Yeah.... been away too long... i will try to get on as much as i can.... i am gonna be posting pics and stories up... pics as in photos of .... stuff lol.... hope everyone is doing good ... by for now ^_^ missed you all

Well i must say i am sorry for not being on as much as i should.... i have been busy and august espcailly ^_^

On the 22nd August Jon set on to come to england to be with me, when he got here on the 23rd i was so nervous and excited as i waited for him to get off the plane, then i brought him home.... i loved the whole week being with him, snuggled into him and kissing him... i can still feel his arms around me.... he went back home on the 29th i was sad, he gave me one last kiss and hug and then went on his way home, as i got in the taxi to go home again i was sat lookig out the window when a song came on, think its called Please Stay, Dont go... it made me cry in the back of the taxi... mom came over to be with me for a few hours that day. The next day Jon was online he looked very sleepy... i was so happy to know he got home safe and sound.... but i miss being in his arms.... i am now saving up to go to Maine to be with him in his home... and ^_^ if i enjoy my time there i will be thinking on moving there... i cant wait to feel his arms around me again.... ^_^ i am in love with him more and more every time i talk to him ^_^....


how is everyone??? hope your all doing ok ^_^





In love and always will be with

OMG its nearly here... my darling man comes tomorrow... his set off today and will get to me tomorrow... i cant wait... i am so excited this is gonna be the best week of my life....


My Jon will be with me soon and i so cant wait ^_^




In love and always will be with

1 week..... oh my god og my god... his nearly here.... god i am going dizzy from the excitment..... i cant wait to be in his arms... snuggerling him kissing him and showing him around my favourite places in the uk ^_^.... i am so excited hehehehee ^_^







In love and always will be with

OMG its nearly here... i cant wait... just a couple weeks and my darling boyfriend will be here with me ^_^ Oh i am so excited about it... i shall post pics of me and him up after his gone home.... as i want to spend every minute of every day his here with him... so no computer for me.... he will be only going on facebook or AIM to let his parents know his doing fine and he got here ok.... oh i am sooooooo hyper and excited ^_^ *Squeals cutely and bounceys in my seat* ^_^ WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE hehehehe







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Yes i am now 26 years old.... so far its been a boring birthday... but my birthdays feel like a normal day for me... guess its cause i dont have many friends here to go out to the movies or bowling... but what you gonna do...


Hope everyone is having a good day see you later






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Well i am nearly 26.... on weds its my birthday and i donno if i should be excited or bored about it.... but hey every year we get a year older... well 1 day to go before i get a year older and i dont know if i am excited or just bored... birthdays for me have never really been the same... they seem to get boring the older you get and when you realise its your birthday you dont really care but your family remind you so often about it... well for me its another normal day .... its no wonder i seem to forget my birthday some times.... well anyway this time is gonna be nice as moms coming over after work and we get to spend the day together ^_^ its gonna be fun... i wouldnt mind just sitting and chatting to mom... i dont really need to go out and i have alcohole and i hate night clubs and bars.... so getting ready to embrace my age....






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I am so happy i got my new laptop finaly.... its been a few weeks with out a laptop so i am sorry for being away for so long... my other laptop broke thanks to my clumsyness.....


X3 i turn 26 next wensdeday hehehehe i cant wait.... O_o i cant spell either.... i am looking forward to seeing my Jon's face again i missed him so much these past few days with out my lappy.... god i will be glad for august X3... hehehe Jon is coming in august YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY i am so excited about it... things are getting better for me and i am more happy they are hehe





In love and always will be with go see his pics too there awesome

I love being with my Jon it makes life so much better ^_^

Theres 3 stories i love on this site, well 1 story with 3 parts,  tarotwolf his stories are awesome well i think they are....  jake_lioner83 is my older brother on this site and he drew 2 pics for me ^_^ i owe him 2 and Tarot 3.... but i am crap at drawing so i could do a story for them or a poem... not too go at poems... so might do a story of them.... ^_^ hope everyone is good and having a good day too.



In love and always will be with go see his pics too there awesome X3 well to me they are hehehehee

Even though i have a sore throat and dont feel well i am happy.... i am getting another BJD doll and i cant wait also looking forward to seeing my BF in August..... *Squeals cutely but coughs* Eeeep not doing that again.... i hope i get things i need before he comes up though lol... still need bed sofa sofa bed fridge freezer and washing machine......... well as i say all the time thats to Life of Brian, Always look on the Bright Side of Life *Starts to sing it fading out of the journal*...........

Helloo Everybody...... hope your all ok... i am new to this site so i am just learning ^_^ hope i make lots of friends here heehhe