WITH THIS WEBSITE
AND ALL ITS BULLSHIT.

God dammit why don't they ban me already I talk bad about it all the time.
Anyone who actually dares to read this also ought to know

I run a blog over at forcefullymakingitup.tumblr.com

I'm done with this site
please get out of my fucking life.

BAN ME. I DARE YOU, ADMINS.

Once again I wonder why there is no option to destroy an existing account on FA

My life could be a lot better if I could remove myself from toxic websites. :v

I don't want to go

I don't want to go

It's going to be awkward as hell.
Just like last year
And I'll get intense desire to move to a city before I can even be able to afford MYSELF and then just get miserable.. Why do I have to love Seattle so damn much?

Ah well. I may hate my dad but if I play my cards right I may just be able to get him to buy me a lot of stuff.
Perhaps it's Spring Break for students in Washington, too. That'd be cool. I want to hang out with some edgy city kids that are my age.

I'd also really just like to lock lips with anyone and then spend all night with said anyone else in my bed, but I probably won't be getting that for a damn long time.

Shame. That stuff is really nice.

still don't have any games or whatnot

but that's okay. I have fire Emblem, and that by itself is time consuming.
I may have my xbox back Thursday. I hope I do.

My sisters are calling this coming week "hashtag no parents" and it's quite true.

oh yeah, I'm on pills now too. I've been telling my parents for a while now that I needed them, and I guess it took a big event to get that through to them.
Good for me.

FA isn't as much fun when you don't get to see porn.

But then again it's a hell of a lot easier to manage too.
(especially since I got my laptop taken away)


Speaking of that, got all my game consoles pardon my 3DS removed from my possession. Thank god I still had leftover money for Fire Emblem, otherwise I would not go home due to the sheer boredom that awaits me there. x___x
I really hope to get those back soon I'm having Dark Souls withdrawals. But then again it probably won't happen unless some greater being brings me a job opening. Y'Know, one that will actually lead to greater results. You'd think society would give a boy a break but apparently not.

oh, fun fact: Exactly week ago, I almost shot myself in the head. So I get to go to the physician tomorrow afternoon. And therapy every other week day.

May god watch over me for the next ordeal of my life.

Heavens know I'll need it.

The admins JUST NOW figured out I was only 17.

Did they get that by looking at my page? It seriously took them long enough to find out.
What the hell, guys. Seriously.


Now that I think about it though, I'm a little curious to know who tipped them off. I doubt someone would have said anything

Writing makes me sleepy

And as much as I want to get this new chapter down its really hard not to just fall asleep. -__-

MY PERSONAL BET IS ZERO.

HA

Anyhow
I've been getting into Kyary Pamyu Pamyu music. Apparently she just turned twenty and to celebrate wrote a song about it.

I want someone to play that song at MY twentieth birthday.

"But AJ that's three years from now nobody will remember. Or care."

Apparently if you have over 3k submissions they can't nuke them properly.

I THINK I SHOULD CHECK MY SUBMISSIONS MOAR BUT I'M TOO BUSY TUMBLING

I got the DLC when it came out but I'm just now playing it. LETS AVOID ALL THE MAIN QUESTS AND JUST EXPLORE GUYS

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND

I'm totally going to bang my internet husbando. Just you wait and see

EDIT

I AM NOW MISERABLE
LIKE I SERIOUSLY CRIED SO MANY TIMES PLAYING THAT

AND I CAN'T TALK TO MY IRL FRIENDS ABOUT IT BECAUSE THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND MY LOVE FOR FURRIES

I realized after watching Cartoons for about 7 hours yesterday that I REALLY like Regular Show and Adventure time. They're really easy to follow, and it surprises me that these are still kids' shows. I mean, they whip out guns in one episode of Regular Show and start shooting up the animatronic robots on the docks, and then launch an RPG into a boat.

...This isn't a kids' show.

Oh-
And Tumblr is making me really fucking horny and craving for attention. I really want to touch another male specimen right now. =___=

They made a dub for the opening in English!!
Shame the series didn't get too far though. :c

[yt]http://www.youtube.com/watch?featur.....YLzAr7sk#![yt]

Go check it out! I found a thing

This isn't a joke. For reals, no scary shit is gonna pop up like I thought it would.
go here.
http://thequietplaceproject.com/thequietplace

*that awkward moment when you realize all the characters you've recently fallen in love with are evil and eventually die*

If I thought that the previous endings for ME3 were depressing, I seriously misjudged.

The choice of 'refusal' in the very end of the game is just... Morbidly depressing.
FUCK THIS GAME, MAN. WHY ISN'T THERE A GOOD ENDING TO IT

My new Tumblr.

Feels are already on the floor.

I had an interesting day doing absolutely nothing.

And I caught myself thinking of you.
And that kinda made me depressed.

It's sad I can't get over it by now, seeing as you were over it so long ago.

It's been going on for a while, but my heart still just clenches whenever I think about you, and it really sucks.
I'd appreciate if you actually manage to read this.. And it'd feed my poisonous addiction if you actually found some part of yourself to talk to me.
And I hate to admit it, but I kinda miss you.

So yeah.
I'd love and hate it if you tried to drop me a line or two.
It won't do me any good, but... I never managed to get over what happened anyway.
Whatever.
I still fucking love you.

Interestingly enough

It's BORING


I DON''T HAS A LIFE
(forever sad)

Whenever I do have a life I'm always thinking about if I didn't have one, and when I don't have one, I'm thinking out having one and all the times in between I wish I had a job.

...Viscious circle is what is is...

So yeah.
Teeth, tongue, lips...

He tasted like beer.
(it was worth it though)

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No .

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- No
Been arrested? --- No
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- No
Slept in until 5 PM? --- No
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- Yes
Ran a red light? --- No
Been suspended from school? --- No
Experienced love at first sight? --- No
Totalled your car in an accident? --- No
Been fired from a job? --- No
Fired somebody? --- No
Sang karaoke? --- Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? --- No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- No
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? ---Yes
Kissed in the rain? --- No
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Yes
Seen someone die? --- No
Played spin-the-bottle? --- No
Sang in the shower? --- Yes
Sat on a rooftop? --- Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- No
Skipped school? --- Yes
Eaten a bug? --- No
Sleepwalked? --- No
Walked a moonlit beach?--- Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? --- Yes
Dumped someone? --- No
Forgotten your anniversary? --- No
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- No
Ridden on a helicopter? --- No
Shaved your head? --- No
Blacked out from drinking? --- No
Played a prank on someone? --- Yes
Hit a home run? --- No
Felt like killing someone? --- Yes
Cross-dressed? --- Yes
Been falling-down drunk? --- No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? ---No
Eaten a snake? --- No
Marched/Protested? --- No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- Yes
Puked on amusement ride? --- No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- Yes
Been in a band? --- No
Knitted? --- No
Been on TV? --- Yes
Shot a gun? --- Yes
Skinny-dipped? --- Yes
Caused someone to need stitches? --- Yes
Ridden a surfboard? --- Yes
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- Yes
Had surgery? --- Yes
Streaked? --- Yes
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- No
Passed out when not drinking? --- Yes
Peed on a bush? ---Yes
Donated Blood? --- No
Grabbed electric fence? --- No
Eaten alligator meat? --- No
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- No
Peed your pants in public? --- Yes
Written graffiti? --- No
Still love someone you shouldn't --- Yes
Think about the future? --- Yes
Been in handcuffs? --- Yes
Believe in love? --- Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- yes

I dedicate this song to all my furries out there.

Just in case you don't know my favorite English singer yet.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZweDwbJ_Ic
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1. Do you sleep naked?
Rarely

2. Do you sleep with socks on?
Never

3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
depends on the intimacy

4. Do you enjoy drama?
No. It's pointless and stupid.

5. Are you a manly man?
Are you kidding?

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
my sister

7. Small or large package?
Fed Ex refused to ship it... So idk. 8I

8. Are you short?
fuck no.

9. Do you like somebody?
...yeah.

10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
Fuck facebook.

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
YES

12. Do you think you’re conceited?
Not at all

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Every year! :D

14. Are you double jointed?
lolwhut

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
under a tree

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Not with weird intentions...

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
probably... But I dunno.

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
nope. That's what people do to me instead.

19. How many boys will read this just because it says "Boy Confessions"?
Speaking since I didn't name it that.....

[ ] I wear make up.
[x] I have cried in a movie theater.
[x] I can brush my teeth without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[x] I like techno.
[ ] I like country.
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[xxxx] Boys are confusing.
[ ] I've been called a bad influence.
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

Come on fellas, be truthful!

1. What color is your underwear?
plaid

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired boys?
light


3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
...fuck off.

4. What's one thing a boy can do to make you like them?
...touch me the right way. >///>

5. Do you have a best friend?
like, five. :I

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
...mhm

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Been there, done that. (ears)

8. Do you like your life?
not really

10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
no, but I've never had one to begin with.

11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
nope

12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Girls. Boys are dicks.

14. Have you ever slapped anybody in the face?
mhm

15. What are your biggest fears?
...I don't think I wish to share.

16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
....

17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Fuck you.

18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
yup

19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
My good feelings always end up as shitty endings, so I try not to act on them anymore.

20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
who doesn't?

21. Are you currently missing someone?
...You really piss me off.

THIS BOY OR THAT BOY? PICK ONE:

Cowboy or Gangster? - cowboy

Preppy or Punk? - preppy

Face or Body? - Face

Good cook or take you out a lot? - Chef

Sweet or sexy? - Sexy

Armani or Abercrombie? - Armani

Contacts or glasses? - Glasses