My laptop needs to be replaced... so Im placing my commission page here to try and raise money for a decent desktop pc

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58005632

So for abit now I have been wanting to draw this anyways thanks to being with my girlfriend and us both being into this kink, but Ive been wanting to draw our fused form for awhile now, which, is abit tricker to do when one of us is flesh and blood... and the other is slime and latex. I think I figured out a design for us and been just been busy with shit... but last Wednesday... something bad happened... I had sent her some packages as a late birthday gift(which I had to use her brothers name for shipping, and had to pretend that it was a contest she won cause her dad doesnt like me and didnt want to upset him...) well, he saw right through it and swiped the stuff(which was two posters, a 3D printed logo of the Kingdom Hearts logo, an SD card, a small keychain addon, and a Keyblade prop for her cosplay of Sora) and is gonna turn around and fucking sell it all, while making her break up with me... shes faking the break up until he thinks she forgot about me... and currently, Im losing my mind... So Im thinking about just... updating my sona into our fused state that Ive been picturing for awhile now and making that my new look as a sign that Im waiting on her return...

I need to get my radiator replaced on my Tahoe, so Im offering commissions again to help get the money needed. Please help, I cant risk driving my vehicle for another few weeks until my first real paycheck...

Ive been debating for the past few days, should I do one of those auction pieces where people try and buy a spot in a future drawing to try and make some extra cash?

Ok, so heres the thing. I just got back from Too Many Games yesterday and am flat out broke. I owe my friend for gas to get us home yesterday, I need to remake my now lost rent that I had to use to get us back, AND I have to get my brake pads replaced cause traffic was so bad on the way up that now my brakes make a grinding sound when I slow down. So... Im offering $5 for outline art, and $10 for colored art. Im still learning on the tablet so backgrounds arent an option right now. Please, I need the assistance!

Going to a convention end of next month, and were gonna be driving, I need to raise up abit of money to have for food, gas, and hotels. Im offering cheap commissions from now til the final week of June. $5 for a quick, "chicken scratch" art that gets the general idea of what you wanted across. $10 for clean lineart. $20 for colored. Backgrounds arent being offered at this time, nor shading. If you want multiple characters, the price goes up by $3 for every extra character(goes up by $1 if their conjoined to each other)

The awesome Mintli is doing another Art Raffle, so please go check it out ^^
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55402244/

idk, just craving a conjoinment rp... maybe christmas themed? idk, not expecting anyone to respond to this...

Yo, my friend Mintli is hosting an art raffle~ Anyone who wants to sign up can~
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54.....#cid:176032330

Huh? You thought I was joking? NOPE! I unfollowed all of you who are known for Conjoinment art. FUCK ALL OF YOU! FUCK THIS FETISH! YOUR ALL JUST ABUNCH OF BULLIES WHO PRETEND TO PREACH ABOUT BEING TOGETHER, BUT WILL INSTANTLY TRY AND SHAME SOMEONE... FOR FUCKING BEING EXCITED ABOUT GETTING A COMMISSION THEY WERE WAITING ON FOR 2 YEARS!
"At this rate, wouldnt it be faster to learn to draw?"
MOTHER FUCKER I KNOW HOW TO DRAW! NEVER SEEN YOU POST ART BEFORE THAT BELONGED TO YOU!
and I got told people shamed them for bullying me... Yeah, woulda been nice if I could of got some of that positivity sent my way. So no... Its clear to me that no one on Discord, on here, and on DeviantART actually gives a rates ass about me. Tempted to draw my dark comic idea where you all just beat the shit out of me, rip me apart, and then stuff me in a box and bury me. This community is supposed to be about being closer together, but all you want to do is push people away... So here. Heres the gun. put it to my head and pull the trigger. And when you do, feel free to share it with the community so you all can dance and sing in praise as you celebrate my death. Smile! Rejoice! You all won! You told me Im not welcome here, so congrats! Ill even jump in my grave for you so you dont have to touch my dead body! =D

Im getting dark huh? Are you unsettled? Good. This is where I am right now. I have nothing left.

Alright. I get the picture. I'm not welcome in the conjoinment community. A community about getting closer together... Excluding me. Then they only want to push me away... Preferably into a closed off box that they can seal me into and bury the box so I don't exist to them anymore... *Hands the community the gun* just pull the trigger then. Make it official. I'll unfollow all of you after work, and unfav all your art. I'll stay away from everyone for now on. Sorry that you guys think I'm a shit person.

well, my vehicle is fixed... but NOW Im gonna be $150 short next check cause I had to pay my coworker to buy me new brake pads cause the ones I GOT were the wrong ones... and when we were working on them, a part popped right out, and in the attempt to put it back in, the rubber that was refusing to let it back in got ripped, thus making us have to go BACK to the auto store and replace that entire piece... so I could REALLY use some commissions right now to pay him back... Anyone interested?

I think Im ready for a new partner after the unfortunate splitting between me and Nat... So... Who wants to be permanently stuck with me? Im a Wolf Dragon Hybrid with a smidge of Unicorn left. Female, or can be a futa girl if wanted. Nothing crazy, just want two heads, one body, with 2/3 boobs, and 2/4 arms. Im ok with having either a pussy or both genders in our panties. Just know I thrive for my skirts. Our body can either be half and half or mixed up to look more fused together. If your interested, let me know ^^

Thinking its about time I update my commission page with my "realism" style Ive worked on abit... no clue on the price yet, but it will probably be abit higher due to the fact it takes alot longer to make that...

A few weeks ago, I finally had enough... I broke up with my partner after i think 4 years? I just couldn't take the her never being on anymore, especially after her canceling my trip to meet her for the first time... Just felt completely one sided at that point...

2 weeks ago I asked if I belonged in conjoinment... with no answers given, I guess I got my answer. =( This fetish is supposed to be about bringing people closer together... why do you all want to push people away?

I enjoy being conjoined to people alot... But apparently no one really wants to be conjoined to me... Should I just stay out of this fetish forever? I've met very few people who actually enjoy me, while everyone else wants nothing to do with me, either thinking I love them when I don't, think I'm crushing on them when I'm not, or just think I'm super creepy for being turned on by a fetish...

when you think of a fun idea to draw staring your sona and someone elses, and ask... and they shut you down instantly...

Happy 28th Birthday to me! God I feel old...

When someone decides they wanna draw your Sona with theirs... For free... For fun... And you give the ok... Please don't criticize them for not drawing stuff they really don't take into consideration normally... I relost my want to draw...

Ok, I'm hoping at the end of July to go see my partner for the first time ever, and the plane tickets are gonna cost me between $1200 and $1300. I'm gonna be putting money from my checks back, but I want to do commissions for you guys to add to the funds! All funds will go straight towards the plane tickets, and anything after will go towards being able to have some extra money while there so she doesn't have to pay for stuff for me.

Just cause someone wants to do conjoinment art/rps with you does NOT mean they are in love with you. Which is why I have taken down my most recent picture. Apparently the person I drew in that with my Sona thought I was crushing on them... Sorry to anyone who actually thought it was good...

You ever leave a server and go "bet they don't even notice or care I left?" Even if you tried to be active in it, and are constantly ignored?

Hey everyone, so time for some news. Im trying to raise money to move up north to where my gf, Chrysi, lives... where up north? Just this great big country called "Canada". which means there are a few things that need to be done. I need a passport, a plane ticket, to ship my stuff there, and to afford an apartment for us. Im gonna be trying to find work later this week(if my uncle remembers to come by for me), but I also want to raise money through commissions. currently I have $24.06 saved(Itd of been more, but this just started recently and I didnt save my money from my other commissions cause I was getting burned from my last relationship about moving), so I got a long ways to go. as of now, i know I need to save up at least over $400 and I need all the help I can get, so if you can pay for it and you want art, let me know! Im having no limits on what I draw and how many people come to me.

fuck it... its become clear to me that my commissions page was a waste of time. its been sitting there since Feburary collecting dust... Im sick of people going "oh you draw REALLY GOOD!!! Ill gladly buy art from you" then never do, or "Hmm, soon as I have money, Ill buy art" then never come back... Hell, Ive seen people with worse art then mine get commissions... what the fuck... I guess I just have shit art and everyone knows how let down I always am to tell me otherwise...
and before you go "well maybe if you draw something different" No. I draw what I draw cause thats what I want. if someone wants me to draw them something else, I will, but no one does, so I continue drawing what i want...
Im shutting down my commission pages... it was a waste of time making and Im sorry to anyone who had to see my terrible art...

idk why Im even bothering posting this on here. no one ever fucking reads these anyways... might as well shut my account down. I wont be missed on here...