Possible story??
Posted 9 years agoHello everyone. I know I haven't really done much in a LONG LONG time...about maybe a year ago? Sorry about that...but life happens.
I am thinking about doing another possible story, but would need another male along with my male skunk. If you are interested, please note me a ref and a description of their personality.
It would be a hiking, outdoor, random fuck kind of thing, but the personality would be VERY useful still.
Thank you :)
I am thinking about doing another possible story, but would need another male along with my male skunk. If you are interested, please note me a ref and a description of their personality.
It would be a hiking, outdoor, random fuck kind of thing, but the personality would be VERY useful still.
Thank you :)
A quick yes or no question/survey for me.
Posted 10 years agoI am thinking about getting a Prince Albert piercing.
Yes or no? lol that is all. Please just put yes or no in the comments below.
Yes or no? lol that is all. Please just put yes or no in the comments below.
*sighs* Another venting journal
Posted 10 years agoI was spending time on the couple of furry dating sites I am trying out. Couple meaning FX and furrymate.com.
Well, when spending time on there, I realized after the past couple years that there aren't a whole lot of single females that I have noticed. It makes trying to find someone that is ok with me being a furry that much harder along with nearly impossible seeing as I don't really know a whole lot of people.
*sighs*
Finding a special someone for the rest of your life is hard in the first place. I just HAD to make it harder
*cuddles my pillow*
Well, when spending time on there, I realized after the past couple years that there aren't a whole lot of single females that I have noticed. It makes trying to find someone that is ok with me being a furry that much harder along with nearly impossible seeing as I don't really know a whole lot of people.
*sighs*
Finding a special someone for the rest of your life is hard in the first place. I just HAD to make it harder
*cuddles my pillow*
Feelings come out eventually, whether good, bad, or both.
Posted 10 years agoI've realized while watching lots of anime (I get really into them so shush >.<) and thinking for myself after so long of not doing it that I was becoming someone I had always hated...being sad and alone because of my own doing.
While sitting here, I was thinking of one person and how she helped me become the person I am today. I am forever thankful and unintentionally in debt to her because of her being her. I'm not meaning that I only do things for her because I feel like I have to to make up for it, but because I want to. I have had really strong feelings for her for a VERY long time and they only get stronger as days pass by. She is my best friend and I wish I had the strength and courage to tell her how I truly feel. I want to be able to prove to her (while also finding out if she feels the same way for me or not) that I am who I am today because of her and always keep improving as time ticks away.
I sent her a really long text explaining the previous paragraph, minus the true feelings for her part. I am afraid of losing her if I do tell her and going back to who I used to be. I don't want to lose her, and always want to be by her side. I don't want to be without her in my life. I just wish I knew how she felt about me and that they were the same, if not stronger toward me. It bothers me thinking of losing her and not being by her side while we are states apart because of the profession I have chosen.
This might be what true love feels like, and I really like it, but also despise it at the same time. I can't help it. As I sent her that text and am writing this now, I have a big smile on my face, my heart thumping, but also a pit in my stomach filled with butterflies, fear, and lonelyness.
I wish I was a stronger individual that deserved her love back. Someone that she truly deserves, because she truly deserves the best. She is always striving to better herself and doing the best she can at the same time.
Sometimes I have tears rolling down my face as I try to sleep knowing I can't see her for a while because of my choices, and wanting to be there for her no matter what. Being by her side truly motivates me to do my best. Being that one person when everyone else turns away, she will look at and be happy in an instant...like I am when I hear her voice, see a text from her, or see her pictures online.
While sitting here, I was thinking of one person and how she helped me become the person I am today. I am forever thankful and unintentionally in debt to her because of her being her. I'm not meaning that I only do things for her because I feel like I have to to make up for it, but because I want to. I have had really strong feelings for her for a VERY long time and they only get stronger as days pass by. She is my best friend and I wish I had the strength and courage to tell her how I truly feel. I want to be able to prove to her (while also finding out if she feels the same way for me or not) that I am who I am today because of her and always keep improving as time ticks away.
I sent her a really long text explaining the previous paragraph, minus the true feelings for her part. I am afraid of losing her if I do tell her and going back to who I used to be. I don't want to lose her, and always want to be by her side. I don't want to be without her in my life. I just wish I knew how she felt about me and that they were the same, if not stronger toward me. It bothers me thinking of losing her and not being by her side while we are states apart because of the profession I have chosen.
This might be what true love feels like, and I really like it, but also despise it at the same time. I can't help it. As I sent her that text and am writing this now, I have a big smile on my face, my heart thumping, but also a pit in my stomach filled with butterflies, fear, and lonelyness.
I wish I was a stronger individual that deserved her love back. Someone that she truly deserves, because she truly deserves the best. She is always striving to better herself and doing the best she can at the same time.
Sometimes I have tears rolling down my face as I try to sleep knowing I can't see her for a while because of my choices, and wanting to be there for her no matter what. Being by her side truly motivates me to do my best. Being that one person when everyone else turns away, she will look at and be happy in an instant...like I am when I hear her voice, see a text from her, or see her pictures online.
Well...I will be offline for a while.
Posted 11 years agoI am officially joining the United States Air Force. I will have my phone tomorrow, but will not be going on here. So until I go to sleep (if I do,) than this will be the last time I am online until I get to my tech school.
I am glad to have met all my friends on here. So if you have anything to say to me that is important. Whether it be you missing me, questions, or anything else really than comment on here and I will hopefully reply to your comments before I no longer have electronics and the interwebs available to me.
I am glad to have met all my friends on here. So if you have anything to say to me that is important. Whether it be you missing me, questions, or anything else really than comment on here and I will hopefully reply to your comments before I no longer have electronics and the interwebs available to me.
What the hell am I doing with my life?
Posted 11 years agoOne of my closest cousins is just a couple months younger than me found love and she is already married. My best friend Ashley just sent me a text saying that her and her bf are going to announce to her mom that they are engaged. I was also the best man for another friends wedding two falls ago.
What the hell am I doing with my life that everyone around me is finding love while I am just stuck here alone, miserable, and in the damn dark? I mean I do the best I can to well...be me, have gone on a couple dates, but afterwards I get nothing more than a hug and a text a few days later saying "Thank you for taking me out to dinner, but in case you were wondering...I am glad we are friends and nothing more because than that would be weird." Shit like that and it hurts, it really does hurt. After getting it so many times...I just don't really believe that I will find that one woman for me, start a family with a couple kids, and become a happy family. I honestly really can't believe it anymore and it really sucks.
Fuck this shit....
What the hell am I doing with my life that everyone around me is finding love while I am just stuck here alone, miserable, and in the damn dark? I mean I do the best I can to well...be me, have gone on a couple dates, but afterwards I get nothing more than a hug and a text a few days later saying "Thank you for taking me out to dinner, but in case you were wondering...I am glad we are friends and nothing more because than that would be weird." Shit like that and it hurts, it really does hurt. After getting it so many times...I just don't really believe that I will find that one woman for me, start a family with a couple kids, and become a happy family. I honestly really can't believe it anymore and it really sucks.
Fuck this shit....
I should be dead 0.0;;;;;
Posted 11 years ago[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the opposite sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[x] tried drugs
TOTAL: 10
[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[X] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] gotten into a fight
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die.
TOTAL: 19
[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[x] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL: 28
[x] been to a wild party.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL: 35
[x] dressed gothic
[] dressed lolita
[] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[] been too drunk to remember anything
[] blacked out
[] fainted
[x] laughed at someones pain
[x] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL: 41
[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[x] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 51
[] considered Ludicrous your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[x] cruised on mail
[x] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[x] gone to court
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] lied about your age
TOTAL: 59
[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[x] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[ ] licked a stranger
[] been verbally harassed
[] been physically harassed
TOTAL: 64
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[x] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test
GRAND: 74
If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 20...Write [I'm bad kid]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a bad influence]
If You Have More Than 40...Write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have More Than 50… Write [I should be in jail]
If you have More Than 60...Write [I should be shot]
If You Have More Than 70...Write [I should be dead]
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the opposite sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[x] tried drugs
TOTAL: 10
[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[X] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] gotten into a fight
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die.
TOTAL: 19
[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[x] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL: 28
[x] been to a wild party.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL: 35
[x] dressed gothic
[] dressed lolita
[] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[] been too drunk to remember anything
[] blacked out
[] fainted
[x] laughed at someones pain
[x] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL: 41
[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[x] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 51
[] considered Ludicrous your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[x] cruised on mail
[x] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[x] gone to court
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] lied about your age
TOTAL: 59
[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[x] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[ ] licked a stranger
[] been verbally harassed
[] been physically harassed
TOTAL: 64
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[x] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test
GRAND: 74
If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 20...Write [I'm bad kid]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a bad influence]
If You Have More Than 40...Write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have More Than 50… Write [I should be in jail]
If you have More Than 60...Write [I should be shot]
If You Have More Than 70...Write [I should be dead]
Happy skunk is happy
Posted 12 years agoGot called for an interview for a job at a Marathon gas station tomorrow morning at 10:15. I can't wait ^u^ Sure that means my current manager would have a bit more trouble of working around my schedule...but that doesn't matter because it will actually be easier on her since I would be doing 3rds I hope.
Well this skunk is going to have a LONG night tonight...
Posted 12 years agoTwo of my friends are having a house party tonight. Well...I get out of work from 1:30-10pm. When I get out, am getting a quick bite to eat, change, grab the dips, and head on over. I will not be driving home tonight, and that is 100% positive. I shall be a drunk skunk tonight ^u^ With some friends, couple people I don't know, food, booze, and staying up all night...can't complain about that lol
So you all have a good night!!!! If you have my number, text me if you want to chat. If you don't then.....I can't really do anything about that. 0.0
So you all have a good night!!!! If you have my number, text me if you want to chat. If you don't then.....I can't really do anything about that. 0.0
Since I am 21, I can finally do something that I want to do
Posted 12 years agoand that is throw darts on the dart league with my father, brother, and uncle. It will be very fun and eventful. Every Wednesday when the league starts from 7-11/12am at the bar, throwing darts, and having a couple beers. Will be loads of fun playing cricket, 101, and another game that I can't think of at the moment.
What is better than having a tail?
Posted 12 years agoA FREE TAIL!!!
Click the link below to get a chance to enter a free tail raffle. Hurry though...it ends tomorrow.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4779010/
Click the link below to get a chance to enter a free tail raffle. Hurry though...it ends tomorrow.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4779010/
TMI TUESDAY!! Ask me all you want ^u^
Posted 12 years agoYup..its that day of the week again. You know what to do...so ask away you crazy furries!! ^3^
Free Art!!
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4594278/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4594278/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4594278/
Check out the journal!! Very good artist is in the link ^u^ it is Sigil.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4594278/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4594278/
Check out the journal!! Very good artist is in the link ^u^ it is Sigil.
ITS MY BIRFFDAY!!!
Posted 12 years agoThis skunk is now 21!!! Had my first 3 LEGAL drinks with my dad, twin brother (not a furry), and future step mom at a couple different bars. I honestly could not have asked for a better way to spend it than with my family, for my first couple legal drinks that is.
I did learn something though. That if you have a couple drinks of liquor and then a beer...it doesn't sit well in the tummy. So had a drink that was crantasia and something else which is 2% alcohol in it and settles your tummy down. :)
Well...this skunk is now off to bed so nini everyone! You all have a good day. I get to go to the Secretary of State tomorrow and get a new license plate AND place a job application in at the local Uno's restaurant because I was fired from my full time job after working there for only 9 days....
I did learn something though. That if you have a couple drinks of liquor and then a beer...it doesn't sit well in the tummy. So had a drink that was crantasia and something else which is 2% alcohol in it and settles your tummy down. :)
Well...this skunk is now off to bed so nini everyone! You all have a good day. I get to go to the Secretary of State tomorrow and get a new license plate AND place a job application in at the local Uno's restaurant because I was fired from my full time job after working there for only 9 days....
Going to be away for the weekend.
Posted 12 years agoI am going down to Dayton, Ohio with my grandparents for a couple days. We are having a spontaneous trip to the air force museum there.
So if you want to talk to me, then the only way for that would be if you have my cell phone number to text me. If not then it will have to wait for me to be back Tuesday night.
Much tail hugs and glompings,
Dozer the Skunk
So if you want to talk to me, then the only way for that would be if you have my cell phone number to text me. If not then it will have to wait for me to be back Tuesday night.
Much tail hugs and glompings,
Dozer the Skunk
Anime reviews are coming back but with a twist...
Posted 12 years agoI will be doing a video on youtube using a picture from the anime (or a random picture I find online that is PG rated and would fit the mood) that I am doing the review on with my voice. I will be posting the link here until I can figure out how to get the video able to be watched on this page.
So...since that is coming up...would like some feedback on the video on youtube preferably since those would be easier to manage maybe...I hope so anyway lol.
I hope that you all will like them.
Also before I forget...if there is anything you want me to bring up for an outline of what to say in the review, than PLEASE let me know so I can make sure to give the best quality review I can.
Sincerely,
Dozer
P.S. If I pick the anime you wanted me to review (which will be from netflix for now) I will be sure to mention your name ^3^ yay for shoutouts X3. Oh and donations are always welcome because it would go for me getting a better microphone (will be using my webcam mic) so the sound is WAY better.
So...since that is coming up...would like some feedback on the video on youtube preferably since those would be easier to manage maybe...I hope so anyway lol.
I hope that you all will like them.
Also before I forget...if there is anything you want me to bring up for an outline of what to say in the review, than PLEASE let me know so I can make sure to give the best quality review I can.
Sincerely,
Dozer
P.S. If I pick the anime you wanted me to review (which will be from netflix for now) I will be sure to mention your name ^3^ yay for shoutouts X3. Oh and donations are always welcome because it would go for me getting a better microphone (will be using my webcam mic) so the sound is WAY better.
Tag meme? I think so ^3^
Posted 12 years agoThe Rules:
1. Copy this journal and title it as "Spread the Love".
2. Tag everyone you care for and love.
3. If anyone you tagged tags you back, hug the shit out of them.
4. Send a shout to who you tagged with a link to your journal and saying: "you have been tagged". "You are loved!"
KibblesNBits
skyvanity
shushikitty
ladyducky
This is only some of all the ones I love ^3^
1. Copy this journal and title it as "Spread the Love".
2. Tag everyone you care for and love.
3. If anyone you tagged tags you back, hug the shit out of them.
4. Send a shout to who you tagged with a link to your journal and saying: "you have been tagged". "You are loved!"




This is only some of all the ones I love ^3^
Again? Ok...sounds good....TMI TUESDAY EVERYONE!!!
Posted 12 years agoAsk me anything you want and I shall answer them all to the best of my ability ^3^
*sits and waits for questions...hopefully more than the 3 last time*
ENTERTAIN ME!!!!
*sits and waits for questions...hopefully more than the 3 last time*
ENTERTAIN ME!!!!
Sure...why not... TMI Tuesday!
Posted 12 years agoThe first time I am doing this...so yea.
Enjoy you furs ^3^
Enjoy you furs ^3^
Pay it forward- free art chance/ free fursuit feet/sock paw
Posted 12 years agoTo all of the artists out there that want some money...
Posted 12 years agoIf I were to post a picture of what the back of my phone case looks like and have measurements...would someone be able to do a drawing of my fursona for a sticker on it? Just the head...not the whole body...or a chibi body at least ahaha
If so, we can discuss a price because that would be REALLY sweet ^3^
If so, we can discuss a price because that would be REALLY sweet ^3^
Bedroom meme time!!!
Posted 12 years agoBorrowed without asking or the intent of returning from
skyvanity
Do you have the following in your bedroom?
Condoms:
Nope
Cell phone:
Yes
Book shelf:
A couple
Couch:
No
Futon:
Correct
Computer/laptop:
Yea
Pictures:
Sort of?
Mirror:
No
Skateboard:
Always =3
Bed:
No
Smoke detector:
Nope
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums:
A guitar
Blacklight:
Not yet
Lava Lamp:
Not yet
CDs:
of course ^3^
Flag:
Yes
Stop sign/any sign:
Yes...don't ask how I got it >.>
Paintball gun:
Nope
Real Gun:
Yup ^3^
Cigarettes:
Nope...quit a while ago
Pot:
Used to but I quit that before smoking cigarettes lol
Any drugs:
Got allergy meds lol
Alcohol:
Not until I am 21..then will just be a bottle of scotch for a glass at the end of the day.
Books:
Of course...I'm not THAT cool that I don't have books X3
ps3:
No...I ish poor
Xbox:
Broken disk drive...but yes
Gamecube:
Notta
Stereo:
Yup...sucks though
Gum:
Nope
How many windows do you have in your room:
2
What is the color of your walls?
Pink...I live with my grandparents and this used to be my aunts room so yea
Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?
Depends on what I have to do
What's on your walls?
Dust, marks, shadows, paint, dry wall X3
Has the opposite sex been in your room before?
Yup
Has the opposite sex been on your bed?
Well..my bed is my futon, so yes
Has the opposite sex slept in your bed?
Yes
Ever had sex in your bed?
No because I respect my grandparents too much to have sex in their house hold that they are letting me live in for free.
Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you?
My kitty cat (:
Do you like your bedroom:
I like my old one better (at my dads)

Do you have the following in your bedroom?
Condoms:
Nope
Cell phone:
Yes
Book shelf:
A couple
Couch:
No
Futon:
Correct
Computer/laptop:
Yea
Pictures:
Sort of?
Mirror:
No
Skateboard:
Always =3
Bed:
No
Smoke detector:
Nope
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums:
A guitar
Blacklight:
Not yet
Lava Lamp:
Not yet
CDs:
of course ^3^
Flag:
Yes
Stop sign/any sign:
Yes...don't ask how I got it >.>
Paintball gun:
Nope
Real Gun:
Yup ^3^
Cigarettes:
Nope...quit a while ago
Pot:
Used to but I quit that before smoking cigarettes lol
Any drugs:
Got allergy meds lol
Alcohol:
Not until I am 21..then will just be a bottle of scotch for a glass at the end of the day.
Books:
Of course...I'm not THAT cool that I don't have books X3
ps3:
No...I ish poor
Xbox:
Broken disk drive...but yes
Gamecube:
Notta
Stereo:
Yup...sucks though
Gum:
Nope
How many windows do you have in your room:
2
What is the color of your walls?
Pink...I live with my grandparents and this used to be my aunts room so yea
Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?
Depends on what I have to do
What's on your walls?
Dust, marks, shadows, paint, dry wall X3
Has the opposite sex been in your room before?
Yup
Has the opposite sex been on your bed?
Well..my bed is my futon, so yes
Has the opposite sex slept in your bed?
Yes
Ever had sex in your bed?
No because I respect my grandparents too much to have sex in their house hold that they are letting me live in for free.
Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you?
My kitty cat (:
Do you like your bedroom:
I like my old one better (at my dads)
Want to be in a comic for free?
Posted 12 years agoWell click the link below and enter ^3^
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4119613/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4119613/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4119613/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4119613/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4119613/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4119613/
For the ones that voted for Obama for 4 more years...
Posted 13 years agoMy personal opinion but...
Posted 13 years agoI really do hope that Romney wins (:
No...not trying to get attention or start an argument. This is just my opinion after hearing both sides since 3 weeks before the first debate.
Good day everyone. Oh and all you eligible voters out there...do vote, it is your right (:
No...not trying to get attention or start an argument. This is just my opinion after hearing both sides since 3 weeks before the first debate.
Good day everyone. Oh and all you eligible voters out there...do vote, it is your right (: