Just 9 more days till I have to move out and move into the apartment with my mate. This Australian Shep. Dragon is leaving the safety of the nest and stepping out into the world.. Boy, it's exciting but yet terrifying all at the same time.

A whole new start and will be a new beginning for me.. For us.

I know I owe people art commissions, but I just been so busy with work and packing that I haven't had the time or energy to draw. Rest assured, I will get it all done. I have not forgotten.. I just need you to bare with me and be patient.

I will try to get them done before I have to move.. But if not.. It might have to wait till I am fully settled in at our little place called home. C:

This is going to be the second night that Sally, my darling Guinea Pig, is spending the night at the animal hospital.

He said that everything looks healthy and that he was impressed of how well we take care of her.

They took a urine sample and a x-ray. She has a LOT of crystals in her urine from the UTI, but they also found something very very small in her little lady part that could be blocking from her being able to go to the bathroom.. Guinea Pigs are supposed to pee and poop A LOT and she barely goes to the bathroom like she is supposed to.. Even for a pig her size.. They are going to sedate her and try to flush it up, so they can get a better look at it in a x-ray.

He said it might be a possibility that she might need surgery.. He isn't sure yet, because he hasn't been able to get a good look at what it is.

Other than that, she is doing good. She's energetic, spunky, noisy, and other than this issue, she is pretty healthy for a runt.. Just, this might be a birth defect from not getting enough nourishment, mostly because out of the two mother Guinea Pigs, Nelson, our smallest one of the two, was the only one letting all four babies nurse on her, while the other Mother, Charlie, didn't want to have anything to do with the babies. So, Sally probably missed out on a lot of nursing.. She was the first one out of the babies to actually eat real food.

I'm alive still! Well.. Sorta..

Working the night shift has been murder.. ):

I haven't had any time to work on art.. Or do anything really.. I still owe commissions for people.. Who I haven't forgotten about, I promise! You guys have been amazing for being patient and baring with me.. TT w TT

Work has me extremely sore and tired.. Thankfully! Next week, I get 4 DAYS OFF! Something I desperately need, in order to get art done..

Also, another thing.. My little guinea pig Sally, the runt, isn't doing good at all.. She is literally peeing out pure blood now.. So, we have to get her to a vet.. ASAP.. Just hoping I can work something out with the Vet.. I'm not ready to loose my baby girl.. Who isn't even a year old yet.. She's just a baby..

Please gods.. Don't take her away yet.. She's the best guinea pig I ever had.. I'm hoping the vet can help her and we can save her and it's not too late..

I would be heart broken if we have to put her down..

Please keep little Sally in your prayers and thoughts and pray/hope that she will pull through and live a long healthy life..

My mate is in a serious pickle.. She is being forced to move out BY May and to get her place, she has to put down a 900$ payment on her new place.

You can read more on her situation here. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6497874/

So to help her, I will be open for commissions and will be doing lots of YCH's.

If you can donate, I will draw you something, full color with background.

Please.. She means the world to me and I want to help her as much as I can. She wouldn't be asking for money on FA, only if it indeed was really really serious. ):

After my 3 month search and my endless time of filling out 20 or more job applications, I finally got a job interview at Long John Silver's! I am hoping that I can get the job!

Everyone wish me luck. <3 <3 <3 <3

I am peeking at my list of journals I receive from the big time awesome artists I watch and It seems like everyone is opening up for commissions and I am sitting here like..

Well.. I'm screwed.

I guess everyone is fighting to get commissions, besides myself, and by the looks of it.. There are more Commissies than there are Commissioners because I have seen the same " Open for Commissions " posts repeated a few times in my news feed and it could explain why I'm not getting any fish.

The fish are just nibbling, not a single bite yet. x w x;

I swear this gig is so competitive, it's insane.. TT w TT

So I am open for commissions. ; w ;




Primary Doctor payment - $105

Dentist payment - $99

Duplicate ID card - $25

$100 / $229

*~*~* Commissions *~*~*

1. - Ref Sheet *DONE*

2. - Picture *In Progress*


*~*~* Christmas Gift Art *~*~*

1.

* Thanks 4 the watches Skye *DONE*
* Ref sheet for Acer

2.


3. Luna Edwards


4. 9th Doctor

* Secret Santa *DONE*


5. Big brother John

* WoW Character *In Progress*


6. Father


7. Danielle

* Her Naruto OC Nanako *In Progress*

*~*~* Commissions *~*~*

1. - Ref Sheet

2. - Picture


*~*~* Christmas Gift Art *~*~*

1.

* Thanks 4 the watches Skye *DONE*
* Ref sheet for Acer

2.


3. Luna Edwards


4. 9th Doctor

* Secret Santa


5. Big brother John

* WoW Character


6. Father


7. Danielle

* Her Naruto OC Nanako

At 6:00 PM Eastern I will be art streaming to finish up some commissions I need to redraw and touch up.

HAPPY TURKEY DAY AND GO GET FAT! <3 <3 <3 *Happily nums on all the foods.*

I'm in desperate need of funds.

I have until July next year to get my life together so I can move out and move in with my mate..

It's about $60 just to get my drivers license. My father said he would get me a car if I can pass the test, so I can go job hunting and be able to get myself to work.. Since my mother doesn't want to " care " for me, whatever that means.

But, my main issue is getting funds and actually keeping it from my mother.. My mother has a bad habit of going into my room and stealing my card without even asking me and taking all the money I had saved on it out.. And whenever she asks for gas money and says " Don't worry, I just need to borrow $10 for gas. " she comes back and without even telling me, I find about $40 taken out..

I can't tell my father and I can't borrow anymore from him, because he gave me $200 this month to get clothes,pay for my drivers license, and pay for my medication. But yet my mother took it all.. I'm at my wits end.. And it doesn't seem like she cares that I HAVE to move out by July.. So I'm stressed out..

I literally only have one pair of pants which are a pair of yoga pants.. Everything else, I've had since high school, which was in 2011, no longer fit.. I tell her that and all she says is " Obviously your getting too fat, loose weight and they will fit. "

As for shirts, all I have are gamer,anime, and Marvel/DC t-shirts..


So if you could help.. I would be so very grateful..

Here is my price sheet. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15063290/

For Halloween, I am opening up once again for commissions! <3

This time, Five Nights At Freddy's themed!

There will be Five slots open, first come first serve!

So come quick Security Guards and Animatronic furs of all kinds! Grab a spot before they are all gone~

#1 ( Barry ) *Paid*

#2 ( Barry's Mate ) *Paid*

#3 ( Matt ) *Waiting Payment*

#4 *Paid*

$5

Art List
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1. Lup ( commission ) - 100% finished

2. ( Mabinogi Commission ) - 100% Finished

3. - 100% Done

4, - 0% Done <- Need Ref

5. - 100% Done

6. Bestopman - 100% Done

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Art List
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I'm sorry.. This is dumb to ask..

I'm just feeling very low and down about my art work because of this art contest..

I just want to know how people really feel.. And think about my art work.. ; w ;

If it's not one thing, it's another to her.. I swear.. Just.. ERM!

I was just bitched at by my mother because I drank all the orange juice.. Well excuse me! There have been plenty of times where she had drank a whole gallon of milk in two days.. And yet she turns around and bitches at me for the same thing she does!? What a damn hypocrite!

And I am just so sick and tired of hearing " Get a job ", " Why don't you get a job "

I am in college full time! No, I'm going to get a job! Not yet! Math class is stressing me out enough, if I had to get a job and keep up with College.. I would fail math again and I am NOT failing this time!

I can't balance things well.. I just can't.. I get too overwhelmed to where everything just shuts down and I can't focus or motivate myself to do anything.

I'm okay with doing art commissions, because I can relax while drawing and refresh myself on the weekends for another long stressful week.. I failed my math class once.. I am determined to pass this time and I have been working so hard, keeping my grade at 90%..

Just.. I'm sorry.. I just had to vent out..

Just so tired.. And annoyed.. And sick of my mother's shit.. Just wish she would shut up and leave me alone and stop making me feel like nothing.. She's always whispering under her breath harshly " Wish you would get your shit together "

I am trying! Why the hell do you think I'm going to school!!? *Curls up into a ball and lightly cries* I really am trying.. There is just so much I can do at once.. Math is my most difficult subject.. I need to put all my effort and energy into passing math..

Sorry that I am home more than you.. Sorry I don't eat like a little fucking bird like you want me too.. My friends taught me " if your hungry, than eat.. Don't starve yourself "

When I eat.. I get in trouble for doing so, but when I try starving myself.. I get yelled at anyway.. What the fuck do you want from me?!

On the online game I play, Mabinogi, they are holding a art contest and the winner gets 100k NX ( which is 100$ in game money ) and a Yui doll companion!

You have to draw you're Mabinogi character as your favorite Sword Art Online character! Since most people will choose the obvious.. Like Kirito, Asuna, and Lisbeth.

I am picking the adorable, little beast tamer Silicia! Since my character has so maaaany pets. I have over 30 pets, so my character is basically a beast tamer!

I am nervous of entering, because everytime I have entered a art contest, I never won before. But, this time I am giving it MY ALL! I will draw till my hand cramps to the point it can no longer draw and my fingers bleed and blister against the art pen!

I finally have a chance to shine! Look out Mabinogi! I am coming through!



Art List
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1. Lup ( commission ) - 100% finished

2. ( Mabinogi Commission ) - 100% Finished

3. - 100% Done

4, - 0% Done <- Need Ref

5. - 100% Done

6. Bestopman - 1% Done

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2. ( Mabinogi Commission ) - 100% Finished

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Doing a small live stream before I have to go to class. Trying to get everything done.

http://www.livestream.com/kneel4loki13

Livestream starts: 1:53 PM

Ends: 3:00 PM

1. Lup ( commission ) - 100% finished

2. ( Mabinogi Commission ) - 100% Finished

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This Friday, my mate will be coming over and we will be having a Doctor Who marathon Art streaming day.

Watching Doctor Who, while drawing commissions in a livestream!

It might happen around 2:30 PM or so, so for those who are waiting for a commission from me! Please keep an eye out for the Livestream open journal/picture! <3

Hope to see you there!

Phew.. Such a long day. Had a small little break down in class because I panicked. We had a small pre-test to practice for our actual test and I didn't get past question number 4. ( even though I skipped number 2 )

I am very VERY dyslexic with numbers.. I hate it.. I can barely calculate numbers in my head. I also have text anxiety.

I skipped number 2, because my dyslexia got the better of me.. I thought number 2 was number 3. And I got stuck at number 4 because we had to divide 8 into 46.. I can't memorize my multiples.. I have tried many ways to and I just can't grasp it by memory.. So I panicked and stared at it and ended up giving up because I was so frustrated so I ended up breaking down at the end of class.

My teacher told me, at my college they have a program for people with disabilities where they can get a commendation from a social worker that allows them to use calculators, notes, and multiplication sheets during tests.

So I just need to go to my doctor and get the papers to prove of my disability. If I can get that, I know I can pass math with good grades!


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1. Lup ( commission ) - 100% finished

2. ( Mabinogi Commission ) - 10% Finished

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YESSSSS~ I am getting my laptop back tomorrow! WOOT!

I'll be able to finish up on commissions with my own laptop, instead of having to borrow my mothers all the time and having my mothers laptop burn my legs off from it's overheating fan. @ - @;

Tomorrow I will be starting on my first day of Fall semester and I have time before my class starts, so early in the mid afternoon, I'll be working on your commissions.



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