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Posted 4 years agoAs some of you may know I'm semi retiring the character of kizzneth following her untimely demise. She died doing what she loved. Being eaten by a dragon lizard thing >.>
I'll be working on some comic projects that involve the character still but by and large no new art will be done of her and I will be converting any old art to my new sona.
I have had a secondary account for the new sona for a while now and been hiding on that. Today I officially announce it so y'all can find me. :p
New page is
ajizza
Will be posting old art of kizz her and cross posting anything kizz related over there as well.
So that being said see you on the other side ^^
TL:DR moving to new account. Kizz got nommed so no new art except existing comics.
I'll be working on some comic projects that involve the character still but by and large no new art will be done of her and I will be converting any old art to my new sona.
I have had a secondary account for the new sona for a while now and been hiding on that. Today I officially announce it so y'all can find me. :p
New page is
ajizza Will be posting old art of kizz her and cross posting anything kizz related over there as well.
So that being said see you on the other side ^^
TL:DR moving to new account. Kizz got nommed so no new art except existing comics.
An announcement
Posted 4 years agoAnnouncing...
An announcement.
Dangit I did that thing where the word loses meaning. Stupid brain with its tricks...
Anyways tomorrow announcing something big on here. ^-^
That's all for now.
(Doing this so I cant weasel out of it again :p )
An announcement.
Dangit I did that thing where the word loses meaning. Stupid brain with its tricks...
Anyways tomorrow announcing something big on here. ^-^
That's all for now.
(Doing this so I cant weasel out of it again :p )
Helping lift a friend
Posted 4 years agoSo things are pretty bad all around but as they say things can always get worse. My uncle Scars recently went through a really rough time resulting in the loss of a leg after multiple complications.
Giving a boost to the gofundme for expenses and such that arose from all this. If you can drop a dollar or two it would be much appreciated.
https://gofund.me/08de9e4f
Stay safe and take care all.
Giving a boost to the gofundme for expenses and such that arose from all this. If you can drop a dollar or two it would be much appreciated.
https://gofund.me/08de9e4f
Stay safe and take care all.
Thank you
Posted 5 years agoThank you all for the watchings and hello to all the new watchers. I still plan to go through and thank each of you individually in shout (unless you have on your page you don't like that then I won't :P )
Haven't deleted a notice for a watch in a year (got 664w to go through :p ... and 84,696 submissions XD ) and I still am trying to kick myself into getting to those.
but thank you all for the continued support. it means a lot to me <3
Haven't deleted a notice for a watch in a year (got 664w to go through :p ... and 84,696 submissions XD ) and I still am trying to kick myself into getting to those.
but thank you all for the continued support. it means a lot to me <3
K-WU 37: Pestilence Zebra and More
Posted 5 years agoFirst off I hope everyone is safe and doing well as you can during these times. It's an interesting time and my condolences for those that have lost friends and family. It ain't great and the isolation thing is butts.
For me, I'm an "essential worker" so I has to go out and about and do fun things still. No staying home and working on art all day *grumbles* but it's better than being laid off for 4 months which I know is happening to a lot of people which also really sucks.
As for me personally, I'm settling into my new fursona still but quite enjoying it and it feels right for me to be this. It's fitting well. although I keep getting eyed up by crocodiles, hyenas, lions, african wild dogs, and every other predator you could imagine. (I'm not a piece of meat though they seem to beg to differ.)
The big thing recently is I got sick. Very sick. Zebra was actually bedridden for a few days during it. Was REALLY not fun... and I haven't been that sick since I worked in the hospital. I went to the doctor twice and was put on inhalers and steroids for breathing while they kept an eye on me for pneumonia.
The big question is, did I have the corona. The answer is: maybe. Officially I was diagnosed with "acute bronchitis caused by an unknown viral infection" and the doctor agreed that I may have had it but unfortunately due to SOME REASON there were NO TESTS AVAILABLE. which at the onset of a pandemic is mindblowing to me... (the thing I'm most upset about is that if I did actually have it I'd have antibodies and being recovered from it means my blood would be valuable for research and finding a vaccine.) but I will unfortunately never know for sure if I did or not.
This all happened a month ago ahead of all... this. I still have a cough from the bronchi spasming especially when I speak or laugh but that's getting better slowly. And I can at least do strenuous activities I don't die now.
Other than that I've been trying to set up habits and routines that are supportive to me drawing and I've been drawing a bit lately ^^ even got my new ref sheet... mostly done. there is still a couple additions to and adjustments to make but nothing too major.
As for the fusky, she is now officially semi-retired. not doing any new art of her beyond what was already planned. the reason I say semi retired is yes she has ended as a character for me, there is still the massive comic where she is the main character of. There is an internal debate of using ajizza in her fox form but will see how that goes. (also dear gods that would cause the production time to go through the roof doing stripes in every panel XD as pretty as it would be. ) but that's still being debated. (a lot of plot points in one particular arc are derailed by her stripes lineage.) but any art of her will be of the non-banded version. The short version is that the one wearing the arm band is the "real-life" fusky that exists in our world and any without the band comes from other places. which is why the comic version doesn't wear the band. it's complicated and if you want to know more I'll tell you but I think I've already lost everyone at this point :P
Things are still going and will see how the future pans out and thank you all so much for your continued support as I work through all of this. Stay safe everyone
TL:DR Things suck and I hope you are all safe. I may have had corona but dunno for sure. either way I'm getting better. Fusky is now semi-retired. ask me if you want to know more.
For me, I'm an "essential worker" so I has to go out and about and do fun things still. No staying home and working on art all day *grumbles* but it's better than being laid off for 4 months which I know is happening to a lot of people which also really sucks.
As for me personally, I'm settling into my new fursona still but quite enjoying it and it feels right for me to be this. It's fitting well. although I keep getting eyed up by crocodiles, hyenas, lions, african wild dogs, and every other predator you could imagine. (I'm not a piece of meat though they seem to beg to differ.)
The big thing recently is I got sick. Very sick. Zebra was actually bedridden for a few days during it. Was REALLY not fun... and I haven't been that sick since I worked in the hospital. I went to the doctor twice and was put on inhalers and steroids for breathing while they kept an eye on me for pneumonia.
The big question is, did I have the corona. The answer is: maybe. Officially I was diagnosed with "acute bronchitis caused by an unknown viral infection" and the doctor agreed that I may have had it but unfortunately due to SOME REASON there were NO TESTS AVAILABLE. which at the onset of a pandemic is mindblowing to me... (the thing I'm most upset about is that if I did actually have it I'd have antibodies and being recovered from it means my blood would be valuable for research and finding a vaccine.) but I will unfortunately never know for sure if I did or not.
This all happened a month ago ahead of all... this. I still have a cough from the bronchi spasming especially when I speak or laugh but that's getting better slowly. And I can at least do strenuous activities I don't die now.
Other than that I've been trying to set up habits and routines that are supportive to me drawing and I've been drawing a bit lately ^^ even got my new ref sheet... mostly done. there is still a couple additions to and adjustments to make but nothing too major.
As for the fusky, she is now officially semi-retired. not doing any new art of her beyond what was already planned. the reason I say semi retired is yes she has ended as a character for me, there is still the massive comic where she is the main character of. There is an internal debate of using ajizza in her fox form but will see how that goes. (also dear gods that would cause the production time to go through the roof doing stripes in every panel XD as pretty as it would be. ) but that's still being debated. (a lot of plot points in one particular arc are derailed by her stripes lineage.) but any art of her will be of the non-banded version. The short version is that the one wearing the arm band is the "real-life" fusky that exists in our world and any without the band comes from other places. which is why the comic version doesn't wear the band. it's complicated and if you want to know more I'll tell you but I think I've already lost everyone at this point :P
Things are still going and will see how the future pans out and thank you all so much for your continued support as I work through all of this. Stay safe everyone
TL:DR Things suck and I hope you are all safe. I may have had corona but dunno for sure. either way I'm getting better. Fusky is now semi-retired. ask me if you want to know more.
ded zebra.... (zebra sick >.< )
Posted 5 years agobeen sick with something rather nasty the past three weeks... still not 100% and recovering.
updates as it goes.
updates as it goes.
K-wu something or another
Posted 5 years agoIt's been a while since I did this and hasn't exactly been weekly ^^;
So first things, the sudden announcement that the fusky character will be retired.
Yes I am legit going to retire that character. A lot of thought went into this (seriously I spent a week just thinking about it) and I was given an opportunity to do something rather special. I was allowed to be a part of my 2nd fave comic and actually go through the same consequences as other characters in that comic. ^-^ (being nommed and well... not coming back out :P ) Why I did this is because since I created the zebra version of myself I questioned if it was even me or not. I at first tried being someone else but then adopted her as myself. As time has gone on I've realized that after the canada incident I'm not really the same fur I was. Kizzneth as a personality/ character went to canada... and didn't come back. Kinda like going out into the woods and disappearing >.> so this felt rather fitting and a good way to end that character.
Now, I go by Ajizza who is also a zebra that pretty much has a nearly identical personality, and the same background as the fusky. So it may be asked why not just stay fusky, why kill her off? because this is a kind of closure for me. It has been asked if someone can buy the fusky character and use her. and as also fitting that would be for her I don't want to do that as it cheapens the gravity of this in my own mind.
I am planning however to open her up to the public though under the idea that everything done and drawn of her is pre-nom and she will never be drawn older than she is in the comic she is eaten in. (no old fusky y'all :P )
All in all the fusky is going to a semi-retired state at first for me personally. All (or most) of the art with her in it currently working will be finished but no new art of her will be started. (I say her but I mean me since she's still me technically :P ) The large project I have focused around her will still be done (since technically that is an alternate universe version of her anyways) and the fursuit I have of her will also be done, and worn for a while yet still until that gets retired.. sometime in the future.
Other than that whole thing I've been breaking out the art stuff more often these days trying to get back into it. Still a slow go but making progress in getting over this whole burnt out/dry spell/ bleh thing.
Commissions are closed until further notice. I will not take anything until I get to a point I can produce art quickly and effectively. My apologies for the inconvenience as I know a few of you have been asking but I won't have you waiting months to get a piece from me. When I can do something in no more than a week then I'll re-open but until them I have to not take anything else.
I got back recently from Anthro New England and had a blast at the con <3 Unfortunately I got the con crud and I'm still sick with it so goody... >.<
And that's it for now. Got BLFC (hopefully) coming up in a couple months and should be going to that (I really hope) and I've just been getting back out there, being sociable and trying to just be around. ^-^
TL:DR fusky is being semi-retired cause she got all eaten. doing art more lately, commissions closed til ???, ANE yay con crud boo!
So first things, the sudden announcement that the fusky character will be retired.
Yes I am legit going to retire that character. A lot of thought went into this (seriously I spent a week just thinking about it) and I was given an opportunity to do something rather special. I was allowed to be a part of my 2nd fave comic and actually go through the same consequences as other characters in that comic. ^-^ (being nommed and well... not coming back out :P ) Why I did this is because since I created the zebra version of myself I questioned if it was even me or not. I at first tried being someone else but then adopted her as myself. As time has gone on I've realized that after the canada incident I'm not really the same fur I was. Kizzneth as a personality/ character went to canada... and didn't come back. Kinda like going out into the woods and disappearing >.> so this felt rather fitting and a good way to end that character.
Now, I go by Ajizza who is also a zebra that pretty much has a nearly identical personality, and the same background as the fusky. So it may be asked why not just stay fusky, why kill her off? because this is a kind of closure for me. It has been asked if someone can buy the fusky character and use her. and as also fitting that would be for her I don't want to do that as it cheapens the gravity of this in my own mind.
I am planning however to open her up to the public though under the idea that everything done and drawn of her is pre-nom and she will never be drawn older than she is in the comic she is eaten in. (no old fusky y'all :P )
All in all the fusky is going to a semi-retired state at first for me personally. All (or most) of the art with her in it currently working will be finished but no new art of her will be started. (I say her but I mean me since she's still me technically :P ) The large project I have focused around her will still be done (since technically that is an alternate universe version of her anyways) and the fursuit I have of her will also be done, and worn for a while yet still until that gets retired.. sometime in the future.
Other than that whole thing I've been breaking out the art stuff more often these days trying to get back into it. Still a slow go but making progress in getting over this whole burnt out/dry spell/ bleh thing.
Commissions are closed until further notice. I will not take anything until I get to a point I can produce art quickly and effectively. My apologies for the inconvenience as I know a few of you have been asking but I won't have you waiting months to get a piece from me. When I can do something in no more than a week then I'll re-open but until them I have to not take anything else.
I got back recently from Anthro New England and had a blast at the con <3 Unfortunately I got the con crud and I'm still sick with it so goody... >.<
And that's it for now. Got BLFC (hopefully) coming up in a couple months and should be going to that (I really hope) and I've just been getting back out there, being sociable and trying to just be around. ^-^
TL:DR fusky is being semi-retired cause she got all eaten. doing art more lately, commissions closed til ???, ANE yay con crud boo!
When I said big...
Posted 6 years agoI DIDN'T MEAN THIS BIG
holy fudge... that's gonna take so long to get everything I want in... like... I'm gonna try but... woof... that's really gonna take a while...
Current to do list.
Posted 6 years agoIncluding but not limited to:
12 comics (all in various forms of completion or lack thereof)
~2500 wip pictures spanning several years and multiple levels of skill.
draw more of a variety of topics including: charr, vore, scenery, harder topics that won't be listed here, fanart for about 20 things etc.
learn how to do pixel art
learn how to make video games
Work on 3D modeling and improve to make games.
Art I want/need to do for friends and relations.
Commission work.
all this and more...
... I really need to work on finishing things >.<
12 comics (all in various forms of completion or lack thereof)
~2500 wip pictures spanning several years and multiple levels of skill.
draw more of a variety of topics including: charr, vore, scenery, harder topics that won't be listed here, fanart for about 20 things etc.
learn how to do pixel art
learn how to make video games
Work on 3D modeling and improve to make games.
Art I want/need to do for friends and relations.
Commission work.
all this and more...
... I really need to work on finishing things >.<
finally getting to it...
Posted 6 years agoSix hundred eighty six watchers to thank today
Six hundred eighty six to thank
Shake a paw, stuff my maw
Six hundred eighty five loads to go down.
... I feel the song got away from me there... I was thinking of... something else. <.<
anyways going through the new watcher list and thank you all for your patience with me over the past... way too long ^^;
*buries money in the back yard*
Posted 6 years agoOh my f***...
I have terrible TERRIBLE impulse control when I am upset.
Dangle a horse or his dick in front of me and all hope is lost XD
I have terrible TERRIBLE impulse control when I am upset.
Dangle a horse or his dick in front of me and all hope is lost XD
you have 651 new wa... oh f*** me...
Posted 6 years agoso... I've been bad about saying thank you to all my new watchers for the past... um... like over a year...
to all: Thank you very very much for watching me and I'll be working on getting new stuff up for all to enjoy ^-^
that being said I intend to go through each and every new watch and thank you personally... there is just a lot of you holy cow O.o
to all: Thank you very very much for watching me and I'll be working on getting new stuff up for all to enjoy ^-^
that being said I intend to go through each and every new watch and thank you personally... there is just a lot of you holy cow O.o
Art time <3
Posted 6 years agoJust took my final exam. 87% on the exam with a final course score of 96% ^-^
so I'm officially done with the cooking course and now it's back to doing arts! <3
IT'S FINALLY F***ING OVER!!!
Posted 6 years agoAs many of you know (and many of you don't perhaps) for the past 6 months I've been going through a rather intensive cooking course that my work has put me through.
As of tomorrow (7-8-19) I will finally be done with the thing! <3 I'm so excited to finally have time again to do art and first thing I'm gonna be doing is finishing some commissions I STILL haven't done yet T.T (I am mortified and I am so sorry it's taken this long my dears.. thank you all so much for the patience you have given my derp butt and I will make it up to you any way I can.)
I just got back from AC where I had a blast and quite frankly Imma bout to pass out here XD don't have the adrenaline from the con anymore keeping me going and the lack of sleep is catching up to me.
The drama wednesday/thursday didn't help... long story short I had to drive back from pittsburgh to boston and do stuff here before driving back to pittsburgh. it was worth it to enjoy the con without having to worry about things or have them looming over me but in 24 hours I was driving 20, cooking for two, and got 2 hours of sleep. It wasn't fun and I'm feeling that hard.
anyways I'm gonna be drawing a LOT more often now focusing on improving my base and pencil works with emphasis on anatomy and environments. as well as fully exploring my realism style ^-^ so much to do so little time still... but much more time than before. ^-^
TL:DR cooking course over, I suck at completing stuff but am gonna improve, yay AC but boo it's over, I draw more now.
As of tomorrow (7-8-19) I will finally be done with the thing! <3 I'm so excited to finally have time again to do art and first thing I'm gonna be doing is finishing some commissions I STILL haven't done yet T.T (I am mortified and I am so sorry it's taken this long my dears.. thank you all so much for the patience you have given my derp butt and I will make it up to you any way I can.)
I just got back from AC where I had a blast and quite frankly Imma bout to pass out here XD don't have the adrenaline from the con anymore keeping me going and the lack of sleep is catching up to me.
The drama wednesday/thursday didn't help... long story short I had to drive back from pittsburgh to boston and do stuff here before driving back to pittsburgh. it was worth it to enjoy the con without having to worry about things or have them looming over me but in 24 hours I was driving 20, cooking for two, and got 2 hours of sleep. It wasn't fun and I'm feeling that hard.
anyways I'm gonna be drawing a LOT more often now focusing on improving my base and pencil works with emphasis on anatomy and environments. as well as fully exploring my realism style ^-^ so much to do so little time still... but much more time than before. ^-^
TL:DR cooking course over, I suck at completing stuff but am gonna improve, yay AC but boo it's over, I draw more now.
There are perks to living in Massachussetts
Posted 6 years agothat is all >.>
mmmm funyuns...
getting back out there
Posted 6 years agoso... yeah... it's been a rough year and a half. I kinda broke hard mentally and got reduced to my most basic...
it's been rough and I've been adjusting to a lot of things but it's finally time I need to get back out and be there for stuff and peoples. I'm going to AC in 2 weeks (and 2 days, 3 hours, and 2 minutes. .. not that I'm counting or anything) and after that I am going to be forcing myself back out into the open. I've been away too long and I miss everyone too much to be hidden.
that and I miss posting art and interacting with everyone. you all are awesome and amazing. Thank you all for the support through all this and I'm going to be heading into the future with tail held high.
head! head held high >.>
I've been working the past 5 months on learning cooking through a course offered to me by my job (which has taken up ALL the time T.T even now as I'm typing this I'm looking over my notes on how to make a pâte brisée cause I'm supposed to be doing that instead of typing this.) but that is wrapping up here very soon and then I'll finally have some time back to be able to do art again.
I've been dying to do art and have managed to fit some in here and there but nothing even close to what I want to do.. I'm working on getting back into the rhythm of practicing and once I'm free of this course I'll be back to the drawing board drawing stuff I love (like gay sex woo! >.> )
that's about all there is for now. everything else is a bit too personal to put up here.
take care all and see you all after AC ^-^ (unless you are going to AC in which case hmu. :p )
it's been rough and I've been adjusting to a lot of things but it's finally time I need to get back out and be there for stuff and peoples. I'm going to AC in 2 weeks (and 2 days, 3 hours, and 2 minutes. .. not that I'm counting or anything) and after that I am going to be forcing myself back out into the open. I've been away too long and I miss everyone too much to be hidden.
that and I miss posting art and interacting with everyone. you all are awesome and amazing. Thank you all for the support through all this and I'm going to be heading into the future with tail held high.
head! head held high >.>
I've been working the past 5 months on learning cooking through a course offered to me by my job (which has taken up ALL the time T.T even now as I'm typing this I'm looking over my notes on how to make a pâte brisée cause I'm supposed to be doing that instead of typing this.) but that is wrapping up here very soon and then I'll finally have some time back to be able to do art again.
I've been dying to do art and have managed to fit some in here and there but nothing even close to what I want to do.. I'm working on getting back into the rhythm of practicing and once I'm free of this course I'll be back to the drawing board drawing stuff I love (like gay sex woo! >.> )
that's about all there is for now. everything else is a bit too personal to put up here.
take care all and see you all after AC ^-^ (unless you are going to AC in which case hmu. :p )
Moved to new apartment.
Posted 6 years agoWe moved in about a month ago.. I have my own room and I even have a drawing desk. still getting settled in and still absent from the internet for the most part.
Cooking course is still sucking up most of my time so art is stalled and stale... it's really bothering me and I'm working on trying to crowbar in time where I can.
overall I'm doing a bit better but still a long ways to go on multiple fronts...
P.S. I'm gonna be going to AC this year.
Cooking course is still sucking up most of my time so art is stalled and stale... it's really bothering me and I'm working on trying to crowbar in time where I can.
overall I'm doing a bit better but still a long ways to go on multiple fronts...
P.S. I'm gonna be going to AC this year.
Officially moving to new apartment
Posted 6 years agoThe date is a bit up in the air depending on a couple factors but it's either going to be april 1st or the 5th at the latest. (something about they need to replace an appliance or something and the delivery date is too close to the 1st for it to be ready then.)
I already have plans for getting a draft table to do pencil work again since when Mistress
Petrine visited I had a place to do pencil work and I was able to lay out a pic quite fast.
Speaking of pencil art I'm going back to basics with my art. I've been telling myself to go back to pencil and ink for a few years now. Digital has me kinda getting away from some things I shouldn't be and with this new style I'm trying to git gud at I need to go back to what I started on. A big step is for me to start using references instead of solely trying to construct the image in my head. (say no to pure-ism kids. always use refs and don't listen to artists that say to not ever use them.)
As for me personally... still having the issues I've been having and I've been extremely anti social lately... yes I tried getting help and went to see a therapist. It did not go well by the furthest stretch of the imagination. I know what's wrong I'm just working on implementing ways to fix them and it's been agreed that moving out of my current location will definitely improve my well-being overall. (we are allowed to get a doggie as well so there is talk about getting me a doggie so yay!)
again I have a hard date of july (at anthrocon) for me to go live and sociable again. it's not good for me to be hiding but atm I'm needing more time to get myself back in order.
thank you all for your patience and I'll see you all around soon hopefully
p.s. a big thank you to everyone that has a commission with me currently for your patience. I've certainly not forgotten and I've been making some (albeit rather limited) progress on the art. If you have any questions regarding them please don't hesitate to poke me. Thank you again for your patience and I'll be in touch soon about them as well.
I already have plans for getting a draft table to do pencil work again since when Mistress
Petrine visited I had a place to do pencil work and I was able to lay out a pic quite fast. Speaking of pencil art I'm going back to basics with my art. I've been telling myself to go back to pencil and ink for a few years now. Digital has me kinda getting away from some things I shouldn't be and with this new style I'm trying to git gud at I need to go back to what I started on. A big step is for me to start using references instead of solely trying to construct the image in my head. (say no to pure-ism kids. always use refs and don't listen to artists that say to not ever use them.)
As for me personally... still having the issues I've been having and I've been extremely anti social lately... yes I tried getting help and went to see a therapist. It did not go well by the furthest stretch of the imagination. I know what's wrong I'm just working on implementing ways to fix them and it's been agreed that moving out of my current location will definitely improve my well-being overall. (we are allowed to get a doggie as well so there is talk about getting me a doggie so yay!)
again I have a hard date of july (at anthrocon) for me to go live and sociable again. it's not good for me to be hiding but atm I'm needing more time to get myself back in order.
thank you all for your patience and I'll see you all around soon hopefully
p.s. a big thank you to everyone that has a commission with me currently for your patience. I've certainly not forgotten and I've been making some (albeit rather limited) progress on the art. If you have any questions regarding them please don't hesitate to poke me. Thank you again for your patience and I'll be in touch soon about them as well.
update on fusky
Posted 6 years agoStill alive and such...
Gonna be moving soon hopefully to an apartment.
will be going to Anthrocon this year.
art is going... eh...
cooking is going... eh...
given myself a hard date of july. ready or not, I'm coming back then if not sooner.
Gonna be moving soon hopefully to an apartment.
will be going to Anthrocon this year.
art is going... eh...
cooking is going... eh...
given myself a hard date of july. ready or not, I'm coming back then if not sooner.
Stepping back a bit for a while. (update on the fusky)
Posted 7 years agoAs some of you noticed my profile page went disabled for a few days. After a long debate with myself I've decided that I should and will keep that page active. Even though the art and everything would still exist if someone ran across one pic they couldn't see the rest of my gallery to date and I don't want to just shutter up shop while I'm away. (ran across a dm on twitter along with several comments and shouts all over that changed my mind on the subject. you guys are all awesome btw...)
I am however still gonna take a step back from everything and work on my own well being for the next few months. Things haven't been great and while yes I did try to seek professional help for my problems. They were terrible and only made things worse further colouring my opinion against such things. (the only one that can help me is me and that's what I'm working on and doing.)
Thank you all for your patience and understanding and as a way of apology I'm posting the entirety of 'An Hour After Midnight' up on here. (well part 1 technically since I'm very certain the story will continue beyond what has been done.)
I'm not sure when I'm coming round again. It could be months from now it could be tomorrow... I dunno
til then take care all and ta ta for now.
I am however still gonna take a step back from everything and work on my own well being for the next few months. Things haven't been great and while yes I did try to seek professional help for my problems. They were terrible and only made things worse further colouring my opinion against such things. (the only one that can help me is me and that's what I'm working on and doing.)
Thank you all for your patience and understanding and as a way of apology I'm posting the entirety of 'An Hour After Midnight' up on here. (well part 1 technically since I'm very certain the story will continue beyond what has been done.)
I'm not sure when I'm coming round again. It could be months from now it could be tomorrow... I dunno
til then take care all and ta ta for now.
New Art?
Posted 7 years agoPretty much everything new is gonna be going into scraps. Keep an eye out there but for the time being it'll be mostly wip stuff while I work out this new style. I'll be posting finished work when I get to that point buuuuut will still be in scraps most likely.
Kizzneth "weekly" update (K-wu)
Posted 7 years agoyes I'm alive still. had some scares that would have left me to the contrary but despite that I'm still here.
Art has... not been going well. As you could all probably tell by the lack of it on pretty much any gallery of mine. Essentially I blamed art for me getting in trouble in canada as the art I got in trouble over I had as refs for future art I wanted to do with them... ergo, the fault of my art. But I've been fighting through that trying to keep myself doing art. Mostly it's just impulse stuff and even then I can't finish anything... the pic today was the first thing I've finished in over a month.
That being said I do have outstanding commissions to several furs and I am eternally grateful for your patience. I need to sit down and think of a treat for you all for being so understanding of me and I still have everything and fully intend to do the work I've been commissioned to do. I will come through even after hell and some high water (it's been raining a lot where I'm living.)
As far as my personal side of life is going. I've become a cook at a buffet and recently got promoted to doing the asian foods which has been a blast. I'm getting paid fairly well and I recently got benefits.
I am going to be going to see a therapist asap.
At the behest of many of my close and not as close friends and many others I'm going to suck it up and go see a therapist (I still don't think they can help but will see) My issues have grown worse since the whole canada thing and the long distance relationship is really cutting into me.
let's see... I make enough now through work that I got a car. is nice to be able to drive myself around. It's a 2010 Subaru Impreza. I wanted a WRX STI model but hell nu I can't afford that atm. so hopefully next time. This car is nice though. It has heated windshield wipers. Bow before me peasants.
Currently I'm saving up to get an apartment of my own. not going to well yet but hopefully the new budget Mistress helped me set out will get me to my goal soon (also if I stop buying sex toys. >.< )
I've also started making plans to go to AC 2019 to give me something to look forward to.
And I've been saving money on the side to potentially get my first fursuit <3
That's about it for now... I hope to get the gallery a bit more full in the coming months...
oh oh! big thing. I've been exercising again. back up to running 3 miles... at times >.> still not doing it as often as I should be but I have hit a goal I set for myself putting me at the lowest weight I've been at in 8 years. (and like hell I'm telling you what that weight is :p ) I'm trying my best to keep at the diet and keep losing weight so I can hit my final goal and be the lowest weight I've been in my 'adult' life.
TL:DR doing well but having issues, hopefully going to AC 19, exercising to be a slim fusky and so far doing well at it, got a sexy car (not as sexy as I wanted but still nice) working as a chef, got health benefits and seeing therapist asap, saving for apartment and fursuit, I'm still alive
Art has... not been going well. As you could all probably tell by the lack of it on pretty much any gallery of mine. Essentially I blamed art for me getting in trouble in canada as the art I got in trouble over I had as refs for future art I wanted to do with them... ergo, the fault of my art. But I've been fighting through that trying to keep myself doing art. Mostly it's just impulse stuff and even then I can't finish anything... the pic today was the first thing I've finished in over a month.
That being said I do have outstanding commissions to several furs and I am eternally grateful for your patience. I need to sit down and think of a treat for you all for being so understanding of me and I still have everything and fully intend to do the work I've been commissioned to do. I will come through even after hell and some high water (it's been raining a lot where I'm living.)
As far as my personal side of life is going. I've become a cook at a buffet and recently got promoted to doing the asian foods which has been a blast. I'm getting paid fairly well and I recently got benefits.
I am going to be going to see a therapist asap.
At the behest of many of my close and not as close friends and many others I'm going to suck it up and go see a therapist (I still don't think they can help but will see) My issues have grown worse since the whole canada thing and the long distance relationship is really cutting into me.
let's see... I make enough now through work that I got a car. is nice to be able to drive myself around. It's a 2010 Subaru Impreza. I wanted a WRX STI model but hell nu I can't afford that atm. so hopefully next time. This car is nice though. It has heated windshield wipers. Bow before me peasants.
Currently I'm saving up to get an apartment of my own. not going to well yet but hopefully the new budget Mistress helped me set out will get me to my goal soon (also if I stop buying sex toys. >.< )
I've also started making plans to go to AC 2019 to give me something to look forward to.
And I've been saving money on the side to potentially get my first fursuit <3
That's about it for now... I hope to get the gallery a bit more full in the coming months...
oh oh! big thing. I've been exercising again. back up to running 3 miles... at times >.> still not doing it as often as I should be but I have hit a goal I set for myself putting me at the lowest weight I've been at in 8 years. (and like hell I'm telling you what that weight is :p ) I'm trying my best to keep at the diet and keep losing weight so I can hit my final goal and be the lowest weight I've been in my 'adult' life.
TL:DR doing well but having issues, hopefully going to AC 19, exercising to be a slim fusky and so far doing well at it, got a sexy car (not as sexy as I wanted but still nice) working as a chef, got health benefits and seeing therapist asap, saving for apartment and fursuit, I'm still alive
you have 118,798 fuuuuuuu...
Posted 7 years agoI don't keep up with new submissions as often as I should. Last time I went through 80,000 new submissions of things from a year of not doing so.
today I now have 118,000 new ones to go through cause I haven't kept up for a year and a half at this point ^^; so ummm.. yeah. lotta pron to go through.
An update on the fusky and such is what this journal is.
Still trying to make things work... Mistress Petrine and daddy Kyne both want me to stay around in the boston area so I'm trying to do that and I recently got an interview with a place to work as a cook. I passed apparently and start work saturday so that's a plus.
the minus is that it's only part time but hopefully I can slide into full time later on. Though this does give me a chance to try and get art going better since I'll still have time to work on it.
Speaking of art (yay segway) I'm still fighting and struggling to get through all this mess... I'm working on the current round of commissions and making some progress. I'll be opening for more around the end of the month hopefully and also will be hopefully posting news on a project I wanna do where I'll be doing a 12 page comic where 10 people get their own page to do whatever they please to a certain tied up and helpless fusky :p
other than that just trying to get back on my footpaws after being knocked down fairly hard...
TL:DR lotsa submissions to look at, got a job, art is going slow but still going, can get yummy pics and comics from me in late feb early march.
today I now have 118,000 new ones to go through cause I haven't kept up for a year and a half at this point ^^; so ummm.. yeah. lotta pron to go through.
An update on the fusky and such is what this journal is.
Still trying to make things work... Mistress Petrine and daddy Kyne both want me to stay around in the boston area so I'm trying to do that and I recently got an interview with a place to work as a cook. I passed apparently and start work saturday so that's a plus.
the minus is that it's only part time but hopefully I can slide into full time later on. Though this does give me a chance to try and get art going better since I'll still have time to work on it.
Speaking of art (yay segway) I'm still fighting and struggling to get through all this mess... I'm working on the current round of commissions and making some progress. I'll be opening for more around the end of the month hopefully and also will be hopefully posting news on a project I wanna do where I'll be doing a 12 page comic where 10 people get their own page to do whatever they please to a certain tied up and helpless fusky :p
other than that just trying to get back on my footpaws after being knocked down fairly hard...
TL:DR lotsa submissions to look at, got a job, art is going slow but still going, can get yummy pics and comics from me in late feb early march.
shower thoughts
Posted 8 years agoWhen I was but a young cub, I was kept in a harness on a leash when we went out in public
I rather liked it...
guess that explains a few things.
I rather liked it...
guess that explains a few things.
"New" Watchers
Posted 8 years agoFirst of all, Thank you very much to everyone who has watched me. It does mean a lot and I love to see new watchers and people interested in what I do.
I wanna do better for you all and give you the best art I can. Thank you very much for watching and I hope you enjoy the upcoming stuff.
That being said I tend to go through and thank everyone personally on a shout (unless their page says not to so I don't then) But I haven't been doing that for some time...
I still have every single new watcher notification so I can do that. Not gonna say how many but is quite a few.
Part of me getting myself straightened back out is going through and doing what I should have done as soon as you all first started watching which is to say, Thank you very very much for the watchings ^-^
p.s. you may have noticed I've changed my avatar recently. For those of you that don't know this character is saiyatho (saiya for short. sai for super short) It's an alter ego I've had for a long while. Saiya is the more dominant side of me and I've just not been feeling myself lately... so I may go around as Saiya for a bit... I dunno. but I just felt like having hir as my icon for a bit cause shi's pretty
I wanna do better for you all and give you the best art I can. Thank you very much for watching and I hope you enjoy the upcoming stuff.
That being said I tend to go through and thank everyone personally on a shout (unless their page says not to so I don't then) But I haven't been doing that for some time...
I still have every single new watcher notification so I can do that. Not gonna say how many but is quite a few.
Part of me getting myself straightened back out is going through and doing what I should have done as soon as you all first started watching which is to say, Thank you very very much for the watchings ^-^
p.s. you may have noticed I've changed my avatar recently. For those of you that don't know this character is saiyatho (saiya for short. sai for super short) It's an alter ego I've had for a long while. Saiya is the more dominant side of me and I've just not been feeling myself lately... so I may go around as Saiya for a bit... I dunno. but I just felt like having hir as my icon for a bit cause shi's pretty
