Yup its my birthday and im 32 years old and im completely alone

*curls back up under his covers till tomorrow*

[edit] by alone mean wife left me and had to give my dog to my parents for his own good

so a few weeks ago my wife told me, after coming home from a weekend away at a friends that she had not felt loved for a few years now and said friend made her feel loved and wanted to be said friends girlfriend.

This ended up very shortly after with my wife wanting to end our marriage.

This all came as a bit of a surprise to me and a shock and i'm still trying to get over that initial hit if i'm being honest with myself.

It saddens me that she didn't speak to me or anyone about this much sooner and that she didn't want to work it out but i respect her wishes.

We are still currently living together but looking to move out and on with our respective lives.

She is still my friend and in allot of way i guess still one of my best friends (not that i had many to start with ^,,^; )

i don't want to hear anything bad about her or myself here, i just want to tell people whats going on and the such.

Hi all

Realised i use telegram more than anything now a day.

So come chat with me on: KittSpidox

*drops a single flake of confetti*

I'm running a gofundme campaign in order to record my weight loss journey after having a gastric bypass operation. The camera will be used to take day to day photos dealing with pre and post op care as well as a 365 "picture a day" timelapse video.

http://www.gofundme.com/adrmuw

From the website:

"Hello all.

I am currently at the beginning of a long and hard journey to improve my health and well being. In January 2014 I weighed 158.8kg (thats approx 25 stone or 350lb). Through diet and exercise I have managed to get down to 151.8kg (approx 23 stone or 333lb).

I have been working with medical professionals to improve my weight and fitness and have been accepted to recieve a gastric bypass. What I would like to do though is document the process start to finish through a blog detailing pre and post operative care to aid others who may decide to follow a similar journey to myself. This blog would contain images of my progress, foods and new recipes I am using (and the recipes themselves!) and answering any queries people have about the process. I already have hosting in mind for the blog and am working with someone to design a website - however what I require more than anything is a high quality camera for photo documentation (currently my only camera is on my phone and I would like to have much better quality photographs of the process start to finish).

This campaign will help me get a new camera to document my journey with any access being used to fund new clothing I will require due to rapid weight loss expected by my doctors."

Please donate if you can!

http://www.gofundme.com/adrmuw
http://www.gofundme.com/adrmuw
http://www.gofundme.com/adrmuw

P.S. any harsh comment towards me or others donating to this will be deleted and banned from my page

Woot i finally managed to fix a bug in my minecraft server in getting tekkit to run but now everything is running smoothly ^,,^

feel accomplished

Now that my computer is back and running finally i can now think about going onto SL again and was wondering if anyone wants to show me around as its been years since i went on there properly and im very outdated.

Mostly be interested in the main furry/rubber/kinky and furry shopping areas would be and maybe someplaces to RP a little ^,,^

gimme a poke

Time to do one of these again^^

Yoinked from  Saethwr

Days staying:
22rd-28th

Staying at:
Etap Birmingham Airport/NEC

How are you traveling?
Car

Who are you rooming with?
 shirik

Who will you be with?
Anyone who wants to be around me i guess ^,,^;

Where will you be? How is the best way to find you?
note me your number as im always available by txt ^,,^ As for where, i'm part of security so i will be floating about

What do you look like?
Just under 6ft and slightly round with short brown hair

What is your gender?
Male

How old are you?
29

How tall are you?
Just under 6 foot

Can I talk to you?
Sure you can ^,,^

Can I hug you?
Yuse

Are you nice?
I try to be as nice as possible

Anything I shouldn't do?
being obnoxious or pushy or insulting people

Are you fursuiting?
i will be bringing my suit and will wear on request ^,,^

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
Kitt http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2329522/

Can I try on your suit?
i dont see why not. Just dont be naked

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Get my attention and im sure i will notice ^,,^

Do you take commissions?
No sorry

Dealers den table?
Nope

Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
You can but I'll say no. too Shy

Can I buy you drinks?
Sure, if im wearing my security batch anything diet, if not then any cider

Do you attend parties?
Sure ^,,^ tell me about all the parties!!

Can I take a picture of you?
if im in suit yes

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Helping the con how i can and enjoy myself

My code is 2552-1239-8930

hope to see you all on there ^,,^

Hi guys

Sorry I have not gotten to anyone yet about the pendants awaiting shipping.

Had a system crash and lost my entire 3d printing library. Means after my current stock is gone I wont be selling anymore of them.

Can you note me if still waiting for your pendant with the design and shipping address. Luckily there all printed but no idea who is who

Just an update to those waiting for there commissions

tomorrow i will be going threw what i have and getting items ready for post. At the moment my printer is out of action while i await parts to arrive from the states.

I will note anyone who i dont have ready tomorrow and see if they want to wait a few weeks or get a refund.

Will update soon

Hey there all.

As of late i have not been linking myself to Kitt as a fursuit and want to do more suiting.

I have started the pathway towards gastric surgery for my weight and this will change my body shape quite alot. I Have been thinking it over and i would like a new character for my final shape once my surgery and weight loss is over. This will be made into a suit to help my confidence around others also but there is a problem....

WHAT SHOULD I MAKE?!?!??!

i have an idea what sort of things i would like to be incorporated into the character but no idea on species or look.
Basicly:
Gender: Female
Look: Sexy. If can be cute too that would be a bonus ^,,^
attitude: submissive or dominant, either would be nice
makeup on character (bottom lip lipstick and eye shadow etc)
species: any

any help or ideas would be great, a sketch idea of what i could get would be awesome.
Pass on the message and hopefully i could get something really nice that i can love getting made into a suit

Suggestions so far:
Red Panda
Ferret
Mink
Lobster
Otter
Pony
banana slug o,,O
arctic fox
penguin

Hey guys,

Got my pre order 3DS XL and animal crossing from just before CFz and needs friends. please add me and gimme your codes for i am hungie!!

2552-1239-8930

 wulfgecko is doing a fantastic stream to try and raise some funds to help Rolo. She's doing sketches from as little as £1!!

All info can be found here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4735323/

One of our ferrets is very ill and we need help with vet bills for him.  shirik and I are very distraught about it all... any help you can offer, even if its just a link share is appreciated.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10827943/

Hey all that have ordered a pre order of my LED pendants

Just to give you a heads up that the units are being printed at we speak. Due to the small size of the central symbol on the item i have had to order a higher resolution nozzle end so as to give the very best quality possible for them.

This just means that the pendant symbols will be printed and finished, hopefully no later than 13th May (as the nozzle has to come from the US)

any questions just give me a note ^,,^

Taken from  shirik:


I've seen what I would like for my birthday at the end of the month (23rd) but it's a bit too much money for me and  kittspidox, I know its cheeky and I don't like asking for money for stuff for myself but if people want to get me anything I'd appreciate any cash towards this.

http://www.chickencoopsandhouses.co.uk/cc2100.html

Its obviously not for -me-, its for the ferrets. It's a much bigger enclosure, fully roofed and the height means I can add in extra platforms, give them hammocks and more tubes/toys etc than they currently have. The top section can be locked without having to open it up so I can lock them up, actually get in there to clean them out thoroughly then open it again from the outside to "release" them to prevent dook escapes - also handy if people are needing to ferret-sit for me and are worried about dook escapes during feeding. Any help to get this would be awesome and I know they'd be happier in there ♥


I'm not expecting anyone to go "ok, here's £100" - literally just a few pounds would be awesome and it really would be more appreciated than anything for myself personally.

Paypal is shirikdraguinea[at]googlemail.com - if you do choose to donate note me with the address you used so I can thank you directly <3

 shirik's opening for ONE more suit slot, to be completed next summer (NOT in time for Confuzzled). http://www.hybridfursuits.com/ for pricing and details

My wife  shirik is doing a huge art sale all week to get money for Christmas shopping ^,,^ go grab a bargain!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4041619/

Hey there.

I feel i have become stagnant in my RP's and unable to find a way out but now think i found out how.

Now would anyone wish to RP with me? i'm playful, teasing, submissive and sometimes even dominant if your cards are played right.

If you wanna give it a shot please note me with some details about any characters you play and im sure we can see how things go. I dont mind general chat too, just wanna get thrown out there to the wolfs so to speak

Okay guys, you know the drill

Ask anything and I will answer. Can be anything at all, silly to perverse and I will answer ^,,^

from Shirik:

I'll be starting on commission work next week but in the mean time want to get some more practice in before cracking on with these as Im still a lil rusty. Plus I need money to buy a new medical bracelet and pay some customs charges so every little helps!

I will ask that minimum payment be £2 (approx $3.22) due to paypal fees and for all payments to be done in GBP - Non UK users I suggest going to http://www.xe.com/ucc to check approx prices in Euros and Dollars. I WILL ONLY ACCEPT GBP PAYMENTS.

I will post a link to the stream here and a reminder submission when it is up, if you're not sure what I will/won't draw check my gallery for examples.

All art will be DIGITAL.

STREAM IS NOW UP
https://secure.join.me/952-435-196

MAY CONTAIN ADULT ART

*puppydoy eyes* please? will play games and everything

http://www.facebook.com/kitt.spidox.9

Hi all,

sorry that its taken me nearly 24 hours after the contest closed but I have LITERALLY spent over 10 hours writing lists as long as my arm on good and interesting points about all the artists and with all the great work I had spent allot of time looking in detail at every pic for what I thought would be good promotional work.

But I finally made up my mind and the winning artist is..............................

 ultraviolet

congratulations to her on a wonderful piece http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8539785/

special thanks to the following artists for submitting something and making it so hard to choose. If I had the cash I would of given you all the prize money, I even looked into getting credit to do so.

 tabbiewolf Entry
 jesslyra Entry
 faust11 Entry
 tazara Entry
 bloodoodles Entry