some way. ( in a joking way c:)
[ ] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you'd be the "yin"
[x] You swear a lot.
[x] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.

Total: 4


ボケ　Boke (Dumb Guy)

[ ] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[x] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[ ] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you'd be the "yang".
[x] You are normally very laid-back and carefree.
[x] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.

Total: 3


大 和撫子　 Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)

[ ] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[x] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[ ] You're an excellent cook.
[ ] You are hardly ever angry.
[-] You have really long hair. ( for a guy kinda most of the time its at my shoulders)
Total: 1


Sexy Character

[ ] Your bust/package is...formidable. ( o.o)
[ ] You like making sexual innuendos.
[ ] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen (hot springs)
[x] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you. (well do i need to say Bill Gates since i did not know who he was until 4 years ago)
[x] You're an expert cosplayer. (if you count the three i have pulled off)
[ ] You like the taste of alcohol.

Total: 2


Loli/Shota Character

[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[x] You adore cute things and/or the word "kawaii" (hate the word kawaii)
[ ] You use Japanese suffixes like "-chan," "-tan," "-sempai," etc... (I do it in a trolling manner)
[ ] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like "nyo," "nyu," "un," etc... (same as above)
[ ] You are considered gullible or naive.
[ ] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you

Total: 2 (my voice is shota though )

my result: ヤンデレ　Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)

I just wish that some people were more helpful instead of being jerks and saying its easy to take this plugin and reverse it.

I have been trying for days to reverse the Romanji to Kana UTAU plugin and it does not work for me.

They also said they would post a tutorial on how to do so put nope they did not. >.> cause i really need that plugin and i wish people in the UTAU fandom (not all but most were nicer)

sigh oh well.....thats life i guess and that some of the reason's why alot of people i knew left the community because most of the people making things we not very helpful.

i do not care if some of you disagree.

Yeah, I do not like to day at all, I was home sick from school and felt like crap. As of tonight my cat, Cinder, is having a real tough time. he is only 4 years old. He just sits there, breathing but its more like gasping and wheezing. SO i am taking him to my room for the night. I just hope that he makes it.....

Night to everyone.

I found out why i don't do alot of art anymore. :D It is quite simple......Friends. I feel alone and being alone i don't give to shits even though i wont to draw and color when i do i stop since i feel it is not right at all.

yeah put it this way if i feel useless and no one seems to like me or talk to me as my friends once did i do nothing for art and yeah.


Thanks to those who made me feel like this you have succeded in Trolling me :D

Gosh i have lost all interest in everything i like to do. :<
I want to do things but i have no momentum at all. I want to finish Disturbia but i dunno if i want to.
other than that i been playing games and feeling alittle better,
Doctor Who how i love you so much and i just got back from a concert
last night was amazing

I saw people that looked like Matt Smith,David Tennant, Tom Baker , and Chris Eclston.

Today my art teacher told me one of my pieces made it into the art shoe. Not only that but it also got honorary mention :Dthat was the only good thing that happened today

the rest just blew with stupid people i would like to through under a road roller.

Sometimes i think i should never have been an artist. I can't ever seem to draw anything. Noone really tells me my art is good enough. I also am not very creative apparently, since nothing will come to my mind of what to draw though i feel like drawing but nothing. This happens all the time. Sigh oh well. back to being nothing and playing video games. sorry to those who are readinf this i am sorry to waste your time.

By the way i have like 75 watchers on one sight and 40 on another and no one comments it makes me feel sad.

playing tf2 if ou wanna join my name is Rynx the Iberian Lynx

Don't expect to much art from me at all.
I know i am not a very popular artist at all so i will just fall under the radar :D.

Join me if you want. might post someone music


the end.

from  AzaleaCaballero
- Name: Kyoushiro
- Single or taken: dont feel like answering
- Sex: male
- Birthday: That day i was born
- Sign: Aries
- Hair color: Multi
- Eye color: Brown
- Height: Average
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?:...........
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Whatevers in the shower
- What are you listening to right now?: Egomama (Microsoft Sam)
- Who is the last person that called you?: Tarok
- How many buddies are online right now?: IDK
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F A V O R I T E S
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- Animal: Wolf, Lynx, Fox , Bunnies,
- Color: Purple, Black Grey
- Drink: ?
- Element: Fire
- Food: Chiken
- Game: Team Fortress, SIlent Hill, Elder Scrolls III:Morrowind
- Movie: Princess Mononoke
- Song: エゴママ, サイバーサンダーサイダー, 会いたい + more
- Subjects in school: Art, IT, Science
- # NCIS, WOlf's Rain, When They Cry:Higurashi, Darker Than Black, Kekkaishi,
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?:no
- Smoked?: no
- Bungee jumped?: no
- Made yourself throw up?:yes
- Skinny dipped?: no
- Ever been in love?:Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?:no
- Pictured your crush naked?: No.
- Actually seen your crush naked?: no
- Cried when someone died?: yes
- Lied: Who doesn't?
- Fallen for your best friend?: Too many times -.-
- Used someone?: Nope.
- Done something you regret?: I REGRET NOTHING
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Cosplay clothing, i find them relaxing. Kagamine Len outfits
- Desktop picture: My Chakat/Wolcat Azalea chibi
- CD in player: nothing
- DVD in player: Wolfs Rain vol 1
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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: Kalli the cat
- Hugged: ?
- You kissed: ?
- You IMed: ?
- Talk to online:  frostyman116
- You sexed it up with: what!?
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?:Yea
- Open-minded?: yes
- Arrogant?: Am I what?
- Insecure?: sometimes
- Random?: yes
- Hungry?: Starving...
- Smart?: yes 3.0+ GPA
- Moody?: Yes.
- Organized?: Depends
- Shy?: Yes,
- Difficult?: Sometimes
- Bored easily?: Yes
- Entertained easily?: Depends what it is,
- Obsessed?: Wolf animes and Anthro art, Elder Scrolls III, Teamfotress 2
- Lazy?: oh god yes
- Angry?: not really
- Happy?: Meh...sorta
- Hyper?: hmmm
- Trusting?: To much so...
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning I: never wake up i sleep
- Love is: the key to the door but which door Hate or happiness
- I dream about: microsoft Sam, me , and friends fighting for our lives at a hospital heading into an elevator
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: Certain ones
- Makes you smile: idk.
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: idk

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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Sometimes
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Sometimes
- Wish you were younger?: No
- Cry because someone said something to you?: nope
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: idk
- Of Cd's I own: Too damn many
- Of scars on my body: alot
- Of bones I've broken: none

Well i'll be gone til Monday. Also i don't feel like drawing once again, :D yay me. Though nothing to updat just letting you knwo that.
Windows 7 is the worst operating system i have used. Vista you are my friend and so is 98 :D that is all

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3083791/

10 slots left

I do not know how many people, read my journals but i have to say this. I don't feel like drawing anything. I have not for a while. I do not really know why. whenever i pick up my tablet and start drawing i hate everything i do with it. So i erase the canvas. .... I dunni maybe i am depressed and can't seem to do anything creative. people say to practice your skill but where do you practice if you do not know where to start i am talking about coloring and lineart. They all go practice but never tell you anything else
What ever.. nothing happy has happened yet this year. But i will be getting an ipad soon hopefully

Sigh, now i have to figure out how to recover all my data of three years of a an external Hard Drive. Apparently it was working and now is it is like nopw cant work no partition to go by. so now i am trying to recover the partition without losing the data. So i wont be doing anything with art for a bit. Thank you terrabyte.

sorry everyone i might have to give it to a professional to fix sorry,

I want to do a Chorus of Appends. for this one, But i only have the appends i made for my UTAU. Does anyone want to be apart of this chorus. If you want to be just let me know. Since i want this chorus to be 8, some spots are taken. need be if you want and you don't have an append you can still be apart. I will do the art so don't worry about that.

Spots:
1. Tokuma Kyoushiro (Lightning-Flame)
2. Kagminene Len/Rin
3. Gumi
4. HAtsune Miku (Solid or Dark)
5.
6.
7.
8.

I am working on this tonight. so be quick i might get done tommorow.

How many people would be interested in seeing me Livestream Amnesia? I was planning on doing a stream but i do not have alot of watchers so i would not like to stream in an eempty room. so what do you guys and girls think.

While i need something to do. alright I am going the have 4 slots for free art I also need to get out of the art block so the first 4 to comment get free artz

Also i remembered i owe Draco a head shot from the last time i knew i was forgetting something. :3
Also i can be anything under pg-13 :3
.1 Draco
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Yo everyone i have gotten a new laptop since my old one has become something that i can not use very well since it must be plugged into the wall and it is like a desktop. so i have to reinstall everything on this new one before i can start with my art again. :3

I'm not really sure, how much i will post here, lately i have felt like doing nothing with art since i can't seem to figure out any of the lighting effects to make my images look nice. I feel like some days i do good and people will say i am good at art. i still have a long way to go.

If i was to make a Paypal and take up some commissions. Who would be willing to do so? I just want to know since it the only way i know how to make money in my community since i can't really find a job and it is a good way to get better at art.

Well i have been. getting all of my three desktops to run and my laptops are running fine though all the RAM for them but the Dells are under 1GB. lol yes they are all very old.. Well other than that the play i am in is fun and going well. Just alittle bored since i have some down time but i have to get my art done for class since i missed 3 days. oh well better get cracker

guys don't expect much from me right now. I believe i have art block at the moment, ever since Sunday. The day after i read all of Slightly Damned in one sitting. I just do not know when i am going to work on something next. It's not because of slightly damned its jjust i hate doing the same shit everyday time every weekend since no wants to hang outwith me where i live. They always go with someone else who asks after i ask it pisses me off. At least saturday is coming and i get to read the next page to Slightly Damned. I think the reason Kyo is Gray is because of the lack of emotion i feel when i just sit there. Bye bye for now just wanted to give a small update.

Oh and people at play practice just piss me off they give us less than a month to pull it off and they go you gotta get you job done so we can do lights and do our job and figure it out. I'm like shouldn't you already no how to work them.

This may just go on deaf ears, it may not. I know some people will read this without commenting. It things like that, that make me sad. I mean i may seem happy but i'm really not. I like talking to people, most of my weekends I have nothing to do i feel alone. I Feel like Buwaro, but i don't make my own games and i have not met anyone who stays long with me. I have been like him when, he meets people i don;t wont them to go or i don't want to hurt them. So i just do not know what to do to change anyting.

Sorry for wasting you time. this is just away to convoy feelings. Why am i watching things about friends and then loosing them. or being alone for a long time,

Well one of the ads was right, on FA. I did cry during a comic i am reading. Well nothing much eklse to say i am just a very quite person on the internet. I love this comic i am reading. Can anyone guess which on it is?
I will be sad when i finish it but glad to have read it.

well i lost my tablet pen so, All art until i can find it again will be postponed. I'm i do not have a back up pen nor can i color by hand since it comes out nicer and more appealing on the pc. Sorry to all those that i owe art to.

On a good note i almost beat black ops on verteran i just have two levels left.