My brother left for basics today at 1pm. I miss him so much and he knows it thankfully. It is just so hard to know that I wont get to see my twin brother until mid April. I can honestly say that I will be crying myself to sleep for the next few nights...if I go to sleep that is.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3178041/

Go there! She does great work

The bad news is the fan on my laptop has died so I wont be streaming anytime soon until that is ordered and replaced. Thankfully it is just a lot of screws and no sautering required...but then I need to make sure all the screws don't get lost. Ugh

Now for the good news...
I am officially apart of the Paws Up Radio team c: Got it all settled and in a couple weeks I will have my first live show. It will most likely be at a REALLY late time. Once more details about that are known I will let you guys know and hope to have all you caring furs listen in and have fun c:

and am planning on actually using it other than just for subscribing to different channels for their videos and updates.

I am thinking of just answering random questions that you and others ask me c:

Since I am forever alone XD I am starting here since this is where I have a lot of people noticing me...YAY I'm Noticed!! ahaha

Anyways...if you want a question answered...preferably nothing adult and nothing that I have to do a lot of research on so general knowledge then ask away and I will make a video of it.

http://www.youtube.com/user/americanwitch

That is my channel so ask questions fellow furs and help one not be bored lol

I know no one is perfect no matter what people say or think. Which also means that no one can ever truly be the perfect parent no matter how hard they try. It is hard work raising kids of your own and so just sticking with them for better or worse means a lot to your kids.

Listen to the song while reading the rest...I will say why at the end of the journal.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yrokWXe0tfI

The reason why I mention all that is because there is someone very dear to me that I know I could not make it past high school without his help, guidance, love, and always there when I need someone to just talk to. That person is my father, Jeffrey ******** (not saying last name so HA XD). I can easily think of moments where him and me have said things to each other that really hurt and sadly those things can not be unsaid. What we can do though is grow past those weak moments and our love is stronger than ever.

We talk like adults to each other, am not embarrassed to hug my dad in public with or without friends around or say that I love him around others. He is the type of guy that is easy to get a long with, has a caring heart, great sense of humor, and is just fun to be around. I remember back when I was in 6th grade, he had taught me and my brother all he knows about computers (and still does with what else he learns) so my brother and me had built our very own computer. We uploaded the OP which was Windows XP and had set every little thing up for it to run as good as it can.

Now what you might be thinking is 2 things 1)Is he sick or dead? No he is in perfect health and 2) Whyd you have me listen to that song? It is the first song that I remember. My dad and I would sing it in the car when ever it came on for either CD, cassette, or just the radio. When ever I listen to that song, no matter how depressed I am, I get a huge smile on my face, tears in my eyes and know that he is always by my side even if he is in a different city or what ever.

I truly do love my father more than a lot of people love their fathers because they never had that special bond like my father and I do. We hunt, go to concerts, listen to a lot of the same music (He is why I listen to a lot of the stuff I do), fish, camp, and even just driving around (the reason why I like to drive so much). I know I am not the best son, in fact I am far from it but I hope he knows how much I truly appreciate what all he has done and will do for me later in life. Like I said, I love my father and I know for a fact that when he does pass away, I will be in tears for quite a while. I know death will come show its ugly face and take him away, just I don't want to ever lose my father. Not going to lie, as I type this I have a tear in my eye knowing that most likely he will go before me (age).

I guess what I am trying to get at after all that emotional stuff is that your parents truly love you no matter what. Sure they might not like if you are gay (mine dont know yet so shush lol), a furry (he knows that), or just not into the same stuff as them but if they truly loved you than they will be proud knowing that you are being who you want to be and doing what you want with your life and the fact that you are happy. So the meaning for all of that is...don't take your parents or anyone for granted because we all know what happens to everyone at some point in their lives.

*sighs*
I am hoping I don't make people mad, sad, upset, angry, depressed, or anything but good feelings

*hugs*
And don't worry, we are doing fine so no need to panic. I will let you know when it is panic time.

Oh and just for reading the WHOLE thing (I am going by honesty) I will draw you a headshot of anything you want. You comment on here saying I read it all, your thoughts if you have any you want to share publicly, and then your ref and other info for the headshot.

You can also PM me your thoughts if you don't want any other furs but this trusty skunk to know that you have feelings =3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUqTuBWhhNI

If you look at 1:05, above the blonde with a purple shirt and jeans. I am the one with the black shirt with a white print on it.

That was an AMAZING concert for sure...and it was free for me to get the VIP up there. It rained and it was awesomesauce.

I am actually seen quite a few times in it ahaha. My throat killed after that but it was worth it.

And they are skrillexs old and new ones.

THEY ARE AMAZINGSAUCE!! I love it c:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:24138751

read about it when following the link

I made it through flu season without even a cold this year. I was so happy about it and still am but my dads finances grandson has a VERY contagious bug where you have violent vomiting and the runs.
So this skunk might not be real talkative for the next few days.

It is so contagious though that when her grandson was in the hospital after a fire, they had to shut down a whole wing because all the nurses were calling in sick...woo...

So I am about to go to he store to get some orange juice and gatorade. Trust me, you do NOT want to wish this on your enemies.

I am doing the P90 test thing. My dad has the dvds of the first P90 that was available to the public and I am doing that. So far on the second day, I have completed two extremely tiring work outs but after 88 more days, I will be in a completely better shape both mentally and physically. I can't wait to see the final product. Actually I think I am going to take a before and after picture just so I can see the difference and possibly post them on here if FA will allow a shirtless male picture ahaha.

If not then I will just go to paint and make some furry ears and a tail in it XD

I get REALLY depressed at times in my life. Normal people do so nothing to worry about...I hope *sweat face* xP

Well my brother, father, and mother have always been supportive...brother occasionally an aggravater but the majority of the time he isn't (we are twins lol),

Anyway, to show them my appreciation (and as bonding time for my brother and father since he used to take us to concerts when he could for bonding). I am saving money up to buy three tickets to see Trans Siberian Orchestra live in December of 2012. I am not sure what I am going to do for my mother but it will be equally as special.

So if anyone wants to mail me some money to help pay for the stuff, just note me for my address.

Thank you all for reading this.

Sincerely,
Kleid223 aka Dozer

Neon sign raffle!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:23566541
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:23566541

Come and join in on the fun c:

http://www.livestream.com/dozersartsystuff
http://www.livestream.com/dozersartsystuff
http://www.livestream.com/dozersartsystuff

Hope you can all make it c:

I will be posting a journal and a submission with the link for you all to click and watch and have fun c:

Remember....it is the holidays so they will be holiday themed and I just might draw one with some "extra stuff" generally found in adult pictures ahaha

SQUEEE!!!!

Ok, let me start from the beginning *trying to calm down*. My dad took his girlfriend, my twin brother, and me out to dinner tonight. Thinking that we have all had dinner together before, nothing special you know? WELL.....after we all place our orders, my dad tells my brother and me to look at Kathy's left hand (his girlfriend)....they are engaged and I will have an AMAZING step mom =3

If you all can remember what I am about to quote from the animaniacs....."Shes a nice lady" thank you Dot for being so cute and unforgettable with your quotes.

If I know you in real life...like we can easily hangout and/or we are friends on facebook...DO NOT POST OR TELL ANYONE!! I just had to tell my friends and fellow furs about something good that is happening in my life.

I draw. Well lately I have been in the mood for trying at writing a clean, romantic, furry story. Depending on how it goes it might end up as a series.

I can easily tell you that it will involve some of my own emotions but all characters (other than the main) are strictly fictional and are not intended to be anyone else...sorry if that makes you sad but still I hope that doesn't stop you from reading.

If any of you have ideas of characters, settings, time, etc. would be nice.

Have a good night/day :)

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2972498/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2972498/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2972498/


GO TO THE JOURNAL POSTED ABOVE FAST!!!!!!! *squeee*

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2964659/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2964659/

 savageturtlestudios is having a drawing for someone to get a free tail, will it be you? who knows!

If you're under the age of 12 you shouldnt even read this; and if you do, you should not repost.

Just because you were born in 97 doest mean you're a 90s kid. ... It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons -I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90s just wont cut it.

You're a 90s kid if, You remember watching: -Kenan and Kel -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rocko's Modern Life -Animaniacs -Gargoyles -Tom and Jerry [when they didnt talk] -Hey Arnold -Out of the Box -Bear in the Big Blue House

You've ever ended a sentence with the word PSYCHE! You just cant resist finishing this: "In west Philadelphia born and raised...

You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.

When everything was settled by:

-rock paper scissors or -bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or -miss mary mack

When kick ball was something you did everyday!!

You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.

You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.

You always wanted to send in a tape to Americas Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.

You remember watching: -The Magic School Bus -Wishbone -Reading Rainbow -Ghostwriter on PBS

You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.

And you played with Silly Puddy and Sticky Tac that you stole from the teachers walls.

You remember those Where's Waldo books.

Those awesome Buzz Lightyear shoes that light up.

You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gum

You remember watching: -The 1st Batman -Aladdin -Ninja Turtles -Ghost Busters

You remember Ring Pops!!!

If you remember when every thing was da BOMB!

You remember boom boxes vs. cd players

You played and/or collected Pogs

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere u went

You watched the original cartoons of -Rugrats -Wild Thornberrys -Power Rangers -Rocket Power.

All your school supplies were Lisa Frank brand

If you collected those: -Beanie Babies -Yu Gi Oh and Pokemon cards -Coins with the states on them -Carebears -Silver dollars, which were cool to have

Everyone watched the WB

If you even know what an original walkman is..

You know the Macarena by heart

"Talk to the hand". . .enough said.

You went to McDonalds to play in the play place

Before the MySpace frenzy...

Before the Internet & text messaging...

Before Sidekicks & iPods ...

Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360...

Before Spongebob...

When light up sneakers were cool and you had spiral spring shoelaces

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs

When gas was $1.

When we recorded stuff on VCR

You had slap bracelets!

You actually played outside until it was dark!

Way back-Before we realized all this would eventually disappear

ONLY REPOST IF YOU SMILED AT AT LEAST HALF OF THESE THINGS BECAUSE THEY BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES. The good old days! <333

Do you furs like great art?
Do you also enjoy knowing a friendly artist?

Well look no further because this has both of this in one package. I am talking about  saracorgi . She is really amazing and REALLY friendly. I remember when we first started talking and since then we have been talking non stop and she even did a picture for me that I would GLADLY be able to show you...in her gallery that is.

So go look at Corgi's art, trust me, she is WONDERFUL!!!

I stole this from  saracorgi
1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No .

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!


Kissed any one of your Online friends? --- no
Been arrested? --- no
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- Yes
Slept in until 5 PM? --- Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- Yes
Ran a red light? --- Yes
Been suspended from school? --- No
Experienced love at first sight? --- Yes
Totalled your car in an accident? --- No...but close xP
Been fired from a job? --- Yes...
Fired somebody? --- No
Sang karaoke? --- yes
Pointed a gun at someone? --- Yes.
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- yes
Kissed in the rain? --- yes
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- yes
Seen someone die? --- yes
Played spin-the-bottle? --- yes
Sang in the shower? --- Yes
Smoked a cigar? --- No
Sat on a rooftop? --- yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- yes
Skipped school? --- Yes
Eaten a bug? --- yes
Sleepwalked? --- yes
Walked a moonlit beach? --- yes
Ridden a motorcycle? --- yes
Dumped someone? --- yes
Forgotten your anniversary? --- yes
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- Yea xP
Ridden on a helicopter? --- No
Shaved your head? --- No
Blacked out from drinking? --- No
Played a prank on someone? --- Yes
Hit a home run? --- No
Felt like killing someone? --- Yes
Cross-dressed? --- Yes
Been falling-down drunk? --- No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- Yes
Eaten snake? --- No
Marched/Protested? --- Yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- No
Puked on an amusement ride? --- No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- Yes
Been in a band? --- Yes (high school band class, jazz band, and marching band xP)
Knitted? --- yes
Been on TV? --- Yes
Shot a gun? --- yes
Skinny-dipped? --- Yes
Caused someone to need stitches? --- No, staples..
Ridden a surfboard? --- No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- Yes
Had surgery? --- Yes
Streaked? --- No
Taken by ambulance to hospital? ---No
Passed out when not drinking? --- yes
Peed on a bush? --- yes
Donated Blood? --- yes
Grabbed electric fence? --- yes
Eaten alligator meat? --- Sadly no
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- Yes
Peed your pants in public? --- Yes
Written graffiti? --- yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- No
Think about the future? --- Yes
Been in handcuffs? --- Yes
Believe in love? --- Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? ---Yes

if I help someone I sleep better...now my nights are going back to where they were earlier but still that was a great night.

A co-workers brother needed a jump start so I gave him one. Slept good. Now my nights are back to bleh...hmm wonder what causes it.

I am thinking the fact that I felt useful played a HUGE part of it, any suggestions?

I will be streaming here real soon in about an hour so it will be 8pm EST.

Have a couple rules for the stream though.
1)No posting links or asking for song requests, want to keep focused on drawing this time instead of getting distracted like I usually do xP

2)Have references and facial expressions ready so we are not waiting for 20 minutes for someone to get everything ready.

Thank you everyone for reading and I hope to see you all in my stream. Will post a journal and submission when I am going to stream so there is no keeping track of time too much xP

There is a secret though that you will all find out later one =3

Sincerely,
Dozer

FOR FREE!!!!!!!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:22813890

am thinking about doing a single torso drawing in my next stream for one lucky fur =3

It wont be pretty I can tell you that much XP but still...I need more and more practice and I guess it wont happen over night ahaha

So who knows...YOU might be the lucky one...all depends on how fate plays its hands at that moment.